The heat surged up from Cao Feng's neck, and the roots of his ears were red. He tried hard to hide his emotions, and the upward curvature of the corners of his mouth was not so obvious. : "Well, sleep on brother's lap."
Duan Yuche naturally didn't think so much in his heart, he leaned forward, rested his head on his thigh, and closed his eyes again.
Cao Feng froze for several seconds before picking up the book on the ground, turning to the page he just read, and continuing.
But his mind was not in the book. The code instructions taught in the book seemed to float up. He pretended to be reading a book, but he was actually looking at his brother. It seemed that he was asleep, but he couldn't sleep well. Steady, facing outward at first, then suddenly turned over and turned towards him.
Cao Feng closed his eyes patiently, took a deep breath, and went to read the code tutorial again. At the same time, his face turned red uncontrollably.
When studying in the county seat, many male classmates would blatantly and vulgarly discuss the girls in the class, who have big breasts, who has a good figure, who looks good, and what would it be if they could sleep with her for one night? I feel that he was also dragged into the video room and watched some "vulgar" Hong Kong films, but Cao Feng was never moved. At that age, he only wanted to study. He wanted to live up to his expectations. Get ahead, don't keep those "dirty things" in your mind.
He never imagined that he would be stimulated like this in school, in the library.
Before reading a few pages of the book, the library closed at 5:30, the teacher was going to eat, Cao Feng woke up his younger brother, Duan Yuche sat up, eyes a little blank, Cao Feng wrote down the page numbers, closed the book, and helped him put it away After the pillow, he pulled him to get up: "It's about to close, shall we go to the cafeteria to eat?"
Duan Yuche nodded, was led out by him, went downstairs, and when the cool wind blew, he took off his headphones and slowly woke up.
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The sports meeting was held on Thursday, and last week's monthly test results were almost out, but the school seems to have not announced it for the time being in order to prevent students from being hit by the results. However, Duan Yuche didn't care about this. He went for the exam, but he just walked through the scene and wrote a multiple-choice question. Nothing else was moved.
There are more boys than girls in the class, and more projects are shared with boys.
Cao Feng had to run 3,000 meters, 1,000 meters, long jump, high jump, and a relay race by himself.
It was the day before the sports meeting that Duan Yuche heard Mr. Xiaobo read out the list, and only then did he realize that he had signed up for so many projects, and he had to take care of all the most difficult projects by himself.
Is this exhausting
"Who asked you to report so much?" Duan Yuche couldn't help asking in the car on the way home from school at night.
"I don't know what I've signed up for. The sports committee helped me sign up. He asked me, and I said yes." Cao Feng put a heavy English-Chinese dictionary on his lap. His book was new, ninety-eight. Yuan Yi, he used it day and night, and took it with him at any time, for fear of losing it in the school.
Duan Yuche felt that he was a bit stupid, but Cao Feng himself felt that it was nothing: "I used to go to school, and I had to go down the mountain, and it took ten kilometers to walk." It is no exaggeration to say that he has traveled through mountains and rivers, "So run a little and win glory for the class, it's nothing. "
Duan Yuche didn't know what to say, so he asked Xiao Zhang to stop at the pharmacy outside the community. He got out of the car and bought a box of glucose: "They said they want to drink glucose, put it in your schoolbag and bring it with you tomorrow."
The car drove into the community, and Xiao Zhang parked the car outside the door. Duan Yuche saw that the house was pitch-dark without light from outside, so he asked Xiao Zhang, "Is my dad still off work?"
Xiao Zhang said, "He still has some work to do."
"Why has it been like this lately..." Duan Yuche muttered.
Cao Feng knew in his heart why Duan Shumin often didn't like to go home recently, but he couldn't tell his brother.
He went back to his room, opened his school bag, and took out the class uniform that was just sent out today. It wasn't his, but Duan Yuche's. After it was sent, he kept it in his school bag.
He unwrapped the plastic packaging, and when he took it out, it smelled bad. The fabric of this dress was poor and the tailoring was not good.
Cao Feng didn't choose his own clothes, but this was what Duan Yuche wanted to wear, so he couldn't bear it if it was so expensive and of poor quality.
He knocked on the door with his clothes in his hands, and was just about to ask him to try it out to see if it fit. As soon as he entered the door, he heard him talking on the phone in a language that Cao Feng could not understand—not English.
Duan Yuche seemed a little anxious, as if there was something troublesome on the other end of the overseas phone.
Cao Feng didn't bother him to talk on the phone, he just walked in and put his clothes on the stool at the end of the bed.
Duan Yuche hung up not long after the call.
"Xiao Che, do you want to try the clothes to see if they fit? I'll take them to wash for you later, and wear them tomorrow."
"Okay." The tunic suit is a two-piece suit, Duan Yuche's XL size, with a white shirt inside.
He took off his school uniform and put on his coat.
Cao Feng asked, "Are you talking on the phone with your aunt? Did something happen?"
"It's not my aunt, it's... My neighbor's aunt, my brother who has a good relationship with me left a letter and ran away from home. The aunt sent me an email and asked me if I had any news about him." He put on his tunic suit. button, went to the cloakroom and looked in the mirror, "Is it a little big?"
Cao Feng walked behind him, glanced down at his snow-white neck, gestured with his fingers and said, "The shoulders are a bit wide, and the waist can be tucked in, the length is suitable, I have a sewing kit there, wait for you. Judge."
Duan Yuche gave a "huh" and looked up at him: "Cao Feng, do you still want to change your clothes?"
"I know a little bit. The elders' clothes are no longer worn. I can wear them after changing them. It's very simple." , too pinched waist is not good-looking. He said, "Would you like to try the pants? I'll change it for you later, and my brother will wash it for you."
"Give me your pants."
Cao Feng went to get him his trousers, Duan Yuche bent down in the cloakroom and took off his school trousers, and did not shy away from him.
When Cao Feng turned around, he just saw it, and the action was a pause. He couldn't control his eyes. The slightly loose black tunic suit was put on him, and his legs seemed to be straighter and fairer. It was an ivory glow, and his eyes changed. Going deeper, he turned his head slightly to avoid it, and gave him his pants.
Duan Yuche put it on, got up, walked a few steps and said, "The waist is a little bigger, but the length is still very suitable, so there is no need to change it. Anyway, I only wear it once."
Cao Feng took the tunic suit back to his room, took all the dirty clothes, panties and socks he was wearing, put the dirty clothes next to the washing machine, turned on the lamp in the room, tidy up the messy table top, and used Scissors cut through the shoulders of the garment.
It has been more than two hours since he changed his shirt. Cao Feng squatted in the laundry room and rubbed his underwear for him. The clothes were put into the washing machine in different colors, pressed to dry, and then he knocked on Duan Yuche's door.
Duan Yuche just turned on the computer and was about to search for something. When he saw him coming in, he closed the computer: "You have a game tomorrow morning, why are you still not sleeping?"
"Is there any news from your neighbor?" Cao Feng put the steamed milk on his bedside table.
"Not yet, he left yesterday. Victor is an adult, and he left a letter. The police don't care about this..."
Victor is the missing neighbor.
He threw the computer aside, took a sip of hot milk, remembered to take calcium tablets and vitamins, opened the drawer, and took out several medicine bottles.
"Why did you run away from home? Is there any conflict with your family?"
"There's no big contradiction," Duan Yuche thought about whether coming out of the closet was a contradiction? It didn't seem like it was worth it, he put the medicines into his mouth one by one, chewing them while saying, "Victor said in the letter that he went after freedom and happiness."
When Duan Yuche was young, he went to a neighbor's house to play, and accidentally saw Victor and his male classmate kissing closely in the room, and he knew his little secret.
It wasn't a shocking thing, and although he was still young at the time, he accepted it leniently, and didn't think Victor was a pervert.
Victor begged him to keep it a secret, because of his father's beliefs, homosexuality would be burned to death.
But Duan Yuche has returned to China for several years, and he is not clear about the specific situation of him and his family.
After Cao Feng left, Duan Yuche turned on the computer again and entered the gay dating forum Victor liked. He knew that the other party liked to meet friends on this Internet. He was afraid that he might run away from home because he met someone, so he thought of coming up. See if there is any useful information.
After shopping for more than ten minutes, he found Victor's account, which had not been updated for a long time.