"Mom, if you really think about me. Then we will go outside together. Over the years, neither of us have been able to go outside together. Can't you satisfy my little wish? I really hope..."
Later, after passing Lu Shi's repeated persuasion, Lu's mother agreed to go on a trip with her son.
When I think of my son living alone in this world after I left, my heart feels very painful.
After some cleaning, the two went to Ninghai. On the way in the past, Lu Shi was very concerned about his mother. When she was a little pale, both of them would stop to rest in the middle.
After a lot of hard work, the two finally came to Ninghai. After a night's rest, the expressions on the faces of both people improved a lot.
After eating breakfast, Lu Shi took her mother to come, she wanted to see the sea for a long time. Lu Mu looked at the vast sea, and the ebb and flow was like this life. No one can know in advance what their next life will be like
Lu's mother has a clear mind, and her body is getting worse and worse, and maybe she hasn't had time to finish this journey. I have to say goodbye to my son in advance.
Looking at the surging sea in front of her, Lu's mother said to the child: "Whether I am by your side or not, you must take care of yourself. You have to believe that mom will always look at you. The biggest regret in my life is not How to see you marrying a wife and having children. Promise mom, don’t do anything wrong, okay? Mom’s greatest luck in this life is to have a filial son like you..."
Looking at the mother who was like confessing to the funeral, her eyes suddenly turned red when she was on the road. In a choked voice, he said to his mother: "If Mom leaves me, how can I live alone? You are the only motivation for me to live in this world. If you also abandon me, then I will live by myself. What's the point?"
Hearing the discouraged and desperate words of her son, Lu's mother turned her head, grabbed her son's hand, and kept her son making promises to herself.
"Promise me, don't do stupid things, promise me... You don't want mom to go uneasy!"
Seeing her mother so upset and worrying about herself, Lu Shi slapped herself severely, and then said to her mother: "I promise you, I promise you all, I will never do stupid things. But you have to promise me too. , Accompany me as much as I can. I know how selfish it is to let you drag your sick body and accompany me. We are only halfway through the journey, and we will accompany me to watch the ebb and flow of the world. ,OK?"
Since his son grew up, he has not been as vulnerable as he is now. Lu Mu felt very uncomfortable at this time. But no matter how hard I felt in my heart, I still raised a smile on his face and said to him: "Okay, Mom promises you, Mom will try to drag her own crippled sick body to finish the journey of our mother and son together."
Watching the sea breeze on the road getting stronger, I was afraid that my mother would catch a cold. After walking on the beach for a while, the two returned to the hotel.
After eating, Lu Shi said to his mother: "Mom, if I sleep in a room with you, if you sleep in **, I will sleep on the sofa. You live in a room by yourself. I'm really worried. I can't sleep well even at night."
When Lu's mother heard these words from her son, she resolutely refused. During the day, my son was so busy. If you still sleep on the sofa at night, how can you still have the energy to arrange everything the next day? What's more, I don't want my son to see the appearance of his illness.
"No, we've already said it. There are so many people outside in one room. If I really feel uncomfortable. I can also call the landline by the bed. If you really think about your mother, Then you have a good rest. The rest of the journey will be borne by you. If you don’t even have a rest, how can we finish the whole journey?"
Seeing his mother's reaction, Lu Shi didn't ask for more.
The two people walked through the whole journey in this way, when they returned to the old house again. Lu Mu's face was only pale.
When I looked at my mother's expression on the road, I knew that my mother was really running out of time. I cherish the time we spend together more and more, except when it is not necessary, Lu Shi can't wait to be by my mother's side at any time.
In the early morning of the second day, as usual, I came to my mother's bed early on the road. I was about to wake my mother, only to find that it was strange today. At this point in the past, my mother would have woken up a long time ago, so why is she still asleep today? When I woke up early in the morning, I always felt my right eyelid jumped nonstop.
Lu Shi had bad guesses in his heart, and he dared not confidently stepped forward and took his mother's hand, only to realize that his mother's hands had already become cold.
Seeing the leaving mother, she couldn't help crying when she was on the road, and the tears on her face kept running like the rain. It is said that men do not flick when they have tears, unless they are extremely sad, otherwise they will not cry like this.
"Mom... Mom..."
No matter how many calls, I still can't wake up those who have left. On the road, she hugged her mother, who was already cold, and blamed herself very much. If it hadn't been for too much sleep, it wouldn't be so late to find out that her mother had left.
The neighbors who were a little further away heard the crying from the house, and couldn't help but came over to inquire about the situation. Looking at the child, Uncle Zhao knew that Xiaohui still hadn't survived.
Seeing such a sad child crying, he can be regarded as the one he has seen since childhood. I have never seen him cry so sad. Can't help but step forward and pat his shoulder.
"Look a little away, my child, your mother's life has not been easy. Perhaps leaving is a relief for her. If her spirit in the sky sees you so sad, she won't be at ease when she walks."
Lu Shi is now immersed in the matter of her mother's leaving, and all the outside voices and all the people seem to be separated from him.
Uncle Zhao was so big when he looked at Lu, crying like a child. There is nothing more to say. After all, I have watched it for so many years, and the mother and son live unconsciously.
Especially since Xiaohui fell ill, the child simply didn't go to school. All day long, I just want to make money and heal my mother. No matter how bitter the two mothers and sons had been before, their faces were always full of smiles.
Now, what happened to them, I can only sigh that God's will trick others. Uncle Zhao thought of these two people, and there were no relatives or friends beside him who could come and help. After hesitating for a while, he finally decided to help them by himself. At any rate, it can be regarded as a neighbor for decades, and I also hope that Xiaohui can go away with peace of mind.