Li Li was angry and impatient, his eyes were red, "We're still in love, aren't we? I love you so much, yet you actually asked for a divorce?" His tone was full of condemnation, as if Su Beibei was the one who betrayed his heart.
Su Beibei knew that Li Li would not let it go, and would not easily agree to the divorce. She waited for Li Li to finish speaking before calmly responding: "You are right."
Li Li: "Since it's all right, then why do you want to divorce!" Li Li thinks that a husband and wife will only get divorced if there is no relationship between them, but he and Su Beibei still love each other clearly, so why do they want to divorce!
On the sick bed, Su Beibei's face was full of exhaustion. She also wants to maintain her marriage, but this marriage is already in jeopardy, and Li Li is still unaware of the problem.
Su Beibei couldn't bear it any longer.
She heard Li Li's heavy breathing on the other end of the phone, and she said: "Li Li, in fact, you know in your heart that you can't change your mother's attitude towards me at all! Besides, you did protect me from my injuries, but That injury is thanks to your mother."
Li Li subconsciously said: "I admit that my mother is unreasonable, but she is my mother, she gave birth to me and raised me, I can't really ignore her. Beibei, my mother is indeed sorry for you, but you are my mother. Live life, not with my mother! As long as we love each other, we should continue to persevere and maintain this marriage, right? "
Su Beibei interrupted Li Li's eloquence, "Li Li, I admit that I still love you, and I also admit that I am very reluctant to end this marriage like this. But we can't go on anymore, and you know it in your heart. Isn't it?"
She felt desperate, "The relationship between your mother and me is deadlocked, and she will never be able to love and care for Neil as her own grandson. She has said it all, even if she dies, she will not allow you to engrave Neil's name." On her tombstone!"
Hearing this, Li Li immediately defended himself: "That was just a moment of anger! Neil is her own grandson, how could she not love him!"
Su Beibei's voice suddenly rose: "She doesn't love Neil at all!" Su Beibei was very weak, and when she spoke louder, the wound on her stomach hurt badly.
Su Beibei burst into tears in pain, and took a breath.
Hearing her breathing, Li Li hurriedly said, "Don't get excited, don't hurt the wound."
Su Beibei put her hands on the wound on her abdomen, she shed tears, and whispered, "Li Li, if she really loved Neil, she wouldn't have intentionally made me wrestle back then, hoping that I would have a miscarriage."
"When I was pregnant with Neil, I bleed twice and almost died each time. Yesterday's car accident took away my unformed baby again"
"Li Li, do you know how much pain I feel in my heart?"
Su Beibei's tone became pleading, she said: "Divorce, let me go, and let you go too."
Li Li understands intellectually that at this point, divorce is good for both of them, but he cannot accept divorce emotionally!
He loves Su Beibei so much, he obviously did nothing wrong, why did he want a divorce!
Li Li refused to accept Su Beibei's divorce request.
"I can't talk on the phone, I'll go find you." Li Li hung up the phone, picked up the car keys and left the 4S repair shop.
On the way to the hospital, he kept thinking about how to persuade Su Beibei to change her decision successfully. At this time, the nurse from Li's mother's side called.
Li Li hesitated, but didn't answer.
Less than two minutes after the phone returned to silence, it rang again.
This time Li Li picked it up, and heard the nurse say: "Mr. Li, your mother has been in a mood today, saying that she is not feeling well, and wants to see you."
Li Li roared, "No time!"
Li Li thinks this is another trick of Li's mother.
The nurse's voice said to Li's mother, "Mr. Li said he is not free today."
Li's mother said weakly, "Give me the phone."
The nurse obediently handed the phone to Mother Li.
Holding the mobile phone, Li's mother questioned Li Li: "A Li, I heard that Su Beibei's injury is not serious. She is out of danger, and you are with her every day now, and you don't care about me at all. This mom?!"
"Is it just that vixen who is your heart and soul, my mother is nothing in your eyes!"
Li Li was annoyed, and said angrily, "You can think what you want." Li Li's mind was full of divorce, and he was in no mood to talk to Li's mother.
But Li's mother was really uncomfortable today, she took a few deep breaths, and then told Li Li: "Ah Li, I am really uncomfortable today, I want to vomit but I can't vomit."
"Stop pretending!" Li Li thought that his mother was going to act again, he had had enough, and he yelled at Li's mother on the phone: "Mom, you are enough! You are addicted to acting, aren't you! Beibei had a miscarriage and hemorrhage yesterday, She almost died on the operating table! If it wasn't for the stupid words you said that made her go into a trance, how could she have had a car accident!"
"Mom! You can do whatever you want. After you die, let the hospital call me to take care of your funeral!" Li Li yelled and hung up the phone.
When Li's mother heard Li Li's rebellious words, she became furious, her blood pressure soaring. Li's mother grabbed the nurse's hand and said, "I, I feel uncomfortable."
As soon as the words were finished, a stream of bright red blood overflowed from the corner of Li's mother's mouth.
Seeing that Li's mother was vomiting blood from anger, the nurse hurried out of the ward to find the nurse.
Li Li dropped the phone, he rubbed his face irritably, and cursed in a low voice: "Everyone is forcing me! Do you want to force me to death before giving up?"
Li Li walked to the door of Su Beibei's ward. He put his hand on the doorknob, ready to unscrew the doorknob and enter the ward. Realizing that I am a little agitated now, it is not suitable to talk to Su Beibei, so I turned around and went to the fire escape stairs.
Li Li stood in the fire escape stairs and smoked a cigarette, and only went to the ward after his emotions calmed down.
On the sickbed, Su Beibei was motionless, with her back to the door of the ward, she seemed to be asleep.
Li Li walked lightly and walked around to Su Beibei's hospital bed. When he got closer, he realized that Su Beibei's eyes were open. "Aren't you asleep?" His voice was gentle, not as aggressive as before on the phone.
Su Beibei glanced at him, saw that his hands were empty, and guessed that the divorce document might have been torn by him.
If you tear up the document, what can you change
"A Li." Su Beibei called him.
Li Li quickly bent down and reached out to hold Su Beibei's hand. "I am here."
Su Beibei looked at the ring on her ring finger and said, "Do you still remember what you said when you put this ring on for me?"
The scene on the wedding day seems to have happened yesterday, everything is vivid in my mind.
Li Li nodded, and he said: "Remember, I promise you that I will always treat you well, respect you, and love you for the rest of my life. I also said that meeting you is the first blessing in my life."
"Until this moment, I still feel that the most correct thing I have done in my life is to open XX Bookstore on a sleepless night, see Colonel Beibei's book, and spend 50,000 yuan to become Beibei. Colonel Bell's fan."
Li Li knelt in front of Su Beibei's hospital bed. He kissed Su Beibei's fingertips and said with tears: "Beibei, I feel very happy to be husband and wife with you. I love you very much, really. Can you, don't Divorce me?"
Su Beibei burst into tears when she heard Li Li's words.
Li Li knew that Su Beibei was moved by his words, and the idea of divorce had already begun to waver.
He took advantage of the opportunity and said, "And Neil, he is still so young, so cute, so smart. Do you have the heart to divorce me and let him be a child of a single-parent family?"
This sentence hit Su Beibei's weakness even more.
Seeing that Su Beibei's firm expression began to loosen slightly, Li Li said again: "Beibei, I grew up in a single-parent family, and you have no parents since you were a child. We all understand that if a child does not have a complete family, it will be difficult for him. How big of an impact growth will have."
"Beibei, for Neil's sake, let's continue this marriage and stay together, okay?"
Su Beibei's heart is not made of copper and iron, and Li Li's words made sense with emotion, and her cold heart softened inch by inch. Su Beibei was about to nod and say yes, at this moment, Li Li's cell phone rang suddenly.
The sharp ringtone startled both of them.
Li Li didn't want to answer the phone, but Su Beibei said: "Go ahead, don't miss anything important."
".okay."
Li Li took out his mobile phone and saw that it was the name of the nurse on his mother's side. He subconsciously glanced at Su Beibei and said, "It's not an important call." Li Li hung up the phone directly this time.
Su Beibei felt that the call was a little urgent, as if something really happened. "Go ahead, maybe your mother really wants to find you."
Su Beibei insisted, and Li Li finally called the nurse.
As soon as the phone was connected, Li Li heard the nurse shouting loudly and eagerly: "Mr. Li! Mr. Li, come quickly! Aunt Li is dying! The doctor told you to come, let you come."
"Come and see her for the last time!"
Li Li's pupils suddenly widened!
"What did you say...?" Li Li thought he heard it wrong, he stood up abruptly, and reprimanded the nurse severely: "What did you say? Wasn't my mother fine before?"
The nurse was so anxious that she spoke quickly: "Aunt Li has been feeling sick and uncomfortable since noon. She kept asking me to call you, and I did, but you said that kind of thing on the phone earlier. Aunt Li was so angry that her blood pressure rose, she vomited blood on the spot, and just passed out."
"The doctor and the others have been doing first aid for the elderly just now, but" the nurse's voice became quieter, as light as a mosquito, "the doctor asked you to come here as soon as possible, the sooner the better"
Hearing this, Li Li's cell phone dropped to the ground.
He murmured, "How could that be?"
Su Beibei also heard what the nurse said, and she said in surprise and shock: "A Li, hurry up, hurry up!"
Li Li finally came back to his senses, he picked up his phone, got up and ran outside.
Su Beibei stared at the empty house, feeling empty again. After thinking about it, she picked up her phone and called her aunt.
Auntie answered the phone and heard Su Beibei say: "Auntie, the old lady is dying, you should take Nei to Jiefang Hospital immediately."
The aunt was taken aback, "How could it be! Wasn't the operation a success? Why didn't it work all of a sudden?"
Su Beibei didn't know the specific situation, but she guessed that Li's mother's sudden serious illness must have something to do with Li Li. She didn't tell her aunt her guess, but said, "Take Neil, it's his grandma anyway."
"well!"
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Li Li's hands were shaking now, and he didn't dare to touch the car at all. He ran out of the hospital, raised his hand to hail a taxi, and went straight to Jiefang Hospital.
Every minute and every second of sitting in the car felt like years. Li Li kept checking the time and the street scene outside the window.
hurry up!
Hurry up!
Finally, under Li Li's constant urging, the car stopped steadily at the gate of Jiefang Hospital. Li Li had already scanned the QR code to pay in advance, and as soon as the car stopped, he quickly ran into the hospital.
The nurse has already sent Li's mother back to the ward. At this moment, Li's mother is lying quietly on the hospital bed, breathing heavily with every breath. Her eyes were slightly squinted, she kept staring in the direction of the door of the ward, looking forward to Li Li's figure.
Finally, Li Li came.
"mom!"
Li Li ran directly to the hospital bed and knelt down in front of Li's mother.
"mom!"
Li Li raised his hand and slapped himself, followed by another slap, and another slap.
The crisp applause scared the nurses and nurses so much that they didn't dare to speak.
Seeing that the situation was not right, the nurse said to the nurse: "Let's go out and wait first, the two of them must have something to say."
"Um."
The ward quickly fell silent.
Li's mother heard the sound of Li Li slapping herself, she raised her left hand tremblingly, as if she was looking for something.
Li Li hurriedly held his mother's hand, he knelt down straight by the bed, and confessed to Li's mother with tears, "Mom, I'm the bastard, I'm the one who speaks without thinking, Mom, don't be angry with me, don't... "
"Don't die!"
If he knew what he said, his mother would be so angry that he vomited blood and became seriously ill. Li Li would never say that stupid thing again. "Mom, it's because Ah Li is ignorant, it's because Ah Li said something wrong, Mom, you can hit me or scold me, I just want you to get better!"
At this moment, Li Li regretted endlessly.
All he can think about is the picture of his mother riding a tricycle early and returning late in order to make a living. Since his father's death, his mother has learned to ride a tricycle, learned to kill fish, and learned how to deal with men who want to take her lightly.
His mother, this weak woman, supported him after his father passed away!
Li Li's good looks are all inherited from his mother.
His mother was young and very beautiful, with a particularly charming smile and a good figure. According to Li's mother's physical condition, even if she was married, her husband died, and she still had a troublesome son by her side, she could still remarry a good man.
But she didn't, she was afraid that after remarrying, her stepfather would treat Li Li harshly. For Li Li's sake, Li's mother did not remarry, she carried Li Li's sky with her weak body.
Now, his mother was so angry that he was going to die, Li Xin felt as if she was being stabbed like a knife, and was extremely annoyed.
Li's mother opened her mouth and let out a 'hoo hoo', 'hoo hoo' sound. Li Li put his ear to Li's mother's face, and said, "Mom, tell me, I'm listening, I'm listening."
Li's mother said intermittently: "Su, Su Beibei, I can't. I, I will die with peace in my eyes." Anyone can do it, but Su Beibei can't!
Li Li closed his eyes in pain.
Why, the mother he loves the most, wants to make things difficult for the woman he loves the most
Li's mother suddenly gained strength, she grabbed Li Li's hand tightly and raised her chin. Her eyes were wide open, very fierce.
Li Li was frightened by his mother's eyes. ".mom?"
"Promise me." Immediately staring at Li Li, with the last breath of strength, threatened him: "Promise me, divorce her!"
Li Li refused to agree, "Mom, don't force me, don't force me like this!"
"Divorce!" After saying the last two words, Mother Li's raised chin suddenly dropped, her eyes just stared like that, motionless.
Li Li was stunned for a moment, realizing what happened, he stretched out his other hand and carefully probed his mother's nose.
No, I'm out of breath!
Until she died, Li's mother did not let go of Li Li's right hand and closed her eyes.
"Mom!" Li Li shook Li Mu's shoulders and shouted loudly: "Mom! Mom, talk to me!"
But Mother Li didn't respond at all.
The nurse opened the door and walked in, seeing that the ECG and heart rate lines on the monitor all returned to zero. She bowed to Li's mother, and then said to Li Li: "Mr. Li, please forgive me."
Li Li knelt on the ground for a few more minutes before standing up.
Li Li pulled his mother's fingers away from the back of his hand one by one, he bent down, and gently closed his mother's eyes that were dying with his palms.
Song Ci had lunch and took the plane to Kyoto with Shen Yubei. Jetta International Hotel also has a branch in Kyoto. After getting off the plane, Song Ci took Shen Yubei directly to Jetta International Hotel.
She tidied up her things for a while, and felt uncomfortable with too much sweat on her body, so she went to take a shower.
After taking a shower, Song Ci lay down and called Han Zhan to make sure he was safe.
When Han Zhan picked up the phone, Song Ci heard the commotion on his end. She asked Han Zhan, "Brother Han, where are you? It's so noisy." Could it be that Han Zhan skipped work and went out to be cool just after she left
Han Zhan didn't speak at first.
Song Ci thought that Han Zhan didn't hear, and asked, "Brother Han? Can't you hear me?"
"Porcelain treasure." Han Zhan said in a serious tone.
Song Ci felt uneasy, "What's wrong?"
Han Zhan told her: "Aunt Li passed away."
"What?" Song Ci was taken aback. She sat up subconsciously, but her big belly hindered her movements.
Song Ci sat up slowly, picked up a pillow and put it in his arms, and said in surprise: "Why, when I went to see Beibei in the morning, I didn't hear that there was any problem with Aunt Li. Why so suddenly?"
Han Zhan said: "Aunt Li was agitated, and her blood pressure suddenly increased, causing cerebral hemorrhage, so she just left."
Song Ci noticed the important word 'emotional', she felt uneasy, and asked suspiciously: "Why is she emotional?"
Han Zhan walked to a place where there were few people, and then told Song Ci: "Beibei filed for divorce with Li Li today. Li Li rushed to the hospital to meet Beibei, and received a call from Aunt Li on the way. Li Li was upset , said some nasty words, which made Aunt Li angry."
Song Ci's heart went cold.
Aunt Li was actually pissed off by Li Li.
That Li Li blamed himself so much, for the rest of his life, whenever he thought of his mother, he would think of the cause of his mother's death. His conscience will be disturbed all his life.
Han Zhan told Song Ci: "I'm in the funeral home now. There are many people here. I have to help Li Li to entertain them. Ci Bao, you should study hard with Mr. Shen and don't worry about things here. For this competition, You have been preparing for three years, so you can't be distracted."
".Um."
Han Zhan hung up the phone and went to help with Bei Zhan, but Song Ci couldn't calm down.
Aunt Li died.
Died so suddenly.
Song Ci couldn't accept the news, so she quickly called Su Beibei.
Su Beibei's cell phone is always kept by the bed, so that as soon as the cell phone rings, she can answer the call immediately.
Hearing the phone ring, Su Beibei immediately picked up the phone, and seeing that the caller was Song Ci, the light in Su Beibei's eyes dimmed.
She answered the phone, "Song Song, have you arrived in Kyoto yet?"
Finding that Su Beibei's tone was very calm, Song Ci suspected that Su Beibei didn't know that Li's mother had passed away. She kept an eye out, and asked cautiously: "Beibei, do you know what's going on with Li Li's mother?"
Song Ci didn't dare to directly say that Aunt Li was dead.
Su Beibei hummed lightly before saying, "I know, she passed away."
Song Ci nodded hurriedly, "Well, I just received a call from Han Zhan and learned that Aunt Li passed away. I felt so sudden. Beibei, Auntie is doing well in the morning, so how can you leave as soon as you say so?"
Song Ci was testing Su Beibei to see if Su Beibei knew the truth about Aunt Li's death.
Su Beibei said: "I don't know very well, but she should have been angry at Li Li." Su Beibei sighed, and she said: "Song Song, he and I really came to an end."
Song Ci: "Beibei."
With tears in her eyes, Su Beibei said with a smile: "I'm fine, don't worry about me, just focus on studying with your teacher, and show me a champion when you come back."
"Beibei, don't laugh, I feel uncomfortable."
Hearing Song Ci's words, Su Beibei, who had been straining a nerve, suddenly collapsed. She sobbed and cried on the other end of the phone, crying, and said: "Song Song, his mother is dead, and we are finished too."
"Song Song, actually I can't bear him, I really can't bear him."
"Song Song, I feel so uncomfortable. What should I do? What should we do?"
Song Ci quietly listened to Su Beibei's cry, and she couldn't answer any of Su Beibei's questions. She boasted that she was eloquent, but at this moment, Song Ci felt that her mouth was too clumsy.
"Beibei." Song Ci told her, "No matter what, I will be your friend."
Su Beibei hummed and cried for a long time before hanging up the phone.
Seeing that Su Beibei's face was covered with tears, the nurse moaned and sighed inwardly. "Madam." The nurse took up a tissue to wipe away Su Beibei's tears, and then asked, "Madam, would you like something to eat?"
Su Beibei asked her, "What time is it?"
"It's half past eight."
At half past eight, four hours had passed since Li Li received the call and left.
But he never called Su Beibei.
Su Beibei knew the news of Li's mother's death, and it was her aunt who notified her.
Su Beibei knew that Li Li was very busy, but she was not so busy that she didn't even have time to call her. He just couldn't accept his mother's death and didn't know how to face Su Beibei.
Su Beibei told the nurse: "I want to eat eggs, and I also want to eat stewed snow clams with papaya." The body is her own, and no one will love her in the future. She has to love herself.
People live for a lifetime, and no one can live without someone's love.
There is no such reason.
When the nurse heard that Su Beibei took the initiative to mention food, she immediately felt relieved. "Okay, okay, I'll make egg brown sugar soup for you first, and later we'll have papaya stewed snow clams."
"Um"
On the morning of the third day, Li's mother was buried.
In the past three days, he was busy dealing with his mother's funeral, greeting relatives and friends, and buying a cemetery for his mother. He was so busy that he didn't eat much, so he naturally became emaciated and lost a lot of weight.
My aunt's family who lived in Guangdong hurried back. After the funeral, Dong Yu advised Li Li to go back to sleep for a while. "Look at you. I haven't had a good rest for several days. The dark circles under my eyes are so heavy that I feel distressed just looking at them."
"Go back and get some sleep, so that Li Ao and Beibei can rest assured."
In the past three days, many people who don't know the inside story have been asking Li Li: Where is Mrs. Zun
Li Li smiled impeccably, and only said: "There was a car accident, and I am recuperating in the hospital."
Knowing the inside story, she was smart enough not to mention Su Beibei's name in front of Li Li.
Li Li defended his wife and contradicted his mother, causing his seriously ill mother's blood pressure to rise and die of cerebral hemorrhage. The news has spread to the ears of relatives and friends. Now Li Li and Su Beibei are both charged with unfilial piety.
Facing the condemnation in the eyes of these people, Li Li did not explain. Because that was all the truth, it was indeed he who contradicted his mother and made her mad.
Li Li nodded to Dong Yu and said, "Auntie, I'll go back and rest for one night, and I'll treat you and uncle to dinner tomorrow." Besides, his mother's brothers and sisters also came over, and I have to treat them to dinner tomorrow .
"Go back and rest, we are all a family, you don't need to greet us."
"Slow down."
Li Li returned home by car and heard Li Ao crying, Li Li leaned on the sofa and asked him wearily: "Why are you crying?"
Li Ao sat on the carpet with tears all over his face. He looked up at his father and said, "Someone told me that my father is a villain who pissed grandma to death, and my mother is a vixen who spoiled my father."
Li Li smiled wryly, and said, "Father is indeed the villain who pissed grandma to death, but your mother is not a vixen."
He knelt down and rubbed Li Ao's head, and told Li Ao: "Neil, don't listen to what other people say. Your mother is the best mother in the world, she is not a vixen."
Li Ao choked for a while before asking: "Really?"
"Um."
"Then dad, is he also the best dad?"
Li Li looked at the child's sharp eyes, as if he had a lump in his throat, unable to speak. He hugged Li Ao and sighed: "Father is not a good father, nor is he a good husband, nor is he a son."
"Dad, it's nothing"
He thought he could successfully resolve the time gap between his mother and his wife, he thought he could maintain this marriage, and he thought he could take good care of his mother. In the end he realized that he was nothing. His mother was mad at him, and his wife was disappointed in him and wanted a divorce.
He is just an ordinary man, a worthless piece of trash.
"Dad is tired, let's go to rest first."
"good."
Li Li was sleeping, but he didn't know that his mother's relatives went to Su Beibei's ward without saying hello.
(end of this chapter)