No one who logged into that forum could recall its name, and neither did Song Lin. She had to think about whether that forum really existed? Or was it just her dream? When she went to school the next day, she couldn't help but try to log in several times with her mobile phone in class, but failed.
She didn't know how to face Yuan Xiuli. Fortunately, they were no longer in the same class after entering high school. Despite this, Yuan Xiuli would often come to her during class and lunch break, and she would pretend that nothing happened. Dealing with her like that happened.
In fact, it wasn't that she hadn't given her a chance. Throughout the first half of her freshman year, she had been waiting for Yuan Xiuli to tell her personally about Yan Qin. She didn't even need to say the word "sorry", as long as she expressed a trace of regret. She would have forgiven her any apology, but it was a pity that she did not do so.
After sending Yuan Xiuli away during class, Song Lin looked at her back and said in her heart: "Don't blame me, Yuan Xiuli, I gave you a chance, but you did an amazing job!"
Throughout the day, she didn't listen to a word of what the teacher said in class. She was just speculating on how the mysterious forum owner would make Yuan Xiuli disappear from Yongchuan forever. But until the moment after school, nothing happened. She laughed at herself and said that she must have been deceived. It was obviously not possible to rely on the power of others to get revenge on Yuan Xiuli. She had to rely on herself.
Yuan Xiuli usually came to her on her own initiative, but this time she packed her things hastily and ran outside the classroom next door before the school bell rang.
"Are you waiting for me?" Yuan Xiuli asked slightly surprised when she saw her.
Over the years, she thought she had gotten to know her friend quite well. Her personality made it difficult for Song Lin to express her true thoughts. Therefore, she was often misunderstood by other classmates. At this time, she needed to step forward and help her. .
"Well, I... I was thinking that we haven't gone to karaoke together for a long time." Song Lin said with a forced smile.
"But I'm afraid I don't have enough pocket money this month." Yuan Xiuli responded with a confused look on her face.
"It doesn't matter, I'll treat you well this time!" Song Lin finished arranging her hair.
If it were anyone else, such an expression would easily make people see through her ulterior motives, but Yuan Xiuli did not doubt her at all. The reason is very simple, because Song Lin has always been like a frightened deer, her eyes are always full of fear. When others want to approach her, she will subconsciously turn her face to the side, so she is often regarded as She is a very gloomy person, but as long as you are firmer, get closer to her little by little, and try to get to know her better, you will understand how good she is.
Yuan Xiuli didn't tell Song Lin why she was so nervous about her pocket money this month. It was Song Lin's birthday on the 5th of next month. She used the money she saved to buy a gift for her in advance. Of course, this matter was temporary. She kept it a secret from Song Lin because she wanted to give her a surprise.
She smiled and said to Song Lin, "Then let's go!"
Song Lin couldn't help but turn her eyes to one side. Yuan Xiuli's smile was too dazzling. Her facial features were very delicate, and her proportions were particularly good. In the past, she always felt that she could be with a girl like Yuan Xiuli. It was something that made people proud, but now she wanted to reach out and tear her face into pieces.
The two of them walked side by side on the way to the commercial street, and Yuan Xiuli kept telling interesting stories about her class. Song Lin was silent, thinking about how to teach this hypocritical friend in front of her. For some reason, she suddenly remembered the bridge not far from Yuan Xiuli's home. That bridge was about four or five meters away from the river below. , she had a terrible thought of pushing her off the bridge, this thought frightened herself.
The KTV they frequented had a buffet, and Yuan Xiuli brought plate after plate of food, all of which Song Lin liked to eat. She also made a few extra cups of her favorite lemon tea, But Song Lin didn't seem to have much of an appetite. She only took a symbolic bite of each item and then stopped moving.
"Why do you have a bad appetite?" Yuan Xiuli asked with concern.
"It's nothing, I'm not very hungry!" Song Lin felt very uncomfortable looking at the food Yuan Xiuli chose in front of her, but she quickly raised her head and said, "Go and sing, I haven't heard you sing for a long time."
"Let's sing a song together. It's the theme song from the animation we watched before. It's in Japanese. I remember you hummed it, so I learned it!" Yuan Xiuli excitedly walked to the song requesting screen and started looking for the song. The song she mentioned.
"It still doesn't work, I can't sing Japanese well!"
Song Lin stared at Yuan Xiuli's back, her eyes a little moist. She suddenly remembered the first time they came to sing karaoke. Her heart beat so fast along the way. She never expected that someone would invite her to come like this. In this place, Yuan Xiuli's appearance was like a gift from God, giving her countless happy memories.
When the music started playing, Yuan Xiuli handed over a microphone, his shoulders were close to hers, and his body swayed gently with the music, and warmth came from her direction. Song Lin stared blankly at the animation clips playing on the screen, listening to Yuan Xiuli's beautiful and lively singing voice fluently singing rolling Japanese lyrics. Suddenly, she felt like she was going back in time. So many beautiful clips in the past turned out to be just illusions. . Yuan Xiuli looked at her from time to time, smiling brightly. She could only lower her head, hoping that the song would end soon.
After the music ended, Yuan Xiuli said to Song Lin: "The next song is also for you. It's the song you sing every time!"
Song Lin looked at the screen. Sure enough, Yuan Xiuli ordered the song she was most familiar with, and it was the only song she would not sing wrong due to being too nervous. Under Yuan Xiuli's expectant gaze, she felt beads of sweat forming on her palms holding the microphone. For the first time, she failed to follow the intro after the end. It took her two or three sentences to find the rhythm. She hated her more and more. Compared with Yuan Xiuli's voice, her singing voice is really ugly, hoarse and hoarse, like an old man.
When she sang the chorus for the second time, she completely broke down emotionally and shouted to the microphone: "I don't want to sing anymore!"
"Song Lin, are you okay?" Yuan Xiuli asked.
She didn't know why Song Lin suddenly became unhappy. From her perspective, Song Lin's face was terrifyingly gloomy. Her eyes were looking straight at the ground under her feet, and her two hands holding the microphone were also moving. Trembling.
"Why do you have to order this song for me?! Why are you pretending to be happy?!" Song Lin asked her.
"I..." Yuan Xiuli couldn't guess the reason why Song Lin suddenly lost her temper. She was stunned and didn't know how to defend herself.
But Song Lin continued to shout into the microphone: "You obviously despise me like everyone else, but you pretend to be friendly and approach me. Isn't it just for Yan Qin?!"
When the name Yan Qin was mentioned, Yuan Xiuli's heart seemed to be stabbed. She and Song Lin had not spoken about Yan Qin for a long time. Since graduating from junior high school, she had tried hard to avoid the topic of Yan Qin. And Song Lin seemed to have some kind of tacit understanding with her, keeping silent about Yan Qin's affairs. She thought that the two of them would never expect to talk about him again.
She doesn't want to mention him because there is a secret hidden deep in her heart, and that secret cannot be seen from the light. From the time she entered junior high school, she noticed a unique girl in the class. That girl always hid behind thick books, as quiet as if she didn't exist.
If I had to choose a color to describe her, it would have to be white. She couldn't help but be attracted to her. Although she was not beautiful, she had an indescribable temperament. She always observed her every move silently, but didn't know how to speak to her.
Until Yan Qin, a boy in the same class, took the initiative and became the first person in the class to approach Song Lin. Everyone could see that Yan Qin liked Song Lin. Yuan Xiuli regretted and was a little jealous. She should have been the one to be with Song Lin first. Lin spoke. She knew that this kind of feeling was abnormal, but she couldn't stop her urge to get closer to her.
Finally, she came up with the idea of using her status as a class cadre to put forward initiatives in the class, and Song Lin explained the difficulties of each subject in the self-study class. Since then, the relationship between Song Lin and other classmates has improved, and there is no doubt that Song Lin is in the class. Despite being ostracized again, the two of them naturally became friends.
When girls become close to each other, they will talk about their little secrets. Yuan Xiuli soon discovered that Song Lin liked Yan Qin. She didn't want to see Song Lin's expression when she talked about Yan Qin. But he had to endure it.
Before she became friends with Song Lin, she had never thought about studying hard. Because her family's financial situation was very good and she was recognized as a beauty in everyone's eyes, she only needed to get into a similar art college. But after becoming good with Song Lin, everything will be different. She must study hard so that she can enter the same university as Song Lin. She must try her best to extend the time with her, even if one day she has to face separation. .
She didn't expect that Yan Qin would transfer schools in the summer after graduating from junior high school, so when Yan Qin asked her to find out whether Song Lin liked her, she went through a lot of ideological struggle, and in the end her selfishness won, and she put this matter aside The matter was hidden from Song Lin. She was very afraid that Song Lin would become Yan Qin's girlfriend, so that she would no longer be the only one close to her.
After learning that Yan Qinhui would leave Yongchuan with her parents after graduation, Song Lin looked very disappointed. At this time, Yuan Xiuli had begun to regret it. She should have told her, but if she told her now, she would definitely blame her. Why did it take so long? It might even affect their friendship, so when the words came to her lips, she swallowed them back.
"So you already knew?" Yuan Xiuli asked, hearing that her voice had become choked.
"Yes, I knew it when I graduated!" Song Lin stopped trembling, and her voice echoed coldly in the private room without music.
"Then why are you asking me now?!"
"Because I've been waiting for you to tell me that Yan Qin asked you to do this, but you didn't!"
"I… "