Although he knew in his heart that the matter had developed to the point where he had to make a break with his mother, Li Li still had difficulty making a decision.
If it wasn't for Li Li, he wouldn't be able to understand his difficulties.
Li Li couldn't help but want to complain to Han Zhan, "Mr. Han, you are not me, you have never experienced my life, and you can't understand the pain in my heart. My mother has suffered too much for me, and it really makes me feel sad with her. I can't be cruel if I draw a clear line. If losing my limbs can change the harmony of my family, I would rather cut off my own limbs!"
Han Zhan is an outsider, from the point of view of right and wrong, Li Li really should make a break with his mother. However, mother and child are the most inseparable intimate relationship in the world, and Li's mother is indeed irrational in her treatment of Su Beibei. But when she treated Li Li, she was really willing to pour out her heart and soul.
Seeing Li Li in such pain, Han Zhan felt embarrassed for him.
Han Zhan patted Li Li's shoulder hard, feeling very helpless, "Since you and Aunt Li are inseparable, and you can't draw a clear line with her, then let Beibei go." Song Ci said That's right, Su Beibei and Li Li should divorce, otherwise they will die of depression for the rest of their lives.
Li Li was furious, "Let go? That's my woman, the mother of my child, the woman who almost died on the operating table because of me! How can I let go! How can I be willing to let go!"
Li Li roared out these words, his eyes were red.
He covered his red eyes with his broad palms, and said in a hoarse voice, "I won't get a divorce!"
Han Zhan turned cold, "Then what can you do? Can you think of a way to achieve both? Aunt Li is your mother, and the blood of your mother and child is thicker than water. You can't bear to let her down. There's no way, you can't bear to let her down." Aunt Li is in pain, so I can only make Beibei suffer. You and Beibei have only known each other for two or three years, so you can always let go, right?"
Li Li: "I..."
Without giving Li Li a chance to argue, Han Zhan said again: "You can't! You can't let go of your family affection, and you can't let go of your love. But do you think a woman like Beibei will swallow her anger for you for the rest of her life? If you keep procrastinating like this, just It will intensify the harm to Beibei. At any rate, the husband and wife should be together, don't go to the end, it will be difficult to end the trouble."
Li Li turned a deaf ear to Han Zhan's words, he was trapped in his own world, and murmured repeatedly: "I don't agree to divorce, I love her so much, how can we divorce."
Seeing this, Han Zhan shook his head, "Song Ci is really right, you really want to be a dutiful son and a good husband."
Li Li was bruised all over by the sarcasm. He asked Han Zhan in pain: "As a son, I want to be a dutiful son. As a husband, I want to be a good husband. Is this wrong?"
Now it was Han Zhan's turn to be speechless. After a while, Han Zhan sighed, "You are right."
Hearing Han Zhan's answer, two lights lit up in Li Li's gloomy eyes, like a small green sapling suddenly popping up in a desert of yellow sand.
But this little sapling was uprooted by Han Zhan before it could grow up. Han Zhan pointed out sharply: "You want to be a filial son and a good husband. Of course it is right. But Li Li, you know what is going on in your family. Your mother is now in a daze. It's a way to go to the dark! If you want to be a filial son, you can't be a good husband. If you want to be a good husband, you are doomed to bear the reputation of being unfilial."
"That's all for now, you can figure it out for yourself." Han Zhan said that his mouth was dry, and he needed to drink some water to moisten his throat.
He went to the vending machine to buy two bottles of water, unscrewed the cap and drank half of the bottle before returning to the emergency room with another bottle of water.
Han Zhan handed the water to Li Li, "Come, drink some water."
Li Li didn't look up, but reached out to take the mineral water.
Li Li unscrewed the bottle cap, and just raised his head to take a sip of water when he heard the door of the emergency room being opened.
Li Li immediately put it down and stood up abruptly.
The nurse changed her shoes, stood outside the door of the emergency room, and shouted: "Where are Su Beibei's family members? Su Beibei has come out!"
"Here!" Li Li quickly ran to the nurse, looked behind the nurse and asked, "Nurse, where is my wife?"
The nurse replied, "Here we are."
Li Li heard the sound of the wheels, tiptoed to look inside, and saw a nurse slowly walking out from the depths of the corridor pushing the operating bed.
"Beibei is out!" Li Li said to Han Zhan, "Quick, go and push the hospital bed over."
The operating bed cannot be pushed out of the operating room. Li Li has already brought the bed from the inpatient department and is waiting for it at any time.
Han Zhan went to get the bed, while Li Li hoped that Su Beibei would come out soon.
Finally, Su Beibei was pushed to the door of the emergency operating room.
Li Li hurriedly looked at Su Beibei.
After escaping death, Su Beibei had only one breath left. She lay quietly on the bed, her face was pale and her breathing was weak, always giving Li Li the illusion that the person lying on the bed was not a living person but a corpse.
Li Li didn't even hold back, and secretly reached out to check Su Beibei's breath. Feeling a weak breath, Li Li stuffed his heart back into his stomach.
The nurse saw Li Li's movements, and she told Li Li: "It's okay, the effect of anesthesia has not completely dissipated, the patient's consciousness is weak now, and the breathing will naturally be light."
Li Li nodded and murmured repeatedly: "It's fine, it's fine."
Han Zhan pushed the bed over, and together with Li Lihe picked up Su Beibei, and put her gently on the bed.
Together with them, the nurse sent Su Beibei to the ward.
After returning to the ward, Li Li followed the nurse's instructions and kept calling her name, trying to wake her up.
After five or six minutes, Su Beibei woke up leisurely.
She opened her eyes and glanced at Li Li, then her lips moved slowly. She said something, the voice was muffled and indistinct, Li Li didn't hear it clearly.
Li Li lowered his head, put his ear to Su Beibei's mouth, and heard Su Beibei say: "Neil, Neil don't cry."
At this moment, Su Beibei was still thinking about the child, worried that the child would cry when he knew she was hurt.
Li Li has pantothenic acid in his heart.
He quickly held Su Beibei's cold hand and told her: "Beibei, you're fine, you'll be fine. Neil went to eat and didn't cry anymore, don't worry."
Su Beibei couldn't tell who was talking in her ear, she was preoccupied with Li Ao. She was really afraid that she would die. If she died, what good life would Li Ao and Li Li have
Li Li is still young, he will remarry sooner or later, a child having a stepmother is equivalent to having a stepfather. In addition, there is a grandmother who hates him behind him.
Su Beibei was suddenly very afraid of death, fearing that if she died, Li Ao would be loved by no one.
Tears slipped from the end of Su Beibei's eyes and dripped down her neck.
Li Li hurriedly wiped away her tears with his fingers, and asked distressedly: "Beibei, does it hurt?"
Su Beibei: "Neil"
"Neil"
When Han Zhan heard Su Beibei's cry, his heart was about to break. "I'll call Song Ci and ask her to bring Neil up. Maybe Beibei wants to see Neil."
"good."
Song Ci was full soon, and she saw that Li Ao was so absent-minded that she didn't want to eat at all, so she picked up Li Ao's rice bowl and fed Li Ao herself.
After Li Ao finished half a bowl of rice, he didn't want to eat anymore. "Aunt Song Song, I'm full."
This is not Li Ao's appetite, he eats too little.
Song Ci served Li Ao a bowl of soup, and she said, "Then let's have some more soup."
"Um."
Li Ao held the bowl and sipped the soup by himself, when Song Ci's cell phone rang, and she quickly picked it up. "Han Zhan, is Beibei out?"
When Li Ao heard his mother's name, he moved his ears subconsciously.
Han Zhan told her: "I've woken up, and I keep calling Neil's name. After dinner, you bring Neil up to show her, so that she can rest assured."
"OK!"
Song Ci was very happy to hear the news. She waited for Li Ao to finish the soup before telling Li Ao, "Neil, your mother has come out!"
Li Ao quickly jumped off the stool, he said, "I'm going to see my mother!"
"good."
When Song Ci and her aunt took Li Ao to the ward, Su Beibei was still not fully awake, but Li Ao's name was no longer on her lips.
As soon as Li Ao saw Su Beibei, he ran over and hugged Su Beibei's arm.
He was very short, just a little taller than the hospital bed, Li Ao only saw Su Beibei's face when he stood on tiptoe. Finding that his mother's cheeks were extremely pale, which was abnormally white, Li Ao burst into tears.
He cried, "Mother! Mother!"
Su Beibei heard Li Ao's cry, she opened her eyes vainly, and stared at Li Ao for a while. As if recognizing the child, Su Beibei said intermittently: "Neil, Neil, don't cry, mom won't abandon Neil"
Li Ao cried even harder.
"Mom, mom, don't die, Neil wants mom!" The child said whatever was on his mind, and what Li Ao feared most at the moment was that his mother would die.
Su Beibei called out Li Ao's name, tears kept falling.
Li Ao was crying all the time, his crying was a kind of condemnation to Li Li, Li Li listened to it, and felt uncomfortable.
Li Li couldn't stand it anymore, he quickly took away Li Ao's hand holding Su Beibei, and stuffed Li Ao into Song Ci's arms. "Sister-in-law, please help me send Li Ao home to rest."
Song Ci hugged Li Ao, and she said softly to Li Ao: "Neil, mom is already awake, mom really won't die. I'll take you home to sleep, okay? Wait until you wake up Ah, mother is getting better. You will come to see mother tomorrow, will you?"
But when Li Ao heard that he was going back to sleep, he was very scared. He didn't know how to describe his mood, it was a fear that he would fall asleep and wake up without his mother.
Li Ao grabbed Song Ci's hand, he raised his head and asked Song Ci, "Auntie Song Song, can I go to sleep at your house?"
Han Zhan really wanted to remind Li Ao that his name should be Aunt Song Ci, but seeing Li Ao's tears all over his face, he held back.
Song Ci guessed that Li Ao was afraid, and she was very distressed. She quickly rubbed Li Ao's head and agreed, "Of course, then you can go back with us now."
"good!"
Han Zhan said to Li Li, "Then let's take Li Ao back first."
"Um."
Song Ci took Li Ao's hand, raised her head and told Li Li: "When Beibei really wakes up, remember to call me."
"Okay, I'll call."
Both of them spoke calmly, as if they had forgotten the previous tit-for-tat confrontation. But in the end whether to forget, whether you can forget, only each other knows clearly.
After everyone left, Li Li pulled the stool to the side of the hospital bed. He sat down, held Su Beibei's cold hand, put her hand next to his cheek, and couldn't help murmuring: "You only care about Neil, don't you think about me?"
Li Li is not jealous of his son, but just feels sad.
How deeply was Beibei hurt, that in the most painful and suffering time, she would rather call her son's name loudly than ever call his name
Li Li felt extremely frustrated.
"Beibei, I will treat you well for the rest of my life, I will treat you well, you trust me." Li Li couldn't help sobbing as he spoke.
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On the way back, Song Ci and Li Ao sat behind, while Han Zhan was in charge of driving.
A pregnant woman with a pregnant belly and a two-year-old child were sitting in the car. Han Zhan was driving at a very slow speed, only thirty or forty yards.
Li Ao hugged a pillow in the car, and his little head rested on Song Ci's lap.
Song Ci gently stroked Li Ao's cheek with his fingers, the child's face was smooth and tender, it felt like touching a hard-boiled egg, especially smooth.
Song Ci was touching all the way.
"Aunt Song Song." Li Ao called Song Ci softly.
"Huh?" Song Ci looked at Li Li's delicate and lovely face, stopped stroking, and asked curiously, "Neil, what are you thinking? Can you talk to Auntie Song Song?"
Li Ao asked: "Aunt Song Song, what is divorce?"
The astonishment on Song Ci's face was very obvious.
Han Zhan couldn't help turning his head to look at Li Ao.
Hearing this from a two-year-old child, Han Zhan was extremely surprised. He stared at the front of the car and asked without looking back, "Where did Neil hear this sentence?"
Han Zhan thought that Li Ao had overheard the private conversation between Su Beibei and Li Li.
But Li Ao's next answer surprised Han Zhan, Li Ao said: "Every time my father takes me to my grandma, my grandma always tells me that my parents will get divorced."
Song Ci subconsciously looked at Han Zhan, who happened to be looking back at her too. The eyes of the two intertwined in the air, and then they frowned at the same frequency.
They only knew that Aunt Li and Su Beibei couldn't get along, but they didn't know that Aunt Li had said such things to Li Ao in private.
Li Ao put the pillow in his arms. He didn't know what divorce meant, but he knew that divorce was definitely a very bad thing.
"Aunt Song Song, what exactly is divorce?" Li Ao must understand the meaning of this word today.
Song Ci couldn't bear to tell Li Ao the truth, but Han Zhan was cruel.
He said bluntly: "Divorce means that your parents will live separately in the future and will no longer be able to live in the same house."
After finishing speaking, Han Zhan turned his head to look at Li Ao, and saw Li Ao's white and tender face was frowning into a sharp frown, he asked again: "Uncle, do you understand what he said?"
Li Ao remained silent.
His little head turned quickly, and finally, he seemed to understand what Han Zhan meant, and nodded thoughtfully.
Li Ao said: "After the divorce, we can no longer live together, we are not a family anymore, right?"
Han Zhan hesitated a little, and finally nodded: "Yeah."
Li Ao could not accept this fact. He thought Han Zhan was lying to him. He insisted on listening to Song Ci's answer, so he looked at Song Ci anxiously and asked, "Auntie Song Song, is what Uncle said true?"
Song Ci's heart ached to death.
She nodded cruelly and told Li Ao: "Neil, what Uncle said is true."
Hearing this, Li Ao's expression suddenly changed, as if he was about to cry. He grabbed Song Ci's arm and asked in a fearful tone: "Then do I have no home? Am I a child that no one wants?"
Thinking of something, Li Ao showed a terrified expression on his face, he sat up suddenly, grabbed the pillow uncomfortably, and said with tears: "Then will I be sent to the orphanage?"
Song Ci hurriedly hugged Li Li into his arms.
Afraid of hurting the baby in Song Ci's stomach, Li Ao immediately stopped moving, and even his crying became softer.
Such a sensible child!
Song Ci's heart was about to break.
She patted Li Ao on the head and told Li Ao: "No! You will not be sent to an orphanage. Neil, your parents love you very much, they will never want you, and you will never, never will be sent to an orphanage."
Li Ao raised his cheeks full of tears, and cried innocently and pitifully: "But if I don't have a home, I will be an unwanted child! They all say that an unwanted child will be sent to an orphanage !"
"Aunt Song Song!" Li Ao tightly grabbed Song Ci's skirt, and he cried sadly: "My parents, can we not divorce? I don't want to have no home."
The child's world is so simple, he thinks home is very important. No matter how exciting it is outside, how interesting and fun it is, when it is dark and hungry, he wants to go home.
If the home is gone, where can he go back in the future
No one could answer Li Ao's question.
Song Ci was soft-hearted after all, she couldn't bear to see her child so sad, so she told a white lie. "Neil's parents love each other very much, they will not divorce, Neil will always have a family."
Li Ao seemed to believe Song Ci's words, he stopped asking questions and sat obediently beside Song Ci. But he kept holding that pillow in his arms, and the tears on his face never stopped.
Han Miao and the others knew that Li Ao was coming, and they were supposed to go to bed at ten o'clock, but they waited until ten forty o'clock.
During this period, Han Jun was really sleepy and couldn't hold on any longer, so she finally climbed onto the bed and fell asleep.
On the contrary, Han Miao was excited when he thought that he would see brother Li Ao soon.
Han Miao has been losing weight recently, and has already seen initial results. Her thighs look much thinner, and she doesn't look so fat when she wears skirts.
Han Miao couldn't wait to show off her weight loss results to Li Ao.
She couldn't fall asleep, so she took Yan Qingxiu to play dominoes in the living room. Han Miao made a circle in the living room, and she forbade Yan Qingxiu to knock down the dominoes.
Yan Qingxiu pretended to be curious on purpose, and asked her: "Then who are you building such a big circle for?"
Han Miao pouted and corrected Yan Qingxiu: "It's not a circle, it's a heart!" Han Miao pressed his chest and said, "It's the shape of my heart."
Yan Qingxiu stood up and looked at the irregularly shaped 'heart'. He asked Han Miao: "Why do you pile up a heart shape?"
Han Miao sat down on the carpet, staring at the dominoes, a little sad, "Mom said that Neil's mother was in a car accident, and Neil was very sad."
She raised her head again, smiled sweetly at Yan Qingxiu, and said, "I piled up my heart and gave it to Neil to play with, I hope he can be happy!"
Yan Qingxiu wanted to laugh a little, but was relieved by Han Miao's sincerity. He intentionally teased Han Miao and said, "Miaomiao, do you like Brother Neil?"
Han Miao blushed immediately, and said hesitantly, "Oh, what did you say?"
Yan Qingxiu: "Does Miaomiao like Neil?"
Han Miao put his hands on his ears and asked loudly, "What are you talking about? I can't hear you!"
Yan Qingxiu: "."
Yan Qingxiu said: "I said Neil looks really ugly!"
Han Miao immediately retorted: "No! Neil is so handsome! Aunt Dong, it's because your eyes are not working well." She retorted in a childish voice, not to mention how cute she was.
Yan Qingxiu looked at her amusedly, and raised her ears, "Can you hear now?"
"Hmph!" Han Miao kicked her calf on the ground, moved her butt, and turned her butt and back to Yan Qingxiu, looking angry.
Yan Qingxiu stared at Han Miao's 'honest' back, thinking it was funny.
The world of children is really interesting.
Yan Qingxiu heard the sound of the car, and he reminded Han Miao: "Miaomiao, your brother Neil seems to be here!"
Han Miao stood up suddenly, and rushed to the garage like a small cannonball. There is still some distance from their dormitory to the garage, and Han Miao ran for three or four minutes to get to the garage.
When she arrived, Han Zhan had just parked the car.
Song Ci pushed open the car door and got out of the car with Li Ao. As soon as Li Ao stood firm, Han Miao rushed towards him and hugged him.
"Neil!"
The difference between the two is only more than two months, but because Han Miao has a much better appetite, he looks taller than Li Ao.
Hugged tightly by the little fat man Han Miao, Li Ao felt it was difficult to breathe. "It's so tight." Li Ao reminded Han Miao to let go.
Han Miao let go of Li Ao, lowered her head and held Li Ao's hand, she told Li Ao with a smile: "Neil, don't be sad, Auntie Beibei will get better."
For the first time, Li Ao felt that Han Miao's voice was really nice.
If you can talk, please talk more!
Li Ao nodded. "Um."
Seeing that Li Ao was still unhappy, Han Miao said happily as if offering a treasure, "Neil, I've piled up dominoes for you to play with. Come with me, okay?"
Li Ao was not in high spirits, but obediently followed Han Miao to the dormitory building.
Song Ci stared at Han Miao's quivering braid, and she said to Han Zhan, "Miaomiao is a happy fruit, with her by her side, Li Ao will soon forget the matter I asked earlier."
Han Zhan nodded and said to Song Ci, "You go take a bath first and rest early. I'll go and see them."
"good."
Li Ao was dragged to the living room of the dormitory building by Han Miao, and Han Miao pointed to the heart-shaped domino on the ground, and she told Neil: "I made a heart for you, if you play with my heart, don't be sad, okay? "
Hearing Han Miao's milky voice, Li Ao, who was originally lacking in interest, nodded reluctantly. He knelt in front of the dominoes and asked Han Miao, "Can I really play?"
Han Miao nodded.
Yan Qingxiu stood aside and said sourly: "Boy, you are very happy. She won't allow me to touch the cards I worked so hard to help her pile up."
Li Ao thanked Han Miao before reaching out to push the pile of dominoes.
With a slight push, the dominoes fall down, one down, another down, and so on, until the last one falls down.
Li Ao watched all the cards fall, staring at the first card that fell, and said something that didn't fit his age: "If the first card doesn't fall, it will be fine."
When Han Zhan came in, he just heard this sentence, and he asked Li Ao, "Why?"
Li Ao picked up the card, looked at the dominoes in his hand, and said seriously: "If it doesn't fall, they won't fall."
But some people, some things, take one wrong step, and every step is wrong.
Just as Han Zhan wanted to comfort Li Ao, Han Miao dragged Li Ao to play other games.
Han Miao took Li Ao to her and Han Jun's playroom, and Han Miao told Li Ao, "Neil, my sister is asleep, and I'll give you all her toys to play with. Don't be unhappy, okay?"
Li Ao questioned his soul: "Why don't you give me yours?"
Without even thinking about it, Han Miao replied honestly, "I played for you, what am I playing for?"
Li Ao went ahead and tricked Han Miao: "If you give me yours to play with, I will be happy."
Han Miao hesitated again and again, and finally gave Li Ao her limited-edition dress-up Barbie doll.
At this time, Li Ao was very good at abducting Han Miao. When he grew up, he took it step by step and successfully abducted Han Miao, an idiot, into his household registration booklet.
Li Ao fell asleep on Han Miao's bed after playing until twelve o'clock when he dozed off. Han Miao was carried by Han Zhan to Han Jun's bed.
When Han Zhan was about to go back to his room, he received a call from Li Li.
"Mr. Han, Beibei is already awake."
Han Zhan hummed, told Li Li a few words, and went back to the room.
Song Ci pretended to be busy and didn't sleep soundly.
When Han Zhan opened the door and entered the room, Song Ci was awakened. Song Ci turned on the wall lamp and saw Han Zhan standing under the door. She said, "Why don't you turn on the light?"
Han Zhan: "The lights are dazzling." The implication is that the dazzling lights will wake up Song Ci who is sleeping. Han Zhan is as careful as a hair, and he pays attention to everything when taking care of Song Ci.
Song Ci turned on all the lights directly, she sat by the head of the bed, and told Han Zhan: "I can't sleep, and I'm thinking about Beibei over and over again."
Han Zhan told her while taking off his clothes: "Just now Li Li called and said that Beibei has woken up, you can rest assured."
"That's good."
When Han Zhan came out of the shower, he saw that Song Ci was still up. He asked, "You're not going to sleep tonight, are you?"
Song Ci said: "I'm going to the competition next week, and I really miss you." Song Ci was influenced by Li Ao, and she thought a lot in a mess. She stared at Han Zhan and said worriedly: "Han Zhan, don't worry about it." I'm going to participate in a competition, and you will give me a little three."
Han Zhan looked at Song Ci's cold eyes, angry and funny, "Show off your arrogance as the number one lady, with you, who can get into my eyes?"
Song Ci made a cut, and muttered: "I hope the number one lady in Dongcheng, and naturally there will be the number one lady in Kyoto, and the number one lady in Binjiang."
"I heard that the first lady in Kyoto is graceful and graceful, and she is a stunner in the world. I know I am beautiful, but after eating the same dessert for a long time, I get tired of it, and I get tired of seeing the same face after getting used to it. This is not because I am worried that you want to change it. Taste?"
I don't have a water plot, but I don't know why, I just can't finish it
(end of this chapter)