Gu Siyi was so heartbroken by Zheng Peipei's crying that she didn't know what to say... she just hugged her and gently patted her back. Zheng Peipei had cried enough and finally breathed a sigh of relief.
The two found a coffee shop with few families and chose a quiet place to sit down.
Gu Siyi asked with concern, "What happened to you, why did you suddenly..."
In the past few years, Zheng Peipei has often asked her to complain about this underground relationship, and it is not surprising that she has experienced some ups and downs. Last time they had a cold war and broke up, but later reconciled. I thought I would gradually get better after graduation, but I didn't know that it would be like this just after graduation...
But this time, the degree of sadness was far greater than before.
Zheng Peipei choked and said, "I've already mentioned the breakup... I don't want to torture myself anymore... No matter how sad this time is, I will get through it..."
"Tell me first, what happened? Did he do anything to apologize to you?"
"No..." Zheng Peipei took a deep breath, panting again and again, and said, "Because he didn't have it, I was even more panicked. I couldn't talk about it, I couldn't make a fuss, I couldn't make a fuss, I was depressed. If this continues, I will go crazy. Lose… "
"There must be an opportunity, right?"
"I... saw with my own eyes... he kissed other women..." Zheng Peipei finished the sentence with difficulty, the scene at that time appeared in his mind, and tears rolled down again.
It was agreed to come to accompany her during the graduation season, even if you can't give her a hug in public, as long as you can come, it's fine to have fun while no one is around. But when things came to an end, he stayed in the crew and couldn't get out.
Work, it's all work, she can only understand him...
On the day when Gu Siyi's school held her graduation ceremony, Zheng Peipei came over to play with her, seeing the scene of her and Xia Zhijuan being intimate together, she was in a bad mood. They are also in love, why is her love so bitter
Back then, Xia Zhijuan seemed to be such an aloof person, but Su Han, a gentle gentleman, was patient. She thought in her heart, how good it is to be with someone like Su Han, to enjoy this kind of tenderness and sweetness every day.
result…
The aloof Xia Zhijun gave his girlfriend the only love, while the gentle Su Han gave tenderness to fans all over the world.
Zheng Peipei felt uncomfortable and depressed, and could only understand Su Han's work.
But she still couldn't hold back the feeling of longing, and ran to the crew to see him.
Without saying hello in advance, she wanted to give him an unexpected surprise.
Zheng Peipei sneaked into the infield and saw the studio surrounded by a group of staff...
Under that big tree, Su Han pressed the heroine against the tree trunk and kissed...
This heroine has been rumored to have been involved with him for several months, and he explained to her that it was just a need of the management. She believed him, and she ignored the news and gossip flying all over the sky.
But this kiss scene is so real...
The director shouted Ka, and they kissed again...
Under the director's request, their eyes and expressions became more and more in place...
That feeling of being in love, of loving each other deeply, is so real...
Zheng Peipei collapsed...
Yes, work, it's all work. She can understand. But her feelings are unacceptable!
He wants to be a good actor, and every time he takes on a play, he will be so close to the heroine...
What should she do? Consoling myself like Ah Q again and again, is it necessary for work
In the camera, Su Han is dating the heroine Fenghua Xueyue.
Outside the camera, in an empty corner, Zheng Peipei hugged herself and wept silently.
Never felt so humble, never felt so heartbroken... Is this the love she wants
Always suppressing, always understanding, always waiting, always a shadow...
"So, the kissing scene was the tipping point?" Gu Siyi asked softly.
"Yes..." Zheng Peipei smiled wryly, "Am I hypocritical? This is obviously his job!"
"I don't know if this is hypocritical... I put myself in the shoes of a god, if Xueshen is like this, I can't stand it." Gu Siyi said truthfully.
No matter what the reason or need, she couldn't accept him kissing other women. This is the possessiveness and exclusivity of love.
Zheng Peipei wiped away tears and said: "Later, that scene was over, I wanted to pretend to say hello as if nothing had happened, at least tell him I've been here..."
"and then?"
"Then I saw him chatting with the heroine, maybe they were talking about the script, maybe they were talking about something else, he had that kind of gentle smile on his face, the heroine's smile is very sweet...they really match each other .There is another detail, the heroine felt hot, so he got up and went to someone else to get her a small fan."
Gu Siyi was silent, and said: "This...he is such a person, very gentleman, very personable."
"Yeah, I used to be attracted by his gentleness..." Zheng Peipei smiled and said with a trace of despair, "But if he treats women all over the world like this, how can I feel happy? Every fan of his I'm enjoying his love, but I can't understand it... "
Gu Siyi sighed softly.
Zheng Peipei said with tears in his eyes, "Obviously I am his girlfriend, and I am struggling to maintain this long-distance relationship. I am the one who needs his love the most."
"..."
"I still didn't see him, I thought I was the one who didn't fit in... After I left the set, I sent him a message and broke up. He called me, and I broke up again on the phone. I blocked all his contact information. This time I made up my mind to cut off this relationship, not to find a sense of existence, nor to vent the cold war, I just... Enough is enough!... Four years, I don’t want to be wronged again Myself... I am not his shadow... I feel that I am so sorry for myself... I shouldn't live like this... "
Gu Siyi said softly: "At the party before graduation, he even told me, let me persuade you, he is working hard for your future."
"Maybe..." Zheng Peipei let out a sigh of relief, "He really worked hard, and his career is obvious to all, but we are getting farther and farther... It's so sad, I have been guarding for four years, but I still can't watch the day of consummation."
Gu Siyi pretended to be relaxed and said: "Don't be sad, at least you have been in love with idols, right? As a life experience, it is still very fulfilling. Next time, you can find a boyfriend who makes you happy!"
Zheng Peipei nodded: "Yes! I also want to find my Xia Zhijun! Who is not a little princess? Can't I have a man who holds me in the palm of my hand?"
"Yes, of course. In the past, there were quite a few boys chasing you in your school."
"That's right, the ones who like me are more, I didn't even like them before, so I can choose carefully in the future~"
Gu Siyi smiled, "Be careful~"
"Just give me half of your luck. You and Xueshen are so happy, you can spread dog food even in a long-distance relationship."
Back then when Xia Zhijun went abroad, Zheng Peipei kept scolding Gu Siyi for being stupid, saying that she had lost her mind before letting her boyfriend go abroad, and she would suffer a lot in the future. The result... A few times when the two of them were eating, Xia Zhijuan sent a video, and then the two of them just ate and chatted like no one else was there. The content of the chat is all-encompassing, so trivial that they even talk about what they ate today and what they saw yesterday.
Zheng Peipei was amazed, and when she hung up the video, he asked her, "Why do you talk about all the trivial things, are you not too wordy?"
"This is a shared life, why is it so long-winded?" Gu Siyi asked back.
Then, she found out that the two of them had downloaded a love app together, and they would leave messages on it and write small jokes to record their daily life. Although thousands of miles apart, at opposite ends of the earth, they know each other's daily life like the back of their hands. Oh, and also, they have an unshakeable date once a month.
Seeing the state of the two of them in a long-distance relationship, Zheng Peipei knew that he was the one who was stupid.
She is not only in a long-distance relationship, but also an underground relationship. Her boyfriend is a big star who is so busy that he almost has no private space.
Xueshen and Xiao dimple, even if they are in a long-distance relationship, they can fall in love so sweetly.
Zheng Peipei put his arms around Gu Siyi's shoulder and said, "I really like watching you spread dog food now, you have given me confidence..."
Gu Siyi: "Give you confidence?"
Zheng Peipei smiled bitterly and teased: "Yes. Although I am not happy, your love is so happy. So, it is not about love, but about people. I will not be disappointed in love."
Gu Siyi suddenly felt sorry for Zheng Peipei, hugged her, and said softly, "You will be happy."
Zheng Peipei said that he wants to be liberated and free and easy, but after all, he has invested in his relationship for four years, and the whole person is still uncomfortable. Now she completely empties herself, doesn't want to think about work, and doesn't want to go home and be found abnormal by her family. She followed Gu Siyi to S city.
Gu Siyi lives with Zheng Peipei in an apartment in the city. Gu's mother was worried that the two young girls could not take care of themselves, so she hired a chef and a cleaning aunt to provide services when they needed it.
Gu Siyi joined the TV station as a regular employee. When she was at work, Zheng Peipei stayed at home.
She knew that what Zheng Peipei needed most was space for healing and the company of friends.
When I came home from get off work and saw wine bottles all over the floor, I didn't talk about her, but asked her if she wanted some more barbecue. When conditions permit, she sings to her about wine and indulges together.
They sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, watching the colorful world outside, the beautiful night view of the city, and chatting nonsense.
During this period, Su Han contacted Gu Siyi, hoping that she would help the two of them meet.
Gu Siyi said: "Give her some space to buffer herself. It won't be too late when she adjusts and wants to see you."
Su Han had no choice but to give up.
After Zheng Peipei passed the first stage of depression, the second stage began to go out of the house and go shopping in the mall. Her greatest interest is not to buy things for herself, but to buy things for Gu Siyi.
"Brother Yi, I will exclusively spoil you from now on!"
"Take the man and dog!"
"You came to accompany me on my birthday! You supervised my review when I failed a course! You accompanied me to buy new clothes and bags! You accompanied me when I was sad! You accompanied me when I was carnival! "
"What the hell do I want a man for! The one who spends the most time with me is my good sister!"
When Zheng Peipei was talking vigorously, Gu Siyi suddenly said, "But, men have functions that women cannot possess..."
"For example?"
Gu Siyi coughed lightly and smiled slightly, "Harmony and tenderness."
"...???" Zheng Peipei had a black question mark face.
After realizing it, he looked shocked, "Brother Yi! You've failed at studying! You're actually speaking loudly!"
Gu Siyi hehe: "I'm just seeking truth from facts."
"..."
Gu Siyi came close to her ear and whispered: "No matter how great a woman's friendship is, we can also enjoy a man's body. There is no conflict, right?"
"...!!!" Zheng Peipei clutched his chest, feeling like vomiting blood.
Back then, she was an old driver who had read H all over the place, and when she mentioned it to the person next to her, she blushed and her heart beat...
Now, she was tortured by feelings so that her life would be worse than death, and she completely lost her desire. Fortunately, she lived as a happy and nourished little woman, addicted to sex, and she could teach her lessons in turn
Reverse, reverse, all reverse...
Zheng Peipei stayed with Gu Siyi for more than two months, and as Xia Zhijun's return was approaching, she knew that she had to prepare to vacate the land.
Xia Zhijuan stayed in the United States for three months, longer than expected. But when the work was over, he couldn't wait to return.
Before Xia Zhijuan came back, Gu Siyi said to Zheng Peipei: "We plan to invite a few good friends over to have a meal and celebrate together. Su Han may also come, can you face him?"
"Celebrate the return of the god of learning? Oh, don't be so ceremonial..."
"No." Gu Siyi was a little shy, and she lit up the ring on her hand, "We have already obtained the certificate, and the wedding may take some time before the wedding, so let's gather friends together for a meal and announce it."
"...???" Zheng Peipei looked confused, "Have you all received your certificate?"
"Yeah. He got it when he came back last time."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I acted in a hurry, I didn't react, I was dizzy, I even forgot to tell my parents..." Gu Siyi smiled awkwardly, "I thought I was calm at the time, but afterward I found a lot of mess and I realized that I was dizzy .When I sent him away, you came to me as soon as you recovered..."
It was only then that Zheng Peipei realized that during this time when the two of them were together, they were talking about her affairs and her mood. Gu Siyi put her at the absolute center and didn't mention her own affairs. And she was in a terrible state, wallowing in her own pain...
Zheng Peipei took Gu Siyi's hand and looked at the beautiful diamond ring on her hand. Suddenly, tears flowed down, "It's so nice...you two are so nice..."
"You'll be fine too."
"I'm so envious... I'm about to die of envy... Really..."
Zheng Peipei hugged Gu Siyi, "Hurry up and give me half of your luck. As long as I have half of your happiness, I will be satisfied! I really don't ask much!"
"No, no, you are not half of me, you will be several times my size! From now on, your husband will definitely spoil you!"
"I believe you, Brother Yi."
Xia Zhijuan returned home this time, before meeting Gu Siyi, he went home once.
The last time I came and went in a hurry, I didn't meet my family members face to face, but this time I returned to China after finishing my studies, and my family members knew about it.
His marriage should also be explained to the family.
In the past few years, Xia Zhijuan has studied abroad and achieved a lot. At first Xia Guangyu was dissatisfied with his application for this major, but seeing his results, he felt relieved.
Xia Zhijuan went home, Xia Guangyu and his wife, as well as their parents and relatives, gathered together to clean up Xia Zhijuan.
There were many people at the banquet, Xia Zhijuan didn't say anything, and responded to everyone's concerns and topics in a humble and polite manner.
Xia Guangyu is very happy. This son has given him a lot of face since he was a child. He has never worried about his studies, and he is also very good when he goes abroad. In the future, he will be better than blue than blue. His unfinished ambitions, his son will definitely be able to fulfill them.
After the excitement, they returned home, and there were only three of them left in the house.
Xia Guangyu said to Xia Zhijun: "I have already greeted you in terms of work. Bring your staff and go to the research institute with the best salary. You have this education and ability, and you will be promoted very quickly in the future."
Xia Zhijuan said lightly: "I don't plan to enter a national unit. I want to start a business."