I heard her not only not being considerate or comforting, but also constantly criticizing and blaming herself. Zhang Lei couldn't help but reflect. Isn't it possible that he has been alive for so many years so undecent
Zhang Lei suddenly felt that living in the world was completely meaningless. Now he is a lonely person. He hates even his closest people so much and hates himself. What is the point of being alive
"Since you don't want to help me, then forget it. From now on, I won't come back to trouble you. It turns out that for so many years, I was wrong. I am a burden. I am an incompetent person. I shouldn't live by myself. In this world, I hope you can live well in the future. No, your husband and son are so good to you. No, I wish you a good life. No more, my burden, you will live. It's better to be happier. That's all, so be it."
Zhang Lei no longer has the mind to stay here. Those people must go if they want their own lives. What's the point of being alive? Maybe if you die, you can still see the people you want to see.
I have been so tired for so many years, and my work has not gone well. My wife has never forgotten myself. I have regretted the mistakes I made in the past for so many years. Now everything I have encountered is my own retribution.
Zhang Hui looked at the little brother who left her home in despair, feeling very strange and worried in her heart. He is like this, is it acting or real? Zhang Hui couldn't tell at all for a while.
Now that I let go and promise him, what's the point of my plan? In order to teach him a lesson, I resolutely refused to agree to him.
But seeing him so desolate and unbearable today, Zhang Hui had to admit that she suddenly felt a trace of heartache in her heart, especially when she heard those words from him, she felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart.
Is it right or wrong to do it yourself
Zhang Lei was so disheartened, he returned to his original home in a daze. Looking at everything about the empty sex, the more Zhang Lei thought about it, the more he felt that it was better to leave as soon as possible than to live like this. Others had already had wives at their own age. Son, a happy and content life, how could it be like this, but when it comes to middle age, it will be devastated and even life-threatening.
"Parents, I miss you, I am wrong. I have been wrong for so many years. I shouldn’t be living so muddled. I was the one who was sorry for Yuanyuan. I was the one who was sorry for you. I hope your spirit in heaven can forgive me. Waiting for me for a while, I will come to you, and now kowtow in front of you to apologize, I hope you will be my father and mother in the next life, and our family can live happily together. Over the years, I have dragged down my sister a lot, hope In my next life, I will have the opportunity to repay..."
Zhang Lei took out the sleeping pills in the bed cabinet, holding the photos of his parents in his hands, and prepared to leave like this.
Suddenly the landline at home rang, and I was so protracted, why bother in this world? People are not happy to live, why do you want to live so forcefully, leaving early, is not better.
But Zhang Lei picked up the call with a ghostly enchantment. He originally planned to let the phone ring non-stop, but when he recovered, he realized that he actually picked up the call.
"Hey, who is it?"
Qiao Luan heard that the person opposite finally answered the phone. Somehow, today, there is always an uneasy feeling in her heart. He originally thought that he was thinking too much, but he made so many calls and didn’t get through. I was going to drive over and have a look. Just as I was about to hang up, the person on the other side actually answered the phone.
"Uncle, this is Lu'an, how are you feeling now? Did something happen to you just now? Why did it take so long to answer the phone?"
Hearing the voice of his nephew from the other side, Zhang Lei suddenly plucked up the courage in his heart. He didn’t do that kindly. At first, he didn’t know what he thought, so he went to disturb his nephew and caused his company. After the trouble, I hope he can forgive himself before he leaves.
"An'an, I'm sorry, I went to your company to find you yesterday and caused the incident. Your uncle, I am too frustrated. I have been so shamelessly away from your mother for so many years. The company is looking for you and asking you to pay my gambling debts. , I was wrong, I was too confused and too selfish for so many years, I hope you can forgive me."
Listening to what he said, Qiao Luan not only didn't feel happy, but was very worried about him. What happened to him? How could it be so abnormal, say something like this to myself.
Could it be that he really wanted to drive? It seems that people really need to go through hardships to grow.
In the company's affairs, he was at fault and the person was at fault.
"Don't worry about that. I will solve that matter. Don't worry about that matter. I will find a way to solve the gambling debt matter. If you want to open it, you are my uncle after all. Maybe regardless of you?"
Hearing that his nephew said that, for his own sake, Zhang Lei suddenly felt very ashamed. He hadn't taken care of him for so many years. Instead, he added so much chaos to their family. It is a rare thing that he does not hate himself. Still thinking of myself like this.
"Thank you, thank you and your mother for caring and helping me so much. Those things were caused by me and have nothing to do with you. I can solve them by myself. I hope you will be filial to your mother in the future. Your mother's life is not easy because of me. This incompetent brother has caused her so much wrongdoing. You are her only son. It is her hope and pride. I hope you can treat her better for me. I also hope that your career will flourish and find a caring person as soon as possible. Partner..."
What is the excitement of uncle? Since I would say this to myself, my mother's efforts for so many years have not been in vain, and my uncle has always kept it in mind.
The prodigal son turned back and didn't change his gold. Now he has realized his mistake. As his relative, he should have helped him when he was in trouble.
"Mother and father, I will take good care of you. Then you are also my relatives. How could I ignore you? Now you have realized your mistakes. I hope you will not make such low-level mistakes in the future. Let him be the past. Go ahead, I believe your life will be better in the future."
Hearing such kind words from his nephew, Zhang Lei suddenly felt that he had no regrets in his life. He didn't know how much blessing he had made to get such relatives. He owed them so much in this life and hoped that he would have the opportunity to repay him in the next life.