Light and shadow and flying dust

Chapter 19

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This world has no nostalgia, but it can't die with peace.

"What happened to Ah Ying?" Shi Guang had just checked out, and just in time to see Cen Fei put down his phone, he vaguely heard what Cen Fei said about being injured, and was very worried.

"A little injured, my assistant is bringing him here, so it shouldn't be a big problem." Cen Fei gently embraced Shi Guang's shoulder comfortingly, "Is everything checked? Let's go to Professor Zhang's office first."

"I'm very worried." Time gently broke away from Cen Fei's hand, held his arm instead, looked up at him with worry in his eyes, "I'm very worried, I'm afraid Aying will do something stupid."

"how come?"

"You don't know...he's stupid and fragile, he's not what he looks like." Time's eye circles were a little red, "I've seen him self-mutilate, it's terrible... he took an embroidery needle and secretly put it on the inside of his arm. needle."

Cen Fei's heart twitched, his scalp went numb, and goosebumps all over his body instantly stood up: "When did it happen?"

"Two years ago. He was probably really under a lot of pressure at that time, and he didn't dare to say anything else about me, just torturing himself like this... He is very stupid, and I am very scared." Time said, his eyes were already wet, Holding Cen Fei's hand tighter and tighter, "Don't let him know that we met, I... I will go to work in City G after the next year, so I can pretend that what happened today didn't happen, okay? I beg you, Cen Fei, since he If you like you now, you promise me to take good care of him, just look at us... look at our previous love, please."

"You..." Cen Fei was speechless, and after a long while, he smiled wryly like a sigh, "He really likes me? Are you sure?"

"I like him, you like him too, don't you?" Shi Guang's eyelashes trembled slightly, and tears overflowed from his eyes, tremblingly sliding down his cheeks, "I promise you, I will live a good life, don't worry about it." I worry."

"But he told me that he chose you." Cen Fei's eyes were astringent, as was his voice, "He came to ask me, he climbed into my bed, just to let me help him transfer schools, so that he can go with you City G."

The surprise in Shi Guang's eyes flashed past, and then he shook his head vigorously: "No, it's not like that, he likes you... I know his, if he doesn't like you, he won't sleep with you."

"What about you? Do you like him?" Cen Fei asked.

Shi Shi was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously wanted to nod, but felt that he shouldn't nod now, so he just stood there.

"Or do you like me?" Cen Fei stared into his eyes with a cruel smile on his lips, "Oh yes, you forgot about me."

Shi Guang let go of Cen Fei's arm in a daze, staggered back a step, and wanted to run away for a moment.

Unexpectedly, the man in front of him suddenly exerted strength and put his arms around his waist, leaving him nowhere to escape.

The two chests were pressed tightly together, each other's heartbeats beat each other back and forth, the tips of their noses almost collided, every breath seemed to carry the other's breath, messy and confusing.

"You two brothers are really bad." Cen Fei stared at Shi Shi closely, "One after the other came to provoke me, and then turned around and patted my ass and left... Then what am I? You want to lose it if you want it Lost toy?"

"Yes, I like Shiying. He has his cuteness. But I also like you, and of course I won't let you go."

"If you provoke me, you will be responsible for me for the rest of your life."

"He is still young and has a bright future. I can give him a hand and send him a ride. But even if he flies thousands of miles away in the future, I will be the one holding the string of the kite."

"As for you, no matter how many years you have left to live... Whether you are alive and kicking, or you are incapacitated, I must be present for the rest of your life."

"Time, did you hear clearly?"

Time seems to be charmed, entangled eyes with Cen Fei, confused and tormented, but inexplicably ready to move, like a dry grassland that has been scorched by the scorching sun to the point of dying, quietly, but It was hot as if something was brewing, as if at any moment a small wildfire might create a big commotion that would destroy the world.

"Three people together." Cen Fei's eyes were extremely gentle, and he paused every word, "Three people, no one will leave the other, and no one will leave the other behind."

With a "click", a wild spark fell.

twenty one.

The outpatient department of the private hospital is especially quiet at night, almost eerily quiet, only a few lights are turned on in the corridor, and there is no one.

After coming out of the emergency room, Shi Ying persuaded Xiao Yang and Shen Xinyue to leave, and walked slowly to the waiting room of the oncology clinic by himself, only his uneven footsteps remained in the quiet environment.

When he was fighting, he held on so hard that he didn't feel the pain until he entered the hospital. The pain became numb later, for example, now, he didn't feel any pain at all.

Even the brain has turned into an old broken TV, unable to see or hear anything but white snowflakes all over the screen.

Shi Ying was suddenly not so afraid, as if a heinous prisoner was indifferent to the court trial after a long escape... It was time for the dust to settle.

When opening the door of the waiting room, Shi Ying saw Cen Fei sitting alone on a chair, raising his head to look at him, as if he had been waiting for a long time.

But time is not there.

"Are you okay, Ah Ying? Are you seriously injured?" Cen Fei stood up as soon as he saw him, and walked over to help him, "Where's Xiao Yang? I asked him to accompany you up."

"Where's my brother?" Shi Ying asked in a calm tone.

"Your brother is fine. Come and sit down, let me see the wound." Cen Fei pulled Shi Ying to sit down on the sofa chair, "Didn't you say you have an exam this week? Why are you so good at fighting with your classmates?"

"Where's my brother?" Shi Ying asked again.

"When you grow up, don't always worry us. Remember to take good care of yourself in the future, and don't always be so impulsive."

Something flashed in Shiying's eyes, strong emotions surged up, and he suppressed them forcibly: "Where is my brother? Where is my brother?"

"He's gone to rest." Cen Fei put on a businesslike look, and even fetched him a cup of warm water from the water dispenser next to him, "Your brother has a lump in his heart, and he doesn't want to see you for the time being. I think you know Why, right?"

"He... he remembered?" Shi Ying finally showed a crack in the tough disguise on his face.

"Well, there happened to be two American experts here today, and after helping him treat him, I remembered them all." Cen Fei said, "We thought about it, and you deliberately concealed this matter mainly because of some inappropriate things. The best way to think about it is to send you abroad, so you won’t be thinking about it if you don’t see it.”

"Send me abroad?" Shi Ying's eyes widened in horror, "No, it's impossible... Is my brother going to send me abroad, or do you want to drive me away?"

"This is our mutual decision. I think this is better for you. Shiying, I would like to admit defeat, you are out." After finishing speaking, Cen Fei folded his arms and quietly waited for Shiying's reaction.

Shi Ying collapsed almost immediately, but still held back his tears, trembling like chaff, almost gnashing his teeth when he spoke: "I don't believe it, you're lying to me."

"I lied to you? You have been lying to us all this time, right?" Cen Fei said coldly, "Shiying, you probably don't know how deep my relationship with your brother is. If it wasn't for him being sick and forgetting, depending on you, Don’t even think about getting involved.”

"After he remembered it just now, he felt that it was difficult to face you now, and I also encountered the same embarrassment."

"We thought it over and decided that it would be better to send you abroad. You are very talented in music. I have been delayed in China these years. I will find a good school for you. Do you want to go to Europe or the United States?"

Shi Ying stared blankly at Cen Fei, clenched his fists tightly: "My brother will not send me away, he said that we will never be separated... You are lying to me, Cen Fei, you are a liar!"

"Liar? Who is the liar?" Cen Fei was a bit out of touch for a while, he felt morbidly that when he said cruel words to the scarred young man in front of him, he actually had a tinge of painful pleasure, " Shiying, do you know what you have done? Since you have a deep love for Xiaoguang, why did you come to provoke me in the first place?"

The tears in Shiying's eyes rebelliously escaped, and slid down his cheeks. When they flowed over the swollen corners of his mouth, they suddenly changed course and fell into his mouth, which tasted like bitter fruit.

"You don't understand, you don't understand..." Shiying smiled nervously and shook his head, "People like me... Forget it, I don't understand, why did it become like this..."

"I was just curious and wanted to know what's so good about you. Why would he like you?"

"Later I found out, but...but..."

"Hehe, what's the point of saying this now? You like him, he likes you, you are a perfect match, and me? I'm just a thief."

"It's not mine, it's not mine. When the time comes, there will be nothing left..." The light in the young man's eyes was shattered, but he stubbornly refused to bow his head. "I just can't figure it out. My brother and I have gone through so much. Things, no matter how difficult it is, why did he decide to choose you? What have you done for him?"

"And you, you said it so nicely, saying you like me? You just treat me as his substitute, why are you pretending to be infatuated? Where do you have the right to accuse me? You are hypocritical... hypocritical!"

Cen Fei stepped forward, hugged the frail young man tightly, and pressed his face into his shoulder: "A Ying, are you finally willing to speak the truth?"

"None of your business!" The injured little beast pushed Cen Fei away, making the last resistance, "Aren't you just