Maybe it's really like what others say - what you can't get is always the best!
At this time, he didn't see Ning'er's goodness at all. She washed her hands and made soup for herself every day, and made clothes and shoes for herself. In his opinion, it was nothing worth mentioning. Deng Anan's body. Hearing that she doted on the harem, he was happy for him, but he was also secretly sad. Every day, he would be like a walking dead, drinking, gambling, playing with women...
This kind of sensual life has passed for several years. When the imperial concubine in the palace found him and Lihua begged him to help him with rain, he suppressed his decadence and began to cheer up. He turned into a sharp blade and gave her Used as a knife.
Murder, criminal trial, arson, ransacking the house...
As long as she asked him to do it, he never asked whether it was right or wrong, just did it directly.
During this period, his mother warned him more than once not to make enemies everywhere like this, and Ning'er shed tears more than once and begged him not to kill too much, so as not to violate the harmony of heaven.
However, he couldn't hear a word. Because he believed in An An deeply. In An An's words, she and the queen had reached a point where they could not get along. If Queen Chen wasn't brought down, she and her child would become fish on Queen Chen's knife and would definitely be killed by Queen Chen.
He can't let her be in danger, let alone let her die. Anyone who threatens her should not live anymore and should die!
Therefore, he is merciless when it comes to killing people, and he is not at all reluctant to steal a house.
He became the best sharp blade in her hands, using him to eradicate dissidents, and finally brought down Empress Chen and became the biggest woman in the harem.
Seeing that she was safe and secure on the throne of queen, he thought that he would be successful and famous from now on, and retire from the world.
Unexpectedly, at this time, scandals about Queen Deng and him spread all over the capital.
It was widely rumored in central Beijing that he had an affair with Empress Deng, and Empress Deng relied on him to eliminate dissidents and squeeze Empress Chen out of the position.
What's more, the rumormongers also revealed everything about him and Queen Deng before they entered the palace.
At that time, how he flattered Empress Deng and how he wanted to marry Empress Deng was widely spread, and everyone in the streets and alleys knew about it.
When he heard the news, he was so anxious that he hurriedly changed into his official uniform and prepared to go to the palace to meet the saint. He wanted to help her refute the rumors, and told the emperor not to believe the rumors, lest she would be implicated.
However, before entering the palace, there came a decree from the empress.
The empress reprimanded him for being disrespectful in Yizhi, and listed several crimes of disrespect.
To put it bluntly, those crimes were just intentional crimes. Before he helped her bring down Empress Chen, she would never have troubled him for such a thing, but now, she came to ask the crime with great fanfare and mobilization.
He was stunned and didn't know what she was doing right now!
He didn't understand what happened until the eunuch who announced the decree read out in a soft voice and gloated that the empress had sentenced him to castration, and after the execution he would be sent to the bitter cold place in Jizhou, and he would never be able to return to Beijing.
why
What is going on
Later, he saw the soldiers who were executing him swarm up, tied him to the ground, and his mother cried and begged for mercy. When it is on the treasure, it is considered to be relieved.
However, the moment he was relieved, the treasure had been separated from his body, and he saw his most gender-specific part cut off by a guard and thrown on the ground like a piece of pork, blood gushing out , flowed all over the place.
He yelled and passed out from the pain (heartache plus body pain). When he woke up, it was already two days and two nights later.
In the past two days, earth-shaking changes have taken place at home.
His mother was in a hurry, died suddenly, his house was confiscated, and all his Yingyingyanyans were sent to the music workshop. His wife Ning'er wanted to send him to Jizhou with him, and left as soon as he woke up.
Suddenly, heaven and hell!
No matter what, he didn't believe that she could treat him so cruelly and viciously. At one point, he wanted to rush into the palace and ask her face to face, why did she treat him like this? Why so cruel and selfish
However, he didn't have this chance. Less than an hour after waking up, he was escorted to Jizhou in chains and shackles, and he didn't even have time to attend his mother's funeral.
The wound that had just been eunuched was painful like a knife every step he took, coupled with the collapse and despair in his heart, he wished he could die immediately.
Ning'er followed behind him, looking at his devastated and desperate look, and kept comforting him.
"Brother Yuan, you have to cheer up. My mother said before she died that you must live a good life. You didn't listen to your mother before, but this time you can't disobey her again. Otherwise, she will die under the nine springs." I will not rest in peace... "
"Brother Yuan, what are you afraid of when you get married, and I will accompany you. When we arrive in Jizhou, we will be an ordinary couple. We work at sunrise and rest at sunset. I just want to live this kind of life in the countryside!"
"Brother Yuan, you have to eat. If you don't eat or drink, your body can't stand it..."
"Brother Yuan, please, eat, if you continue like this, your body won't be able to bear it anymore..."
At that time, he was so preoccupied with his huge back pain and despair that he forgot that An An was a timid boudoir girl who could scare her to tears even by a grasshopper, but now, she followed Like him, with a shackle weighing ten catties, he was driven by people shouting like cattle. If he walked slowly, his thin body would be whipped.
She was already thinner and thinner, as if a gust of wind could blow her away, but her small body contained enormous power, she seemed to be a different person, very brave , tenacious, not at all afraid of his unknown fate, not discouraged, she was by his side, comforting him, encouraging him, when he couldn't eat, she coaxed him to eat like a child , if he doesn't eat, she won't eat either, and the two of them will be hungry together.
When she felt sleepy, she was afraid that he would not think about it and commit suicide, so she would sleep next to him, but she was always in a half-asleep and half-awake state during the sleeping process. As long as there was any movement, she would wake up immediately, nervous She looked at him anxiously, lest he would think about committing suicide secretly.
After all, people's physical strength and energy are limited. Seeing her living with tense nerves like a frightened bird, withered day by day, even if he wanted to die, he couldn't bear to leave her alone in this world, so he had to drag on and die. live.
People are alive, but their hearts are dead.
Seeing his despair, she felt even more saddened, and tried every means to comfort him, accompany him gently, and help him with her meager strength.
However, after all, she is the daughter of a boudoir. Since she was a child, she was a daughter of a rich family, and the family ransacked and exiled was beyond her tolerance. If it wasn't for him, she would have collapsed and died on the day of the accident.
It was already a miracle that she could accompany him to Jizhou along the way.
When she arrived in Jizhou, she finally couldn't bear it anymore and couldn't afford to get sick, so she had his previous dream...
It was only after she fell that he realized what he had done,
Along the way, he patronized his own sadness and despair, but ignored this woman who was implicated by him, but had no complaints or regrets, and took care of him carefully. She is his wife, the person who loves him the most in this world ah!
Until she died, Ning'er was always thinking about him, and when she was dying, she did not forget to ask him to live a good life, otherwise she would die with regret...
At that moment, he finally knew who in this world was the woman worthy of his love, and also knew what he was about to lose!
However, it was too late!
When Ning'er died, she died in his arms.
This time, he has completely experienced everything he has experienced in his previous life. He already knows what happened between him and Ning'er, and he also knows how much he owes Ning'er. Compared with him in his previous life, he has feelings for Ning'er It's no less impressive.
"Ning'er... Ning'er..."
He called out, and before he knew it, tears were streaming down his face, and his heart was in pain.
"General, General, are you awake?"
Hearing Lu Yuan's suppressed roar, the chief guard stepped forward to call in surprise.
Lu Yuan opened his eyes blankly, and what came into view was a shed roof with carved beams and painted buildings. At this time, he was lying on the kang covered with a quilt, surrounded by a group of people, some he knew and some he didn't. know.
"Where is this? Why am I here?"
He opened his mouth weakly, and sat up with his palms propped up.
"General, be careful!"
The chief guard stepped forward to support him with a wink, and after he sat up straight, he put a pillow behind him for him to lean on.
"General, we are now at the mansion of Mr. Yin, Qingzhou Prefecture. You have been in a coma for two days. Thank God, you finally woke up."
In the past two days, the general has been talking nonsense in a coma, calling Mrs. Ning's name from time to time, and saying some inexplicable words, which frightened him. explain.
When Lu Yuan heard that he had been in a coma for two days, his eyes suddenly widened. He grabbed the skirt of the chief guard and said sternly, "Where is Ning'er? Did you find Ning'er for me these two days? Did you find him?" ? Is she okay..."
The head of the guard lowered his head and said in a low voice, "General, the governor of Qingzhou and the county magistrate of Fengyang have already gone to the mountains to suppress the bandits and look for his wife. It's just that the bandits are cunning and have a large number of them. They haven't been captured for a while. , so, so..."
"So there is no news about her yet?" Lu Yuan shouted excitedly.
The chief guard lowered his head, looking at the pair of big hands that were grabbing his skirt, feeling resentful in his heart.
General, it has been so many days. If Mrs. Ning was still in the mountains, she would have froze to death long ago, and she was found as a corpse. What are you looking for her for? If it's not in the mountains, it's useless even if you turn the mountains over
Although he thought so in his heart, he didn't dare to say so in his mouth. He said, "The general calm down, the governor of Qingzhou and the county magistrate of Fengyang are going all out to suppress the bandits and search, presumably we can almost find Mrs. of."
"It's not that it must be the same, but we must find it, or let them come to see me!"
Lu Yuan pushed it smoothly, and pushed the head of the guard staggeringly. He almost fell down. He stepped back a few steps, and just as he stood up, he saw that General Lu had already got off the kang.
"Pass down the order and offer a reward to find someone. If you can find her and bring her back, you will be rewarded with 30,000 taels of silver. After providing clues and verifying the accuracy, you will be rewarded with 5,000 taels of silver. You can go to the painter and find some documents. , help write the reward notice!"
"Uh, yes!"
The head guard responded, and went out with a smoke.
As the head of the guard, he still had a wink. He could see that the general was impatient now. If he didn't do things well, he would definitely be punished, so it's better to slip away quickly!
Lu Yuan walked outside the door, stood in the yard, looked at the snowflakes all over the sky, and prayed silently: "God have mercy, and let my poor wife come back safely. If she has any inevitable disasters, I am willing." Replace it with your own body and suffer for her, I just ask you to be merciful, show kindness, and let her come back..."
In his last life and in this life, he failed her and made her sad and sad. Looking back now, his intestines are green with regret. He was afraid that the gods would not have eyes and would not even give him a chance to redeem his sins, so he sent Ning Son was taken away.
If that's the case, he will definitely not be able to survive, even if he regrets it, he will regret it to death...