Li Han’s Little Farmer’s Wife from the Mountains

Chapter 485: Can't afford to love

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Zhang Dayong's daughter-in-law deliberately mentioned "is there anyone to cook for me" to remind her mother-in-law whether there is a woman around her, so that her mother-in-law will feel panic and fear.

When she mentioned it like this, Cui became really scared and couldn't sit still, "Then what, Dayong, do you remember where the person who sent us the message is called and where he lives? Let's go to the hospital tomorrow." Go to his family to ask him about your father's situation!"

When that person came today, Mrs. Cui was too concerned about being lost, and she really didn't bother to ask about the old man's situation. Now, she couldn't find anyone if she wanted to ask.

Zhang Dayong has always been indifferent, he just remembered that the man was a man and lived in the county, and he couldn't remember anything else.

Not only Zhang Dayong couldn't remember, Zhang Dayong's wife, Zhang Jinfeng and Zhang Sanyong also didn't remember the specific information of that person, so even if Cui wanted to inquire about the old man's situation, he couldn't start.

It is said that suspicion is prone to dark ghosts, because she couldn't find out the old man's accurate information, Cui became more and more uneasy, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that the old man had someone in Xichuan, thinking of someone with nose and eyes, and then she was sure, so, I saw the sky crying at home, scolding the old man for being unconscionable and wicked, or scolding Zhang Jinfeng, the funeral star, for ruining the Feng Shui in the house, and scolding Zhang Dayong and his wife for being unfilial, and they didn't know how to help her. people get back...

Anyway, no matter who was caught and scolded, the family never had a moment of peace.

Zhang Jinfeng didn't realize that she regretted her slip of the tongue. She didn't keep her mouth shut for a while, which drove the old lady crazy, and scolded her all the time. She panicked!

Although Zhang Dayong's daughter-in-law can't stand her mother-in-law doing it at home all day long, she is still very happy to see her collapsed after being hit hard. She would rather be scolded by her than see her sad, hehehe...

**

In a blink of an eye, it will be New Year's Day in a few days, and the whole Lu family is busy, making arrangements for the marriage between the general and Miss Ningbiao. The servants all like Miss Ning, and they are all happy to have her as the wife of the mansion, so in When I am busy, my face is full of laughter, and there is a kind of joy that empathizes with me.

Only Lu Yuan's face became uglier day by day, and two days before he got married, he did an unbelievable thing!

He spent 10,000 taels of silver to buy Hongrui, the number one famous prostitute in the 'Drunken Red Mansion', and brought him directly back to his residence!

There are two days to get married, but he bought back a charming prostitute at this juncture, it's like slapping the bride's face again!

Not only that, after Hongrui was brought back, he went directly to Ning'er, "Aren't you in charge of the middle school in the mansion now, then help Hongrui arrange a yard, and assign a few servants to serve her. Hongrui is mine now, don't be negligent..."

Ning'er opened her mouth, stunned by the scene in front of her. She stared dumbfounded at the woman who was snuggling beside him, and felt as if she had been slapped in the face by someone. She was dumbfounded!

Some time ago, she heard him chanting the name 'Hongrui' when he was drunk in his room. She was still feeling like a needle, but now she saw the deity standing in front of her, nestled happily in her man's arms, and she The man also looked at her dotingly... Ning'er heard the sound of her heart breaking!

Her heart was bleeding, it hurt so much, she couldn't even cry, she mechanically pulled her handkerchief back and forth for several hours, as if she was stupid...

After Lu Yuan notified Ning'er, he hugged Hongrui's slender waist and couldn't wait to go back to his yard.

That night, Hongrui stayed in Lu Yuan's room, and heard that she had to order water three times in one night, but how fierce the battle was that night...

That night, Ning'er didn't sleep all night, she was wearing her clothes and looked in the direction of Lu Yuan's courtyard, and sat until dawn...

Princess Rong Xin found out about this, and immediately sent someone to call Ning'er and Lu Yuan to her yard. She wanted to stand up for Ning'er, and scolded that bastard severely to vent her anger on Ning'er.

When Ning'er came, she was helped in by the nanny, and she seemed to be a different person in just one night. Her little face was pale and blue, and there were two big dark circles on her eyes. Dispirited, as if severely injured or seriously ill.

Lu Yuan, on the other hand, was well-dressed, energetic and radiant.

When Princess Rong Xin saw it, she slapped the table angrily: "You bastard, you are going to marry Ning'er tomorrow, what are you doing with a whore? Are you trying to make trouble for Ning'er?"

Lu Yuan sat down on a chair beside him, and said with a smile, "Why is mother so angry? My son said earlier that there will be many people in his backyard in the future, but now he only brought one back. Can't stand it?"

Eldest Princess Rong Xin froze, and then said angrily, "Who cares how many people are there in your backyard? It's just that you shouldn't bring people into your house at this time. You are going to marry Ning'er tomorrow. Now that a prostitute comes into the house, isn't that slapping Ning'er in the face? How can you tell Ning'er to bear it?"

After hearing this, Lu Yuan turned to Ning'er, looked at Ning'er's pale little face, and said calmly, "Cousin can't bear it? No way? There will be more such things in the future." , if you can't stand it now, how will you live in the future?"

Ning'er twitched the corners of her mouth, squeezed out a smile that was uglier than crying, and said: "Cousin is overthinking, I don't... I can't stand it, I... I have arranged a yard for Miss Hongrui, I..."

She couldn't continue, she bit her lip in aggrieved, teardrops were crackling down her cheeks, like beads with a broken thread.

She was very wronged. He once cried and said to her that in this life, it would be him who loves herself, and he should spend his entire life loving herself, making herself the happiest woman in the world, and never letting her down, but why? Is that so...

Seeing her clear tears, Lu Yuan seemed to be unable to bear it any longer. He opened his eyes and said with difficulty after a while, "You don't have to force yourself. If you feel uncomfortable in your heart, you can say it. If you don't want to live like this, Tomorrow's wedding can also be cancelled!"

"don't want!"

Hearing that he was going to cancel the wedding, Ning'er subconsciously shouted out.

She didn't want to cancel the wedding, even if he caused her unbearable harm, she still wanted to marry him.

There's no way, she really loves him so badly, even if he stepped on his dignity on the ground, and even crushed it with his feet a few times, she still couldn't turn around...

she's done...

Hearing what she said, Lu Yuan's expression turned cold, and he said lightly, "Since my cousin is so virtuous, I can rest assured. Hongrui just came here, and she is not very familiar with the environment in the mansion, so Cousin Lao will fuck you a lot." Don't worry, take her well, so that she can integrate into our mansion sooner."

Ning'er bit her lip, feeling that her lips were about to be bitten off, and it took her a while to hear her broken voice, "Mmm..."

"Mother has seen it, my cousin is virtuous, she is not a jealous woman, she has already accepted it, what else can mother not accept?" Lu Yuan picked up the teacup on the case, took a sip casually, and asked.

Princess Rong Xin said angrily: "Fart, you forced her to accept it, I don't care, anyway, you have to send that woman away, otherwise don't blame me for being rude to her!"

Lu Yuan said, "Mother, Hongrui is already my son's own. Where do you want my son to send her?"

"I don't care where you send her to. Anyway, she is not allowed to come into the house. Our house can't accommodate that kind of dirty woman who is praised by thousands of people!" Because of her impatience, the Eldest Princess' words became a little vulgar, which she kept suppressing As for her own temper, if it wasn't for the fear that killing someone would be unlucky, she really wanted to order that rascal to be beaten to death with sticks!

After hearing this, Lu Yuan didn't talk too much, and didn't intercede for Hongrui. He stood up and said, "Since the mother won't allow her, then the son will arrange a house for her outside and let her live outside!"

This is the meaning of having a house outside.

Ning'er wanted to stop him, but she didn't want him to live outside. Even if she had a hundred feelings for that woman, she didn't want Brother Yuan to live outside with her. She would rather have that woman live outside her eyes. Responding to her, Brother Yuan should also live at home well, so that she can see him every day.

However, she was so stuck in her throat that she could no longer speak. She could only listen to what they said, but she couldn't open her mouth. In the end, she watched him leave with a cold face.

After Lu Yuan left, Princess Rong Xin took Ning'er's hand and said comfortingly, "This bastard is just trying to get angry with us now, just ignore him, he will stop when he has had enough fun, that red bastard You don't have to worry about Rui, she's just a prostitute, something for people to play with, you can't make any tricks!"

Ning'er lowered her head, her shoulders trembled slightly, and it took her a while to say "yes".

Seeing that she was uncomfortable, Eldest Princess Rong Xin patted her on the back and said: "I know you are upset because he bought that cheap hoof, but children are like greedy cats, so it's not like that. This is how you call, just don't take it to heart..."

Ning'er knew that the Eldest Princess was really comforting her, and she wanted to relax, but she couldn't do it. No matter how the Eldest Princess comforted her, the pain in her heart would not be relieved at all. It was like being cut slowly with a very blunt knife, the dull pain made her almost collapse...

"Look at you, you're still crying. You're going to be a bride tomorrow. If your eyes are swollen from crying, it won't look good!" Eldest Princess Rong Xin held a handkerchief and coaxed her like a child, and even gave it to her with her own hands. She wipes away tears.

For this niece, Princess Rongxin really loves her, not only because of her beloved husband's entrustment before his death, but also because Ning'er is really a kind child, with a mellow and honest temper, and a generous and decent person. I have lived in the house for ten years, and I have never heard anyone say that she is not good.

She doesn't have a daughter. Over the years, she has felt the pain of treating her as her own daughter. Now that she sees her crying, she naturally feels pain too.

Although Ning'er was heartbroken and in great pain, seeing her aunt coaxing her like a child, she couldn't stop crying, so she wiped away her tears and reluctantly said: "Thank you for your concern, Ning'er is fine, Ning'er is fine. I just remembered, there are still some things I haven't done over there, I'll go back and get busy, and I'll come back to say hello to you later in the evening!"

Princess Rong Xin knew that she wanted to be quiet and alone for a while, so she stroked her hair and said lovingly, "Go, when my aunt asks someone to make you stewed pheasant soup..."

Coming out of Princess Rongxin's courtyard, Ning'er's nanny said angrily: "What's this called? The girl will pass through the door tomorrow. The general will get out of an outhouse right now. This is not for the girl." Do you have a knife in your heart?"

Ning'er's parents died early, and they were brought up by the nanny. The nanny always loved Ning'er as her own daughter, and Ning'er also regarded her as her own mother, so the two of them did not talk like other masters. He was so cautious like a servant, but he said what he had to say without fear or shyness.

Hearing the nanny's words, Ning'er's tears were more like beads with a broken string, which couldn't be wiped away, "Nurse, let's... go back..."

"Why!"

The nurse thought she was going back to the yard with her, so she hurried forward to help her, but Ning'er added another sentence: "I mean, let's go back to our hometown in Gusu!"

The nurse was startled when she heard this, she hurriedly looked around, pushed the two maids who were serving her away, and said in a low voice, "Miss, what do you mean by this? Why did you suddenly think of leaving? The eldest princess How kind to you, like your own daughter, besides, there is no one in Gusu for a long time... "

"I don't want to stay to be annoying, don't you see? He hates me and doesn't want to marry me at all. I don't want...to be disgusting..." Ning'er said with a sob.

Seeing her crying so pitifully, the wet nurse felt terribly distressed, but her heart ached, her old-fashioned thinking still did not allow her to do anything out of the ordinary.

Although the girl marries the general, although she is not liked by the general, at least the general is not a bad person, and she will not starve them in the cold, and there is the eldest princess backing the girl, so she will definitely be able to live comfortably in this mansion , Live a lifetime in peace and stability.

But if they go back to Gusu, it's hard to say whether they can live a stable life. There is no one in Gusu's hometown. Where can she go with an old woman and a cute young lady? What can I do? With the status of an orphan like Miss, she won't be able to find any good family for marriage in the future. If she accidentally finds a son-in-law who eats alcohol, gambles, prostitutes and commits suicide, who can she turn to to make decisions for the girl

After thinking about it, I still feel that it is more reliable for a girl to marry General Lu. Although General Lu doesn't like girls, so what? The most unreliable thing in the world is the affection of a man. Today, a man can be like a sweetheart to you. Tomorrow, when he sees someone younger and more beautiful than you, he can throw you on the back of his neck, so ah, um It doesn't matter if you don't love each other, the real thing is to find a good family and settle down!

Thinking of this, the wet nurse stopped complaining about Lu Yuan, but instead comforted Ning'er and said: "Girl, stop thinking about it, listen to what the nanny said, go back and have a good sleep, nourish your energy, and be happy tomorrow." You have been looking forward to marrying the general for so many years, if you give up now, what a pity!"

Ning'er no longer has the strength to argue with her. Last night she suffered all night, and her heart ached from sleepless nights. She is exhausted to still be able to stand and talk, and she has no energy left to argue with her.

When Mammy saw that she had shut up, she thought she had persuaded her, so she held her hand and went back with her.

Back in her yard, Ning'er sent everyone out and locked herself in the room, crying silently, licking her wounds silently...

The nurse came over to look at her several times. Seeing her lying on the couch, she thought she was sleeping. Knowing that she didn't sleep all night, she let her go to sleep with confidence.

However, until it was dark, Miss Ning still didn't wake up. The nurse was a little anxious, so she went to call her, but she couldn't wake up no matter how much she screamed. When she stretched out her hand to push her, she found that she had a fever, which was scalding hot. It's all hot.

Now the nanny panicked, she was frightened and asked someone to tell the doctor, and at the same time rushed to report to the eldest princess and General Lu.

The doctor who was sent was Nie Heng, the most famous doctor in Jizhou City.

After a consultation, he only said that he was overwhelmed with sorrow and rushed to the heart, and that there was nothing serious, so he prescribed medicine and left.

When the eldest princess and General Lu came to visit, Ning'er was burning red all over and talking nonsense.

"Brother Yuan...you have to persevere, only...you can hope if you are alive..."

"I don't dislike you... disabled, as long as you... don't dislike me..., for the rest of my life, Ning'er will accompany you... together..."

"Brother Yuan, don't... think too hard, if you die... Ning'er won't be able to survive..."

"Brother Yuan... Brother Yuan..."

Princess Rong Xin saw that Lu Yuan was in Ning'er's dream, she couldn't help but glared at Lu Yuan fiercely, and said angrily, "Look at you, it's all because of you, Ning'er's body has always been Strong, must have been stimulated by you to fall ill."

Lu Yuan also knew that Ning'er's illness must have been stimulated by him. Seeing her burnt out and talking nonsense made him feel uncomfortable, but he couldn't blame him, if she didn't If you have to marry him, he doesn't have to treat her so cruelly

She found it all by herself, who is to blame

"Mother, I don't want to do this either?" He said distressedly.

"I don't want her to be like this, you give me a good time. If you irritate her again, tell her to do something, be careful, I will beat your coquettish fox to death with a stick." The eldest princess threatened fiercely. .

Seeing his mother's pale face, Lu Yuan knew that she must be able to say and do it, so he said helplessly, "Yes, my son knows..."

"Hmph, it's good to know, I really don't know what you think, let a girl as good as Ning Er not want it, and spend 10,000 taels of silver to buy such a dirty thing, I'm really mad..."

The Eldest Princess babbled and complained in a low voice, venting her anger on Ning'er's behalf.

Lu Yuan also knew that his mother was in a fit of anger. What he said at the moment was wrong, so he simply shut up. The eldest princess scolded for an hour, and her throat was dry. She was speechless. At that time, Ning'er finally had a fever.

Seeing that Ning'er was fine, the eldest princess felt relieved and let Lu Yuan go. After glaring at him viciously, she went back to rest.

Lu Yuan stayed at Ning'er for a while, seeing that it was already midnight, he also got up and went back...

**

In the early morning of the next day, the servants in the Lu Mansion got up early and got busy, and there was a cheerful atmosphere everywhere in the mansion, because today is not only New Year's Day, but also because today is the day when the general and Miss Ning'er get married, Everyone is happy!

Ning'er slept for a whole day and night yesterday, and probably had enough sleep, and was called up by the nanny early to put on makeup.

Because today is a big wedding day, the makeup is also extraordinarily solemn, not only the hair and face jewelry are newly made, even the woman with the twisted hair was invited to do the makeup for the bride.

The old woman was carrying a bag, and after opening it, she arranged the gratepans one by one on the dressing table. There was a big comb, a straight comb, a sweeper, four gratepans, picks and brushes, and a pair of hairpins. , There were eleven pieces in total. After all the things were laid out, Ning'er's hair was loosened. After two or three times, the count was smooth, and two threads were taken out, wrapped around Ning'er's fingers, and Ning'er's hair was wrapped around his fingers. The hair on the face was all twisted off, tidied up, and then the makeup was evenly applied.

During the process of twisting noodles, Ning'er kept a calm expression, neither showing the shyness and joy of the bride, nor the pain and grievance after being betrayed by the man she loved, she just sat quietly in front of the dressing table, calmly Looking at himself in the bronze mirror, he remained expressionless.

When she had a fever yesterday, she dreamed about the things in her previous life again. At that time, he had just been sentenced to death, his home was ransacked, and she was exiled to Jizhou with him.

The huge change made him completely collapsed, and he didn't have the confidence to live anymore. He wanted to die several times on the way of distribution, and then she stared at him every step of the way, guarding him, putting down the lady's figure, and lying low. The little one spoke good words to the guards who escorted them, begged them not to torture him, and tried their best to heal him, release him, and protect him...

After waking up from the dream, she suddenly felt very tired.

Loving him requires too many bargaining chips, so much that she can hardly afford it.

It seems that she has no strength to love anymore...

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