Shen Sui was pulled back to the scene more than ten years ago, and the scenes were still clear.
She didn't know why she had such strong emotions at the time.
Whether it was hatred, anger, or grievance, they were all extremely violent. Even after so long, she still remembered the suffocation that filled her chest.
Her heart was howling hysterically every day, but Ding Tao didn't care. In order to avoid her quarrel, he chose to distance himself from her.
The anger that was ignored and couldn't be resolved, in the continuous accumulation, swelled to the extreme, and finally twisted and perverted to make her lose her judgment, and said some extremely vicious words from her mouth.
Obviously she also knew that it was wrong, probably only one word could describe it.
Once a person is impulsive, he will run in the most irreversible direction, regardless of the consequences.
She couldn't help thinking that if Ding Tao could comfort her with a few words at that time, show enough respect and let her express the injustice, maybe nothing would have happened.
But not, all the regrets and pity created today's results.
As if everything was predestined.
Shen Sui was overwhelmed by those messy thoughts, crying and laughing on her face, when she heard He Jueyun ask: "Do you hate Dong Xuanxuan living in your house so much
If you really hate it, you can refuse, or speak out.
Or do you really think the worst thing in this matter is an incapacitated five-year-old? "
Shen Sui twitched the corners of his mouth bleakly and said, "All women will hate having a man in the family who likes to make his own decisions.
What is home
A home is a group made up of one's own people.
Dong Xuanxuan is not my son, he is the proof that my husband betrayed me, why should I accept him
Do you men think that as long as you have enough voice at home, your wife will definitely accept such a thing? "
Shen Sui clutched her chest, out of breath: "Impossible! You hate someone, no matter how long you live, you will still hate him! You can't get used to it!"
He Jueyun said, "Then you should hate your husband."
"But he's my own! I take him as my family!"
Shen Sui said excitedly, "It doesn't make sense when a person expresses his anger, why do you think that I will be reasonable when it comes to emotional matters
So I hate Dong Xuan Xuan! The better Ding Tao treats him, the more I hate him.
The more sensible he behaves and the more compliments he gets, the more I hate him! "
He Jueyun was shocked by her madness, unable to connect her with the weak and beautiful woman before.
When she was provoked, she would have such surging negative emotions.
A Ding Xihua who is in the transition period, what will she be like when she faces such her every day
He Jueyun asked dryly, "Just because he's not your child?"
"right!"
Shen Sui said quickly, "Because he came to my house without my permission! Because he got along well with everyone, he turned me into an outsider! An outsider! My life was ruined by him. !"
The interrogation room, as well as the screening room, was silent.
Xie Qimeng heard a heavy breath, and when he came back to his senses, he realized that it was from himself, and quickly closed his mouth.
For some reason, these words made him panic.
Qiongcang also came to his home without warning, but they didn't get along well.
That time was so far away that it even made him feel unfamiliar.
After all, Qiong only lived in his house for a short time.
Xie Qimeng was recalling and noticed that He Chuanzhou looked back at him.
He looked back, his penetrating eyes made him tense, and he swallowed.
He Chuanzhou said: "Many people's emotions are not calm, which is why in many cases, the murderer cannot be identified from the point of view of motivation alone.
Behind the case, there are all kinds of ironic reasons.
Being able to control your emotions and stay calm is not necessarily a disadvantage.
If Ding Xihua can get the correct guidance from a young age, he may become an excellent criminal investigation or judicial officer.
Of course, keen emotional awareness is also a gift... well, hard work is also a gift. "
Xie Qimeng: "..." Why do you feel that the last sentence was reluctantly made up by her racking her brains to comfort herself
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He Jueyun waited for Shen Sui to cry for a while, and then gradually stabilized before continuing to talk to her.
"What did you tell Ding Xihua at that time?"
Mentioning her son, Shen Sui fell down again.
Her whole person seemed to sink to the bottom of the valley, and her voice became ethereal.
"A long time ago, I knew that Xihua was not like an ordinary child.
He doesn't cry much and isn't much influenced by other people's emotions.
Very smart, sensible and independent.
I thought these were the advantages, the ones I taught well.
I think he's especially precocious, already like a little adult in his teens. "
"When Dong Xuanxuan first appeared, I was stunned.
Xihua usually has to go to school, Ding Tao is not at home during the day, Dong Xuanxuan has not completed the formalities and cannot go to the kindergarten. Even if there is a nanny, I still see him often.
He has a lot of bad habits, his mother's financial condition is not good, she can't take care of herself, she doesn't teach him well at all, and she often beats and scolds him, but... "
Shen Sui lowered her head, tears choked out again.
"But he is completely different from Xihua, he is very sensitive to other people's emotions, and he is always cautious when he sees me.
I know I hate him, but…”
Shen Sui pursed her lips and smiled sarcastically.
"He found me sad, but he still came to me and comforted me.
He would smile at me, hold my legs, and give me food.
I never imagined that in this family, the person who really cares about me is actually him. "
Dong Xuanxuan always turned around her like a bee.
She kept giggling with a cute face.
He called himself Mama Ding, said she was good-looking, and said that his mother was also very nice, and he wanted to go home a little bit.
Where is his mother
His mother was just as irresponsible as she was.
Just because of his mother's impermanence, he knew from a very young age not to do sad things and to please those adults who were disqualified.
Only when I saw him, Shen Sui, did I know what real precociousness is.
He Jueyun asked, "Then why do you want to..."
"I don't actually hate him, I just hate Ding Tao.
Ding Tao likes this son, so I deliberately picked the most uncomfortable words for him. "
Shen Sui covered her face with her hands, and her voice was choked up, almost inaudible, "Ding Tao doesn't answer my call.
Xihua is precocious, he thinks he is mature, so I will tell him, let him tell his father, and hope he can help me persuade.
I would complain to him. When I was impulsive, I was very sloppy. I thought he wouldn't take it seriously. "
Shen Sui looked dazed: "At that time, Xihua asked me several times if Dong Xuanxuan disappeared and our family could return to normal.
I say yes.
I said that your dad puts his heart on him now, and you can't treat him as a younger brother.
Then… "
Seeing that she couldn't continue, He Jueyun took the initiative to complete the second half of the sentence: "Then he died not long after."
Shen Sui nodded.
Shen Sui will always remember that when she and Ding Tao rushed to the river after hearing the news, Ding Xihua stood on the bank and watched all these scenes with cold eyes.
He frowned, not out of sadness, but out of confusion.
Several children of the same age as him were already panicking, and they couldn't even express their words clearly, and several girls were sobbing that they were about to faint.
Shen Sui looked at Ding Xihua and realized almost immediately that it was her son who killed Dong Xuanxuan.
At that moment, she felt that her whole body was wrapped in incomparable coldness, and she tried to open her mouth, but she lost her voice.
She raised her hand and slapped herself hard, realizing what kind of mistakes she had made, but she didn't dare to say it.
Shen Sui said: "Dong Xuanxuan listened to him very much. He took people to a relatively hidden location, but he was still seen by a nearby villager who came to fish."
"Ding Tao has no choice, this is his only son, he can only protect it.
He asked a lawyer to come forward and bribe the villager.
Because Xihua is under the age of fourteen, even if he speaks out, he does not have to bear criminal responsibility, not to mention that the person has no evidence at all.
So, the villagers took the money and left. "
At that time, Ding Xihua held her hand and asked her, "Why does that person look at me like this?"
His indifference and confusion made Shen Sui feel a little scary.
This teenager has no idea what murder is and what death is.
As an adult, she knew, but she didn't know how to explain this to Ding Xihua.
She grabbed Ding Xihua's shoulder and told him that he would pretend to be sad, that he would learn to be as helpless as his classmates, that he would play a normal person, and bury this matter in his heart forever. Can tell anyone.
Ding Xihua asked her, "Am I not a normal person?"
Shen Sui was about to go crazy at that time. She felt that she was also half a murderer. As soon as she closed her eyes, Dong Xuanxuan's face was all in her mind.
She didn't believe why Ding Xihua dared to do such a thing.
She had no resistance to pressure, her voice was uncontrollable, and she blurted out an answer to him: "You are not!"
She had forgotten what Ding Xihua's reaction was, she should be very disappointed and sad.
He listened to her words, sadly sent Dong Xuanxuan away, and never mentioned it again.
Like Dong Xuanxuan, he learned to wink and please people.
"I hope we can all forget these things and act like nothing happened."
Shen Sui's eyes were out of focus, "But it's so difficult, no.
I was wary of him, he sensed it. "
That's why Ding Xihua put so many photos in the room, because his normal family only exists in the photos from now on.
Obviously, obviously his original intention was to save, and he obeyed the advice given to him by his mother.
Shen Sui leaned on the table softly, and said softly, "I don't dare to say those words to him again, or even talk to him casually.
Fortunately, he later lived on campus often.
I managed to get out, it's already been over... Twelve years... I didn't expect it to start again. "
He Jueyun took a deep breath, couldn't help shaking his head and said, "He has learned the worst thing from you."
Hate, viciousness, lies, indifference, selfishness, irresponsibility...
Just like being used by his mother and then ruthlessly abandoned, he lost the family that could have been maintained and the opportunity to integrate into this world.
Maybe he just realized in this matter that killing someone in person is not a good choice, and it is more happy to play with people's hearts.
He can get compensation for his youth from the pain and obsession of others.
He Jueyun lowered his head to confirm the time, and found that Dong Xuanxuan's death time was just two days before Ding Tao blocked the passage of the ambulance and caused Hong Jun's wife to miss the opportunity for rescue.
Ding Tao lost his son when he heard the driver in the ambulance calling for first aid for a pregnant woman, and suddenly became despicable, so he did not give in, which led to a new tragedy.
He Jueyun put down the document and said mixedly, "Shen Sui, you really don't have the qualifications to be a mother like this."
Shen Sui sobbed: "I know I'm wrong, but I don't know how to change it.
What do you say I should do? "
"What about Ding Tao
You killed him again. "
He Jueyun said, "Do you really want to repent
Still always looking for an excuse to escape. "
Shen Sui raised her head and looked at him through her hazy eyes.
He Jueyun's low voice tickled her nerves like hypnosis.
"You killed his son, and you killed him again.
In the end, not even the truth was left to him.
Shen Sui, can you bear such pressure? "
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room on the other side.
Qiongcang and Ding Xihua looked at each other for a long time, and the two looked at each other, but they didn't say anything except for the first two greetings.
Ding Xihua asked, "Aren't you going to chat with me?"
"I want to talk to you.
But I was wondering where should I start. "
Qiongcang randomly found a topic, "How is your prison life?"
Ding Xihua smiled lightly: "You are so sure of winning?"
Qiong Cang said: "You already lost.
Aren't you enjoying your prison reform package? "
"I didn't necessarily lose."
Ding Xihua stretched out his hand and said arrogantly, "I will sit for five years at most, or ten years.
When I came out, I was still young.
I will definitely make a good transformation in it, learn knowledge, and will not make the same mistakes again.
The world is for us geniuses.
What is a genius
It is from birth, destined to be higher than ordinary people.
Are you right? "
Qiong Cang nodded, thinking it made sense, she said, "If that's the case, why don't I talk to you about my students."
Ding Xihua laughed and leaned on the table with a serious expression on his face: "I've heard it before, and I'm very interested."