When the sun shone in, Xue Xiangyu woke up from a nightmare.
He opened his eyes vaguely, tears came out from the stimulation of the sun's rays, he covered his eyes and cursed secretly. The curtains of the hotel were not drawn tightly, and the sunlight came in. I don't know whether it was good luck or bad luck, but it happened to drag him out of that nightmare at a critical moment.
But after breaking free from that suffocating dream, he closed his eyes instead, trying to recall what he had dreamed of like masochistic.
—Before he was six years old, he spent time in a big villa.
In the exquisite and empty villa, there are only a group of Filipino maids who are quick-witted and never speak, and a crazy mother. Occasionally the man he was supposed to call Grandpa would come by, a man in his fifties who was well maintained and not so old.
He watched TV, knew that everyone has parents, and when he saw the man for the first time, he thought it was his father. The young him jumped up happily and called "Father", not paying attention to the frightened face of his mother who was suddenly ashamed.
That was also the only time Xue Xiangyu called that man "Dad" in his life.
The man didn't show any emotion, just patted his head, and took his beautiful mother upstairs. He stayed obediently in the living room, and waited from morning to afternoon before the man came down from the stairs, asked someone to bring a model airplane to him, and then left.
Xue Xiangyu grew up in this place, and no one ever gave him a gift. Every year on his birthday, his mother would not celebrate him. Instead, she would lock him in the basement in disgust and release him the next day. As long as his mother didn't do anything that endangered her life, the Filipino maid wouldn't care. He didn't understand why his mother was in so much pain and often looked for opportunities to commit suicide. He didn't even know what suicide meant, but his intuition told him that it was a terrible thing.
Mother never smiled at him, and he wanted to make her happy, smile to himself.
Xue Xiangyu was so happy when he got the gift, he couldn't wait to go upstairs to find his mother. The frail mother was curled up in the corner, her expression numb and dazed, and she didn't respond when she came close.
He handed over the model airplane and said carefully: "Mom, this is what Dad gave me..."
Before finishing speaking, the woman's eyes widened suddenly, and she obviously collapsed. She snatched the thing, threw it on the ground and crushed it, and then threw it at him with whatever she touched, as if she didn't even dare to do it herself. will get her hands dirty.
He stood still and was beaten until he was hit on his forehead by the hard corner of a book she threw, and his eyes were blurred with blood. Then he covered his forehead and said in a low voice, "Mom...it hurts."
The woman's movement of throwing things froze, and she suddenly burst into tears, hugging the little him, choking with sobs: "He is not your father... not..."
So Xue Xiangyu remembered that he was not his father, but a bad guy who imprisoned them here and bullied his mother specially.
The content of the nightmare stayed at this point, Xue Xiangyu opened his eyes, touched his forehead, and smiled.
It really hurts.
It hurt so much that he still had that kind of pain vaguely.
As soon as he moved, the sleeping person in his arms woke up dreaming, opened his eyes and saw him, and smiled sweetly: "Master Xue, good morning."
Xue Xiangyu ruthlessly pulled back, ignored his ingratiating smile, pushed him off the bed casually, put on a shirt, and walked to the bathroom. He quite likes this kind of people who are clear in purpose and easy to handle, but unfortunately, liking them is like sexual desire, after venting, it disappears with the ejaculation.
I went to the bathroom to take a shower, and when I came out wearing a loose bathrobe, the person on the bed had already left with interest. Xue Xiangyu was satisfied with the needless to say 419, walked to the window and drew the curtains, opened the window, stood on the balcony, leaned on the guardrail and overlooked the busy traffic below. Probably because the shadow of his childhood was too great, he didn't dare to live alone in too much space anymore, he always felt that something was missing and something was added that he couldn't bear and suffocated him.
So he seldom goes home, often stays out at night, hangs around major hotels, hunts for sex and pleasure in bars, and is greedy for the passion and pleasure of indulgence for a while.
Although the excitement has nothing to do with him, there is always excitement around him.
It's just that after the joy, there is that kind of loneliness that devours people's hearts. Whenever this happens, Xue Xiangyu will think of Zhang Ming inexplicably.
A person who looks cold.
But it has a very warm name.
It is true that the enthusiasm was all fabricated by him, Young Master Xue himself.
Thinking of Zhang Ming, Xue Xiangyu was a little dazed again.
In fact, during the two months when Ye Nanqi was hospitalized, he and Zhang Ming made a little progress.
Because he often went to see Ye Nanqi bumping into each other, Zhang Ming couldn't ignore him anymore. Occasionally he deliberately didn't drive here, but he could still make Zhang Ming send him home. During those two months, he used all the means to pursue the extraordinary, including the pure love letter and gift, the unrestrained flirt directly, and even asked people to surround Zhang Ming after he found out about Zhang Ming's birthday. He forced Zhang Ming to have a meal with him in a fun-themed restaurant.
Zhang Ming is like an old monk in meditation, completely ignoring his flirting. He is not very young, but he is comparable to a veteran cadre.
Xue Xiangyu wasn't too serious, but suddenly wanted to change his taste. Seeing Zhang Ming's serious appearance, he wanted to flirt and bully him with his mouth. He was always curious about what this kind of person tasted like, and whether it would give him a sense of security... It's a bit ridiculous to say that he feels a sense of security, just a target for sex.
So after being directly rejected by Zhang Ming, he became more enthusiastic and pursued him even more enthusiastically. This person is not as easy to deal with as those little stars and male models, he can only wait for every opportunity to go to him.
Until two months ago, Xue Xiangyu bought a house in Zhang Ming's neighborhood with supernatural powers, and appeared in front of him ostentatiously every day, squatting at the door of his house, and when Zhang Ming came home, he followed him into the house shamelessly.
Under Zhang Ming's unbearable disturbance... beat him up.
Xue Xiangyu had never been shameless, and when he was beaten, he made a shocking decision - he made a gesture to jump off the stairs, but Zhang Ming grabbed him by instinct. Taking advantage of that moment, he pressed against Zhang Ming in turn, biting his lip triumphantly in a victorious gesture.
Zhang Ming, who was kissed, froze, or in other words, just went stupid.
I thought it was okay for this playboy to amuse him, but I didn't expect to talk, it is not a gentleman.
Compared with Zhang Ming, a little virgin, Xue Xiangyu, who has traveled in the flowers, has rich experience, and before he was surprised, he used a lot of kissing skills to hold him down.
Zhang Ming was so stimulated that he reacted immediately. In Xue Xiangyu's imagination, there should be a wonderful guiding process afterwards. To give Zhang Ming a wonderful first time, an old driver like him is obliged to do so.
Just when Xue Xiangyu was planning what kind of posture to use for this little bird, how many times to do it, how to coax him after finishing it, or to pull him away indifferently, Zhang Ming suddenly overwhelmed him.
The situation immediately became chaotic.
Xue Xiangyu has always been top, and he was a little dazed when he was overwhelmed. Unexpectedly, even if he was overwhelmed, Zhang Ming's hand stretched out to a place where he had never been visited by humans. He has practiced a little Sanda and Taekwondo, but how could he be better than the special forces from the army.
Fortunately, it didn't make it to the end.
With strong willpower, Zhang Ming let go of him and went into the bathroom. He also hurriedly got up and slipped away. After that, Zhang Ming's attitude directly changed to avoidance compared to the previous one of deliberately ignoring.
until it suddenly disappeared.
Thinking of this, Xue Xiangyu lit a cigarette and took two puffs melancholy. Zhang Ming is obviously not the type he can hold back, and he doesn't want to be the next one, even if he can't forget the one shot that didn't work, it's enough to change his body shape and appearance to be similar to Zhang Ming, why should he still miss him
But thinking about it... seems useless, this little Suzaku doesn't like him, and he didn't know where he flew to for a long time.
After the downfall of the Xue family, the whole family was arrested in sevens and eights, and they basically had to spend the rest of their lives in prison. The annoying person is gone, and the company is being managed again. Xue Xiangyu's life is very leisurely.
His pace of life is unhurried, and he occasionally forgets the time, leading a chaotic life. After more than half a year, when he almost forgot about Zhang Ming, one day he casually checked the entertainment news on the Internet, only to realize that Discovering that the entertainment media was still blowing up the old accounts of last month, Ye Nanqi, who is considered a half-revolutionary compatriot, was nominated for Best Actor at the Cannes Festival for a movie with an unpopular theme.
Seeing Ye Nanqi, he couldn't help but think of Zhang Ming, and his chest felt a little inexplicably hot. Xue Xiangyu made a phone call to Ye Nanqi and asked about Zhang Ming's whereabouts.
Ye Nanqi refused to answer before, but this time, after a long time, he answered him directly.
Zhang Ming was injured when he was on a mission. During the recuperation period, he has decided to go back to city A to study in the military academy.
Most of the soldiers are young, Zhang Ming looks tall, but in fact he is only in his early twenties, it is not bad to go back to the military academy, and he will have a chance to be promoted in the future.
Xue Xiangyu didn't know what state of mind he was in. He asked for Zhang Ming's phone number from Ye Nanqi, but he didn't dare to call.
What are you doing in the past, discussing whether the flowers of the motherland are willing to have a fight with him to end his wish and then part ways
How funny
Xue Xiangyu, who couldn't figure out what he was thinking, just didn't bother to care about it anymore. Knowing that Zhang Ming was in the same city as him now, he felt weird. The employees applauded one after another, thinking that the boss had turned his back on the good and was about to lead them out of Asia and into the world.
In fact, Xue Xiangyu couldn't sit still for a few days at all.
After half a month, he habitually wandered to a nightclub again, went in to watch the lively scene, ordered a glass of wine and looked around, wanting to see if there was anything he liked. It seems that after drinking most of the wine, there are quite a few people who came to hint, but he was not at all interested. It seemed that after Zhang Ming came back, this bunch of goblins couldn't compare to that old cadre.
Xue Xiangyu didn't want to attribute his sudden frigidity to Zhang Ming, but he just couldn't help thinking about it.
What does Zhang Ming look like
The little beauty he had a fling with him half a month ago is already vague, but in the past half a year or so, he still remembers Zhang Ming's appearance clearly.
Zhang Ming's appearance is not as handsome as it is popular nowadays, not as handsome and elegant as Ye Nanqi's, who can make people fall in love with just one look. He looks very upright and handsome, masculine and full of masculinity.
It's not the most conspicuous one, but it makes people feel comfortable and at ease.
— peace of mind.
Xue Xiangyu was half drunk, skipped these two words in his mind, and suddenly understood something.
When he was in a daze, Xue Xiangyu saw a man walking towards him, his silent and steady appearance looked very much like Zhang Ming. He squinted his romantic eyes, thinking that he could take this person away. The man walked up to him, and he reached out to touch his face frivolously, smiling flirtatiously: "Little cutie, I think you look familiar."
Without saying a word, the man took him away with astonishing strength. After that, Xue Xiangyu's consciousness was not very clear, but he was determined to sleep with this person, and he instinctively teased him. He was put on a bed while half asleep and half awake. Human lips, licking and teasing.
Things got a little out of hand after that.
When he woke up, his head was dizzy, and his body seemed to be run over by something. Xue Xiangyu groaned in pain and was dying. Opening his eyes and seeing a strange room, he stayed there for three seconds, enduring some unspeakable pain, leaning on the wall and walking to the bathroom, ripped off the pajamas that were too big for him, and saw hickey marks all over his body .
Young Master Xue, who has been flamboyant, wise and martial for more than twenty years, looked at himself in the mirror in disbelief, and was stunned.
What made him even more dazed was that when he turned his head, he saw Zhang Ming in home clothes, standing indifferently at the door of the bathroom, with a calm expression on his face.
"Come over for breakfast."