The sky outside gradually darkened, Lu Xixi suddenly felt very depressed, and Lu Xixi suddenly felt like a prisoner in a prison.
Even the air made Lu Xixi feel suffocated, and everything about this suffocation made Lu Xixi want to escape frantically.
After a while, Lu Xixi asked the caregiver who had been waiting outside for a long time to say: 〃I suddenly wanted to drink porridge. Go to the kitchen downstairs to cook some. After cooking, you can bring it to me to drink. 〃
When the nurse heard Lu Xixi's words, she felt that the girl wanted to go. Knowing that she wanted to take care of her body, she went down to cook porridge happily.
After the nursing staff left, Lu Xixi immediately got up, unplugged the needle that was infusion, put on her own clothes, took her belongings, and quickly left the hospital.
Without looking back, he left this place that made him so sad. However, sad tears ran across Lu Xixi's white and tender face ruthlessly.
After walking out of the hospital, Lu Xixi took a deep breath and pressed the sadness deep in her heart.
Looking at the crowds of people coming and going on the street, everyone seemed to have a smile of joy on their faces.
It seemed that she was the only person in the world, full of grief, and she was alone and helpless. Lu Xixi suddenly felt very tired. She didn't know what she should do? Only to make her happy and happy.
Lu Xixi walked aimlessly on the street, driven by the crowd, unexpectedly came to the station unconsciously.
Looking at the vehicles coming and going, Lu Xixi suddenly heard the cry of a child. Listening to the cry of the child, Lu Xixi crossed the sea of people and came to the child.
Seeing the crying child who couldn't help herself, Lu Xixi was at a loss, so she could only comfort the child softly, let the child not cry, then took out the tissue from the bag and gently wiped the tears off the child's face.
After the child stopped crying, Lu Xixi gently hugged the child and said to the child: 〃My kid, do you know the phone numbers of your own parents? 〃
When the child heard Lu Xixi’s questioning, he cried again and said while crying: 〃Mom... Mom... Gone... 〃Looking at the crying child who couldn't help herself.
In desperation, Lu Xixi had to carry the child to the broadcasting room of the station, and said to the staff inside: 〃Just now this kid and his mother have lost, his mother should be very anxious, can you please help? Look for the kid’s mother on the radio. 〃
After the staff inside learned about this situation, they quickly re-arranged the next work, and then arranged for Lu Xixi to take the child to the sofa aside, and quietly waited for the arrival of the child's mother.
Not long after Lu Xixi sat with the child in his arms, the voice of looking for the child's mother came out on the radio.
Not long after the radio was broadcast, under the leadership of the staff, a woman with anxious expression appeared in front of Lu Xixi.
When the woman saw the child in Lu Xixi's arms, she ran over quickly, and before Lu Xixi could react, she hugged the child tightly.
After the child saw the woman, he hugged the young woman's neck tightly, and kept shouting in his mouth: 〃Mom...Mom...〃
The young woman, holding the child in her arms, cried silently.
After a while, after the woman's emotions stabilized, when she learned that it was Lu Xixi who came to the broadcasting room with the child and found herself, the young woman kept thanking Lu Xixi. Thanks to you, if it weren't for you, my little treasure and I would not know when we would see each other again. 〃
Looking at the lost gratitude and joy on that woman's face, Lu Xixi deeply felt the maternal love.
It didn't take long for the young woman to take her child, and reluctantly let go of her hand and left the station.
When the figure of the mother and son completely left Lu Xixi's sight, Lu Xixi suddenly missed her mother very much.
Seeing that there were still trains to go home at this time, Lu Xixi didn't hesitate to buy a ticket and got on the bus to go home.
Eight hours later, Lu Xixi came to the place where her mother was buried, and took a taxi to her mother's resting place.
Looking at the young mother on the tombstone, Lu Xixi's tears could not stop again.
I couldn't help but stretched out my hand to touch the mother's picture, and said to her mother: 〃Mom, I feel so tired. Why is it so hard to love someone? My heart hurts, I'm so sad! The person I love the most, never understand me. 〃
The turbulent tears blurred Lu Xixi’s eyes. Lu Xixi choked up and said again: 〃Mom, I miss you so much, and Dad miss you so much, every time Dad carries me on his back, secretly in your room Crying, I know that dad is thinking of you. 〃
Whenever I listened to my dad’s depressed cry, I could only pretend that I didn’t hear it, and made a very happy appearance to divert dad’s attention.
On this day, Lu Xixi stayed in the cemetery for a long time. After talking to her mother for a long time, she refused to leave until sunset.
In the depths of Lu Xixi's heart, Lu Xixi has always believed that her mother has not left her, and that her mother has been by her side to accompany and protect herself.
After talking to her mother for a day, Lu Xixi suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, and she felt less depressed in her heart.
Then I found a hotel and stayed in. When Lu Xixi was lying in sex, the fatigue of the boat and the body in recent days made Lu Xixi fall asleep in a short time.
After a night's rest, Lu Xixi felt much better, and her mood also calmed down a lot.
After sorting out her mood, Lu Xixi took out the resignation letter that Shen Changze forwarded to her.
Looking at the resignation letter in her hand, Lu Xixi thought for a long time, and felt that she should muster up the courage to find Shen Changze instead of letting a forwarded letter dismiss her.
This letter may not be Shen Changze's own meaning, it is possible that he will be wrong.
Since I knew Shen Changze, I have been silently accompanied by Shen Changze as a secret admirer. I haven't been able to tell Shen Changze his secret love personally, which may have caused Shen Changze to misunderstand himself.
Therefore, even if the world is despised, Lu Xixi has to go to Shen Changze once, stubbornly trying to find an answer for herself. An answer that can accompany Shen Changze again.
Thinking of this, Lu Xixi couldn't wait to book a ticket back to city a, packed her belongings, left the guest room, and took a quick ride to the airport, wanting to see Shen Changze soon.