My heart is even more angry about the concealment of my father. As a child, I am not around when my parents need me most. The guilt and remorse cannot be explained by a few words.
Not long afterward, the two arrived on the rooftop of the hospital. Looking at the white sheets on the rooftop, Qiao Luan felt very heavy.
"What the hell did my mother have? What did the doctor say? What did the result of the operation look like? Why did you hide me? Will you tell me at the last moment?"
Hearing his son's question after question, how could Qiao Jie feel better in his heart? I don't want to hide him, but my son is also very distressed. Seeing him so busy and exhausted for his small company, I just let him rest well, don't worry so much.
But for now, it seems that my own concealment has hurt the child's heart.
"An’an, I’m sorry, I didn’t deliberately want to conceal you. There have been so many things recently. Even if you didn’t tell me, I also know that your company’s current situation is not very good. Parents want their children. It’s easy and happy. Your mother is accompanied by me and your uncle. The result of the operation was very successful. After a while, your mother will be discharged from the hospital. Don’t have so much burden in your heart for your children..."
Qiao Luan listened to his father's words for his own good, how could he feel better in his heart
They all said for their own good, for their own good, but did they really sincerely think about it from their own point of view, such a big thing, they turned out to be the last one to know the news, and they were shocked at the time. And injuries are beyond description in words.
Everyone has his own position and his own ideas. How can father make a decision for himself without asking his own opinions.
Why have so many years passed? My father still doesn't change his mind of wanting to control his life.
"You are not me, how do you know what I am thinking? Why are you still so stubborn and want to be my master after so many years? I am also a thoughtful person. I am your son, not in your hands. The puppet, it’s not like you can do whatever you want? At the beginning, you forcibly changed my wish and asked me to learn what I didn’t want to learn. Thinking that you are my father, it’s for my own good, so I didn’t follow You have a dispute, but why are you still so stubborn at this point!"
Qiao Jie was shocked when he heard his son's complaint. It turned out that what he thought was good was what he didn't like. It turned out that all of this was self-satisfaction. It turned out that in his mind, he was such an unqualified father.
"An An, I..."
When Qiao Luan heard his father want to explain again, he immediately interrupted him, and said to him unceremoniously: "Why do you want to say something? Did I say something wrong? When I just graduated, you forced me I went to the factory to pick you up. I didn’t want you to forcibly cut off all my funding sources. If I hadn’t found some like-minded friends, now I might follow the trajectory you planned. If it’s not what you want, you only know to blame me and scold me. I have never patiently listened to my inner opinions. I feel that I am not like your son at all. I am just a puppet in your hands. I just need to be well. Listen to you and do things according to your ideas."
I didn't expect that I had treated him well for so many years, and it seemed so absurd and disgusting to him that he was thinking about him.
Was it wrong for my persistence for so many years? I was too stubborn to be so innocent and stubborn to use my own ideas to measure the meaning of my son.
I just want to make my son take less detours and make his life better and easier to be more comfortable. It turns out that I was wrong. It was because I forcibly became his master, which caused him to be so dissatisfied.
If it weren't for what the son said today, I would never have known that he was such a father in his son's heart, a arrogant and unreasonable father who lived only for himself.
"An'an, I thought I did all this for your own good. You can be considerate, but I didn’t expect you to think like this. For you, I am not a good father. For your mother, I I'm not a qualified husband either. I didn't expect that the life I was so proud of would be such a failure. It turned out that I took it for granted..."
Qiao Luan felt very uncomfortable in his heart when he heard his father's words so decadent. He was just too angry and said so much that he shouldn't have said.
Now my father is slowly correcting his previous shortcomings, but now he is still holding on to those shortcomings, and even dared to blame him and reprimand him.
But the words have been spoken, it is not a few words of oneself that can restore his injury.
After all, he is his father. Qiao Luan couldn't bear the appearance of his father being so injured. He took the initiative to persuade him and said to him: "Dad, I'm sorry, I was so angry just now that I said so many things that shouldn't be said. In fact, you are very good. , But I hope that no matter what happens at home in the future, you will not conceal me. I am also a member of the family. I also want to do my part about this family. That’s why I am so angry about concealing you. , And said a lot of things that shouldn't be said without any refusal to say."
Listening to his son’s apology to him, Qiao Jie cheered up and thought for a while before saying to him: "I will not hide your family affairs from now on. You are such a big person. It is indeed my mistake. You are no longer the child in my arms. You are already an adult. You really should bear the burden of the family. After your mother is discharged from the hospital, it is likely that we will often be busy running outside. Now everything is done here. I have given it to you, and I believe that your ability will not let me down."
Listening to his father telling himself so frankly, Qiao Lu'an felt uncomfortable in his future plans, a good word of three winter warmth, and a bad word of coldness in June, his words really dealt a big blow to his father.
Although his father said nothing, he could clearly understand his father's mood at the moment.
He never thought that his proud son would have so many complaints and incomprehensions against him in his heart. But Qiao Luan didn't expect that he would say something like that.