In this world, how can there be so many ways to have the best of both worlds
Shen Ruolan stood in front of the window, facing the bright moon outside the window, thought for a long time, but couldn't come up with a good solution. The night is late, the sky is getting colder, thinking of him kneeling on the cold bricks at this moment, wondering if his body can bear it, he has already knelt for one night a day, no, plus tonight it will be two nights a day, his knees can Can you stand it? Kneeling on the cold ground for so long, nothing wrong with it, right
Also, for two nights a day, he doesn't eat or drink, sleepless, how uncomfortable is it
Thinking of this, she couldn't help feeling distressed and worried for a while, feeling sorry for the hardships and sins he suffered for herself, and worried that he would be charged with disobedience, disobedience and immorality.
Because she loves him, she can't bear to let him fall into a situation where he is cast aside by the world and condemned by thousands of people. Just like what Princess Yurong said, if something happens to the queen mother, he will not only be ruined, but also bear the infamy of life. She will spend her whole life in remorse and guilt. She loves him and doesn't want him to live in pain...
Moreover, if the queen mother really has something wrong, he will not only feel guilty and guilty, but also be severely punished by the emperor.
For some reason, she always felt that the emperor had bad intentions for him. Although he put on a dignified elder brother and said it was for his own good, she always felt that he was looking for an excuse to take back the military power in his hands. If the queen mother really got angry with him and hurt her body, he would definitely take back the military power in his hands, maybe even his life!
She didn't want him to fall to that point, but she couldn't compromise.
Compromising means that she has to agree to be his concubine and share his love with other women.
Love is selfish. No matter what, her man can only marry her in this life. There must be no third party in their love. If they see him marry someone else, even if it is just for show, in name only Yes, she can't accept it either, her heart will die of pain!
So, so... I'm afraid they really can't be together...
Thinking of this, Shen Ruolan's heart suddenly ached, as if the most precious thing in her life was about to disappear, that kind of heart-pounding pain and reluctance forced her tears to come out, and Shen Ruolan wiped them away silently She shed tears, sat silently at the table, turned on the lamp, took out a pen and paper, wrote a letter, and planned to hand it to him tomorrow.
She has decided to break up with him, so that he won't suffer and embarrass him anymore...
She wrote this letter for a long time, and wrote it several times. She always felt that the words did not convey the meaning. Finally, she was satisfied with one letter, but it was ruined by a tear after writing... ..
That's right, she finished writing this letter while crying. At this moment, her Xiong Li was in great pain, it was so painful that she couldn't bear to live.
Unknowingly, her feelings for him have been integrated into the deepest part of her heart. Now, to let go of a part of her life that has been integrated into her life, what a piercing pain it is...
After finishing writing the letter with great difficulty, Shen Ruolan sat by the table and cried silently for a while, and when it was dawn, she opened the door and called a maid, asking her to try to hand the letter into Chunyuzhen's hands.
In the letter, she clearly proposed to break up with him, and advised him to forget himself, admit his mistakes to the queen mother, bow his head to the emperor, keep his throne, continue to be his King Zhan, and not ruin his life because of her.
And she planned to pack up her things and go back to her hometown today. From then on, she would have nothing to do with him, live her own life, meet him or not, never know him again...
After dismissing the maid who delivered the letter, she went back to her room to freshen up briefly, and then went to discuss with her parents about leaving.
Now that Princess Rongjia has been dead for many days, the emperor and the queen mother have not shown any signs of being angry with them because of the death of Princess Rongjia. Should have been forgotten and ignored.
Now that I'm fine, I don't need to stay here to live in fear, I'd better go home as soon as possible!
Going back this time, Shen Ruolan intends to sell all the houses and shops in Jizhou, and move the family back to Kaoshantuner, where she will live in peace and stability, and will not go to Jizhou, so as not to have anything to do with him intersection.
Parents also got up early, because of what happened yesterday, they both stayed up almost all night. When Shen Ruolan saw them, they each had a pair of dark circles under their eyes, and they looked like they hadn't had a good rest.
When Shen Ruolan saw her parents' appearance, she knew that they didn't sleep last night, and she felt guilty secretly, so she told them that she had written a love letter to Chunyuzhen, and discussed with them about going back to the village.
When father and mother heard that she had taken the initiative to break up with Chunyu, and saw her red and swollen eyelids, they felt sorry for her, but they all supported her from the bottom of their hearts.
In their minds, the marriage between a man and a woman should be of the same family. Although they are good, but no matter how good their background is, they still put it there. How can their daughter be worthy of the status of a prince? Even if she married with the prince's favor, after a long time in the future, the day when her color fades and she loves him, there will be no good fruit for her. s damage!
Hearing that she said she wanted to go home, it happened that Shen Dejian and his wife also wanted to go home, but they didn't know if the empress dowager and the emperor would look for them again, so they didn't dare to leave without authorization.
Shen Ruolan explained to them that both the emperor and the queen mother didn't like her, and they didn't want her to marry King Zhan. Now that she can leave on her own initiative, they must wish for it. Besides, Princess Rongjia has been dead for so long, and it would be too early for them to vent their anger I just vented my anger, can I wait until this time
Hearing Shen Ruolan's analysis, Shen Dejian and Mu Shi felt much more at ease, and made up their minds to go back with her.
So the few people discussed to have breakfast first, and then pack up their things and hire a car to go back after eating.
Ju'er and Zhu'er were very happy when they heard that they were able to go home. Although the capital city is nice, it is a dangerous place. After they came here, they didn't have a stable life for a day, and they were stuck in the inn all day in fear. The slightest sign of trouble can scare them to death.
They had had enough of living like this, and they wanted to go back a long time ago, but they didn't dare to say it out, for fear that their parents would be sad and anxious. It's safe and sound, and I can finally go home and live a peaceful life.
The breakfast was made by Mother and Ju'er. Mother saw that Shen Ruolan's complexion was not good, her eyelids were swollen and her eyes were dark circles, so she knew she must have been up all night, so she pushed her to sleep for a while, and waited until the meal was ready. Tell her to get up and eat.
Shen Ruolan really couldn't cheer up, and she wasn't in the mood to cook. After Mother said so, she went back to her room and lay down on the bed to sleep for a while.
It's just that she couldn't sleep, and when she closed her eyes, she remembered all the past between them.
For a while before, he would sneak into her room to sleep every night.
During that time, it was the sweetest and happiest time since she came to this world. She used to sleep alone all the time, and she didn't feel that there was anything wrong, but after being with him, she realized that the two of them were together. Accompanied, even if you do nothing, even if you sleep, it is a happy thing,
Now, the person who can make her happy is gone, and she can only be alone, sleeping in a cold blanket... ..
I also thought that he doesn't know what to do now, is he still kneeling? Did you get up? Have you eaten? I don't know if the servant girl can deliver the letter to him? How would he feel after reading the letter? Can you listen to her, will you be angry with her... ..
In a moment of tenderness, Mother and Ju'er finished the meal, Ju'er walked in gently and asked her to eat.
The breakfast is very simple. My mother baked a small pot of leek box and cooked a pot of thin millet porridge. The leek box is filled with millet porridge. It is light and delicious, fragrant but not greasy. The whole family has eaten breakfast. Taking Shen Ruolan and Shen Ruoju to pack their luggage, Dad took Zhu'er out to hire a car.
They didn't bring much luggage when they came this time, they just brought a few changes of clothes each. It was very convenient to pack up, and it was done in a short while.
The Mu family was afraid of poverty before, and lived carefully. After packing up their luggage, they also packed up the rice, flour, vegetables, etc. they bought. If Shen Ruolan didn't allow it, she even wanted to take the firewood back to the village.
Not long after packing up, the maid Shen Ruolan sent out to deliver the letter in the morning came back and said that she had handed over the letter to the guard Ying, and the master should be able to see it now!
Shen Ruolan was very disappointed when she heard that she didn't see him, but she said nothing, her eyes dimmed a little, and she waved her to go down.
Seeing her preoccupied and unhappy look, Mother explained: "After we have exchanged all the business in Jizhou, our family of five will go to Jiangnan to see the scenery of Jiangnan, and wait It’s not too late to come back after the New Year’s Eve.”
Shen Ruolan listened, smiled slightly, and said: "Okay, I just want to take Zhu'er and Ju'er out to see and see, especially Zhu'er, a man's family, who can go out to practice and practice, is better than staying at home to study and read." Dead Book is much stronger!"
"Exactly. It is said that traveling thousands of miles is not as good as reading thousands of books. It can be seen that going out for a walk can gain more knowledge than reading books!" Mu echoed.
Just as the two of them were talking, Shen Dejian and Zhu'er hired a car and came back. The two of them hired two cars, both of which were drawn by two horses and carried a couch. .
Although the guards guarding the inn were ordered by their master to protect them, the master only ordered them to protect them, and did not say that they were not allowed to leave. Seeing that their family was leaving now, these guards felt a little anxious and sent Some people went to try to notify Qi Ye, while the rest followed their family's car and continued to protect.
At this time, in Shouxian Palace
Chunyuxuan was still kneeling in the yard and persevering, Yingzhan walked in quietly, passed the test silently, and said in a low voice: "Master, there is your letter, it was written by Miss Shen!"
Chunyu Yu was resting with his head down and his eyes closed, when he heard this, he raised his head suddenly, his cold eyes suddenly became a little more angry, "Bring it!"
Ying Zhan hurriedly took out the letter from his sleeve, and as soon as he took it out, he was forced to go over. He opened the letter, and the familiar handwriting appeared in front of his eyes. At this moment, Chunyu Yu was in no mood to criticize her handwriting, because all his heart was in the content of that letter.
The letter was very short, only a few short sentences, a few words, to the effect that he should not disobey the queen mother and offend the emperor because of her, otherwise he couldn't afford the consequences, and neither could she; he also said that there was no future between them , together will not have a happy ending, let him forget her, choose another high-end woman to marry, and she will have nothing to do with her from now on, and go their separate ways!
After reading the letter, Chun Yuxuan sullenly scolded viciously: "She farts!"
Cursing in his mouth, he tore the letter into pieces, and with a wave of his hand, the pieces of the letter disappeared into the wind.
Ying Zhan saw that his master was so angry that his face turned green, and he flinched a bit, not knowing what Miss Shen's letter said, at this moment, Luo Cheng came over without a sound, and whispered: "Master, Miss Shen's family just now I have already got into the car and headed north, saying that I want to... go home!"
When Chunyu Xuan heard the words, his expression turned violent, and he stood up suddenly, just—
He has been kneeling for two days. For two days, he has been kneeling here without eating, hungry or moving. The endurance and physical strength of his knees have long been exhausted. Balance ability, before he could stand still, he staggered and fell backward like a mountain collapsed.
"master-"
"master-"
Ying Zhan and Luo Cheng shouted at the same time, and hurried forward to support Chun Yuxuan. However, it was not known whether it was due to exhaustion or emotional overexcitement. The moment he fell down, the extremely powerful Lord Zhan passed out!
"My lord has passed out, hurry up and report it to the Queen Mother—"
When the worthy eunuch in the yard saw that Chunyu had fainted, he hurriedly shouted softly.
The Empress Dowager Xiaoduan was lying in the room angry, when she suddenly heard the call from outside that the prince had passed out, she opened her eyes quickly, and, ignoring the anger, she got up from the couch and said loudly: "What's wrong? What's wrong? Still fainted? Does it matter? Hurry up, bring it in!"
While passing on the message, Chunliu shouted on her own initiative (also guessed based on the Queen Mother's attitude): "Quickly go to the imperial physician, go quickly—"
The crowd was in a hurry, those who carried people carried people, those who knocked down the curtains knocked down the curtains, and Chunyu Yu was quickly brought in.
At this time, the empress dowager had already got off the couch, and personally directed the people to carry Chunyuzhen to her couch.
Seeing Chun Yuzhen's pale face and haggard appearance with an unshaven beard, he felt distressed and angry at the same time, crying and cursing: "You unfilial son, you ruined yourself like this for the sake of a woman, that's all you have to do!" Promising? Is it worthy of the kindness of your mother who gave birth to you and raised you?"
While cursing, she touched his forehead to see if he had a fever. When she found no fever, she took his hand again and found his palms were cold, so she rubbed his palms while crying, and called someone Get the quilt and cover him up.
This bastard has been frozen outside for two nights, the cold on his body must be very heavy, he has to cover him well, otherwise the moisture will invade his body and make him sick... ..
The Shouxian Palace was busy, the maids and eunuchs were like revolving doors, those who brought quilts, those who served hot tea, those who covered his knees with a hand stove, and those who helped rub the palms of their hands and feet, were all busy.
The Empress Dowager Xiaoduan saw that he hadn't woken up after working for a long time, and she was even more frightened. She cried and asked how the people on duty outside took care of him? How did Master Qi faint? It seems that he feels sorry for his son and wants to find someone to make a raft to vent his anger.
When the ladies and eunuchs who were worthy outside saw that the Empress Dowager was going to vent her anger on others, they all quickly knelt down and cried to let it go.
"Queen Mother, don't do the work of slaves (servants). It was the prince who got angry when he received a letter from the guard Ying. Later, the guard Luo came again. I don't know what he said to the prince. The prince became angry all of a sudden. I stood up in a fit of rage, but passed out as soon as I got up, and we don't know what happened... "
When the Empress Dowager Xiaoduan heard this, she immediately looked at Ying Zhan and Luo Cheng viciously, "You two, be honest with Aijia, what's wrong with him? What's wrong with him? Did sleeping make him angry?"
Ying Zhan and Luo Cheng hurriedly knelt down, Ying Zhan said: "I dare not lie to the Queen Mother, the master just received a letter from Miss Shen, I don't know what Miss Shen said in the letter, the master was so angry when he saw it, I even scolded, one sentence..."
"A sentence of what?"
"Uh... a fart! But the master didn't tell his subordinates what Miss Shen said in the letter!"
Luo Chengdao: "My subordinates just received the news that Miss Shen's family had left the capital and went home to the north, and my subordinates rushed over to deliver a letter to the lord. When the lord heard about it, he became angry, and then, and then Just... fainted..."
"This karma, enemy, debt collector..."
When the Empress Dowager Xiaoduan heard that her son had passed out because of Shen Ruolan, she was even more furious. If she was here, she really wanted to pat her thigh and cry like a village shrew, so as to vent her grievances!
Chunliu waited to see the queen mother like this, hurriedly stepped forward to persuade her, but the empress dowager's grievances, how could they be able to persuade them with a few words
Here, weeping and howling, the imperial doctor hurried in, led by Xishun.
As soon as the empress dowager saw the imperial doctor, she hurriedly stopped crying, and said loudly: "Quick, come and show Qi Ye quickly, what's the matter? Why didn't you wake up after passing out? Is there something wrong? Lao Qi's I have the best body and bones, I have never been sick since I was a child, how could I be unconscious, please take a good look... .."
Hearing this, the imperial doctor hurriedly knelt down in front of the couch and began to take Chunyuzhen's pulse. The queen mother stood aside anxiously, crying and scolding at the same time. I don't want my mother anymore..."
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