Lu Xixi was afraid that when he was not paying attention, his father would leave him, and abused him every day, stubbornly guarding the door of the ward.
Dr. Luo saw Lu Xixi who was skinny and could not help but urged her to take a good rest. However, Lu Xixi had been standing motionless at the door of the ward, guarding her father in the ward and giving Dr. Luo's advice. It just kept nodding.
When Dr. Luo saw Lu Xixi’s expression, he knew that she hadn’t taken her words to heart, so she couldn’t help but reprimanded her: 〃You are now masochistic at the door of your father’s ward. You are torturing you. Myself, if your father knows how you are now, how much his heart hurts, don't you fall down when your father wakes up, who will take care of him then? 〃
Lu Xixi heard what Dr. Luo said and knew that Dr. Luo was right, but Lu Xixi felt that all of this was her own cause, if it weren't for her busy job hunting, she accidentally ignored her father.
The father would not suddenly become so serious. If he hadn't secretly signed the operation consent form behind his father's back, and forced his father to accept the operation in the name of love, his father's situation would not have become so dangerous.
I am now to blame for all deaths. Unless his father wakes up, he will not leave the door of the ward.
After half a month in this way, during this half month, the doctor issued many critical illness notices, and his father carried out rescue after rescue. Lu Xixi stayed at the door of the ward again and again throughout the night. Praying again and again to God not to let him take his own father.
However, the mysterious man's money has never stopped. Lu Xixi's instinct told herself that this mysterious man is Shen Changze.
In order to prove whether her guess was correct, Lu Xixi asked her caregiver who had been with her for a long time and asked her to help her check it out.
When the nurse heard what Lu Xixi said, he promised Lu Xixi: 〃Don't worry, I will help you observe it. If I know who is helping you? I will tell you in time. 〃
Lu Xixi didn't notice. When the caregiver was making assurances to herself, his eyes kept rolling. If Lu Xixi observes carefully, he will know that the caregiver is lying.
During this period of time, Lu Xixi has been torturing herself, and now she is like a walking skeleton, with only bones left in her body.
Even so, Lu Xixi didn't care about her body at all. As long as he got better for his father, what if he was tortured
Unexpectedly, after working hard for so long, his father finally left him. Lu Xixi felt that his father's departure was all because of her wrong decision.
If he hadn't had the operation, his father might still be alive now, and there would be no father in this world. What's the point of being alive
There is no one who loves me in this world anymore, all because of my own fault. Now that my father has passed away, this world has no longer what I can miss, and there is no point in living by myself.
When Lu Xixi thought about it, she unknowingly walked to the hospital's paradise and saw the busy people downstairs. Lu Xixi felt that as long as she jumped down, she would be free.
In as if, Lu Xixi saw her father and her mother, whom she hadn't seen for a long time, not far away. As long as she took the step in front of her, she could be reunited with her father.
Today, as usual, Shen Changze drove to the hospital to learn about Lu's father's physical condition, but as soon as Shen Changze arrived at the entrance of the hospital, he saw many people standing downstairs, and they kept looking up at the top.
Shen Changze looked up and saw that there seemed to be a person standing on the rooftop. He felt that the person was very familiar with him. Shen Changze quickly took a closer look, and then it became clear that the person was actually Lu Xixi.
Seeing Lu Xixi about to jump off, Shen Changze tried his best to rush to the rooftop, and saw that Lu Xixi was about to step forward and was about to jump down, taking advantage of Lu Xixi not paying attention.
Shen Changze hurriedly ran behind Lu Xixi and hugged Lu Xixi down.
Shen Changze thought if he didn't come to the hospital today, he would receive news of Lu Xixi's death after a while.
Thinking of that scene, Shen Changze couldn't help but yelled at Lu Xixi: 〃You want to die, don't you? Even if there is something big, you can't easily treat your life like this. Are you worthy of your parents who love you? 〃
When Lu Xixi heard Shen Changze’s words, tears kept streaming down, and she muttered to herself: 〃They are all gone, they have all left me, there is only me in this world, what else is there for me to live? significance? 〃
Lu Xixi's words made Shen Changze realize that Lu's father eventually passed away. Last time Shen Changze learned from the doctor that Lu's father's physical condition was better after the operation, and thought that Lu's father's body would be able to heal.
Father Lu finally left, and saw Lu Xixi who was frustrated in front of him.
In order to cheer up Lu Xixi, Shen Changze couldn't help but said to Lu Xixi: 〃I used to be lost when I was very young. At that time, I stayed in the orphanage for a long time. I found my biological parents when I had the opportunity. I was in the orphanage at the beginning. I didn’t have enough food and clothes all day long. My wish every day was just to be able to eat. 〃
Seeing that the look on Lu Xixi’s face improved, Shen Changze continued: 〃There are many unfortunate people in this world. You are already very lucky. At least your parents have been with you for many years. They love you so much, for You have even fought against the disease for so long, how can you bear to let down their love for you? They definitely hope that you can live well in the spirit of the sky, instead of looking for them without thinking... 〃
On this day, Shen Changze said a lot of exciting things to Lu Xixi, so that Lu Xixi shouldn't miss it.
Even though Shen Changze had been persuading Lu Xixi, but Lu Xixi's tears kept flowing, and finally she even cried and fell into Shen Changze's arms.
In order to prevent Lu Xixi from committing suicide again when she was not paying attention, Shen Changze brought Lu Xixi back to her house.
When Shen Changze put Lu Xixi in his own body and saw Lu Xixi's dirty clothes, in order to make Lu Xixi sleep more comfortable, Shen Changze personally took off Lu Xixi's dirty clothes.
When Shen Changze took off Lu Xixi's clothes, he felt that Lu Xixi's body was scorching hot, and Shen Changze put his hand on Lu Xixi's forehead, which was also very hot.
Shen Changze realized that Lu Xixi had a high fever.