Ning'er's nanny knew that the general looked down on her, and when she went to see her, she was terrified. Before she could speak, she knelt down and confessed her mistake to Lu Yuan weeping bitterly.
"Forgive me, the general. It was the old slave who was negligent for a while and didn't take good care of the girl. Please forgive me, the general, and forgive the old slave this time..."
Surprisingly, Lu Yuan didn't get angry, let alone fly into a rage. He was even calm, and even said with a somewhat low mood, "Get up, where is the letter she left?"
After hearing this, the nurse quickly took out the letter, bowed and raised her hands above her head.
Chang Sui took the letter and handed it to Lu Yuan.
After receiving the letter and seeing the beautiful and familiar handwriting on the envelope, Lu Yuan suddenly thought of Ning'er in the dream, and his heart suddenly became heavy!
He opened the letter. The letter was written by Ning'er to his mother. The general content was to apologize to her mother and ask her to forgive her for leaving without saying goodbye, because she was afraid that she wanted to go back to her hometown in Gusu and that her mother would not allow her, so she left without saying goodbye.
For him, she only wrote six words - fate is over, don't force it.
In other words, she voluntarily gave up Mrs. Ning's position and broke away from him.
He always thought that Ning'er was devoted to him until death, but he didn't expect that she would leave on her own initiative and draw a clear line with him, as if she would never see her again in this life.
Lu Yuan's heart was very gloomy.
It was obvious that he didn't want to marry her, and wished he could break away from her all at once, but now that he really broke away from her, he was not as relaxed as he imagined, and his heart was empty, as if a piece had been ripped away.
What a ghost!
Lu Yuan was silent for a while, and said, "Did she behave abnormally these days? For example, did she tell you about any strange dreams she had..."
He didn't know what to say, because there were only the two of them in the dream, and they were so real, so real that he thought those things were true, but he was not sure, so he really wanted to know if she did it too. Had a similar dream, what relationship between them he didn't know! "
The nurse rolled her eyes a few times, and then truthfully reported Ning'er's recent performance to him.
"The girl seldom sleeps. Every time the old slave came into the tent to watch, the girl would secretly shed tears, especially on the day you brought Aunt Hong back. She sat there with her clothes on and looked in the direction of your yard. One night, and shed tears all night. The next day, the girl came back from the Eldest Princess to greet her, and the girl suddenly said that she wanted to go back to Gusu. I didn't mention it again, and the girl fell ill later and almost burned to death... "
Lu Yuan was startled, he suddenly remembered what Ning'er said intermittently that night when she had a fever.
"Brother Yuan...you have to persevere, only...you can hope if you are alive..."
"I don't dislike you... disabled, as long as you... don't dislike me..., for the rest of my life, Ning'er will accompany you... together..."
"Brother Yuan, don't... think too hard, if you die... Ning'er won't be able to survive..."
At that time, when he heard her words, he thought they were burning nonsense, because at this time, his official career was going well, he was proud of his career, he was not disabled at all, and he didn't think he couldn't live, but why did she say so miserable? those words? Those words, if you say it to the down-and-out self in the dream, it's okay, but to the current self, it's just... hard to understand
Suddenly, he remembered what Ning'er said to that downcast self in his dream——
"You have to... take good care of yourself...you must...well...live on, otherwise...I, I, I will... die or die... in peace..."
What I said, seems to be that downcast self who wanted to commit suicide, Ning'er was worried about him, and before he died, she was still persuading him not to think too hard and commit suicide...
Her 'nonsense' actually formed the same words as what she said in the dream, and that self really seemed to have lost all hope and lifeless appearance!
Is it a coincidence or something secret
What secrets does Ning'er have that he doesn't know
Why was he so miserable in the dream? Why did Ning'er die
What is going on with all this
After the nurse finished talking about the girl's illness, she kept stealthily observing Lu Yuan's emotions. Seeing his serious expression, which seemed to be distressed, she took advantage of the victory and said, "Actually, on the night you married the girl, you were called by Aunt Hong. After leaving, the girl also went to visit Aunt Hong, but you were already asleep on Aunt Hong's couch at that moment, so you didn't know about it... General, it wasn't the old slave who licked his tongue, Hong What Auntie did was really wrong, she even despised our girl, she was stimulated by her, and ran all the way back from Aunt Hong's yard... "
"General, Madam Ning's whereabouts." Outside the door, a rough voice interrupted the nanny's chatter.
Lu Yuan said in a deep voice, "Come in and say it!"
A guard from the mansion came in, holding a letter in his hand, which should be from Feige.
"General!"
He knelt on the ground, raised the letter above his head, and said loudly, "At this time, the letter sent by the pigeon sent by the person chasing Mrs. Ning, General, please have a look."
Lu Yuan picked up the letter and glanced at it quickly. It said that they had followed the horseshoe prints to Halahai Town. After finding out that Madam Ning arrived in the town, she went to the car dealership to sell the horse, and hired another I got a car and headed south.
Finally we have her whereabouts!
Lu Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, and then said to the man, "Send an order and tell them not to disturb her if they catch up with her, just protect her in secret!"
The guard who delivered the letter went down.
Ning'er's nurse saw that Lu Yuan still knew how to care about Ning'er, she secretly rejoiced, and said, "Thank you, General, for showing concern for our girl. The General doesn't know anything. My girl saw the General yesterday and left without looking back." She even cried hard, if she knew that the general still worried about her, she would definitely not run away... "
Worry about her! Care about her!
Lu Yuan thought for a while, and felt that this was indeed the case. Deep down in his heart, he really still cared about her!
It's just that he was too awkward to admit it.
"You go down first..." He waved his hand, dismissed the nurse, and sat alone in front of the window, staring intently at the empty night sky, meditating, always feeling Something is throbbing in my mind, waking up, but I can't remember anything...
Early the next morning, before dawn, Lu Yuan got up and went to the big tree in the opposite mountain, the big tree where he fainted.
I remember that in that dream, after Ning'er died, he was buried under this tree with a torn mat covering his body, so when he passed by that tree, his heart ached so much that he passed out.
He believes that this tree must be inextricably linked with him, even if it doesn't, there will be in the next life, or in the previous life, anyway, it can never be the relationship between a person and an irrelevant tree... . . .
Walking under the big tree, it is winter now, the big tree is bare, without leaves, and the branches are also dry, without any vitality.
He stood under the tree, looking for the place where Ning'er's body was buried in his dream.
Soon, he recognized it.
Next to the green-brown stone, dig three feet down, which is where her body was buried.
Recognizing this, his heart couldn't help but ache again. The bleak scene of Ning'er before she died and her intermittent words flooded into his memory again.
Lu Yuan squatted down, touched the snow-covered ground, and whispered, "Ning'er, I don't know if that dream is our past life or the next life, or what enlightenment God wants to give me? But no matter what, I believe that dream is true. Yes, that incident really happened, whether it is in this life or in the next life, I owe you, don't worry, I will make it up to you, this time I will never treat you like before, nor will I I will make you feel wronged again. So, please come back and tell me the whole story of this matter, because I am really curious about that dream, what happened to it?"
The only answer to him was the sound of the north wind whistling in the mountains...
*****
Eldest Princess Rong Xin has been listening to the movement here. Hearing that Ning'er has left, her son is sitting steadily in the temple waiting, and she doesn't know how to actively look for someone. She is so angry in her heart. , immediately drove to Qipan Temple in a car, and strongly urged Lu Yuan to go to Ning'er in person.