Light and shadow and flying dust

Chapter 21

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Shi Ying's eyes were wet, and he yelled fiercely at Cen Fei, "Or are you afraid that if I die, my brother will hate you forever?"

"You..." Cen Fei's eyes were red, he gritted his teeth, and was speechless for a long time: How could there be such a person? Is this God sent to torture me? Time is harmless to humans and animals, but Shi Ying is helpless to humans and animals!

"Aying, that's not the case." Shi Guang hugged his younger brother's neck tightly, almost crying, "You have to be well, we all hope you are well, you know..."

"'We'?" Shi Ying fell into a daze because of this ambiguous title, he suddenly stopped struggling, just turned his face in a daze, looked at his right hand that was still bleeding, and murmured, "You are 'we' , then who am I..."

"'We' are the three of us, your brother, you, and me... I'm sorry, I lied to you just now." Cen Fei calmed down, took a deep breath, and helped Shiying stand up. It was wet and cold on the rooftop, and Shi Ying had an injury on his hand, so Cen Fei didn't want to delay at this time.

"Xiaoguang, help me, first go to the emergency room to treat the wound, this is not the place to talk."

"What... what do you mean?" Shi Ying stood up sluggishly and docilely, looked at Cen Fei for a while, and then at Shi Shi for a while, obviously stunned by the huge amount of information in these words, "Brother, you remember everything Yet?"

"I don't know, I don't remember..." Time quickly wiped away tears, held his brother's other arm, and said with his head down, "I listen to you, whatever you say... I listen to you."

"Yes, listen to you, you are the boss. Now the right to choose is not in my hands, nor in your brother's hands, it's all up to you." Cen Fei helped him walk to the elevator room, while persuading, "Now you There are three choices. First, choose your brother, and the two of you will go to City G, as you planned at the beginning. But I will definitely not let you go just like this, so I will probably continue to harass you until you agree to three people. Second, you choose me and let your brother go to City G alone, but you will never forget Xiaoguang, and I am the same, so there will still be three people in the end. The third way is that we simply will be three from now on. Individuals, three together."

Shi Ying was dumbfounded by his rapid-fire assumptions, and stared at him blankly, as if he had been bluffed.

"So you see, the end result is the same." Cen Fei said, "Xiaoguang, what do you think?"

"Ah?" For some unknown reason, Time suddenly asked himself, and said blankly, "I don't know..."

"Then you are firmly against it?"

"Ah? This... no."

"Look, your brother has already agreed." Cen Fei quickly changed the concept and said to Shiying, "So as long as you agree, this matter has found the most perfect solution."

"Three people..." Shi Ying thought for a long time, smiled wryly, and shook his head, "Three people...that's ridiculous, how is it possible?"

"Three people are absurd? Or homosexuality is absurd? Or incest is even more absurd?"

"You..." Shiying was at a loss for words, his mind was in a mess, and he couldn't find a reason to refute after searching for a long time.

He couldn't help recalling the feeling of being at the end of the road just now, and wished he could jump off the rooftop to finish it off... But he hesitated. He is not afraid of death, but he is afraid that his brother will be distraught after losing him. But if the elder brother chooses Cen Fei, how can he be willing to return to the position of the younger brother? Not to mention the strange relationship between him and Cen Fei, the words "sister-in-law" or "brother-in-law" somewhat made him feel uneasy. Looking at it from another angle, even if Cen Fei chooses himself, where should they put his brother? This question is almost unsolvable unless there are three people... But how can three people be fair

"I don't need your sympathy." Shi Ying bit her lip and whispered.

"It's not sympathy, we all love you." Cen Fei said, "I should be the one being sympathized with, right? You brothers have deep feelings, but you want to break up with me, and your brother doesn't remember me anymore... you Can I be miserable?"

Shi Guang frowned when he heard the words, turned his head to look at Cen Fei, wanted to say something, but didn't know how to say it. At this time, he saw Cen Fei smiling at him, and suddenly he felt a little better, and he felt relieved.

"I haven't remembered it yet," Shi Shi's tone and expression are as gentle, "I don't know if I will remember it in the future, and I'm not even sure how long I can live... But Ah Ying, no matter what, you are my best friend." my dear."

When Shi Ying heard this, he was taken aback: "Brother, what do you mean! Could it be that the results of the physical examination..."

"No problem for the time being." Cen Fei held Shi Ying's hand tightly, "Life is short, why not have fun while you can?"

Shi Ying was silent again, he lowered his head, and fell into difficult thinking again, but at this time the entanglement and bitterness between his brows had faded a lot. Cen Fei knew that Shi Ying had actually accepted it.

"Is there anything you don't understand? Tell me." Cen Fei said.

"Three people... there is no way to be fair." Shi Ying frowned.

"How can it be impossible?"

"Let's talk about sleeping..." Shiying said awkwardly, "Are you going to sleep together? Who will sleep in the middle?"

Cen Fei and Shi Shi were taken aback when they heard the words.

Shi Shi coughed lightly, and quietly turned his face away.

Cen Fei couldn't help laughing: "How about letting you sleep in the middle?"

"I... who is going to sleep in the middle!" Shi Ying's face flushed red, and he gave Cen Fei a harmless look, "I don't want to sleep next to you!"

"Then let your brother sleep in the middle." Cen Fei looked at him with a smile, and looked at the same shy and cute time, "Then it's such a happy decision, the three of us will go home together tonight."

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twenty three.

Fortunately, Shiying's hand injury is not too serious, but it is not serious, at least he will not be able to take the exam tomorrow, and I am afraid that he will not be able to play the violin proficiently in the next half month.

Cen Fei was angry and impatient after hearing what the doctor said, wishing to scold him, but once he imagined his sadness and despair just now, he couldn't bear to criticize him any more.

Shi Shi didn't show any signs of anger or reproach at all, he just touched his younger brother's injured hand distressedly and said, "I'll help you take a bath when you get home tonight."

"I don't want it." Shi Ying awkwardly refused, then turned around and glared at Cen Fei, "What are you looking at!"

"You look good." Cen Fei said, "Let me wash it for you."

In the end, it was the "two elder brothers" who pushed him into the bathtub to take a bath together.

At first, Shiying struggled and moved around, losing his temper like a child, but in the end, seeing that resistance was hopeless, he had no choice but to let them attack him.

Before that, Cen Fei took them to the small rental house where they lived to get their things.

All the belongings of the two brothers are not enough to fill two large suitcases. It is no exaggeration to say that the house is bare, and the damp, cold and dilapidated environment makes Cen Fei even more worried. He really wants to grab Shiying again It’s a blessing—you don’t enjoy it, but you want to hide and suffer in fear, what a selfish and stupid little thing!

"Cen Fei, I think this is very strange now." Shi Ying sat in the bathtub, and as soon as he moved his hand, Cen Fei grabbed his wrist, fearing that he would get wet.

"What's so strange?" Cen Fei asked.

"I think... I'm like a pet." Shi Ying twisted his body, probably feeling a little itchy from Shi Shi's touch, "Big dog or something... Shall I make a 'woof'?"

Shi Shi smiled sullenly, and gently scrubbed the bruises left by his brother's body from the fight: "The dog is much more honest than you. Ah Ying, promise me, don't hurt yourself again, okay?"

"I'm sorry." Shi Ying flattened his mouth, "I just... feel bad... just feel bad..."

"If you know it's hard, don't hide things next time." Cen Fei said, "Aren't your brother and I worthy of your trust?"

"It's not that I don't trust you..." Shi Ying's voice was very low.

"It's because you don't trust yourself." Cen Fei glanced at the time next to him, "You two brothers are the same. You don't believe that you can overcome difficulties, and you don't believe that you are good enough to deserve happiness."

The two brothers looked at each other and lowered their heads in unison.

Cen Fei thought they were a little funny, but also a little cute, he helped Shi Guang's head, and kissed him on the cheek.

Shi Guang was taken aback, blinking his deer-like eyes at him, he didn't pay attention to the seriousness of his hand, and rubbed his brother sorely.

"Hey!" Shiying cried out in pain, and also stared at Cen Fei, "You you you!"

"What about me?" Cen Fei hooked the corners of his lips.

"You... don't be a hooligan, Cen Fei, my brother still doesn't remember you!" Shi Ying said sourly.

Cen Fei chuckled, and simply kissed his wet face: "Jealous?"

"Eat... eat your sister!" The little monster who had been quiet for a while began to thump again, splashing a lot of water.

Cen Fei dodged with a smile: "Hey, don't get your hands wet."

Shi Shi grinned and dodged, and finally laughed out loud in relief. His heart, which had been uneasy for a long time, fell gently, and it really fell into a warm and soft place, like someone's palm.

If he was not sure whether this choice was correct just now, at least now he feels that things are developing in a good direction.

How strange, he thought, three people, shocking the world, and even Cen Fei was just a stranger to him who he had known for less than a day, yet he didn't feel the slightest discomfort.

The younger brother looks happy too, even from afar