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"Cry," Zhang Yuchuan held up Zhang Jinyan's face that was soaked with tears, and kissed her slowly from his forehead to his chin, his movements as gentle as a flying feather, "In front of me, you no longer have to suppress your emotions. "
Zhang Jinyan calmly took out a paper drawer from the bedside table, pulled out two pieces of paper, wiped his tears and blew his nose.
This whole thing was beyond the scope of his cognition, which shocked and moved him at the same time. His chest seemed to be filled with something sour, and tears poured out of his eyes continuously.
Zhang Yuchuan wiped the corner of Zhang Jinyan's mouth with his fingers, raised it and said, "I like the way you smile. You don't have to keep a straight face in the future."
"Well..." Zhang Jinyan finally calmed down a little, sniffed, and his eyes were a little dull.
But I think my cold and abstinent look looks better! Iceberg beauty!
"You look good in everything." Zhang Yuchuan raised his hand and scratched the tip of his red nose.
because…
I'm already head over heels for you.
The cold and distant heartbeat sounded a bit colder than his usual voice, but it made Zhang Jinyan's ears turn red.
Zhang Yuchuan's dark eyes curved slightly, and he said with a smile: "If you can't say it out loud in the future, just say it in your heart."
"Okay." Zhang Jinyan took a deep breath, as if it was the first day he met Zhang Yuchuan, and carefully touched his face and looked at him carefully, "... So, actually I met you when I was eleven years old. .”
Zhang Yuchuan nodded: "That's right."
"I'm twenty-three now." Zhang Jinyan pinched Zhang Yuchuan's face very unhappy and asked, "Then what have you been doing all these years?"
Do you know how many tons of extra dog food I have eaten as a result of being single for so many years? Um
Zhang Yuchuan grabbed Zhang Jinyan's troubled hand and sighed: "The body was still very weak at that time. I took care of it for a long time. After I was discharged from the hospital, I went to find you, but... you weren't there."
In his memory, the little boy once carried him back home to get money, so Zhang Yuchuan still remembered that place.
It was an old residential building. The white walls of the corridor were covered with poor graffiti, and the dark security door of Zhang Jinyan's house was covered with dazzling bright red paint.
- "It is only natural to pay back debts!"
—“If you don’t pay back the money you owe, your whole family will die!”
And there was no one in the house.
"I heard others said that you moved to avoid debts, and I went there many times. Until the house moved in with new tenants, I still went to take a look when I had nothing to do. There was also the alley where I met you, but..." Zhang Yuchuan stared at him steadily.
Next to the bluestone slab where he lay on his deathbed, there was a large water tank placed there by an unknown person. There were water lilies floating on the surface of the water, and at the bottom of the tank there was a vague statue of an unknown god, with one and five horns. Coins were scattered around the statue.
Passers-by throw them in casually, and then make a random wish after throwing them away.
The family is prosperous, the studies are successful, and the family is safe and healthy...
The boy in high school uniform would always come here and stand for a while after school, holding his arms in his arms with a cold expression. When he was about to leave, he would imitate those humans and take out a coin and throw it into the jar.
Want to meet him again...
Raindrops dripped from the corners of the eaves into the water tank, and fell year after year. Spring passed and autumn came, the water lilies bloomed and fell, but the little boy never appeared again.
"...I remember," the confusion in Zhang Jinyan's eyes flashed away, and he clenched his fist and said angrily, "During that time, my dad owed gambling debts and left the three of us and ran away."
Later, this orphaned and widowed family was so entangled by gangsters who came to demand debts that they couldn't bear it, so they took all their belongings and took a train to other cities overnight.
At that time, Zhang Yuchuan was still in bed in the hospital recovering from his injuries.
A few years later, the turmoil subsided. Zhang Jinyan's mother remarried and returned to her original city with her second husband. Zhang Jinyan followed her back to high school for two years, and then went to college elsewhere. Although she returned to her hometown after graduation, that time Neither the house he rented in his childhood nor the alley he passed by when going to school left any warm memories for him, so he never went back once.
"If I were like you and just went back and took a look," Zhang Jinyan sighed, feeling a little regretful, "then maybe we could have known each other a few years earlier."
Zhang Yuchuan shook his head, his eyes full of fondness: "I am satisfied to meet you again. That day Lin Fu came to me with Mr. Su, and you followed him. I knew it as soon as you spoke in my heart... It's just that At that time, I was afraid of scaring you, so I didn’t say anything.”
Zhang Jinyan immediately began to recall the first words he cursed when he first met Zhang Yuchuan.
Zhang Yuchuan let out a meaningful laugh and repeated it sternly: "What you were saying in your heart at that time was..." The second male lead appears, who is said to be incompatible with the first male lead. Next, Mr. Zhang will be involuntarily Our little white flower was attracted and fell madly in love with him.'"
"... You don't have to repeat it word for word!" Zhang Jinyan was so ashamed that he wanted to get under the bed!
Damn it, the fateful reunion actually looks like this!
"The reason why I haven't given up searching all this time is out of the desire to repay my kindness. I want to do something for you, give you money, status, and give you everything you want. However, when I really do it again When I see you, I feel..." Zhang Yuchuan held up Zhang Jinyan's face, which was so red that it was about to burn. His eyes shone with a textbook-like precision of "playfulness," "Those are not enough, I want to give myself to you."
Zhang Jinyan's heart trembled.
"You are so cute." Zhang Yuchuan repeated Zhang Jinyan's words again in a playful manner, "I was involuntarily attracted to you and fell madly in love with you."
Zhang Jinyan covered his face in collapse:...
It’s so embarrassing when this classic line from a domineering president is used on myself!
Zhang Yuchuan, who had fully satisfied his bad taste, rubbed Zhang Jinyan's hair and said: "So some time ago, I invited Lin Fu to come to my hot spring resort for vacation, and encouraged him to bring his assistant and outstanding employees of the company as a bonus... Later, I discovered You like that novel and often imagine that those plots will happen to you..." Zhang Yuchuan emphasized his tone and said slowly, "So, I will make those plots really happen to you."
"...No wonder." Zhang Jinyan was startled, with red eyes, he plunged into Zhang Yuchuan's arms, letting the cold and gentle breath surround him.
It turns out that all dreams come true are no coincidence.
The curve of fate in the long years seems to be complicated and scattered, but it has its own determination. The power of a thought has made it intertwined into a tapestry.
"We have wasted many years and we will never be separated again." Zhang Yuchuan lowered his head and kissed Zhang Jinyan's hair.
"...Okay." Zhang Jinyan nodded vigorously, still feeling a little regretful about not seeing each other again in these years.
How sad it is to be single for so many years!
Because I have never been able to find a suitable boyfriend, I can only eat dog food every day while watching the couples around me show their affection. For a man in his twenties, he even had his first kiss just now!
When I think about that, I can only masturbate to male celebrities, and I almost become so depressed! state! Got it! ah!
Give me back my sex life! ! !
Suddenly, Zhang Yuchuan's breath became gloomy:...
Zhang Jinyan:…
Ahhh, why am I complaining again, but old habits are really hard to break!
"You didn't hear anything just now." Zhang Jinyan hurriedly covered Zhang Yuchuan's ears.
After a moment of silence, Zhang Yuchuan said coldly: "It's too late, which male star?"
"I forgot!" Zhang Jinyan waved his hands wildly, and a certain sexual fantasy object that he had before he met Zhang Yuchuan appeared in his mind.
—A male star who takes the masculine route.
When this matter was mentioned, Zhang Jinyan couldn't help but recall the oversized photo album that he had secretly hidden in the cabinet before, as well as the pile of posters of the male star.
Swimming trunks photo with eight-pack abs, bronzed skin covered with water drops, and a very masculine and resolute face...
Bah, bah, bah, hurry up and shut your mind! my brain! I order you to stop remembering immediately!
However, once something like memories is taken out, it is difficult to put it back...
Zhang Yuchuan's face became darker and darker: "Do you read that photo album every day before going to bed?"
Zhang Jinyan suddenly wanted to knock himself out with a punch:...
"You even kissed his poster." Zhang Yuchuan raised his eyebrows.
"I have thrown away the photo album," Zhang Jinyan explained with a red face, "I have not liked him for a long time, and the posters have been sold as waste paper."
After finishing speaking, Zhang Jinyan's brain once again went against the owner's wishes and recalled another memory -
The reason why I sold the photo albums and posters of the masculine man for scrap is because I fell in love with another ascetic male star with an iceberg face...
"It's not like that!" Zhang Jinyan hit his head and lied, "I just like him a little bit... I only slept with his pillow once."
In fact, I slept with him for a month...
Damn it, my brain! Brain, stop it! You are getting more and more presumptuous!
Zhang Jinyan felt that he might have used up all the shame points in the rest of his life tonight, and his whole body was numb with shame.
Good, nothing in this world can make me feel ashamed anymore...
I am a man standing at the top of the pyramid of shame!
The king of shame!
Zhang Yuchuan said coldly: "These two celebrities are not as good-looking as me."
"Of course not as good-looking as you!" Zhang Jinyan almost cried.
Zhang Yuchuan interrogated him expressionlessly: "What have you fantasized about doing with them?"
"Nothing, at most I just fantasize about holding hands." Zhang Jinyan resisted desperately, but his brain had already begun to frantically retrieve memories to betray his master...
A minute later, Zhang Yuchuan's jealousy almost flooded the room: "Zhang Jinyan, you are finished."
So the next second, Zhang Jinyan was violently pushed down on the bed by Zhang Yuchuan with tears streaming down her face!
I'm sorry, husband, I was wrong. Isn't it okay to never think about others again? I just want to! think! and! Already ah ah!