Hearing Gu Chenbai's words, Tu Yan felt a stab in his heart.
It was sour and numb, and after a few seconds, there was pain again.
He paused for a while, slowly buttoned his neckline at the corner of the stairs, took a deep breath, and went downstairs to push the door open.
The foreign body sensation between his legs has not disappeared, his limbs are soft, he leaned on the steering wheel and stayed silent for a while, but he always remembered Gu Chenbai for no reason, and how he looked when he was asleep, so he put the car music on. Open.
Before I finished listening to a song, someone suddenly called.
Tu Yan thought it was the manager and was about to connect, but when he saw the caller's name clearly, his finger on the screen stopped immediately, he turned off the car music, then opened the car window to let in some cold air, and waited for the whole thing. When everyone regained consciousness, they answered the phone.
"Xiaoyan, are you busy? Why did it take so long to pick up?"
Tu Yan was stunned. When was the last time he heard Qi Lan's voice? It seems that on the night he got the certificate half a year ago, Qi Lan called and told him: I'm sorry, Xiaoyan, there is something wrong with my mother and I can't go back to China, but I still wish you a happy wedding.
Tu Yan paused and said casually, "I didn't hear it just now, what's the matter?"
Qi Lan should be staying in the corner of a certain celebrity club and calling Tu Yan, so the background sound is the sound of changing cups, she said, "I heard Tu Feihong say, you and the second young master of the Gu family are divorced? "
"Um."
Qi Lan chuckled: "Why?"
Tu Yan said irritably, "No reason."
"Okay, don't ask Mom, it's your own decision, Mom supports all your choices, even if Tu Feihong is about to die of anger, he said that he didn't answer the call to you, and now the Gu family wants to cancel the cooperation with him, His hard work for half a year is going to be ruined again," Qi Lan seemed to be telling a joke, without any affection, she continued: "I don't care how he is, I just want to ask you how you are now?"
"It's okay," Tu Yan looked at the rearview mirror indifferently, and unconsciously tapped the leather cover of the steering wheel with his fingertips, "What's the big deal about divorce, you've been divorced for so many years and have lived well?"
Qi Lan put away her smile and asked solemnly, "So you want to use your divorce to get revenge on me and your father? Make us feel guilty?"
"I do not have."
"Xiaoyan, my mother said a long time ago that if my failed marriage with your father made you fear marriage, then I'm sorry, but it's an irreversible thing, and I won't go to reconcile with Tu Feihong because of you. , it will never be possible.”
Qi Lan walked to a more secluded place, "You are already so old, why don't you understand that love and family are just the embellishment of life, not the whole of life—"
Tu Yan stopped Qi Lan's cliché and said, "You think too much, my divorce has nothing to do with you."
"Well, mom is just worried about your emotions, nothing else, you can find friends to play, go on a trip, or come to mom's place to play."
Just as Tu Yan was about to speak, he heard a burst of noise from Qi Lan's end. Qi Lan covered the microphone and said, "Xiao Yan, Mom has something to deal with here, so hang up first."
Tu Yan held the phone blankly, and after half a minute, he touched the power button, turning the interface black.
Today is a full month after his divorce.
He rolled the sheets with his ex-husband that day.
It was only today that his mother remembered to send him a belated "Happy Divorce".
Everything is ridiculous.
…
Sometimes Tu Yan really envies Gu Chenbai, because Gu Chenbai has the family who loves him the most in the world.
What made Tu Yan still fresh in his memory was Gu Chenbai's birthday, in the middle of June when the weather was fine.
At that time, he and Gu Chenbai had been married for more than a month, and they were still half-familiar. Of course, the "unfamiliar" part was the result of Tu Yan's step-by-step retreat. Gu Chenbai was still as tireless as before. Be nice to him without asking for anything in return.
After breakfast, Gu Chenbai put the tableware and chopsticks into the dishwasher, then hesitated, and asked Tu Yan softly: "Yanyan, today is my birthday, my parents held a small birthday party for me at home, no Outsiders, my parents, my brother, and my grandmother, would you like to participate?"
Tu Yan shook his head reflexively, "No."
Gu Chenbai's eyes were a little sad, but he still smiled and said to Tu Yan, "It's okay, then I'll try to come back as early as possible in the evening and make dinner for you."
Tu Yan knew that Gu Chenbai was disappointed, and at that moment he even wanted to say more cruel words to make Gu Chenbai even more disappointed, so that Gu Chenbai could slowly give up his love for him
But he didn't say anything, but ran out uncontrollably: "Forget it, I'll participate."
Gu Chenbai was very surprised, turned around and called his mother, telling her mother what Tu Yan likes to eat and what he doesn't like to eat.
After arriving at the Gu family's mansion, Tu Yan realized that the Gu family really loves Gu Chenbai very much. They are all dressed very grandly, and everyone has prepared gifts for Gu Chenbai.
Mother Gu even prepared gifts for Tu Yan from Aiwu and Wudi, which is a limited edition watch.
Gu Chenbai's grandfather had a gentle face, and he looked like a laughing old man. He showed Gu Chenbai the functions of his newly learned mobile phone, and said that he could even shop online.
Gu Chenbai's grandmother slapped her grandfather's shoulder, "How dare you say, who bought a massage chair, and then filled in the wrong address to Chaocheng's house?"
Grandpa said unconvinced, "I just bought it for Chaocheng!"
Gu Chenbai deliberately made Grandpa laugh: "Grandpa, why don't you buy one for me too?"
Grandpa hurriedly said, "Buy it! Buy it now!"
Gu Chenbai smiled and held grandpa's hand, "Farewell, grandpa, you should buy less, be careful that grandma freezes your bank card."
Grandpa wanted to be very face, straightened his waist and stared: "She dares!"
Tu Yan watched quietly, Gu Chenbai quickly noticed him, sat beside him with a cane, lowered his head and asked him, "Yanyan, are you hungry? Would you like some cake?"
Tu Yan shook his head, turned his face away, and returned to his previous indifference.
When Gu Chaocheng arrived, this was what he saw.
- Gu Chenbai carefully coaxed Tu Yan to be happy, but Tu Yan ignored him with a cold face.
He came over, shouted "Shen Bai", and then brought the paper bag in his hand to Gu Chenbai, "Happy birthday."
Gu Chenbai smiled, took the gift, then shook hands with Gu Chaocheng, and bumped the back of his hand very slightly, "Thank you, brother."
When Tu Yan saw the packaging bag in Gu Chenbai's hand, he was suddenly stunned.
Gu Chaocheng hummed lightly, "Where's your gift? You should only know about Shen Bai's birthday today, right?"
Tu Yan did not speak.
Gu Chenbai glanced at Gu Chaocheng reproachfully, then lightly hugged Tu Yan's shoulder, and said with relief, "It's okay, Yanyan, it's already the best gift that you can accompany me here."
Gu Chaocheng let out a sigh of relief as he watched the excitement beside him.
Tu Yan pushed Gu Chenbai away and walked to the balcony alone, Gu Chenbai hurriedly chased after him.
Tu Yan didn't know why he suddenly wanted to cry. He obviously hated crying the most. The directors he worked with all said that he was fine in everything, but he couldn't cry when he was crying.
He wiped his tears with Gu Chenbai on his back, but after wiping the tears, the snot came out again. He just took two breaths when Gu Chenbai handed a tissue next to him.
"Yanyan, what's wrong?"
Tu Yan took a tissue and blew his nose, then muttered and asked, "Your parents love you so much, why isn't Gu Chaocheng jealous?"
Gu Chenbai laughed, "Probably because of my disability?"
"But Gu Chaocheng is also very kind to you, and everyone is very kind to you."
Gu Chenbai got closer and asked nervously, "Yanyan, what's the matter with you?"
"I—" I'm jealous that you're favored by everyone.
Tu Yan has never been so vulnerable, he cried like a child, and said, "My parents never gave me a birthday."
Gu Chenbai hurriedly took Tu Yan into his arms, patted his back lightly, and Tu Yan buried his face in Gu Chenbai's neck and cried, crying so hard that it took a long time to recover.
After recovering, he felt ashamed again, pushed Gu Chenbai away, turned his back and wiped the snot and tears all over his face.
Gu Chenbai didn't speak, and quietly stayed by Tu Yan's side.
"I'm not as pitiful as you think, you are not allowed to sympathize with me." Tu Yan said fiercely.
Gu Chenbai said sympathetically, "Okay."
After a long while, Tu Yan turned around, clenched his hand into a fist and raised it in front of Gu Chenbai, and ordered, "Hand out, I'll give you a gift."
"Oh?" Gu Chenbai raised his eyebrows and spread his hands obediently.
Tu Yan smashed his fist into Gu Chenbai's palm, and then put something on Gu Chenbai's hand. Gu Chenbai looked down and saw that it was the ball of paper he wiped his nose and tears.
Seeing how Gu Chenbai was being groomed, Tu Yan burst into laughter, Gu Chenbai pretended to be annoyed and threw the paper ball into the trash can, then turned around and scratched Tu Yan's nose, "You know that you bullied me. ."
Tu Yan was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "Actually, I bought you a gift, but it's exactly the same as the one your brother bought."
Because Gu Chenbai likes photography, they all bought the latest cameras. The gift was bought a few days ago. He accidentally saw Gu Chenbai's ID card and knew that his birthday was July 9th. Before going to bed, he somehow clicked into a shopping app, and then searched for the new camera.
He also didn't expect that he would take the initiative to buy gifts for Gu Chenbai, let alone that he would bump into gifts with Gu Chaocheng.
Tu Yan took out the gift box that he had hidden behind the sofa pillow, and showed it to Gu Chenbai, "Since you already have one, then I..."
Gu Chenbai hurriedly grabbed it and put it away carefully, then took Tu Yan's hand, walked to the center of the living room, and stuffed the gift from Gu Chaocheng back into the hands of Gu Chaocheng who was playing with the bird.
Gu Chaocheng looked at them dumbfounded.
"Brother, Yanyan has already given me the exact same one, you can keep this for yourself, I will take it from you."
Tu Yan blinked, and heard Gu Chenbai leaning into his ear and saying to him, "Yanyan, you are also a favored child."