Tu Yan's house was bought for him by the agent. It is a hardcover room and can live right away. At that time, Tu Yan only stated the location and room type requirements. The agent asked him what style he wanted.
Anyway, I live alone, and I don't go back to filming outside on weekdays. No matter how well decorated it is, it's useless.
Tu Yan has no concept of the word home, let alone a sense of belonging.
So when the agent told him in embarrassment that "there is a suitable house, but the decoration style is a bit old-fashioned", Tu Yan didn't think about it, waved his hand and said that it doesn't matter, no need to redecorate, and then transferred the money.
So the ring chandelier on the top of the living room was left behind. Although the shape was outdated, the brightness was always high. Every time Tu Yan walked from the bedroom to the living room, he still had to squint his eyes.
He opened the door, stepped out, and saw Gu Chenbai sitting on the edge of the sofa, buttoning up his pajamas. The bright white light complemented his profile. His hair was not completely dried and fell into a few locks. In front of his forehead, it added a little unruly to his quiet temperament, which reminded Tu Yan of the photos of Gu Chenbai playing basketball when he was fifteen or sixteen years old.
Tu Yan was confused, he walked towards Gu Chenbai.
Gu Chenbai turned his head when he heard the sound. He was stunned for a moment when he saw Tu Yan's clothes, but he quickly regained his calm, fastened the last button, and asked Tu Yan, "What's wrong?"
Tu Yan didn't speak, he stretched out his hand, took off the necklace around his neck, and sent it to Gu Chenbai.
Gu Chenbai's face changed slightly, but he didn't answer.
Tu Yan pressed the buckle of the thin chain, took off the wedding ring, pulled Gu Chenbai's hand again, and put the ring in Gu Chenbai's palm. The ring is a very simple style, but there is a very small hollow on the left and right. If you look closely, it is two rabbit ears. The inside of the ring is also engraved with Tu Yan's initials.
"When did you make this ring?" Tu Yan asked.
Gu Chenbai replied, "Two days before the wedding."
"Crooked and twisted, good soil," Tu Yan commented, "You carved it yourself, right?"
Gu Chenbai looked at the ring in his hand and said with a chuckle, "Yeah, I'm learning now. The wedding date is too close to be customized."
"What were you thinking when you carved this?"
Gu Chenbai looked at Tu Yan with unclear meaning in his eyes, and said, "Thinking about it, you might dislike it."
Tu Yan lifted the quilt and sat down beside Gu Chenbai, "I don't dislike it."
He asked again, "What else are you thinking about?"
"You're going to marry me, like a dream, unreal."
"It's a pity I broke your dream."
Gu Chenbai smiled, shook his head and said, "No."
Tu Yan sat back, Gu Chenbai took the pillow and placed it behind his waist, Tu Yan leaned on it, quietly watching Gu Chenbai, Gu Chenbai's eyes fell on Tu Yan's body, watching his hair The fluffy collar, the delicate skin almost as white as pajamas, and the half-cut waist protruding from the hem.
Tu Yan got straight to the point and went straight to the point, "Who is Xiao Chu?"
Gu Chenbai told the truth, "I really don't remember this person."
"What about Miss Ruan?"
Gu Chenbai raised his eyebrows, "Miss Ruan?"
Tu Yan's eavesdropping was also righteous, and raised his chin towards Gu Chenbai, urging him to answer.
"She and I were childhood sweethearts and grew up together. She is beta. In the past, the two families used to joke that we would get married after graduation."
Before Tu Yan could say anything, tears fell out and fell on the flannel sleeves silently. Tu Yan pretended to rub his eyes, secretly wiped his eyes, and asked, "Then why aren't you married?"
Gu Chenbai didn't answer and asked, "Then why didn't you stay with Qi He?"
Scrub speech.
He wanted to say: because he didn't like it.
But he was afraid of Gu Chenbai's questioning, so he closed his mouth.
Gu Chenbai put the ring on the coffee table and smiled, "Bunny, we will be like this in the future. If you don't say anything, I won't answer your questions."
Tu Yan stared at Gu Chenbai with red eyes, and it took a long time for him to say, "I don't like him."
"I don't like Miss Ruan either." Gu Chenbai looked at Tu Yan and said word by word, then reached out to help him wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"Then why did you invite her to dinner?"
"Why are you jealous?" Gu Chenbai asked rhetorically, as if he had made up his mind to force Tu Yan to speak.
But that is the forbidden area for Tu Yan. It is the city wall that Tu Yan has built over the years. If this city wall is defeated, Tu Yan will be like a person who has been stripped and put on the street to show the public, and he will fall into a bottomless abyss. , there is no way out.
He can't put his emotional switch into the hands of another person.
"Gu Chenbai! You leave my house, this is my house, I don't need you to take care of me, you leave it for me." Tu Yan suddenly jumped off the sofa, he smashed the empty necklace into Gu Chenbai's hand, Pointing to the door and ordering.
Gu Chenbai took a deep look at Tu Yan, then took out a set of clean clothes from the paper bag sent by Gu Chaocheng, unhurriedly unbuttoned his pajamas, and prepared to put them on. Tu Yan clenched his cuffs tightly, his lips were Bite the bloody smell.
He had a lot of things he wanted to say to Gu Chenbai, but he always screwed up, he couldn't control his emotions, he clearly wanted to ask Gu Chenbai if he still loved him, but when the words came to his lips, they turned into knives.
In fact, he hurts more than Gu Chenbai.
Gu Chenbai put on his clothes, got up holding his cane, and walked around Tu Yan to the door.
Gu Chenbai's every step was smeared in Ling Chi.
The sound of turning the doorknob was the last straw that broke Tu Yan, he chased after him, pushed away Gu Chenbai's hand, squeezed in front of him, blocked the doorknob with his body, and cried while saying, "I still have a request."
"you say."
"Can you touch him, okay?" Tu Yan pointed to his stomach, and then said in tears: "You touch him... Although he is still very young, I don't know if he can grow up smoothly... but you touch him. He, he will feel it, just once, just once, please, there will be no chance in the future."
Tu Yan lowered his head and cried, he didn't see the tears in Gu Chenbai's eyes.
Gu Chenbai stretched out his hand, reached into the hem of Tu Yan's pajamas, and covered Tu Yan's flat abdomen, where a small life was born.
That's his little bunny.
Tu Yan was trembling, tears filling his face, but he was afraid of being looked down upon by Gu Chenbai, so he wiped and wiped with the sleeve of his pajamas, Gu Chenbai pulled his arm down, and then hugged him tightly He got into his arms and said helplessly, "Little fool."
Tu Yan was stunned for a second, then quickly hugged Gu Chenbai back. He buried his face in Gu Chenbai's neck and asked, "You, are you not leaving?"
Gu Chenbai didn't ask back this time, "I'm not leaving, and I didn't even think about leaving. If you don't stop me, I'll find an excuse and stay cheeky."
Tu Yan looked at him with teary eyes, hoping for an answer.
"I love you, from start to finish, it hasn't changed."
"I wanted to force you to say everything clearly, but seeing you cry broke my heart."
"The child is mine, I know, you came during the susceptible period, and I also know that I lied in the afternoon."
"I don't want to force you to say that you love me, I just want you to tell me why you don't dare to say it? What happened to you when you were a child, what unhappiness did you experience, those grievances and worries that couldn't be expressed in words? , I hope you can tell me."
"You are always one hundred percent with me. It is a fixed value set by God from the day you appeared."
"I think it's cute even when you lose your temper."
"Of course, the divorce was a little bit unlovable. I was so angry that I wanted to take you back and put you in the little dark room, but I didn't expect you to run back the next day and help me—"
Tu Yan covered Gu Chenbai's mouth, preventing him from speaking.
Gu Chenbai wanted to say something, he bit Tu Yan's little finger and leaned close to Tu Yan's ear, "I remember what you did and what you said. You said 'husband, I was wrong'."
"No—" Tu Yan subconsciously denied it, but was silent in Gu Chenbai's eyes.
"Baby Rabbit." Gu Chenbai returned to his usual flirtatiousness, kissed Tu Yan's lips, and called him gently.
Tu Yan sniffed and said vaguely, "Don't call me by my first and last name."
"Okay." Gu Chenbai said several times, "I love you."
Tu Yan looked at Gu Chenbai and suddenly said, "When I first started in the industry, a producer wanted to unspoken rules for me. He got me drunk and forced me to take medicine. I didn’t agree to him, and even smashed his head with the lamp by the bedside and beat him again. Later, I was hidden in the snow for half a year and used as a background board in various crews for half a year.”
Gu Chenbai rubbed his hand distressedly.
Tu Yan lowered his head and whispered the central idea in his words: "I won't go to bed with someone I don't like."
Gu Chenbai got close and teased Tu Yan like a whisper: "Bunny, you can't turn around when you talk, I'm so stupid, I don't understand."
"You understand." Tu Yan said dully.
Gu Chenbai grinned, kissed Tu Yan's lips, and kissed Tu Yan softly, sticking to Gu Chenbai's body like no bones.
"Go to bed and tell me something slowly, okay?"
Tu Yan still didn't react a bit, so he was dragged into the room by Gu Chenbai in a daze, until he was pressed down by Gu Chenbai, he lifted the hem of his pajamas, and felt Gu Chenbai's lips kissing his lower abdomen When he suddenly returned to God.
"You've been acting all afternoon?"
Gu Chenbai laughed, "Co-author what I just said, didn't you hear it?"
Tu Yan angrily grabbed Gu Chenbai's neckline, and before he uttered a word of cruelty, Gu Chenbai grabbed the back of his neck and put his lips on his lips.
Tu Yan pushed Gu Chenbai and begged for mercy: "Now, I can't do it..."
Gu Chenbai smirked, "Well, I don't do it."
But he didn't stop. He recalled everything that Tu Yan had done during the susceptible period that day, and shamelessly asked Tu Yan if he did the right thing.
Tu Yan put his legs together and was hugged and thrust by Gu Chenbai. He cried too much in one day, and now he was a little dazed in the turbulence. He vaguely felt that Gu Chenbai had suddenly turned into a cunning fox, looking at him like he was looking at a plate of food.
But Gu Chenbai didn't give him a chance to think too much. When he came to orgasm, he turned him over again, lifted the pajamas on his chest, and covered the little red grains of Tu Yan.
Tu Yan didn't even have to lose his temper.
Because Gu Chenbai said that when he was done, he would have to listen to Tu Yan to confess.
For the first time in his life, Tu Yan took the initiative to hook Gu Chenbai's waist and let him do it longer.