As long as it can make him happy, what if he has given everything himself? He lives in this world, except for himself, he no longer wants, the desire to continue.
Shen Changze sent Shu Shuang to the door of her house and heard her say to herself: "Changze, I really didn't expect her to be such a woman? Why? Why does Luming insist on marrying such a person, am I from There will be no home anymore? Nagasawa, you are the only one left by my side. If you abandon me, then what else do I need to live on. I just end up like this and forget it. You Tell me, you tell me..."
Shen Changze saw Xiao Shuang who was still suffering by his side, her face was very bad, and she felt very uncomfortable when she heard those words.
"Changze, my father was very disagreeable with me. Will he not wait to see me after my father has a grandson? From now on, where else can I go? I feel that my life is a burden, even My biological parents can abandon me. What do you think is necessary for me to live? Is it true that only death can solve everything in front of me? Am I not supposed to live in this world..."
Shen Changze heard her self-denial words one after another, and was very afraid that she would not be able to think about it, so that she would take her own life. He quickly explained to her: "Don't think so, everyone has their own mission in life. There are so many people in the world who care about you and love you, how can you have such an idea? Don't you even think about it? Can anyone who loves you be abandoned?"
Hearing what he said, Shu Shuang seemed to have realized it suddenly, and tightly grasped Shen Changze's hand, and asked him: "Will you also abandon me? You are the sunshine in my life that I finally got, if even you Abandon me. Then what does it mean to be alive?"
Shen Changze saw her look so uneasy, promised to say to her: "I will not abandon you, as long as you don't violate my bottom line, I will always be by your side."
When Shu Shuang heard what he said, he immediately said to him obediently: "I will definitely listen to you well in the future, you...you can't abandon me."
Shen Changze didn't expect that when she saw someone so strong, she would have such a vulnerable side. Seeing Xiao Shuang, who has always had a completely different image in her own mind, felt very sorry for her in her heart.
It was her appearance that made herself feel the warmth of sunshine in that miserable childhood. It was her appearance that filled her heart with sunshine.
I will never forget it. The little girl who appeared in the orphanage at the beginning smiled and said to herself: "Little brother, no matter how sad I am in my heart? No matter how sad, never lose hope for my future. Give, eat With this magic lollipop, my mood will become very good."
Seeing Xiao Shuang's mood stabilized a lot, after seeing her walk into the house, he drove away comfortably.
At this time, Shen Changze didn't want to go back to that hypocritical home, because he felt tired to be alive. After arriving in his fixed box, the people below brought up a lot of wine.
Pour the wine into the glass and drank glass after glass. Even if the consciousness of drinking began to fade, I kept drinking. Thinking of her beloved girl, accepting another man's proposal in front of her. Shen Changze only felt like a knife cut his heart.
Drinking in his heart, Shen Changze wanted to meet and ask the sad woman why? Why accept marriage proposals from other men? Is there really no self in her heart
Is she really the kind of admiration for vanity? Can someone who can ignore the bottom line for money? Could it be that I misunderstood her? why? Shen Changze had thousands of doubts in his heart, and wanted her to answer for herself.
"Boom..."
Lu Xixi heard the sound coming from outside the door, opened the door, and saw Changze, who was full of alcohol, appeared in front of him. Seeing that he was about to fall, he immediately supported him.
Shen Changze saw Xi Xi who would only stick a knife on himself. Try to stabilize your figure, grab her shoulders, and then ask her fiercely: "Why? Why did you agree to him? What are you thinking in your heart? You want money, you want momentum, you want I can give you everything you want. Will you come back to me, okay? The two of us start from the beginning, okay?"
Lu Xixi saw him drunk in a mess, and heard the words from his mouth. My heart is very uncomfortable, why don't you... Don't you want to spend the rest of your life with him
Reality does not allow one to do such a thing. Now that the two people are identities, they clearly tell themselves that this is impossible. Even if he knows Shu Shuang clearly and has no good intentions towards him, he is not allowed to do something that violates morals.
"Nagaze, you are drunk, I will send you back now. We... We are no longer possible, so don't say anything like this anymore. Today, I will treat it as if I didn't hear it. You already have the right person by your side, and I have also promised others. From now on, I wish you happiness."
When Shen Changze heard what she said, he thought that from now on, the two of them would lead the lives of strangers, and that she would have children for other men, and it would really be impossible for the two to separate from now on.
Thinking of this, I looked at her and kissed her directly.
Lu Xixi only felt warm on her lips, a pair of soft and warm lips pressed against her lips, and her wet tongue drew across the corner of her mouth, as if she wanted to swallow herself.
Lu Xixi clearly knew that he should push him away, and that he shouldn't let him do whatever he wanted. But thinking of the distance between the two people is getting farther and farther, perhaps from now on there will be no possibility of intersection between the two people.
I thought that I would no longer be able to guard, beside my beloved one. Finally chose to close his eyes and let him...
When Lu Xixi woke up early the next morning, Lu Xixi, who was still asleep, was reluctant to use his hands to trace his face again and again. I hope to keep him firmly in my mind now.
Seeing that the sky outside was getting brighter and brighter, Lu Xixi chose to put on her own clothes and leave this place no matter how uncomfortable she was in her heart.
Things were wrong this time, and I really didn't have the courage to face him after he was sober. Lu Xixi deeply remembered the things he asked his assistant to send to him when that person had a relationship.
Now that he didn't push him away because he was drunk, would he blame himself again in his heart? In this love, my love is too humble, so humble that I would rather leave him scarred than see him suffer any harm. Do your best to protect him.