Fang Qi followed He Jueyun away, and Xie Qimeng stood on the spot in despair, especially in the shock, it was difficult to escape.
Several of his brothers didn't know how to speak, looked at each other and were at a loss.
He Chuanzhou got up, put away the information on the table, and said, "Let's go."
Several big men hesitated in their footsteps, and surrounded Xie Qimeng awkwardly.
He Chuanzhou said sternly, "Aren't you going yet
Don't have to work
so busy today? "
"Go, go, go now!"
Seeing that she was angry, everyone quickly ran away.
He Chuanzhou picked up the document and walked around, patted Xie Qimeng on the shoulder, and left without saying anything.
The completely quiet environment made Xie Qimeng feel that his tinnitus became more serious, and the harsh whistle echoed in his ears, piercing his brain like a needle.
The cold parts gradually spread from the fingers to the arms, and even the pupils were trembling.
He forced himself to empty his mind, stopped thinking deeply, moved his steps, and rushed out.
Xie Qimeng ran all the way to the parking lot, found his own parking space, and pulled the door hard.
As a result, as soon as he sat in, the door was held down.
His brain seemed to freeze, and he couldn't understand it for a while. He only subconsciously resisted the opponent, trying to close the door.
The brothers outside glared and shouted, "Old Xie, what are you doing
You can't see me standing outside as an adult? "
Xie Qimeng finally let out his strength and asked, "What are you doing?"
"What am I doing?"
The tall man smiled at him, "Team He asked me to take you home. She said the fake was approved by you. It took half a day and there is no next chance. The team has been busy recently."
"Get down!"
He urged, "Don't drive if you are not in a good state, and you are also responsible for others.
Otherwise, what if something happened to the rampage? "
Xie Qimeng listened to the instructions, walked down dully, and went up from the other side.
The man took his place in the driver's seat and said, "Go home, right?"
Xie Qimeng muffled: "Well."
The tall young man started the car, and the scenery outside the window flew by, and the two of them were speechless all the way.
When he was about to reach his destination, the young man saw Xie Qimeng still looked depressed, and persuaded him: "Old Xie, no matter what the truth is, it was already many years ago, you don't always get involved in one thing. Can't get out.
We are men, we face what we can, and take responsibility for what we should be responsible for, no big deal, right
And at that time, you were still young, but you put too much burden on yourself... Making mistakes is the only way for human beings. "
Xie Qimeng pointed out: "Stop in front.
thanks. "
The young man saw his expression and knew that he didn't listen.
However, once a person gets into the horns, no one can help him.
He put the man down and parked the car, saying that he would take the bus back.
Xie Qimeng didn't wait for the elevator, and strode upstairs directly.
He didn't know why he was so anxious, but he always felt that depression was trapped in his mind, and if he didn't ask, it would make him uncomfortable.
At this time, Xie's mother should be at home because she is off on Wednesday.
Sure enough, when Xie Qimeng opened the door and entered, his mother was cooking soup in the kitchen.
"Why did you come back?"
Seeing him, Mother Xie was surprised, "Don't you say that you've been busy recently, do you have to work overtime often
I'm also going to deliver some food to your unit later. "
Xie Qimeng opened his mouth, looked at his mother's gentle face, and instantly retreated from the impulse to occupy reason.
He stayed on the spot, countless words flashed in his mind, but he couldn't choose one to say.
Mother Xie wiped her hands and cried worriedly, "Xiao Meng?"
Xie Qimeng shook his head and said, "Nothing."
Mother Xie approached him: "I'm asking why you came back..."
Xie Qimeng took a step back in fear, but this action made Xie mother stunned.
He casually replied "Nothing", passed his mother, and walked to his room.
Mother Xie felt that something was wrong. She leaned against the door and listened for a while. The water in the kitchen boiled, and the boiling water poured over the stove, so she hurried over to turn off the fire.
Five minutes later, Xie Qimeng, who was in a good mood, came out again.
There was a hint of determination in his expression, he stopped at the door of the kitchen, and said calmly, "Mom, Qiongqiang wants to join our team and participate in the investigation with us."
Mother Xie's back was obviously stiff, and she didn't make a sound.
"What do you say?"
Xie Qimeng stepped forward and asked, "Should I tell Dad?"
Mother Xie said vaguely, "You decide for yourself."
Xie Qimeng: "What do you say
She killed my dog in the first place and then ran away, isn't she a trustworthy person
Do you say so
She had a sadistic taste at such a young age, and she has not been professionally guided since, so there is probably something wrong, right? "
Xie's mother turned her back to him and couldn't see her expression clearly, but the frequency of chopping with the kitchen knife increased significantly.
She said: "It was a long time ago, Xiaomeng.
She was ignorant then. "
"Is that something ignorant can do?"
Xie Qimeng said, "It's not simple ignorance.
And she still doesn't admit her mistake. "
Mother Xie said: "She's just a consultant at best, and you don't have much to communicate with.
Just leave her alone. "
"no."
Xie Qimeng's voice lowered, "I'm a policeman, I want to make sure to avoid danger and eliminate hidden dangers.
I cannot accept that a sadistic and unrepentant person is on the same team as me. "
Mother Xie stopped cutting vegetables and went to work on other things.
Xie Qimeng stepped forward, grabbed her arm, and forced her to face him.
Mother Xie raised her head in shock.
Xie Qimeng calmly continued to ask, "Mom, what do you think?"
Xie mother said excitedly: "What do you make me feel
You decide! This is your job.
You never asked me these things before! "
"Does that matter in the sky have anything to do with you?"
Xie Qimeng asked loudly, "I really hated her for so many years, but someone told me today that she was not! He said that Qiongtian's good intentions were taken by me as a wolf-hearted dog! He said that she was not such a person and would not do such a thing. , even Team He acquiesced! Team He kept reminding me that this was unreasonable, but I didn't believe it! Who do you think I should trust?"
Mother Xie swayed, panic and hesitation flashed on her face.
With that subconscious reaction, Xie Qimeng realized that what Fang Qi said was true.
Mother Xie wanted to refute, but whether it was the trembling hands or the uncontrollable expression, she lost the opportunity to argue.
She swallowed hard, still unable to restrain her nervousness.
Xie Qimeng let go of her, staggered back a step, and leaned against the refrigerator.
He gritted his teeth, and his eyes were still shamefully red and steaming.
He bent down, let out a low growl in his throat, and punched the kitchen counter made of slate next to him.
Xie Qimeng's reaction made Xie's mother scared. She couldn't accept that her most beloved son would one day hate her, or even hate herself.
But isn't Xie Qimeng's reaction now a strong rejection of her
"Everyone has impulses sometimes."
Xie's mother tried hard to find the wording, and explained to him chaotically, "Xiao Meng, do you know how much pressure my mother was under at that time
I take care of the dog, and I take care of the children. Your dad is away from home all year round. Your energy is so strong every day. As soon as the dog runs out, it will get very dirty. I have to clean it up.
I couldn't sleep every night, and I lost my hair. As a result, your dad brought back a firmament.
Firmament is a problem child.
But I'm pregnant, I'm pregnant! He thought about the pity of the sky, why didn't he think about the pity of me? "
Her voice was trembling and shrill, as if she wanted to cut out her true heart to him.
"I was mentally out of control at the time, and then I went to the doctor.
Mom was sick, do you understand? "
Xie Qimeng raised his head: "Then have you ever felt regret?"
Mother Xie nodded vigorously: "I regret it.
But when you were young, what did you ask me to tell you? "
Xie Qimeng stared at her: "It didn't work before, what about now
Am I still young
After all these years you can't find a chance for you to tell me the truth
Do you think I can't sympathize with you now, or do you think I'm just that stupid and can deceive me for a lifetime with lies? "
Xie mother cried.
"I just asked you, but you still don't explain, deny, or confess.
Are you sure that Qiong Qiong won't say it, so you wantonly waste her kindness
She knew how to tolerate you when she was six years old and didn't understand anything. She is now twenty-six years old, and she still has to continue to pay for your mistakes, why! "
Xie Qimeng squatted down, grabbed his head and scratched his hair, "Why
I trust you so much.
How can you do such a thing? "
Mother Xie didn't dare to approach him, she hugged her arms and said, "I'm afraid."
"Dad is a policeman, why should he do this! I never thought about it, because I can't believe you would treat a poor weak child like this! Didn't Dad say it was his friend's child
Didn't he say he was going to take care of her! I really hate her that much! Sincerely! After so many years, it is always abhorrent to recall her.
I would argue with her every time I see her.
It turns out..." Xie Qimeng was so choked that he couldn't speak, he covered his eyes and hid his face deeply, "It turns out that the person I hate the most is actually me..."
Xie mother said: "your father is worried about me, he dare not let me be stimulated any more.
I almost had a miscarriage, was mentally unstable, and didn’t dare to take any medicine.
After he sent the sky away, he actually always cared about her.
I'll send her money, buy things, go through the formalities..."
Xie Qimeng asked, "So you just let her keep the secret for you with peace of mind?"
Mother Xie felt heartbroken: "No! We don't think so! We thought you would forget about it, or you would find out for yourself."
"I'm so disappointed in you..." Xie Qimeng said, "No, I should be most disappointed by myself.
I'm a cop, how could I believe such a ridiculous description
It has been an adult large dog, how much effort does it take to kill it and drag it into the cabinet
Why didn't all of us hear anything that night
Are these things a child can do
I'm so stupid, I'm actually just avoiding it on purpose and deceiving myself.
I am still selfish. "
"Little Dream… "
Mother Xie wanted to help him up, but was avoided by Xie Qimeng.
"I want to calm down, Mom, don't come here."
Xie Qimeng retreated to the porch and stood still, trying to use the calmest attitude, and said to the woman who was already helpless, "Mom, you are wrong, you are really wrong.
There are some things you adults can get rid of, but we can't... not in a lifetime.
I don't blame you, because you are my mother, but what about the sky
Your reason shouldn't hurt her.
Her whole life... has changed, and she has never been easier than you.
You have your dad with you, but she has nothing... not even an apology. "
After Xie Qimeng finished speaking, he rushed down the stairs without looking back.
The scene in his eyes was spinning and flying, dizzy in the hazy mist.
He didn't know where he ran to, until the air in his chest was about to be squeezed out, and he collapsed and stopped in a no-man's place.
Xie Qimeng still remembered that when Qiongcang first arrived at his house, he was thin and small, quiet and lovely.
At that time, her injury was not yet healed, and there was a white bandage on her head. She didn't like to join in the fun. She sat on the sofa obediently and looked at everyone with a pair of dark eyes.
At that time his mother was pregnant and kept telling him how good it was to have a younger brother and sister, so he regarded Qiongqiang as his sister.
Although this little sister was a little weird, he didn't think that weirdness was unacceptable at his age, and even thought it was novel.
If his dog hadn't died, maybe he could grow up with Qiongqiang and become Qiongqiang's brother.
However, just because of such an "impulse", nothing was left.
The family in his eyes changed color, and his persistence for many years was reduced to a joke.
How does she feel every time she looks at her vexatious appearance
Now she may find it funny. What was the mood of the little girl who stood far away from the crowd
The memory that he had ignored for a long time suddenly became clear.
He remembered that the next day, Qiong, who had run away, was brought back by his father, and he questioned her why she killed her dog.
Qionggong looked at him with a blank and pitiful look, but did not speak.
Why didn't she say it
Yes.
What is she going to say
Saying your mother was a pervert, saying that your mother killed the dog you had for years in front of a child, and put the blame on her
She had experienced that feeling, so she couldn't say similar words to Xie Qimeng.
Thanks to her father for giving her some small help, she is grateful for those kindnesses, and then bears the accusations of Xie Qimeng for 20 years.
Fang Qi is right, Qiong is too empathetic.
She understands the emotions of others better than many children her age.
Such kindness will hurt her and make her sad, so she gradually becomes withdrawn.
Xie Qimeng was knocked down by a sudden collapse and burst into tears.
He was half-squatting on the ground, and when he came back to his senses, he found that he had involuntarily made a call to Qiong.
From the phone came the ever-pleasing voice of the sky.
"Hey."
"Hey?"
"I count to three, and that's the limit of my patience."
Xie Qimeng said hoarsely, "It's me."
Qiong: "I know.
Caller ID is basic common sense. "
Xie Qimeng closed his mouth and told himself to suppress his voice.
Qiong couldn't get a reply, and said, "What's the matter
Oh, is it because we are about to work together, so you congratulated me with a congratulatory message? "
Xie Qimeng let out a cry and said, "I'm sorry."
Qiongcang paused and said, "I don't know what you are talking about."
"sorry."
Xie Qimeng muttered, "I'm really sorry..."
Qiong Cang heard his embarrassed voice, and couldn't even utter the teasing words.
She was silent for a moment, sighed, and said, "You are still so emotional.
Forget it, it's not a bad thing, continue to be your Xie Qimeng, but remember to look forward this time.
If nothing else, I hang up. "
This person will always look like he doesn't care, dealing with the hurt of others and covering up his kindness.
Xie Qimeng said "I'm sorry" again.
It seems that this is all he can say.
Qiong Cang replied lightly, "Mm."