After hearing these words from Shu Luming, Shen Changze was shocked. When did the two people start dating? Why did she tell herself personally that the person she loves most in her heart is herself? Why did it not take long for the two to break up? She has made a new boyfriend again. Is it possible that everything she said in the past was a lie to herself
Is this what she calls love? Shen Changze felt a kind of anger of being deceived, what is he in his heart? Could it be that the feelings of two people in the past were all my own illusions
Shen Changze resisted the anger in his heart and said to Shu Luming: "Happy birthday to you. This is a gift I brought you. I hope you like it."
Shu Luming opened the gift he gave and found that it turned out to be the key to a sports car. He was also very happy. This car has long been a favorite for myself, but it was already ordered by someone, and I couldn't buy it even if I paid more.
Unexpectedly, on my birthday, I actually got the car I had longed for.
"Thank you, I like this gift you gave me a lot."
When Shen Changze heard his thanks to himself, he simply said: "You like it."
After chatting with a few more people, Shen Changze came to the window sill and took a look underground, and saw Lu Xixi and Shu Luming tugging in the garden, thinking that the two had a quarrel. He quickly walked up to protect Lu Xixi.
But when I walked into the two of them, I realized that I was thinking too much.
"It's not safe for you to go back alone. I told you that I will take you back personally. If you really don't want to stay anymore, then I will drive you back. As your boyfriend, you should care about you. Take care."
When Lu Xixi heard what he cared about herself so much, she didn't know what to say for a while. This place is incompatible with me. Although I tried my best to maintain my self-confidence, I thought that I would not hear others say myself behind my back when I hid in the garden.
Unexpectedly, they were so uninviting. They looked for the difference in front of them with an open mind. They didn't want to make his birthday party unpleasant because of their own affairs. I want to have the idea of leaving early.
But he didn't expect that he had just said hello to him, explaining that he was leaving, he refused to let himself go first, and kept letting himself stay here.
"As the host of this banquet, how can you be so self-willed? You should treat the guests who come, so you don't care about me anymore. I can take care of myself..."
Shen Changze didn't stay here anymore. He thought that he came to save her, but he didn't expect to think too much. Hearing the words of the two of them caring about each other so much, he mistakenly believed that they were fake. At this moment in front of me, I have to admit that the two of them are really together.
When the two people were talking, they didn't even notice that Shen Changze came and went. In the end, Shu Luming compromised and said: "Then wait here, and I will ask the driver to take you back. It is not easy to take a taxi in this place. Besides, there are so many people coming and going. I am also worried about what you will encounter on the road. It's dangerous. If you really want to go back, just listen to me and let the driver take you back."
Lu Xixi looked at Shu Luming who refused to agree and refused to let him go, and finally nodded helplessly.
Later, under Shu Luming's arrangement, Lu Xixi was sent home by his driver.
After returning home, Lu Xixi completely relaxed, feeling very uncomfortable in her heart. Unexpectedly, the two eventually became the most familiar strangers.
When I remembered the disapproval in his eyes when he looked at him, I felt very hurt. Even if he misunderstood him, he couldn’t tell him why he did it. .
In this world, he is the most important person in his heart, even if he doesn't know what he has done for him behind his back, as long as he can see him get happiness, he doesn't care.
"Boom boom boom..."
Hearing a violent knock on the door, Lu Xixi opened the door and found that the person who was supposed to be at the banquet had actually appeared at his door.
Looking at him in surprise, he asked incredulously: "Why are you here?"
Shen Changze looked surprised, looked at Lu Xixi himself, and asked her sarcastically: "How come you are surprised to see me? Is it possible that I can't come over to look for you? I didn't expect you to move so fast. So soon I found the next home. It's far beyond my knowledge of you..."
When Lu Xixi heard the hurtful and intangible words in his mouth, the air was also coming, and the smell of alcohol emanating from him, even though he knew in her heart that he was drunk to say these, so not Words through the brain.
But when he heard him evaluate himself so much, he said to him angrily: "You are drunk now, what's the matter, wait until you wake up. I don't welcome you here, please Hurry and leave."
I saw the two of them flirting and cursing with my own eyes, but still couldn't help but miss this woman in my heart. Unconsciously, after drinking one glass after another, she refused the request for comfort and drove to her door.
"Why do you forget your old love when you have a new love? You don't want to see me so much? But what to do? I just want to see you? Do you feel guilty when you see me now? That's why you can't wait to think so Push me away."
Lu Xixi heard her reversing black and white, and said to him sarcastically: "Why is it that you are only allowed to be engaged to other women, or even get married, so that I am not allowed to associate with other people? You are too domineering, don't you? Forget, we two are strangers now. You don’t have the right or obligation to discipline me like this. Don’t forget that the two of us are just each other’s predecessors, not the current one."
Shen Changze heard words from her mouth that pierced his heart. Angrily, he said without thinking: "If you still want to associate with me now, you can just say straight, although I can't give you an upright identity, but at least follow me, I can let you worry about food and clothing. Take a look at what this place you live in now looks like? You just come to me and forget it."
Lu Xixi was even more angry when she heard her words suggesting that she should be his mistress. What did he consider himself to be? How could I be the kind of person who can't be seen? Does he really think of himself this way? Could it be that he was so unbearable in his heart!
Chapter 452 Strong Kiss
After so many years, I have misunderstood him. I didn't expect her to be like other men, eating from the bowl and looking at the pot.
"Snapped"
Shen Changze heard the crisp sound coming from her ears, if it weren't for the pain on her cheek, she couldn't have thought that she would dare to hit herself.
People who dare to beat themselves are no longer in this world. Who gave her the courage to make her treat herself like this. Is it too kind to her? Only then will she have the illusion that she can be lawless to herself, and even dare to do things to herself.
"What are you doing? Are you crazy? If I didn't beat women, do you think you could stand in front of me alive?"
When Lu Xixi heard him questioning herself, she directly confronted him without being discouraged: "This is what you deserve. In your heart, what am I? You actually want me to be your mistress's mistress. How do you look down on me in order to have this kind of thought. What does it matter to you where I live? What does it matter to you whether I live well or not? Why do you say that to me?"
Shen Changze looked at Lu Xixi, who had burst into tears at some point, and felt very at a loss. She obviously beat herself, why is she still aggrieved? What the hell is this? She obviously did something wrong, how could she still be like this
"Don't cry, are you crying enough? If you keep crying like this, don't blame me for blocking your mouth so that you can't cry even if you cry."
Lu Xixi looked at the person in front of her, hurting herself again and again. Hearing the threats he made to him, he bluntly contradicted: "I cry as I like? What's up to you?"
Looking at Lu Xixi who was crying constantly in front of him, Shen Changze directly lowered his head and kissed her.
Lu Xixi looked at Shen Changze who suddenly kissed herself, she was shocked, and she was stunned. The whole person stood there dumbfounded, and only the hot temperature from his mouth was in his mind.
Lu Xixi wanted to let herself indulge in his gentleness to herself, but her reason told herself that she couldn’t just let herself go. He already had a fiancée, and he was about to enter the wedding with another woman. Palace.
No matter how much he feels good about him in my heart? You shouldn't be entangled like this with a man who has a master, even if Shu Shuang is no more vicious to yourself? But she couldn't be like her.
When Lu Xixi saw his father's picture on the wall, when he thought of his father's teachings to him since he was a child, he was finally cruel and pushed him away.
"Let's go, don't show up here again, in a while, you will have a wedding. I don't want you to be the most shameless man in my heart."
When Shen Changze heard what she said, he was silent for a while. Originally, I simply wanted her to stop crying anymore, but after the kiss went on, I couldn't bear to let it go again.
Hearing what she said to herself, most of Shen Changze's wine woke up. Finally reluctant to leave here.
Lu Xixi watched as the door was closed by him and disappeared from his field of vision. I couldn’t help crying, how much I wish she could stay with me, but I knew it was impossible. The two people have now completely become two parallel lines. I can’t be so selfish because my He was infamy for the reason.
He used to fight for opportunities for two people, but something happened later that caused the two to separate again. It is precisely because the two people have gone through so many things together, I am even more reluctant to bear him, because of my own reasons, but because of the blame and harm from the outside world.
Obviously letting go is a very right thing, why is my heart still so hurt? The pain was so painful that I even felt unconscious.
Seeing the smiling father in the photo, Lu Xixi couldn't help holding the photo of her father tightly, and she couldn't help but shed more tears.
"Dad, I miss you so much, I miss you and mom so much. I feel my heart is going to hurt to death, but I can't keep him. You told me so much that you must let me find a love. My own person, what should I do? I can’t bear to let go of him, I can’t bear to let go of someone who has been rooted in my heart for so many years. Why don’t I know how stupid my behavior is, but I still can’t bear to let go. Dad..."
Lu Xixi cried for a long time holding the photo of her father, and finally fell asleep on the sofa unconsciously after crying.
And Shen Changze, who had already left, also sat alone in the car for a long time. It seems to be a sculpture for a long time, sitting like this forever.
Suddenly a burst of strong car lights shone, and his eyes could not be opened. When he opened his eyes again, he found that the owner who had just left the banquet came out of the car.
Seeing so many things in his hands, Shen Changze didn't do what he thought, knowing that these things were all prepared for the woman above. She couldn't wait so much, and it didn't take long for her to leave, so she called other men so quickly. Want to seek comfort from other men.
Shen Changze waited here for a while, but Shu Luming, who had gone up, had not come down yet. This kind of person gave up and drove away from here.
"Tuk tuk..."
Lu Xixi woke up when she heard a knock on the door from outside. Unexpectedly, he fell asleep on the sofa in a trance. After putting his father's photo, I was still thinking, could it be Shen Changze? Only when he opened the door, he discovered that Shu Luming turned out to be outside the door.
Thinking of Shu Luming who appeared at her door so late, Lu Xixi subconsciously increased her vigilance. After all, two people are not real lovers, not to mention that they are all acting together.
It is estimated that it is refreshing to go to the Three Treasures Palace without any problems, and think of any way to let him come here to target himself. Soldiers come to block, water comes to cover, as far as the current situation is concerned, I can only take one step at a time.
"are you looking for me?"
Shu Luming's listless Lu Xixi thought she was disturbing her clear dreams, and said to her embarrassedly: "I'm sorry to disturb you so late. I think you couldn't eat anything there. I originally planned to take you out to eat after the banquet, but I didn’t expect you to leave early. So I brought some food for you, hope you like it.
When Lu Xixi heard what he said, he noticed that he was holding many things in his hand. He hurriedly turned sideways, let him come in first, and put things away.
After waiting for the bright hall, Shu Luming saw that her eyes were red, apparently she had just cried for a short time. I feel very sorry for thinking that she has been hurt at the banquet. Suddenly, he didn't know where to put his hands and feet, and he stood there stupidly at a loss.