Madam left by herself. While everyone was asleep, she left a letter and left quietly, and she was still riding a horse. At this time, she didn't know how far she had gone, let alone where she went!
When Lu Yuan heard that Ning'er had left, he suddenly felt uncomfortable. He didn't know why he felt so uncomfortable. He just felt empty in his heart, as if he had lost something important.
Although he was not nice to Ning'er, it was not that he hated her. The reason he was not nice to her was because he was angry at her for insisting on marrying him and making things difficult for him. As for what he said about Ning'er's killing of Hongrui, it was purely because he intentionally vented his anger on others, in order to vent his resentment towards her.
In all fairness, he didn't dislike Ning'er. Before she decided to marry him, he had always liked this gentle, kind, innocent and weak little cousin. It's just that this kind of liking has nothing to do with love. It belongs to the family relationship where blood is thicker than water, pure and without any impurities.
Now, when he heard that she was gone, his heart couldn't help becoming tense, and he also forgot the recent tense relationship between the two of them. He only thought about finding her quickly and ensuring her safety!
"You guys, follow them to find someone, you two, follow me to Qipan Temple!"
Lu Yuan gave an order, took only two people, and ran towards the Qipan Temple on horseback.
It was already evening at this moment, the mountain was covered with snow, and it was steep and difficult to walk. It took a full hour and a half to walk for twenty or thirty miles.
When he approached Qipan Mountain, it was already completely dark, and when he passed by an ancient tree, his heart suddenly ached, and the sharp pain for no reason made him cover his chest all of a sudden, and he could hardly breathe Come.
After a long time, the pain subsided slightly, and he slowly turned his head, looking at the big bare tree, feeling familiar.
Why does this big tree look so familiar? Why did his heart ache so much when he passed it? The pain was so painful that he was like a thousand arrows piercing through his heart, would life be better than death
Staring at the big tree, the pain hit again, it seemed to be more painful than before.
"puff-"
A mouthful of sweet blood spewed out from his mouth, and fell on the horse's back drop by drop. Lu Yuan shook his body twice, and couldn't hold on any longer, fell headlong from the horse, and passed out.
"General, general, what's wrong with you? Quick, send him to the temple..."
The long attendants who accompanied him saw Lu Yuan fall off the horse and passed out, so they jumped off the horse in panic and rushed forward to save him.
At this time, Lu Yuan, who was in a coma, suddenly heard a desperate and mournful call.
"Ning'er, Ning'er, bear with it, I'll go find a doctor for you right away, you have to persevere..."
The familiar voice, as if I have heard it all my life, I can't be more familiar with it——
That was his own voice.
Lu Yuan followed the voice, and the surrounding mist slowly dissipated. At this time, he saw not far away, dressed in a distressed prison uniform, with a sad expression, hugging Ning'er, calling out loudly.
At this time, Ning'er was already so thin that she lost her appearance, as thin as a leaf that was about to wither, she was also wearing a tattered prison clothes, and she was lying in the arms of another self like a gossamer.
Hearing his call, Ning'er struggled to open her eyes, and said angrily,
"Brother Yuan... don't bother... Ning'er... it's impossible... I can't guard you anymore... you, you have to... take care... you must... well... live, otherwise... I, I, I will... die .... Rest in peace..."
"No, Ning'er, you won't die, just wait..." In prison uniform, he picked up Ning'er, ran unsteadily to several guards who were watching the bustle, knelt down with a plop, and burst into tears : "My lord, my wife is dying, please help him find a doctor to take a good look at it, please..."
From childhood to adulthood, Princess Rongxin has always taught him that a man has gold under his knees, so he must not kneel down easily. He has never failed his mother's entrustment.
But now, he didn't care so much anymore, as long as they could save Ning'er, he would not hesitate to make him kowtow.
He knelt down in front of these officers, begging humbly, the noble son who was once mighty in the world is now low in the dust.
The officer snorted coldly, glanced casually at Ning'er who was dying, and said, "This barren mountain is cold, where can I find a doctor for you? Besides, it's all like this, how can I save you? Even if the gods come, they will save you." Don't live her anymore, let me see, if you have the spirit, you might as well save your energy and dig a hole for her under any tree, so as to save her from being exposed to the wilderness in the future and being eaten by wild beasts... "
"No, she won't die, she is my wife, I won't let her die, never!" Lu Yuan raised his head, his eyes were scarlet, and his veins were bursting out, as if he wanted to fight for his life.
At this time, Ning'er slightly opened her eyes, tears filled her eyes, "Brother Yuan...don't beg them, don't kneel down for me...for others, my heart aches..."
And he was even more distressed, he watched her life disappear bit by bit, but he was helpless, he could only watch helplessly...
"Ning'er, I'm sorry for you..."
He choked with sobs, and stroked her cheek with rough hands, "You are so nice, but I have missed you all your life. If I am in the next life, you must find a good man who loves you... In the next life, we will never see each other again." …”
If there was an afterlife, he would be ashamed to see her again. For such a good woman as Ning'er, she should have found a good man to hold her in the palm of her hand and love her forever, but he didn't cherish her properly. , and caused her to die, he no longer deserves to have such a good woman.
When Ning'er heard his words, "Let's never see each other again in the next life", the last gleam of light in her eyes suddenly dissipated, as if she had received a huge blow, she looked at him silently, her disappointed eyes were like A sharp knife pierced his heart fiercely.
He regretted it. He shouldn't have said such a thing. She loved her all her life and loved her deeply until she died, but he said that she would never meet again in the next life. How disappointed and sad she was
Besides, if she really married another man, if that man refused to treat her well like he did in his life, how much would he love her? How uncomfortable? So, it's better to let her marry me again, and love her well, to make up for what I owed her in this life.
Seeing her breath getting thinner and her eyes gradually closing, at the last moment, he leaned against her ear and said with tears streaming down his face, "Ning'er, I regret it. If there is an afterlife, we will return to you." As husband and wife, let me love you this time, please, let me love you with all my strength, and in the next life, I will make you the happiest woman in the world... "
At the last moment, he saw her smiling. Although her life was fixed at this moment, she died with a smile on her face...
Those shallow pursed lips and the texture of the smile on the withered cheeks all showed that she was very happy and satisfied, even if she died, she would die without complaint...
Ning'er died, he completely collapsed, he knelt on the ground, hugged her body and cried loudly, crying so darkly, heartbroken...
The monks at the nearby Qipan Temple were attracted by his cries. Seeing his pity, they gave him a mat and asked him to use this mat to bury Ning'er. They also helped him bury Ninger under a big tree. Tomb, let him bury Ning'er here.
Thus, Ning'er, the daughter of the noble family and the noble lady in the eldest princess's mansion, lived a prosperous life, but in the end she fell into a field where her body was buried under a straw mat.
"Ning'er, my wife? You can go with peace of mind. I will come to you after I avenge myself..."
The other Lu Yuan knelt in front of the tomb, holding the loess in his hands, and buried Ning'er with his own hands. At the same time, the former him was also buried.
That's right, the former Lu Yuan is dead, but the current Lu Yuan can no longer see the shadow of the former joyful and unrestrained in his eyes, and his eyes carry the vicissitudes and coldness that have gone through thousands of sails.
"Ning'er, my wife, you can go with peace of mind, I will come to you after I finish what I should do..."
"In the next life, I will love you instead? I will spend my whole life making up for you, loving you, pampering you, pampering you, and never letting you down again..."
Every time he fills in a handful of soil, he will say a sentence, the words are solemn and resounding, and the solemn oath makes everyone feel moved...
Lu Yuan looked at the other self, although he didn't know what was going on, but the scene of desolation and despair had penetrated into his heart, making him empathize with it, and the pain was as painful as piercing his heart.
The pain made him tremble all over, and he woke up in vain.
When I opened my eyes, I saw myself lying on a simple kang, surrounded by white walls, and there was a simple candlestick on the kang table, the candlelight was beating, and the small flames were emitting dim light.
He took a strong breath, only then did he realize that everything just now was just a dream.
A long follower who was dozing beside him heard him sitting up, opened his eyes, and saw Lu Yuan sitting there with a strange expression, "Oh, general, you finally woke up …”
Lu Yuan looked at the long follower, and asked after a while: "Why am I here? What's going on?"
Chang Sui said, "You passed out at the foot of Qipan Mountain just now, and my subordinates took you to Qipan Temple. There are no doctors in the temple, so no one knows what happened to you, so my subordinates asked Zhou Yong to go back to Jizhou overnight to pay attention to you." You asked the doctor..."
Lu Yuan frowned.
His body has always been very strong, and the number of times he has been sick since he was a child can be counted with a slap. He has never experienced something like a woman who fainted, and it is the first time this time!
He knew that this coma was definitely not caused by physical discomfort. The vivid dream just now must have some inseparable connection with him.
Thinking of the scene in the dream, Lu Yuan's mood was extremely low, and there seemed to be some kind of long-buried longing and sadness in his lowered eyes.
Under the faint candlelight, he lowered his head, recalling the dream just now over and over again. Ning'er's death and his own pain deeply affected him, making him feel an inexplicable sadness and heartache, pain It made him want to cry, want to go back to that dream again, and reach out to help them.
"General, are you hungry? This subordinate has asked someone to cook porridge for you. Would you like some food?" Seeing that he looked sleepy, the chief follower asked with concern when he said that he was unwell.
Lu Yuan raised his head, and said nonsense, "Have you found Mrs. Ning?"
"Uh, not yet, but all the people below have gone, even the monks and novice monks in the temple have gone to help find it. I believe that Madam will be found. General, please rest assured."
Lu Yuan was silent for a while, and said, "Go and call Madam's wet nurse, and ask her to bring the letter Madam left behind."
"Yes!" The long follower went out.
It was windy, and the wind came in from under the window, making a strange and penetrating sound. Lu Yuan got up, walked to the window, and simply opened the window to let the cold wind blow in, so as to dispel the coldness in his heart. grief and grief.
Outside, it was already pitch black. In the cold world, the moonlight became extraordinarily cold and bleak, dimly illuminating the earth. In the distance, the dark outline of Qipan Mountain loomed indistinctly in sight. Yuan looked in the direction of Qipanshan, and his heartache intensified inexplicably.
He looked at the mountain sadly, his heavy eyes seemed to hide another sad and desperate soul sleeping, and the incomprehensible pain in his heart lingered...
In another meditation room, Ning'er's nurse was lying sickly on the kang and crying.
Ever since she found out that Ning'er had left, she disregarded other people's dissuasion and frantically followed those guard monks all over the mountain to look for Ning'er.
She was worried to death. Ning'er is a delicate young lady who can't lift her shoulders or hands. She doesn't have the ability to live independently at all. Letting her wander around in this deep mountain alone is like going to die.
Wolong Mountain stretches for 800 miles, straddling two countries. There are all kinds of wild animals in the mountains, such as wolves, tigers, leopards, wild boars, embarrassment... In this winter, it is difficult for wild animals to find food. If they encounter her, they will have no resistance The little girl who is capable, how can she let her go
The nurse shuddered at the thought of this possibility.
Or, what if she got lost in the mountains
It's very cold, if you don't get out of this mountain as soon as possible, you will probably be frozen to death here!
Whether it was eaten by wild animals or frozen to death, it was very likely to happen, and no matter what kind of ending it was, she couldn't bear it.
Following everyone's anxious search for Tianhei, but did not find any clues about Ning'er, the nurse was afraid and anxious, and finally lost her strength, fell down and couldn't get up...
At this moment, when I heard that the general wanted to see her, although the nanny was already on the verge of death, she still gathered her energy and went to see her with the letter Ning'er left behind.
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