I cannot affect her future life because of my own selfishness. Now I am clear and understand my own mind. I know what I want.
After a period of busyness, Shen Changze finally handled the things he had at hand almost. This day, Shen Changze sent a message to Shu Shuang. Ask her to meet in a restaurant.
After receiving a text message from him to himself, Shu Shuang. The heart is very joyful and happy. During this period of time, because of the many things that happened to the Shen family, although I really wanted to go up and help. But helplessly, he realized that he seemed to be unable to help him.
Even if I actively want to go up and help, I feel a sense of rejection consciously or unconsciously.
'I will arrive on time. '
After receiving the reply from the other party, Shen Changze took the time to deal with all the things he had on hand as soon as possible. Then came to the place where the two people met in advance.
"Sir, what do you need? Do you need me to help you."
When Shen Changze heard what he said, he raised his head and said to him: "No, I will call you again if necessary. Now, just give me a glass of boiled water. When someone comes, we will order."
The waiter heard him. There will be more stays. Soon the water he ordered was brought up. In this way, Shen Changze began to think, waiting for what he was about to say to her.
Shu Shuang has been grooming and grooming since he returned a text message. Look at the perfect person in the mirror. Then he left home with confidence. I drove the car very quickly and came to the place where the two people met.
After arriving at the restaurant, under the leadership of the waiter, Shu Shuang quickly came to the box where Shen Changze was.
"Nagaze, it's been a long time since I saw you. Have you handled everything at home? Is your aunt's health better?"
Shen Changze heard how she cared about herself so much. For a while, I didn't know what to say.
"My family's affairs have been taken care of, and my mother's health has been much better. By the way, don't talk about it. I remember you like this restaurant, you see what you want to eat, you order first. "
For a while, Shu Shuang didn't know what medicine he sold in the gourd? Does he really just want to have a meal together when he asks himself out
"I'll just have a half-rare filet steak. I have ordered what I want in Nagasawa. Then, should I order it for you, or order it myself?"
Shen Changze heard her questioning herself and directly ordered dishes similar to hers. After the two people had finished eating, Shen Changze said to this comfortably: "I asked you out today because I wanted to tell you something. I... After thinking about it again and again, I still feel that the marriage contract between the two of us has been cancelled and the comparison has been cancelled. it is good."
After hearing what he said, Shu Shuang asked him incredulously: "What do you mean by that? Did I hear it wrong or you said it wrong? Why did you say this to me so suddenly? Is there anything I’m not doing well? Tell me. I’ll change it if you say it. Soon, the two of us will have a wedding. Tell me this way, have you ever considered my feelings? ."
Shen Changze looked at her dimly with tears, and looked very hurt. I am very sorry and said to her: "I'm sorry, I have already made a decision on this matter. If you are hurt because of me. Then I am here to say sorry to you sincerely. Don't worry, I will explain to others. …"
After hearing what he said, Shu Shuang said angrily: "Explain, who do you want to explain to. Can this kind of thing be explained by explanation alone? Do you think I'm alive too well? Do you know, I look forward to the wedding of our two every day. Now you are telling me something like this. How do you let me meet other people? You let me have a face to go out in the future. Don't you think Is it too late to say these things by this time?"
After hearing these words from her, Shen Changze said to her very apologetically: "I'm sorry, all the responsibility is to me. For the harm and loss caused to you, I will do my best to compensate you."
After hearing what she said, Shu Shuang just felt very ridiculous. What kind of person does he think of himself as an adult? In the marriage of two people, can some simple compensation be able to make up for the harm caused to oneself? Is he too naive, or is he asking too much
"Changze, what kind of person am I in your heart? Have you really considered me from my perspective? Don't you think you are saying this to me too much? Am I with you? , Is it just for the so-called compensation? Do you have to show my heart to you so that you can truly understand my affection for you."
Shen Changze looked at her getting more and more excited, and he didn't know how much harm he had caused her to suddenly cancel the marriage contract.
But I was wrong from the beginning, when I didn't really understand what I wanted. There may still be a chance to get everything back on track.
I can't face the existence of this marriage contract knowingly, for the future life of the two people, it is obviously unhappy, but it still happens because of some things.
Shu Shuang looked at him sitting on the side in silence all the time. Can't help but walk to his side. Kneeling on the ground, holding his hand, and sincerely said to him: "Are you going to abandon me? You promised me that you would never leave me there alone. Don't be so right. I’m okay. Tell me what I’ve done badly and I’ll change it. For you, I’m willing to change all of my bad habits..."
Shen Changze looked at her so wronged, so humble. I feel very distressed for his behavior. He took her by the hand, helped her up, and said to her. "It’s not that you’re bad, it’s me, it’s that I want to cancel this engagement. You are good, you are excellent. I believe that without me, your life will be more colorful in the future. Your body There are many good people around, aren’t they?"
Shu Shuang saw that he insisted on canceling the marriage contract between two people, and couldn't help but say to him again: "Have you forgotten the promise you made to me when you were young? Didn't you say that you will protect me and protect me when I am Knight. Have you forgotten all this?"
When Shen Changze heard her, he brought up the matter of the previous two people again. I felt very sorry for her in my heart, and couldn't help lowering his head.
Shu Shuang looked at him doing nothing, and there was no more gentle expression on his face. Grasping his shoulder firmly, looking at his eyes, he kept begging to him: "Don't leave me alone, okay? Didn't you count what you said to me at the beginning? You..."