Before, Lu Yuan once thought that it would be fine if Ning'er could never remember the past and lose her memory for the rest of her life, that would mean that she would not remember the things he did to her in the past , just convenient for him to establish a new image in front of her, so that she can sink into the love he wove for her as soon as possible!
However, one day, when he mentioned an event in the past, he saw her serious expression of bewilderment and loss, and his heart suddenly ached.
Only then did he realize how selfish he was, just to make her fall in love with him, but he forgot that the part of her lost memory was also a part of her life.
Losing those memories may be good for him, but for her, her life is incomplete, and there will always be flaws and regrets in her life, which is not what he wants to see.
He hoped that she could get 100% happiness, and he didn't want her to have any regrets in her life. Even if she recalled the shitty things she did back then, he would help her get her memories back.
The big deal is that when the time comes to plead guilty, or use sincere and practical actions to ask for her forgiveness, Ning'er is soft-hearted and will definitely forgive him.
So, from that day on, she told her about the past in the carriage every day, trying to wake up her memory.
"You came to my house when you were nine years old. At that time, my aunt had passed away for three years, and my uncle was about to reunite. My father was afraid that you would feel sad, so he discussed it with my mother and brought you to my house..."
"You were only this tall when you first came here." He compared with his hands while talking.
"At that time, you were timid and cowardly, like a little rabbit. You didn't dare to look directly at people, but you were not afraid of me, and you always liked to play with me. I will take you to pick lotus seeds on the lake, and bring you You went to visit my grandmother in the palace. I remember one time I disguised you as a servant and secretly took you out of the mansion to play outside. Later, my father found out and beat me hard. crying..."
Lu Yuan laughed while talking, as if he was also immersed in the good memories of the past.
Ning'er listened quietly, sometimes laughed with him, and sometimes seemed to be lost in thought. After beating him slowly for several days, he finally returned to Jizhou.
As soon as he entered Jizhou City, Lu Yuan helped Ning'er put on the cloak, took her out of the car and walked. For the rest of the way, he will walk back with her.
Jizhou is richer and busier than Qingzhou, but in the past, Ning'er lived in seclusion and never went out for shopping, and he didn't know that the streets were so lively and prosperous.
At this time, seeing the bustling crowds on the street and all kinds of small stalls, Ning'er's eyes were wide open, and it was almost impossible to look around!
Lu Yuan held her hand tightly, fearing that she would be bumped by others, or that she would run away by herself.
Ever since she lost her memory, Ning'er has become completely different from before. She is very curious about everything. She wants to study and touch everything she sees. She is like a curious baby. Lu Yuan is afraid that she will be caught. Something novelty was abducted, so when I got out of the car, I pulled her tightly, wishing I could find a rope to tie her to myself.
"Brother Yuan, look quickly, there are so many lanterns!"
When passing by 'Zuihonglou', Ning'er saw the row of lanterns with people's names written on them, and immediately cried out curiously, and wanted to run over to see what happened.
When Lu Yuan saw it, he quickly pulled her back, how could she set foot in a dirty place like 'Drunken Red Mansion'!
"Ning'er, let's not go there. Brother Yuan will take you to eat hot pot, okay? Mutton hot pot in winter is nourishing and delicious!"
Ning'er is very obedient and easy to coax, Lu Yuan didn't let her go to Zuihonglou to find out, so she turned her head obediently, ready to explore new things.
Lu Yuan couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief when he saw that she didn't go any further, but he didn't breathe evenly, when he heard a delicate voice coming from Shenhou: "General Lu~"
The voice was soft and long, like being coquettish, one didn't need to look at it to know that it must be one of his former confidante calling him.
Lu Yuan panicked all of a sudden, his scalp was numb, he quickly grabbed Ning'er's waist, and was about to leave quickly without looking back.
However, Ning'er didn't know what was going on, so she turned her head to take a look, and kindly reminded him, "Brother Yuan, there is a beautiful girl calling you from behind!"
When it came to this point, it was useless for Lu Yuan to pretend to be stupid. He turned his head resentfully, and suddenly saw Rouge girl from Zuihonglou, walking towards them at a leisurely pace, twisting her water snake's waist.
Rouge girl used to be one of his many confidante. When he first arrived in Jizhou, the first confidante was Rouge. Later, An An followed him, and he broke up the former Yingying Yanyan, and later, He discovered An'an's ugly face, and his mother forced him to marry Ning'er. Because he was unwilling and also wanted to take revenge on those who persecuted him but had no choice but to do so, he resumed his original preference of sleeping in flowers and sleeping in willows. He fought fiercely with Yan Zhi and other fireworks girls again.
Of course, the so-called fieryness is nothing more than a distraction. Although he is gentle and affectionate, he is also a principled person. At most, he just teases women who are leaning on the door to satisfy his physiology. Needs, he will never really be emotional for them, including Hongrui, who he married back home, because he wants to use her to get angry with his mother Ning'er, and he doesn't really like her. Almost, a servant who can be driven by money, not worth mentioning.
He thought that in his life, he would just hug left and right, sleep in flowers and sleep in willows, but he didn't expect that God reminded him of his past life, so he knew who he should love and how to live in this life !
For him now, Rouge and others are just passing smoke and disappearing with the wind, and it is not worth him to take a second look at them. Ning'er is his lifeblood and eyeball, and that one is not worth looking at now. Of course, he would not be happy that Yan Yun, who had seen it for a while, was about to come to this apex who was bothering him.
What makes him even more unhappy is that Ning'er is watching here, he can't threaten Yan Zhi viciously not to talk to him, let alone make an intimacy with him, otherwise it will affect his favor in Ning'er's heart.
Along the way, under his careful care, Ning'er's affection for him has doubled, and now she is a little dependent on him. If she sees him flirting with other women, the good image he has worked so hard to build will be wiped out Out of stock
So, when he saw Rouge, for the first time, he didn't show that trademark smirk, nor did he make a few witty remarks, but just nodded coldly and said, "Did the girl call me? Unfortunately, I'm staying with my cousin I'm shopping, I'm afraid I don't have time to meet the girl."
As soon as Yan Zhi heard his cold words, and then saw his expression of refusal to be thousands of miles away, she couldn't help being stunned!
She has known Lu Yuan for many years, and every time the two meet, it is always a concubine's love, you and me, it's the first time that they are unfamiliar like this!
Yanzhi looked at him in disbelief, and called out, "General Lu, what's wrong with you? Did Zhi'er do something wrong?"
This time the voice was not as greasy as before, but a little timid, with a tone of grievance.
In the past, the beautiful woman's aggrieved appearance and delicate and weak voice would definitely arouse Lu Yuan's desire to protect, and also make him feel pity for the fragrance and cherish the jade, so he would definitely hug Rouge to comfort her. But at this moment, he only hated that she didn't have eyes, and dared to act coquettishly and foolishly with him at this moment, so angry that he wished he could kick her out of the sky.
At the same time, he also hated himself for being unruly and unrestrained in the past, otherwise he wouldn't have attracted bees and butterflies, and just attracted a prostitute to pester him in front of Ning'er.
"What's the matter with you, just tell me if you have something, I'm still busy!"
Lu Yuan tried his best to restrain his tone of voice, maintaining his demeanor of Mr. Pianpianjia, but although the tone of his voice was fairly steady, the coldness in his eyes was already freezing to death.
Especially the glance at Yanzhi made Yanzhi feel as if countless small knives were shooting at her, and she almost turned around and ran away in fright.
"I... I'm fine, I just want to ask... Hongrui, is she okay?" Rouge replied stammeringly.
Seeing the impatience and indifference in his eyes, Rouge wisely did not choose to flirt with him. Although the man in front of him is always smiling and looks harmless to humans and animals, but he can be a general. He is not an ordinary person, if you mess with him, it will never end well.
Therefore, she chose to greet Hongrui, who had just entered the Lu Mansion some time ago, and the topic would not appear abrupt, would not irritate him, and would not embarrass herself.
However, what Yan Zhi thought was a good topic accidentally touched Lu Yuan's wound.
It was because of Hongrui that Ning'er left home sad. After leaving home, she was tricked and fell off a cliff. After becoming a fool, she was almost abducted. All these have a direct relationship with Hongrui. Let me not kill Boren, Boren But he died because of me, so when Hongrui is mentioned now, he gets very angry.
"died!"
He answered coldly, as if the person who died was not a big living person, but an insignificant chicken and duckling.
Yan Zhi was stunned: "Dead? Didn't he just marry in? Why did he die?"
Lu Yuan pursed his lips, narrowed his eyes slightly, and said, "Is the girl going to interrogate Mr. Fu Yin? It's a pity that Fu Yin is not qualified to intervene in the affairs of my house."
In other words, Mr. Fu Yin is not qualified to ask about my family's affairs. Who are you, a prostitute, to come here to ask about my family's affairs
Rouge saw that General Lu had lost all the humor and gentleness of the past today, his eyes were cold, and his words were thorny. If she kept pestering her, there would be no good end, so she lowered her head and said in a soft voice: Dare, it's the servant who talked too much and presumptuously, and I hope the general will forgive me."
After finishing speaking, I said a deep blessing, and said: "I still have some cheap things, so I won't bother the general and my cousin, my family will leave..."
Rouge walked away knowingly, Lu Yuan hurriedly turned to Ning'er, and explained, "It's just an old acquaintance, I haven't contacted her for a long time, if she doesn't call me, I will almost forget that there is such a person as her in this world! Ha ha ha ha ha… "
Ning'er didn't seem to have any idea about this matter, and didn't pay attention to Lu Yuan's explanation. She just said, "Didn't you say you want to take me to eat hot pot? Let's go!"
"Yeah, okay, Brother Yuan will take you there." Lu Yuan was very happy to see that Ning'er was not affected by this incident, and continued to walk forward while holding Ning'er's hand.
Maybe it's because I didn't read the almanac when I went out today. When I walked to the door of the hot pot restaurant, Lu Yuan met another acquaintance, who was also his old friend. It was the widow who opened a small restaurant in the past, the one Chun Yuzhen had also met. .
Seeing Lu Yuan, the little widow immediately twisted over coquettishly, twisted his arm coquettishly and foolishly, and scolded: "Damn ghost, there is a newcomer here, no wonder you don't go to my place for so long !"
While flirting and cursing, he looked at Ning'er and said, "Is she the Hongrui from Zuihonglou? The one you bought home at a big price?"
Lu Yuan's heart was burning with fire, he glanced at Ning'er nervously, and saw that Ning'er was looking blankly at the widow whose name he had forgotten, obviously he didn't know what that widow was doing!
"This is my cousin, and also my unmarried wife!" Lu Yuan was so angry that his nose was smoking when he heard that the little widow called Ning'er a drunken prostitute. The widow sighed, then said coldly, and pulled Ning'er away.
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Lu Yuan is very unlucky...