Not long after Lu Xixi slept, an abnormal blush appeared on her face. At this time, Lu Xixi's mother suddenly appeared in her mind, whom she hadn't thought of for a long time.
When she was sick when she was a child, her mother would hold herself, carefully feed her medicine, hum a nursery rhyme, and coax herself to sleep.
When I was young when I was sick, my parents would treat myself well. You can also rely on being sick to buy things you used to fancy but your parents didn't buy them for you.
Therefore, when I was a child, every time I had something I wanted, I would deliberately wear less clothes, get a little rain, get sick once, and enjoy the care of my parents.
The warmth I enjoyed when I was sick, every time Lu Xixi fell ill, she always yearned for the warmth from the beginning, so she missed her mother even more. Unconsciously, tears flowed from the corner of Lu Xixi's eyes.
After a while, Lu Xixi woke up under hunger and thirst. Lu Xixi felt uncomfortable and exhausted. She raised her hand and touched her forehead, feeling that her forehead was very hot. The hunger and thirst of the body made Lu Xixi have to get up.
Lu Xixi got up and went to the kitchen, took a sip of water, and her throat felt a little better. Thinking that there might be a medicine cabinet under the TV cabinet, enduring physical pain, slowly came to the TV cabinet.
Carefully searched in the drawer, but after searching for a long time, Lu Xixi did not find the medicine cabinet. At this time, Lu Xixi broke down and burst into tears. I miss my mother very deep in my heart.
People always think of the person who is good to them when they are fragile or sick. People always say that people who have passed away will be reluctant to leave because they are worried about their relatives in the world, and become a star hanging in the sky, shining on their loved ones in the world.
Lu Xixi couldn't help but walked to the window and looked up at the stars in the sky, her eyes blurred with tears. He whispered softly: 〃Mom, Mom... 〃But the only thing that can respond to her is the cold wind whistling outside the window.
Lu Xixi's consciousness gradually blurred, and her head seemed to hurt even more. But even so, Lu Xixi still longed for Shen Changze to discover her discomfort deep in her heart.
Shen Changze is the white moonlight in Lu Xixi's heart, a treasure in his heart. From the moment he saw him, Lu Xixi couldn't let go of others in her heart. Watching hard, I only hope that Shen Changze can live happily.
As long as he can be happy, even if the person who can give him happiness is not himself, Lu Xixi will bless him with tears. As long as he is happy, it doesn't matter if he can't be with him.
If Shen Changze was in any danger, he would not hesitate to go through fire and water. Lu Xixi would rather give everything she has to seek the happiness and well-being of Shen Changze.
But Lu Xixi looked at the ill-intentioned Shu brother and sister, how could she tolerate others hurting Shen Changze, knowing that she should let go, but dare not let it go, so she knew that Shen Changze's heart was on Shu Shuang, but still refused to leave.
Lu Xixi has been protecting Shen Changze in her own way. Even if he was misunderstood and rejected by Shen Changze, he would not leave Shen Changze alone. Stubbornly guarding Shen Changze in his own way.
Lu Xixi's only wish is to be able to do her best for Shen Changze's cause.
Some people may question themselves and feel that they are a deep-hearted woman. Lu Xixi never explained it, because she knew that even if she explained it, others would not believe her.
So although Lu Xixi didn't have any close friends in the company, Lu Xixi didn't ask for it.
In the depths of Lu Xixi's heart, she always believes that fate sometimes must be there, and there is no time to force it.
Lu Xixi loves humble and deep love. At this time, Lu Xixi suddenly remembered that when she was a child, she went home from school once and saw the uncle of the neighbor next to her who was very good to herself and often laughed at herself.
He held his wife, but his wife resolutely opened his hand.
Pushing away the son who hugged his thigh, walked out the door quickly, and left without looking back.
Looking at the crying child, the uncle hugged his son and comforted softly: 〃It's because the father is not good enough to the mother, and the mother now has better choices. Let's not disturb mom. good or not? 〃
At that time, I still didn't understand that it was the woman who abandoned them.
But the uncle said to his son that it was all his fault, and asked the child not to blame his mother.
The way that child was crying has always impressed me, and I can't forget it.
After staying outside for a while, he opened the door to go home and waited for his parents to return.
When I was a child, my mom and dad who hugged me said softly: 〃 Mom and dad, I will be obedient in the future, don't leave me. 〃
In the face of my anxiety and panic, my mother hugged herself tightly and said softly: 〃My dear, you are the dear ones of mom and dad, how can we be willing to leave you. 〃
That night, Mom and Dad took me to their room and put me in the middle of the bed. Both of them protected themselves.
Later when the parents learned about the situation of the neighbor next door, they said to their little self: 〃Child, you must remember that there are so many people in this world who love you, and don't hurt yourself because of the disgust of individual people. 〃
Although I didn't understand the meaning of that sentence at the time, the selfless love of my parents gave me a small growth in my little heart.
Since then, I will often go to the next door Xiaoli, whenever that uncle has something, I will accompany Xiaoli.
Although Xiaoyu has no maternal love, Xiaoyu does not blame her mother. Because his father often said to Xiaoli: 〃Mom has gone wrong now. We have been here waiting for my mother to come back. Otherwise, what should I do if my mother comes back and can’t find us? 〃
When I was young, I didn't understand the meaning of that uncle, but now I am so much like that uncle.
The same is the deep love for the one you love. Even if you dislike yourself for the one you love, you can't bear to blame and leave him.
The body became more and more uncomfortable, but the memories of the past kept popping up in my mind.
The bitterness of the heart can't stop it, both for the hopeless love of heartbreak, and for the comfort in real life, suppressing his own family and the father has no job.
Faced with the financial burden in life, his elderly father could not feel at ease the guilt of his old age.
The unclear and unclear thoughts were tightly entwined, making Lu Xixi feel more and more tired.
His head became heavier and heavier, as if being pressed tightly by something heavy.
Lu Xixi took heavy steps, and it didn't take long for him to return, before he was plunged into darkness.