Gu Siyi hung up after chatting with Zheng Peipei. She didn't tell her what was going on...
Zheng Peipei has been tortured by a long-distance relationship, and Gu Siyi is afraid that her emotions will be too strong and affect her judgment.
Gu Siyi thought about it, and found a time to talk to her parents.
At critical moments, her parents are still the most convinced and dependent people in her heart.
Gu Siyi called and gave an overview of the situation. Both he and Xu Jiahui could hear Gu Zhiyuan's speakerphone.
"Professor Xu asked me to persuade him, but I feel very conflicted... I don't want him to go abroad..." Gu Siyi faced his parents, and the more he talked, the more wronged he became, "We are together well, why should we separate... I'm so sorry I don't know how sad it is for a friend to accompany him not to be with his boyfriend... "
Gu Zhiyuan asked her, "Since you don't want to, why do you still feel conflicted and come to ask our opinion?"
"Because I think this is a good thing for him. He can go to a better college for further studies, meet more amazing people, and connect with the world's first-class level. Even if he is a genius, he still needs to be polished. I hope he Live more excitingly and feel more fulfilled.”
"So you support him to go abroad, but it's emotionally difficult to accept, right?"
"..." Gu Siyi was silent for a few seconds, then hummed.
"Si Yi, Dad is really happy for you."
"... Ah? Why?" She was so uncomfortable, why was she happy
"Because you have someone you love from the bottom of your heart."
"..."
"It's love, not liking. So you didn't covet the present happiness and want to hold on to him tightly. What you think about is his future and his future, and you wish him well, even though you have to pay for it."
"..." Gu Siyi listened to them quietly.
Gu Zhiyuan said: "When I resigned to start a business and had nothing, your mother supported me without hesitation. If she objected, I would be able to survive droughts and floods if I stayed in the system, and the family would get by. But she knew my drive and ambition, and she also I understand my depression in the work unit. In order to solve my psychological burden, she went to find a job after giving birth, and built the last line of defense for the family. In the early days of starting a business, I traveled all over the world, and my mother also got together less and separated more. Are you here?"
Xu Jiahui followed and said: "There is still a long way to go in life, it is best not to be content with the status quo when you are young. There is nothing wrong with sharpening yourself and going out to see the bigger world. I admire Xia Zhijuan very much, but what about his future development? A big part of that is up to his partner — which is you."
Gu Siyi let out a breath and said, "Well, I see."
After talking with her parents, her thoughts became clearer, and those obstacles and reluctance were resolved.
However, when she faced Xia Zhijuan, Xia Zhijuan acted nonchalantly and didn't even mention the country. Gu Siyi could see that, he didn't intend to leave.
It was the weekend again, and Gu Siyi took the initiative to book a resort hotel.
After ordering, send the screenshot to Xia Zhijun.
Gu Siyi: "[Shy] [Shy]"
Xia Zhijun: "[Cute]"
Gu Siyi: "Hahahahahaha..."
It was the first time I saw him make such an expression, I was really happy!
The master suddenly became cute, and the contrast was incredible.
The two of them set off on Friday afternoon and arrived at the hotel in the evening.
After dinner, the two of them tossed and pretended to their heart's content in the beautiful and quiet environment.
Gu Siyi wanted to have fun with him, so she set a small goal in her heart, which was never to surrender first.
The two of them played and stopped until the middle of the night, Xia Zhijuan was still in high spirits and full of energy.
Gu Siyi couldn't hold on any longer, and slapped herself in the face in her heart, begging for mercy...
The next day, Gu Siyi woke up and found that Xia Zhijuan had gone out for activities. She didn't even know when he left, there was a note written by him in the room.
She fell to the ground, her legs were so weak that she almost knelt down...
Knowing that she didn't sleep well, Xia Zhijuan not only didn't disturb her, but also prepared breakfast for her.
A sandwich and a bottle of milk. Although it was almost noon when she ate.
After Xia Zhijuan went to the hotel gym to exercise, he returned to the room refreshed, and saw Gu Siyi with his legs curled up, leaning on a chair on the terrace, eating lazily. The whole person seemed to have not woken up yet, and there was a lazy charm.
He walked out of the balcony, rubbed her head, sat down opposite her, looked at her and smiled.
Gu Siyi looked at him inexplicably, "What are you laughing at?"
Xia Zhijuan asked with a smile, "Am I smiling?"
Gu Siyi: "Shall I take out the mirror and take a picture for you?"
Xia Zhijuan laughed lowly, sat beside her, hugged her onto his lap, and gently squeezed her chin, "Who told you to be so cute, huh?"
Gu Siyi turned her face away, pretending to be disgusted and said: "...there is less and less morality, and sweet words come out of your mouth."
Xia Zhijun slapped her face, but saw the dimples in her smile, the rippling eyebrows and the crooked eyes... She met his scrutinizing eyes, hugged him obediently, and said with a smile: "But I just like to listen to it! I like it so much!"
Xia Zhijuan lowered his head to cover her mouth, which still smelled of milk.
Gu Siyi felt that the atmosphere was very good, and there was no need for other idlers to wait, so it was time to chat about serious business.
She left Xia Zhijuan's arms, stood aside, and said, "I have something to tell you..."
"Are you in trouble?" Xia Zhijun looked at her.
"... No. I just want to talk to you about your going abroad. "
"I'm going abroad?" Xia Zhijuan looked at her inexplicably, "Who said I'm going abroad?"
"Your professor talked to me... Also, I used to think that with your grades and talents, and your major, you must go abroad for further study."
Xia Zhijuan smiled lightly: "That's not necessarily the case."
"But without me, you would definitely go abroad, right?" Gu Siyi looked at him.
Xia Zhijuan was slightly stunned, imagined this possibility, nodded, "Yes."
Without waiting for her to speak, he said again, "But the reality is that I already have you, and it doesn't make sense for you to make such an assumption that it doesn't exist."
"At least it proves that I am indeed an obstacle to your progress." Gu Siyi's tone was a little dejected.
Xia Zhijuan frowned slightly, "Who told you such a thing?"
"Does anyone need to say this? Isn't it obvious?"
He lowered his face, "Nonsense."
Gu Siyi took a deep breath, resisted his low pressure and said, "I really hope that you will go abroad for further study..."
"Why?" He stared straight at her and asked, "Isn't it good like it is now?"
"Our life is still very long, I hope you can walk more roads and learn more things while you are young." Gu Siyi looked at him without dodging, "I want you to become a better version of yourself, not to rely on Love binds you in the name of love."
Gu Siyi was silent, and Gu Siyi continued, "I'm really okay, you don't have to worry about me, I promise I will stay in the country and wait for you to come back."
After she uttered her thoughts and calmed down, Xia Zhijuan said, "I understand your thoughts. Then, can you listen to my thoughts?"
"Oh... what do you say."
"I have something to do with it." He looked at her and said solemnly, "I just don't want to leave, can you not force me?"
"..."
"I listened to you once before, this time you listen to me, okay?"
"But… "
"No but. I know myself better than you, and I will make decisions about myself."
"..."
Xia Zhijuan stood up, put his hands in his pockets, walked to the handrail and looked into the distance, without saying a word.
Because of this discussion, the atmosphere was very tense, his face was fixed, his tall back was like an iceberg, and the low air pressure filled the air.
Gu Siyi felt a little out of breath.
After a while, she walked gently behind him, then slowly stretched out her hand, passed through his arms, and hugged him.
Leaning his head on his back, his voice was soft and soft, "Don't be angry..."
"I do not have."
"Yes... It's no wonder..."
"..."
"It's so fierce, it scared your baby to death."
"..."
She turned his body and looked into his eyes with a flattering look on her face, "I'll give you a kiss, so don't be angry, okay?"
Xia Zhijuan was noncommittal, Gu Siyi stood on tiptoe and planted a kiss on his cheek.
She smiled brightly, "Okay, the incident just now is over, don't be angry!"
"..." Her smile really made the gloom in his heart dissipate like a cloud of smoke.
He raised her chin, "Is that the way to go?"
"... Then what else?"
"At least you have to pay." He picked her up and walked into the room.
Gu Siyi kicked her legs nervously, "No, no... I haven't calmed down yet..."
Xia Zhijuan snorted coldly, "I think you are so energetic that you can think wildly."
"No... Really not... Really... I can't do it... Well... I'm really going to die..."
But no matter how she swears, when she has the idea of letting him go abroad, he wants to deal with her severely.
He watched her toss and turn below, feeling the deep integration of each other again and again, the panic and uneasiness in his heart was finally calmed down gradually.
It's not just women who need security, men need it too. And he needs it so much.
…
After Gu Siyi failed to communicate, she wisely didn't mention it again.
At least don't mention it until you have a better opportunity and a better idea. There needs to be a buffer in between.
But she was entangled in her heart. This matter was like a big rock in her heart, which could not be moved away, and it was pressing her down day after day.
As the final exam was approaching, she was distracted by this matter, and she was not in the mood to review. In addition, there were many trivial matters in the student union, so she had very little time to calm down and review.
Of course, in the face of Xia Zhijuan's question, she still expressed confidence that there was no problem.
Final exams are coming as scheduled.
Gu Siyi passed the exam week in a daze.
After the exam, there is no bottom... I can only silently pray for God's blessing.
Xia Zhijun still has a research project at school during the summer vacation, and he will stay for a while, so Gu Siyi stayed with him.
Xia Zhijun specially booked a suite in the hotel, so that the two of them could stay at any time.
Soon after the exam, the results came out one after another.
That night, Xia Zhijun had dinner with Gu Siyi and went back to the hotel. Xia Zhijun asked Gu Siyi, "How did you do in the exam?"
"do not know… "
"Haven't seen it yet?"
"I haven't had time yet..." You can't say that she is a bit ostrich, don't you want to see it
After entering the room, Xia Zhijun turned on the computer, logged into the school's educational administration system, pulled Gu Siyi over, and asked her to log in.
Gu Siyi had no choice but to face it, Amitabha, maybe he had the same shit luck as last semester, and passed it all
However... the reality is cruel!
She failed two subjects, and a few others were passed at low altitude.
This was much more tragic than she had imagined. She thought it was the most unfortunate, so she failed a subject...
Gu Siyi's mentality collapsed in an instant, "Oh my god, why is it so bad!"
Xia Zhijuan: "..." He was also a little surprised.
"It's so bad, I can't find a good job in the future... I can't find a good job, I can't support myself..." Gu Siyi said heartbroken, and almost cried out.
Xia Zhijuan was amused by her collapsed appearance, played with her pale pink earlobes, and said with a faint smile, "I will support you."
Gu Siyi originally howled a few words to express her inner grief, but when Xia Zhijuan suddenly said this, she was caught off guard.
Full of girlish heart and happiness...
Gu Siyi turned her head to look at him pitifully, plunged her head into his arms, hugged him and said, "Big brother, I'm relying on you..."
"However, if you only pass every subject in four years of university, you will not have enough credits when you graduate, and you will not be able to get a degree certificate."
Gu Siyi was stunned, "So miserable?"
"So, I will supervise your review for the final exam in the future, and let you get high scores a few times."
Gu Siyi nestled in his arms, "I am your oil bottle, from high school to college..."
Xia Zhijuan let out a low laugh, "It's not bad to procrastinate for a lifetime."
Xia Zhijuan was busy in the laboratory during the day, checked Gu Siyi's review at night, and was able to make out with each other when it was over... He felt that this kind of life together was even more beautiful than he had imagined. Neither did he want the project to be over. Only during holidays would she come out to live with him.
That night, Gu Siyi waited until Xia Zhijun came out of the laboratory, and took his hand, "I found an interesting place, come with me."
She took him to a very quiet road behind the school.
Turning a corner, there are no street lights, and the road ahead is blank and dark.
Gu Siyi took Xia Zhijun's hand, "Let's go over there, there will be a surprise."
Xia Zhijuan was afraid of the dark, and instinctively resisted, "Forget it, I don't want to go."
"Let's go, just treat it as accompanying me. I'm walking at night alone, don't you worry?"
Gu Siyi held Xia Zhijuan's hand, and the two walked forward slowly.
The moonlight was obscured by tall buildings and vegetation. There was no light on this road, and I couldn't see my fingers.
The dark road, with no end in sight, seems to be long and boundless...
In the past, when she accompanied him on the stairs in the teaching building late at night, there was still a little starlight and the light of the mobile phone.
This time there was no light at all. The road is strange and long.
Darkness is where nightmares breed...
Once he was blindfolded, imprisoned in the dark, and was beaten and abused... He didn't know if he would die in the next second. No one knows who his people are... there is only darkness, the darkness that cannot be redeemed...
When he was successfully rescued, he was sent to psychological counseling, and he was autistic for a long time before he adjusted. But the fear of the dark has become his problem.
Those past events came up uncontrollably, and the more he stopped thinking about it, Xia Zhijuan began to break out in a cold sweat...
Gu Siyi felt Xia Zhijuan's uneasiness, and snuggled up to him, hugging his waist. Xia Zhijuan held her arm tightly.
Gu Siyi said, "I'm here."
Xia Zhijuan: "Yes."
The two walked slowly in the dark like this.
Knowing that she was by his side, his fear was suppressed and his mood gradually stabilized.
As he walked, even the arm holding her became slightly lighter. Gu Siyi felt his relaxation and was very happy.
Xia Zhijuan: "Are you laughing?"
Gu Siyi: "Yeah."
Xia Zhijun: "Why?"
Gu Siyi: "Because you are chatting with me!"
Xia Zhijuan: "What's so funny?"
Gu Siyi laughed again.
When he relaxed, unconsciously, this road had come to an end.
The light in front is faintly visible, and further forward, the light suddenly appears, colorful.
Gu Siyi specially asked people to hang lanterns on the tree here.
The moonlight fell on them, and the lights flickered all around.
The scene was a little more romantic than she had imagined.
Gu Siyi hugged Xia Zhijun, stood on tiptoe, and kissed him on the mouth.
He clasped her head and gave her a deep kiss.
After the kiss was over, Gu Siyi said, "It's not that difficult, is it?"
"En." Xia Zhijuan responded.
"It's the same when going abroad." Gu Siyi looked at him with a smile, "Even if we are separated for a while, I'm still by your side. Even if we can't see each other, it's like being in the dark, but I'm still here."
Xia Zhijun: "..."
Gu Siyi's eyes were full of stars, and she looked at him shiningly: "I want to accompany you on every journey. Whether it's together, or on the way to pursue your dreams. Whether it's the sunny road or the dark and muddy, I'm always with you. By your side, I won't go."
Xia Zhijuan looked at her, and for a long while, said helplessly in a low voice: "You..."
"Oh, don't you believe me?"
"no."
"Now that the Internet is so convenient, we can contact each other every day. In this way, we agree to meet once a month, you see me once, and I see you once, okay? If I don't go any time, you come back hard Get rid of me!" She looked at him with burning eyes.
Xia Zhijuan was in a very complicated mood. He didn't know what was going on with him. He used to be a person with strong subjective consciousness and territorial consciousness, so it was impossible for others to interfere with his will. However, Gu Siyi repeatedly...
He held her in his arms for a long time, and said in a low voice, "Do you have the Buddha's Five Fingers mountain pressing down on me?"
"… what?"
"Otherwise, how can you control me and let me listen to you?"
"..." Gu Siyi thought about it for a few seconds, realized the meaning of his words, raised her head in surprise, and looked at him with bright eyes, "Do you agree?"
Xia Zhijuan seemed to be quite helpless, but in his helplessness he was pampered, "It's a good habit to listen to my wife." After a pause, he said, "Congratulations, you have trained me."