Is this all that Simplicity is desperately trying to hide
Wenxuan sighed, and the divine sense traced the memories all the way, and finally touched the Gu worm sleeping in the deepest part of Jian Jian's heart. The moment he found them, the Gu worms in the two of them both swallowed and escaped from their hearts.
The concentric Gu that had been buried in the hearts of the two for decades was finally resolved at this moment.
At this moment, there was a feeling, and Jian Jian was suddenly awakened from the illusion by this induction. He only felt that a certain thread in his heart was suddenly cut off, as if the last connection between him and Wen Xuan was cut off. He panicked all of a sudden, opened his eyes in panic, but saw Wen Xuan in front of him, looking at him very closely.
Illusion and reality overlapped and staggered, and Jian Jian couldn't react for a while. He sat there stiffly, his eyes still wet.
Wen Xuan smiled, "Is this what you're afraid of letting me know?"
This smile made Jian Yi dazzled, and made him finally believe that the reality was in front of him. Compared with before the separation, Wenxuan's appearance was much different. His eyes changed from pitch black to blue, which made his smile seem to have an indescribable meaning.
"Senior brother..." Jian Yi called out and stretched out his hand, wanting to touch it. Wen Xuan stepped back and avoided it. The simple hand was so stiff in mid-air.
"You kept saying that it was for my own good." Wen Xuan said with a smile, "It turned out to be for yourself."
A simple heart suddenly sank. Yes, he should have thought that Wenxuan had already unlocked the Concentric Gu, and Wenxuan had already seen everything. He was so afraid of being known by Wenxuan, but in the end he didn't hide it.
"Even if you really want to save me," Wen Xuan got up and patted the ash stained on the hem of his clothes, "In the end, you also want to save yourself."
Simple opened his mouth and wanted to explain something, but he didn't know how to explain it. He stared blankly at Wen Xuan's appearance, and after a while he said, "Senior brother, you can transform..."
"Yeah." Wen Xuan flicked his tail behind him, "I didn't depend on you."
I don't know since when, Wenxuan also learned to say such hurtful words. These words seem ordinary, but they are sure to pierce the most vulnerable wound in Yi Jian's heart, which will hurt Yi Jian to the extreme. The hurtful words in Wenxuan's mouth were not the only ones.
"Even though you have helped me so much, it really makes me very grateful." Wen Xuan said, "But unfortunately, the person who has influenced me the most is not you."
This sentence not only hurts people, but also frightens the simple. Jian Jian's eyes were red all of a sudden, and all grievances poured out of his heart like a river overturned. The facts are clear and clear, there is no one else around Wenxuan, and a word of "nonsense" will be spit out from the simple mouth.
But before that, he heard Wen Xuan say the rest of the sentence, "It's Ye Shengge Ye Zhenren."
This is really an irrefutable answer. All the simple rebuttals were blocked, and he almost took a sigh of relief.
"If Ye Zhenren was still there, if nothing happened to him, my life would be completely different from what I am now. But even if he's gone, even if I haven't really seen his face, I'm still standing here now." Wenxuan put his eyes on Yi Jian's face and observed Yi Jian's expression, "Look, there is no one in this world who is absolutely irreplaceable."
If you said that it was just hurting people before, this sentence now is like a bolt from the blue in the simple sense. Jian Jian could not have imagined that after ten years of not seeing him, Wen Xuan finally appeared in front of his eyes again, just to say these words to him.
There was no blood on Jian Jian's face, and it took a long while to relieve his breath, and asked with luck, "Senior brother, are you still blaming what I did back then? That's why you said such a thing..."
Wen Xuan shook his head and continued, "I can be replaced, and so can you. This kind of thing is justified."
After that, Wenxuan turned around and started to walk outside.
He didn't care about the simple, anyway, the simple is now sober from the illusion, so he can't even walk.
As a result, Wenxuan walked away for a while, and when he looked back, Jian Jian was still frozen in place.
Wen Xuan frowned and walked back.
He admitted that when he said those words, he knew that Yi would be hurt. He is really not very happy in his heart now, and he is still a little bit worried about the simple original intention. After all, he had always thought that Yi Jian was good to him just because he liked him, and he had already fallen in love with Yi Jian unknowingly, but now he learned that this was not the case at all.
But his intention was not to hurt. No matter how subtle and unpleasant there is in his heart, how could he be willing after seeing such a life
"Don't you understand what I'm talking about?" Wen Xuan stopped in front of Jian Jian's eyes, and poked Jian Jian's forehead with his hand, "No one is absolutely irreplaceable, you are not, I am not, neither are your parents!"
Jian Yi was shocked all over, raised his head, and looked at it blankly.
"Even if the position will be replaced, so what? You are no longer you in that world, and your position will not be only that little. Even if one position is replaced, can't find another?" Pulled up from the ground, "Look at your feet, you can now go out and travel all over the world!"
Yeah, that's what he wanted to tell Easy.
He thought about the narrow path in Yi Jian's heart that only had him, and the vast but barren white in Yi Yi's heart. Clearly simple body has been free, simple heart has been trapped. Trapped by past experiences and trapped by his own obsessions.
Wen Xuan pulled Jian Yi into his arms and hugged him for a while.
"Junior Brother Jian," he said, "go out and see, and take a good look at all the beauty in this world. You are free, and nothing is worth keeping your footsteps forever."
Then he let go of the simple, let out a long sigh of relief, and then walked out again.
Wenxuan knew very well what the redemption that Jian Yi wanted was. Jian Jian wants to stay by his side, occupy the irreplaceable position in his heart, and live with him, and no one can do without him. Wenxuan knew that this was actually a kind of redemption that was easy to achieve. He only needed to bring Jian Jian by his side again and go back together with Jian Jian's hand. But at the same time, Wenxuan also knew that this was tantamount to drinking poison to quench thirst.
So he finally said those words, and then left the abandoned mansion alone, leaving Jian Jian where he was, and letting Jian Yi choose the path he wanted to take.
Wenxuan went around the two stone pillars in front of the door again and joined the little ones who were waiting outside.
"Your Majesty."
"Your Majesty! Isn't there any danger in there? It's great that you're all right!"
When the little demons saw him come out, they were very happy, and chatted around him. Wenxuan laughed and scolded, and led them down the mountain together.
Wenxuan looked back at last, and saw that Jian Yi was already standing at the door, but did not follow. Jian Yi just stood there, staring blankly at his eyes. Then Wen Xuan left.
Wen Xuan and the little demons returned to a cave house that the two brothers had found in Nanfeng, and silently returned to the room for him.
Then he lay on the bed, holding his tail, silently regretting it.
He came here specially to find Yi Jian, but in the end he just pulled Yi Yi out of the illusion, and finally separated him from Yi Yi. What is this called
After sighing, Wen Xuan slept with his tail on his head.
Well, well, maybe he made the right choice. He and Yi Jian are not as happy as he thought they were, only separated by a layer of veil, Yi Jian is just obsessed with him and nothing else. It's because he didn't follow him, so why should he force it
Even so, Wenxuan was unavoidably gloomy. In the early morning of the next day, he opened his eyes gloomily, only to realize that Jian Yi was not unwilling to follow.
… Simple is just the reflex arc is too long.
The little demon angrily reported to Wenxuan that there was someone standing outside early in the morning, staring at it all the time, and his attitude was very unfriendly. Every little demon would be glared by him when he went out.
Wen Xuan was happily dressed, but when he heard this last sentence, he couldn't help but sneer.
Did he talk so much yesterday? This bug has not changed at all
"Oh," Wen Xuan replied, and his dressing action suddenly slowed down, "Don't worry about him, don't mess with him, just let him stay outside."
"… Don't shoot him away?"
"Don't, you can't beat him."
After getting such a reply, the little demon's cheeks twitched, so he had no choice but to say goodbye, and then spread Wenxuan's meaning. When all the little demons heard the words, they all walked around the easy way, assuming that there was no such person. This is very good, no one cares about it, and there is nothing wrong with it.
And Wenxuan was still dressing slowly.
After getting dressed and ready to meet Jian Jian, Wen Xuan suddenly found that his hair was messed up.
When he finally combed his hair, Wen Xuan suddenly felt that the hair on his tail was not fluffy enough.
... In fact, he didn't deliberately delay the time after that, but just thought of going to see Jian Yi, and felt that his clothes could be more perfect, so he dragged it for a long time.
Just halfway through processing the tail, a little demon hurried in and told him that a snake spirit had been beaten by Jian Jian.
Wen Xuan froze, "What's going on?"
Only then did the little demon tell Wen Xuan that it was the lecherous snake spirit who looked so handsome, so she went up to touch her chest...
Wen Xuan's mouth twitched, and he immediately said, "Well beaten, I should have beaten him more."
Then Wen Xuan lowered his head and continued to take care of the hair on his tail.
After tossing for a long time, Wen Xuan finally cleaned himself up, and Shi Shiran walked out the door.
As expected, Jian Yi was still standing outside, and the hem of his clothes was already wet with dew. As soon as he saw him, his simple eyes immediately focused on him, and he couldn't move away for a while.
"Senior brother," Jian Yi suppressed his emotions, "Do you not want to see me?"
Wenxuan was naturally embarrassed to tell the truth, he just pretended to be inscrutable and smiled, "Wait for a long time?"
Jian Jian nodded and glanced at the group of little demons again. Perhaps because of being left in the air for too long, the unfriendliness in Jian Jian's eyes has faded a lot, and he only looks a little aggrieved, "Why are there always some people around you at any time?"
"Because they are willing." After Wen Xuan replied, he patted Jian Jian's shoulder again, "Don't stand still, come here once, and walk with me."
The place where they live now has been chosen. A short walk can see a waterfall, the scenery is very beautiful. Wenxuan wanted to bring Jian Jian and let Jian Jian also take a look.
"Senior brother," Jian Jian didn't even think about looking at the scenery, he just looked at him, "Are you still complaining about what I did back then?"
"A little bit." Wen Xuan told the truth.
Simple because this answer was a little more disturbed, he gritted his teeth.
"But there was something wrong with me at that time." Wenxuan said again, "I clearly know what kind of person you are and what your behavior is, but I only know how to rely on you and expect you to follow my wishes. Do evil things. At that time, you must be under a lot of pressure."
Hearing Wen Xuan talking about these things so indifferently, Jian Jian's uneasiness was not relieved in the slightest, but a sense of despair arose. After all, many times, the reason for indifference is simply not to care.
Wenxuan had left him for ten years, but now he finally appeared in front of him again, but his attitude was so detached. All of this makes Simple feel hopeless.
Afterwards, Wenxuan began to talk to Yi Jian about his experience in the past ten years, how he went to Ximing, how he conquered Huya Mountain, how he got to know that grassy Xiaolu, and how he got to know him...
"Senior brother!" Jian Yi was stimulated by these stories of Wen Xuan and others, and finally could no longer suppress his emotions.
He pushed Wenxuan against the tree trunk, pressed Wenxuan's shoulders, his eyes were red, "You already have so many people around you, so it doesn't matter whether you have me or not?"
Wen Xuan looked at him quietly, "Isn't the reason why you have to stay by my side just because of your self-reliance back then?"
Hearing this, Jian Yi's expression was a bit stunned.
Wenxuan tried to take his hand away, but he squeezed Wenxuan's shoulders even tighter.
"Do you think... that my feelings for you are just that?" Jian Yi asked him in a daze.
"Otherwise?" Wen Xuan asked back, "Don't you think so? You remember me, you care about me, isn't it because I'm miserable enough."
Yes, Jian Yi did think so at the beginning, and Jian Yi himself thought so at the beginning. But when he came to this world and saw Wen Xuan for the first time, he knew that this was not the case. Jian Yi still remembers the throbbing at the beginning, like a string of fine sparks running from the tailbone all the way to the top of his head, which made his heart beat, and he couldn't help shuddering.
Then, as they got along for a long time, he became more and more aware of his feelings. His feelings for Wenxuan are very complicated, and his self-reliance is indeed a very important part of it. But part of it is definitely love. Wenxuan is so good, I can't help but like him.
Really, there are so many things about Wenxuan that can attract him. It was not a coincidence that he only remembered one Wenxuan among so many roles. However, Wenxuan saw the memories of his past life and knew his thoughts in his past life, so he misunderstood him.
"Do you think my feelings for you are really that simple?" Jian Yi asked him.
Wen Xuan was stunned by the question, and looked at him with a little hesitation.
"I..." Simple wanted to say something, he wanted to do something. Then he bowed his head, blushing.
Wen Xuan couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Why are you so shy at this time?"
shy? Simple laughed at himself, "Do you think I'm just being shy? You... What the hell am I thinking now, you don't know."
"Really? Why don't you talk about it?" Wen Xuan expressed his disbelief. "I thought you didn't have the strength to walk. If I hug you, you will blush..."
Oh, yes, it was the first time Jian Jian blushes in Wen Xuan's arms in the ancient relics mansion set up by the devil. But why blush? Jian Jian stretched out his hand and, through his clothes, touched the spot on Wenxuan's chest that was touched by his arm.
Wen Xuan was stunned.
Jian Jian pressed there, so even Wenxuan's face began to turn red.
"You wouldn't know, just because I encountered such a point at the time, what did I think about." Jian Yi let out a long sigh of relief. In his previous life, although he had never been out of the ward and had no actual experience, he had gained a lot of experience from watching movies, and various postures were rotated in his mind. He blushed not from shyness, but from excitement. He avoided his eyes not because he was shy, but because he really couldn't face it.
How could he let Wenxuan know that he had so many filthy thoughts
As a result, now, he actually let Wen Xuan know. No way, in comparison, he couldn't bear Wen Xuan's misunderstanding of him.
Easy couldn't help laughing at himself. He didn't know how Wen Xuan would treat him again. He wanted to take his hand away, but was held down by Wen Xuan again. Then Jian Jian was stunned to find that Wen Xuan's breathing was fast, his hands were shaking slightly, and he was actually excited.
With his hand, Wenxuan ripped open the front of his shirt and said only two words, "Come on."
…
Afterwards, Wenxuan recalled this day countless times, and every time he felt unbelievable about his boldness.
Simple enthusiasm is far beyond his imagination. What's even worse is that Wen Xuan didn't realize that things were still different from what he thought until he was forced to the ground by Jian Jian.
Well, well, they've finally come to this day, so what's the point of such minutiae? However, who would have thought that the first time Wenxuan Zhengzhi I was under the wild tree in front of the waterfall...