Qiongcang raised his head, looked at He Jueyun's soft eyes, and said slowly, "Ms. Xue told me today that Qi Kexu may not have committed suicide."
After so many years, Qiong thought that his emotions could become very indifferent, that he could pretend not to care, analyze everything in a rational way, and arrange all logic in a fixed form.
But she can't.
Her memory is very clear, she will always remember that day, the picture of Qi Kexu pressing her head abusively, remembering the look of the other party looking at her with hatred, hoping that she would not appear in this world.
I will always remember how dazed and helpless I was at that time.
She suffered hatred that should not belong to her.
She is not reconciled.
Such unwillingness is irrational and illogical, and will never be compensated.
However, every time she recalled Qi Kexu, what she hated most was not Qi Kexu's capriciousness, but her irresponsibility.
Compared to the instability caused by her mental illness, Qiong hates her abandoning herself.
Her violence against herself, the sky can bury it in a very small corner and spread her good memories of herself on it, it only needs to be explained by a simple reason.
I can understand Qi Kexu's pain and her uncontrollability.
This is a young child's admiration for his mother engraved in his genes.
But the matter of suicide, Qiong couldn't let go of it for the rest of his life.
Only the relatives of the suicidal person can experience it, and it is a pain in which the value has been denied.
It seems that his own existence has never occupied an important place in the other's heart.
Obviously, she regarded Qi Kexu as her everything.
As a mother, how could she just leave like this
There was warm water in Qiong Cang's eyes, and she blinked her eyes hard, trying to hold back the sourness.
Before he could digest his emotions, he reached out with one hand, covered her eyes, and then pressed her shoulders and took her into his arms.
The sky seemed to be scalded by the temperature of the opponent's palm, and his eyelids trembled.
Then the hand moved to her back, stroking it as if comforting.
Qiong Cang took a deep breath and subconsciously wanted to pull back, but although He Jueyun's hand movements were gentle, the strength of his arms was very strong, which failed to make her move.
He Jueyun didn't say anything for a long time, just hugged her and seemed to think hard about what to say.
In the quiet passage of time, He Jueyun's heartbeat began to speed up, he should have finally thought about it, and when he spoke, he tried to keep calm and let his voice be calm enough.
"I have heard others say that in a person's life, the existence of parents is not the most profound, because they can accompany their children for a short period of time.
As people grow up, they must learn to leave the nest and start living alone. "
Qiong leaned against his chest, and felt the body temperature from his cheeks through the clothes. The distance that she could hear the other party's heartbeat gave her a very real feeling.
She can pierce the heart of the other person with a straightforward heartbeat.
When He Jueyun spoke, a slight vibration came from his vocal cords and his chest. He asked, "Then do you know what the relationship is, is it the longest?"
Qiong was a little dazed and didn't hear the voice behind him.
He Jueyun held his breath, asked himself and answered, "It's a lover.
It is the kind of lover who is serious, thinks about living a lifetime, and wants to be responsible for the other party. "
Qiong Tian was stunned.
He Jueyun asked in a hurry: "I'm not too young, so Teacher Qiongcang, do you want to be a partner?"
This question is a bit of a sudden, but it seems quite reasonable.
He Jueyun's "wolf ambition" has long been known, but Qionggong didn't find it annoying during the long-term relationship.
Qiong's attention was completely distracted, and his brain fell into chaotic thinking.
For the first time, the mind galloped through the mind like a wild horse, without direction and without purpose.
He Jueyun noticed her quietness, his heart felt a little empty, and the strength of his arms was slightly loose, but after thinking about it, he convinced himself again.
If you don't take advantage of it, when will you find a girlfriend
Being single for so many years has told him a truth, one can't be too polite.
He Jueyun decided to show his inhumanity appropriately.
"I have money, right
Do whatever you want in the future.
You can basically do whatever you want as long as you're not overly capricious.
For example, every day you wake up on a large bed of 1,000 square meters, put seven pure gold and diamond-encrusted toilets in the toilet, ask 108 servants to take charge of your daily life, and build a castle to store you where you have nowhere to go. Scrap paper laid out…”
An incomparable hesitation flashed across Qiong Cang's face.
It turns out that she is a neurotic in He Jueyun's heart
… but that last point does sound tempting.
He Jueyun stopped halfway through, and found himself a little nervous.
If you continue to think about it, I am afraid that you will be violently sent to a mental hospital by Qiong.
He was deeply agitated by the incoherence of his speech, and he was unable to remedy it.
… Oh shit! Besides being rich, what else can he do
!
He Jueyun was angry with himself when he heard the man in his arms say in a muffled voice, "I'll think about it."
He Jueyun was ready to be rejected, and when he heard Qiong Cang's answer, he was really shocked.
Fortunately, they could not see each other's expressions, and they missed that stupid look.
He Jueyun knew that Qiongcang's perfunctory was always superficial, and she only used words like "um" and "oh" to reluctantly respond to evasive questions, and she was never polite to things she didn't like.
She will say "consider", which is already a very serious attitude, and the subjectivity is biased towards consent.
What does this mean
Genius is euphemism, this is what it means to agree!
He Jueyun was excited, as if he heard the words "I love you" just now, and his blood played a surging aria along with his heartbeat.
Qiong Cang is hard to ignore, and said faintly, "Your sinus heart beats fast."
He Jueyun hurriedly let go of her, and after a brief period of helplessness, he started today's bribery process.
"What to eat?"
Qiong Cang squinted at him, finding his embarrassed appearance particularly interesting, and teased: "It's not important.
Why don't you give me a gold and diamond-encrusted toilet to open my eyes. "
He Jueyun's skin is very white, so that the blushing around his ears is very obvious.
"Don't make trouble."
He recalled himself a minute ago, and was reluctant to admit that the guy who didn't seem very smart was the domineering president He Jueyun himself. He bluffed and said, "Only people who are my daughter-in-law can make these unreasonable demands."
Qiongcang didn't understand the lives of these rich people, so he didn't dare to be too presumptuous, and changed his tone: "That's it.
I'm afraid that when I go to the toilet I can't help defying gravity. "
He Jueyun laughed and scolded: "What
Are you eating or not? "
Qiong Cang said with interest: "Let's go."
·
That night, Fang Qi called her again.
After getting on the phone, he was silent for a long time, and finally said calmly: "The teacher is dead."
With mixed feelings, the sky responded vaguely.
Fang Qi breathed a sigh of relief and said easily, "That's alright, she can walk with a little more peace of mind."
You don't have to witness your husband and son being brought to trial, watching them accept the angry scolding of the people.
Fang Qi asked again, "How's the teacher over there?"
The sky said truthfully, "I don't know.
No follow up. "
Fang Qi: "Where did Li Zhanyuan go?"
"do not know."
"Oh… "
Fang Qi had nothing to say, and he was a little tired.
Li Zhanyuan ran away, and Li Lingsong was detained again. Ms. Xue had no other relatives, so she could only let some of their students help with the funeral.
"Then I'll go to work.
See you later.
In addition..." Fang Qi hesitated a few times and sighed, "If there is news about Li Zhanyuan, whether dead or alive, let me know by the way. "
Qiongcang wanted to know where Li Zhanyuan went. She still had something to ask him in person.
And this idea is extremely strong, I wish that person would stand in front of her and tell her the answer.
Qionggong held the mobile phone, turned it up and down, and his eyes landed on the TV cabinet in front of him.
Li Zhanyuan's crime has been exposed, and it is useless to escape.
He is used to the life in front of the famous people, and he should not be able to adapt to the embarrassment of wandering around.
What's more, his most important parents are in deep misfortune because of him, and he can't ignore it.
Qiong believes that he is still in City A, or nearby.
He hates those who ruin his peaceful life.
Such as how Chuanzhou, such as the sky.
He was lying in ambush in the dark, like a wild wolf with green eyes, watching her every move, waiting for an opportunity to retaliate.
Qiong Cang flicked his fingers, then clicked on his social account and edited a paragraph on it.
She doesn't use this account very often, and it posts all work-related notices, and her friends are either colleagues or students.
She wrote on it:
"It turned out to be just an impotent psychopath, can this feeling of watching other people's pain give you a physical erection
What you do, in the end, is just to hold your mother accountable.
Did you see your mother crying and repenting with tears in her eyes
She died in the cold ward, right in front of my eyes.
It's a pity that no one will forgive her and sympathize with her. "
Qiong Qiong finished typing and raised his hand to cover his face.
He let out a long breath in the dark.
He will come to find himself.
Will.
·
Fan Huai lowered the brim of his hat, ate the noodles in the bowl, and looked at the phone screen in front of him through the hazy white mist.
Not long after, the car door opened, and a petite girl got in and sat next to him.
The girl looked at the red blood in his eyes and suggested in a low voice, "Brother Huai, why don't you go back and rest first
There is no way to wait here.
He won't necessarily come back. "
Fan Huai didn't say anything. He took two bites, put down his chopsticks, put the phone in front of him, flipped the message up and down, and read it out softly.
He seemed to know something and said to the girl next to him, "Go down."
The girl tightened her seat belt and said urgently, "I don't want it!"
Fan Huai frowned, and didn't want to stand still with her. In two or three, he swept away the food left in the bowl, started the car, and drove towards Qiong's location.