Tu Yan did have the idea of canceling the agreement, more than once.
Because Gu Chenbai was so good to him that Tu Yan was reluctant to leave, and when he thought that Gu Chenbai would give his tenderness to another person, Tu Yan would go crazy.
Is it possible for Gu Chenbai to fall in love with someone else
Tu Yan did not dare to ask or think.
Three days before the divorce, it was Grandpa Gu Chenbai's 80th birthday. Tu Yan accompanied Gu Chenbai to the banquet. Because his relationship with Gu Chenbai was not disclosed to the public, he just went to offer a birthday gift and did not leave it behind. down for dinner. When he was about to leave, he heard Gu's father and Gu's mother chatting in the cubicle.
The general idea is that they should not arrange this marriage for Gu Chenbai on their own, not only did not help him, but harmed him instead. Tu Yan doesn't know how to take care of people, and is always calling Gu Chenbai to and fro. He doesn't care about Gu Chenbai's leg injury. Which parent doesn't feel distressed when he sees it...
Tu Yan was sad, and thought with guilt: If Gu Chenbai's parents knew that their son was forced to sign a divorce agreement as soon as he got married, lived a countdown marriage every day, and wholeheartedly treated the initiator, would it be better? sad
Although Mother Gu didn't say it, Tu Yan could hear her overtones. They were dissatisfied with Tu Yan and wanted Gu Chenbai to like someone else.
Tu Yan's unsteady heart finally stopped.
Yeah, why put all the mistakes on that thin divorce agreement? Perhaps the biggest mistake was Tu Yan himself, maybe he was never Gu Chenbai's beloved, he just accumulated blessings in his last life, and in this life he can meet someone like Gu Chenbai to accompany him for a while and heal his wounds. But luck always runs out one day, and Gu Chenbai won't be unlucky enough to fall on him all his life.
Thinking like this, he was relieved, but his heart was stabbed with a needle, and the pain was so painful that his nose was sore, and tears welled up in his eyes. He went around to the bathroom and poured cold water on his face.
He saw his red eyes in the mirror, so fragile and pitiful that he even looked down on him.
Someone stopped next to him, as if he recognized Tu Yan, and was hooking his head to look at Tu Yan's face. Tu Yan hid all his emotions and smiled generously at the people behind. Passersby picked up their mobile phones in surprise and asked Can I take a group photo? Tu Yan nodded in agreement.
After taking the photo, passers-by left, Tu Yan restrained his smile, turned around, and saw Gu Chenbai standing behind him with a cane.
Tu Yan lowered his head and said nothing.
Gu Chenbai came up, reached out and touched the corner of Tu Yan's eyes, "What's wrong?"
He could always notice every little emotional change in Tu Yan.
Tu Yan shook his head, "I'm going home first."
Gu Chenbai pulled him and held his wrist, "I don't worry about you going home alone. When the banquet is over, let's go back together, okay?"
Before Tu Yan could speak, Gu Chenbai coaxed again: "I stole a children's meal for you. It contains your favorite fried chicken and cakes. I'll eat it with you, okay?"
Gu Chenbai pointed upstairs and spoke softly like a child.
"Gu Chenbai, I don't even know how to order food in a restaurant. Besides, when I was in school, I ate alone in the canteen, so I wouldn't feel lonely."
Gu Chenbai smiled, "I know."
Tu Yan looked up at him, they both saw a complex emotion in each other's eyes, the imminent divorce, this emotion filled between them almost all the time, lingering.
"Forget it," Tu Yan couldn't keep looking at Gu Chenbai for more than five seconds, he raised his hand in surrender, and said impatiently, "I'll wait for you here, you can go and accompany your grandfather."
Gu Chenbai opened a room upstairs. He brought more than just children's meals. He almost ordered a table specially for Tu Yan. Tu Yan was stunned, "You are too wasteful."
"I was afraid that his dishes would not suit your taste, so I ordered a few more and you can eat slowly."
He said he was going to leave, but he still sat next to Tu Yan and kissed Tu Yan's face, "Bunny, if you are tired, just sleep for a while and wait for me to come back."
Tu Yan ate half a piece of fried chicken wings with Gu Chenbai's hand, then nodded absentmindedly, and threw Gu Chenbai away.
When Gu Chenbai accompanies Mr. Gu to celebrate his birthday, when he came up to find Tu Yan, Tu Yan was leaning on the bedside to watch his debut movie, Gu Chenbai put his cane beside the cabinet, went to bed and hugged Tu Yan from behind, Putting it on Tu Yan's shoulder, "Bunny, I'm drunk and my head hurts."
Tu Yan hummed and ignored him.
"What a cruel bunny."
Tu Yan stared at the TV screen and suddenly asked Gu Chenbai, "Which scene do you like the most in this film?"
"I like your shots."
"But I'm not good at acting."
"It's very young, but very moving."
Tu Yan didn't believe the man's nonsense, "It sounds nice, you just liked my face."
"It's a lie to say that you don't look at your face, but when I got to know you more, I found that your beauty is more serious than your character, your seriousness in acting, your principles, and even your petty temper. It's all worthless."
Gu Chenbai stroked Tu Yan's face, bullied himself up and kissed him, Tu Yan lay under Gu Chenbai without resisting, and let Gu Chenbai's tongue mess around in his mouth.
After the kiss, Gu Chenbai hugged Tu Yan and slowly said to him, "Treasure, don't have too many burdens, and don't feel any guilt for me. I'm also wrong about marriage. Being so selfish will stop my parents' ridiculous decision, and it won't cause you to leave your job and be forced into an unfamiliar marriage."
"Of course I have dreamed of being with you for the rest of my life, but this is not what I expect most now. What I expect most is that you can be satisfied with everything I have done in the past six months."
Tu Yan subconsciously wanted to grab the quilt, but his hand was held by Gu Chenbai, so he had to grab Gu Chenbai's fingers.
"I want you to get the maximum happiness, so that after you have been loved so hard, you can re-believe in love, pick up your enthusiasm for life, and no longer reject people thousands of miles away. This is my greatest hopefully."
Tu Yan was silent for a long time. He looked at the silver and white wallpaper in front of him and was speechless for a long time.
It wasn't until his eyes were sore that he blinked in hindsight.
He turned around, buried his face on Gu Chenbai's shoulder, then put his arms around Gu Chenbai's waist, and said, "I seem to be in estrus."
Little Rabbit has always been bad at expressing love, but Gu Chenbai didn't expose him, he smiled and said, "Oh, no wonder I smell a milky smell."
He turned over and pressed Tu Yan on the bed, unbuttoned his shirt, Tu Yan stared at Gu Chenbai in a daze, then suddenly raised half of his body and kissed Gu Chenbai's lips.
Gu Chenbai was stunned for a moment, then deepened the kiss.