Seeing Xiao Shuang who fell asleep in his arms, Shu Luming felt very boring in his heart. I don't know when I started to have such troubles, dare to face my beloved woman and treat myself warmly. With the drizzle, I couldn't help but refuse her.
She was determined to eat herself and couldn't refuse her, so she could face herself in such a fearless manner. Shu Luming smiled bitterly, and finally hugged her back and fell asleep with her.
After returning home and looking at the bleak house, Lu Xixi suddenly missed her parents very much, and there was only one person left in this world. Whenever she watched other people’s family joy, she said in her heart. It is impossible not to envy.
I don't know why I have fallen to this point. I have never done anything, sorry for others, and I have always followed my mother's instructions and live kindly.
But why does God want to torture himself in this way, not only letting himself miss his beloved one, but also taking away his father and aunt who loves him, now he is like that duckweed, floating in the wind, originally busy When I was working, I didn’t feel so much in my heart, but after attending someone else’s wedding, I saw the bride acting like a baby in the arms of her parents.
Seeing their reluctance, especially the father of the bride, he said to the bridegroom with confidence: "If one day you don’t love her, you hate her, don’t tell her, you will beat me secretly. A call, I will take my daughter back."
Seeing the bride burst into tears because of his father's words, why didn't I want my father to be with me by my side.
In the past, he and his father depended on each other in this world. If possible, I would rather give myself what I have now in exchange for the well-being of my father.
The kind of yearning for her parents in her heart made Lu Xixi feel very uncomfortable in her heart. She couldn't help but want to get drunk and forget all her worries by borrowing wine.
To be honest, Lu Xixi sometimes really envy Sun Fang. Although she often targets herself again and again, she can feel the love of her manager for her. This kind of love is not the kind of love her boss has for her subordinates, but The elders in the family, the kind of care for the younger ones.
Sun Fang sometimes behaves in a mess, but even so, she can still work in the Shushi Group unscathed. I have to say that because she has a good relative, she can lead such a life.
Whenever she wakes up in the middle of the night, looking at the emptiness of this room makes her want to escape from all this, but he can’t. Father’s accident, the car accident, she hasn’t got the exact evidence until now, so she will not be the culprit. When he was brought to justice, he would have no face to face the spirit of his parents in the sky.
No matter how unsatisfactory her life was, Lu Xixi felt it was worth it.
Gradually, Lu Xixi felt that all the shadows in front of him were heavy, and his head seemed to be heavy, and she returned to her room in a daze. Not long after she lay down, she fell asleep.
However, there were obvious watermarks on her pillow and wet tears on her face. She was curled up in her arms, like a wounded little beast, licking and hurting herself in the dark.
The darkness gradually dissipated, and it didn't take long for the sky to light up, but when Lu Xixi woke up, it was already bright.
When she woke up, Lu Xixi only felt a splitting headache, as if someone was banging her head with a hammer, but no matter how uncomfortable she was, Lu Xixi lay down for a while. I feel more energetic. Just got up and walked towards the living room.
Under the TV cabinet, Lu Xixi took out the pills and swallowed the cold water and medicine in his hand.
I don’t know if the medicine is working or what? Lu Xixi felt that she was feeling much better, her body was slimy, and she drank too much yesterday and didn't take a bath, so she fell asleep like this.
Fortunately, today is the weekend, and there is no need to go to work at the company. Otherwise, as far as I am today, I am sure I can’t concentrate when I go to work, and I will really become a fool in Sun Fang’s mouth.
Thinking that she hadn't seen her parents for a long time, maybe because of too much stimulation yesterday, Lu Xixi suddenly wanted to go back and see her parents.
Originally, on the day I wanted to bring the culprit to justice, I went to the cemetery to see her father again, but on the occasion yesterday, Lu Xixi suddenly realized that what her parents wanted most was to be able to go home and accompany them often. Even if they are in the Spirit of Heaven, they should be very eager for their long-term purpose, to see if they talk to them, instead of seeing them once in a long time as they are now.
When they were alive, I couldn't always accompany them. Even if they left me, I shouldn't be so unfilial and stay away from visiting them for so long.
After simply packing up some of his own things, Lu Xixi came to the station and went to the place where his parents were buried.
After several hours of running around, Lu Xixi saw that the front of her parents’ graves were covered with grass, and she suddenly felt very sorry for them. They loved me so much in front of them and couldn’t bear to let me suffer a little bit of grievance. But I But they were so unfilial that they didn't come to see them for so long after they died, leaving them with so much grass growing in front of their graves.
After placing the things they brought in front of the tomb, they started weeding their tombs. Time flies. In a blink of an eye, his father has passed away for more than half a year. I originally thought that I could quickly put my father in peace in the Spirit of Heaven.
Unexpectedly, I looked at myself too high. After so long, I still have no clue. Even if the murderer is in front of me, I can't make the murderer pay the price.
While weeding the grass, Lu Xixi said to her father: "Dad, I'm sorry, I just came to see you for so long. I hope you can forgive me for this unfilial daughter in the Spirit of Heaven. How did you and your mother live there? I really want to. You guys, when you left, I wished to follow you, but I couldn’t, I couldn’t let the person who hurt you go unpunished and live a prosperous life. Now my ability is too immature to find the key. Evidence, but I won’t give up. Maybe someday after I have dealt with these things, I will come to accompany you and mom and let our family of three live a happy life. So you and mom don’t go too fast, etc. I… "
After sweeping the tombs of my parents, I cleaned up the tombs of my parents. I bowed to them very reluctantly, stroked their photos gently with my hands, and chatted with my eyes to remember what they were doing at this moment. Looks like, finally reluctant to leave.
Leave this place where my favorite family members are buried.