One hundred and five little bugs
Looking at the handwriting and the familiar tone, Lan Ze has confirmed that the Zerg who wrote these diaries is himself, and he is also the Blue Envoy who represents the highest power of the Zerg.
Lan Ze's heart was filled with shock. He held the thin piece of metal and stared at the words several times. Every stroke was familiar in his memory.
"Why is this happening? What's wrong with my memory? I don't have any relevant memories at all..."
He picked up another piece of metal and looked at it. The handwriting on it was much more scribbled, obviously written in extreme annoyance.
"I saw it at the deepest part of the abyss. I know I saw it, but I can't remember what it looked like. But its existence has deeply occupied my brain. I can't stop trembling when I think of it. I float in the black fog, trying to find a way out, hoping that I can live longer."
"A string of strange and complex symbols appeared at the bottom of the abyss. Disaster seemed to be trying to communicate with me. Unfortunately, I tried many methods but failed to decipher it. The deciphering expert who was looking for Disaster died a long time ago. I can only decipher some simple codes. Now I really have no way to do anything. I can only stare at those symbols in a daze."
"Today, a small spire and a hemispherical house suddenly appeared in the abyss. These buildings floated in the air, completely unaffected by gravity. I don't know how this was done. I spread my wings and flew around the suddenly added house. Finally, I stood on the tip of the pointed tower and looked at the surging black fog. The existence whose complete appearance I could not recall was hidden in the black fog. Only in retrospect could I see a half-closed red eye."
"Today, a long row of symbols appeared on the cliff again. They were much simpler than the last time. I flew around the symbols and tried my best but couldn't decipher what they meant. If my IQ increased tenfold, I should be able to decipher them, but cross-species communication is too difficult at the moment. I'd better give up on communication and become an insignificant person."
"I ran out of the cave and lived in the spire. I ran out less than a day later because it was too dark inside and I felt so uncomfortable. I needed light, I needed it very much. I felt that I couldn't stay there, so I drew a sun next to the symbol on the cliff, hoping that Disaster would understand what I meant."
"Today I flew to the cliff, and next to the sun there was a string of simpler symbols. I still couldn't decipher the meaning, which made me very angry. I felt that my intelligence was despised and insulted. I returned to the top of the spire in a rage and spread my wings. The strong light from the wings calmed me down temporarily. I really need to live in an environment with plenty of light. Darkness makes me irritable and aggressive."
"Today I went to the cliff and drew two sketches. One was a butterfly flying with its wings spread out in the sun, and the other was a butterfly huddled under dark clouds. Images are the best way to convey messages, and I think Disaster will definitely understand. I took a nap in the spire, and when I woke up I hurriedly flew to the cliff. There was another pattern next to my sketch. The lines were very abstract. A black mist enveloped the butterfly, and transparent frames surrounded the butterfly. This time I understood a little bit. Disaster wanted to imprison me!"
"I slept in the spire again. When I woke up, I found that the floating building in the air had suddenly grown larger. A colorful high-rise building made of transparent crystals stood on a high platform, like a work of art carefully carved by a craftsman. I was completely confused and almost thought I was insane. I flew around the house, but it was empty and boring. I lay on the transparent floor and felt very desperate. Am I going to be trapped in this hellhole for the rest of my life?"
"It's not that there is no sunshine in the abyss. At two o'clock in the afternoon, a beam of light will shine through the black clouds into the transparent crystal building. The scene is so beautiful that it makes me feel better. Paintings began to appear on the cliff one after another, and we began a difficult communication. One day, the disaster didn't carve on the cliff, and I stood on the edge of the cliff and waited. After a long time, I waited for a Zerg. God knows how excited I was at that moment."
"The new Zerg has a pair of gray misty eyes. He told me his name is Chu Ran. His eyeballs are very strange. They don't look like the eyes of a Zerg, but rather like dead objects carved out of plaster. They don't have the lively luster of a living thing. This scared me a little. I tried to trace his past, but I found a bunch of twisted and weird lines. My talent for tracing back has never been wrong before. God knows what happened this time."
"I lived with that insect in the abyss. This insect was very strange, very, very strange. I never saw him sleep or look tired. I felt that he was a machine, but the strong power and aura on him made me deny this. I told him about the disaster, but he was not interested at all. He only cared about what I would eat for three meals a day. The dishes he cooked were delicious, he learned everything very quickly, and he was very kind to me. But the way he looked at me made me uncomfortable. I could always see a sense of weakness in his eyes."
"Chu Ran and I have lived in the abyss for a long time. I like him very much and am very satisfied with my current life. Although the abyss is still as dark as before, with Chu Ran here, I don't feel bored at all, even though Chu Ran himself is a very boring bug."
"The place where I live is constantly expanding. Often a tall building or square appears overnight. Compared to my loud shouting, Chu Ran is always calm. He is so calm about everything. I gradually fell in love with this place. It is much stronger than the Zerg that is constantly fighting. I don't have to spend too much time protecting myself. Chu Ran accompanies me every day. The disaster that almost destroyed the Zerg seems harmless. I have already regarded this place as my home in this world."
"A terrible thing happened today. A month ago, Chu Ran fell into a long sleep. I thought he might be undergoing a transformation, so I stayed by his bedside. Today, I watched with my own eyes as a bunch of dark things broke through his skin and rushed out. The squirming black mass suddenly expanded, and the whole world suddenly went dark. There was not a single ray of light. I don't know how long it took me to wake up from the darkness. I was confused and terrified, and I didn't know what had happened."
"A huge eye suddenly appeared in the sky. Even though I hid in the spire, I still felt that the giant eye was everywhere. My mind was traumatized, and I decided to temporarily hibernate to avoid going crazy."
"Chu Ran turned into Ran Chu. These two completely opposite Zergs are actually the same individual. I don't know how to describe my current mood in words. Ran Chu is very aggressive and makes me feel very, very dangerous. I avoid staying in the same space with him, but he is everywhere. He can find me wherever I hide. I am almost suffocating. I really hope Chu Ran can come back. Chu Ran is the best."
"My innocence is ruined. I can't believe he could do such a thing to me. Even if I rubbed against him twice because I felt uncomfortable after my transformation, he couldn't do this. Although I was not awake, he was. Damn, I'm so angry. How can there be such a big gap between these two different insect grids? I really hope Chu Ran will come back. I still like Chu Ran more, even though Chu Ran is Ran Chu and Ran Chu is Chu Ran."
Lan Ze's hand holding the iron sheet tightened suddenly. He read the contents of this page over and over again many times, and his teeth were almost broken.
A raging rage burned in his chest, but he suppressed himself and insisted on reading the contents of the diary.
"After becoming the King Insect, my third metamorphosis came. My talent for retrospection skyrocketed, and I saw things that had happened in the past from a strange perspective. I saw myself fainting on the cliff, and a strange black shadow appeared in the abyss and dragged me into the abyss. I also saw Chu Ran floating in the black mist, and black matter flowed into his body. He slowly opened his eyes, and they were pitch black. A terrible idea appeared in my mind."
"That thought became clearer and clearer in my mind. When Ranchu became Chu Ran again, I asked him about my suspicions. Chu Ran admitted it frankly. He said that the body in front of him was only a small part of him. Even if I saw the real him, I would forget it quickly."
"I was very confused. I asked him why he wanted to destroy the Zerg but was so kind to me. He said there was no reason to like something. He might have been lonely for too long. I broke into his world when he was the most lonely. I was his favorite little butterfly. In order to accompany me every day, he didn't have time to destroy the Zerg."
"After becoming the King Insect, I underwent my fourth metamorphosis. After the metamorphosis was completed, I wanted to go out for a walk. Chu Ran's body cracked because it could not bear his power. What's worse, his power also began to surge rapidly. He had to spend a lot of time digesting this power and then create a new container. I left the abyss while he was dormant. We had many arguments on this issue. He imprisoned me here in disguise. I could endure it for a while, but not forever."
"I haven't written a diary for a long time. Two years ago, I saved a planet. Before, this planet was full of slaves that could be bought and sold. After I bought it, I named it the Garden of Eden. I hoped it would be a beautiful place and I would manage it to the best of my ability. But things were not quite what I imagined. They all believed that a unique and precious male insect should not manage a planet, but should work hard to reproduce with a female insect to produce a new Bright God Butterfly.
Ugh! I can still remember my experience vividly. My wings were almost stripped off by the laboratory. They also injected me with neurotoxins, hoping to turn me into an obedient fool. If I hadn't been a quasi-king insect-level Bright God Butterfly with incredible combat power when I wore this, I would have been locked up in the laboratory every day. I don't want other female insects to reproduce a Bright God Butterfly. I don't have the confidence to protect my offspring!"
"I am very happy that the Garden of Eden is growing. There are ten king insects gathered here, which should be able to protect this planet. I have lived a turbulent life in the past few years, and I don't like it anymore. I should go back to the abyss to find Chu Ran, keep him company quietly, and take him out for a walk when I am bored."
"I told Admiral Brinus about my departure. This veteran Overlord was very unhappy, and so were the other Overlords. These days, I feel that my sixth metamorphosis is coming. After becoming an Overlord, you will not metamorphose again. The Overlord is the end of the metamorphosis. A Zerg can metamorphose up to 8 times, but my situation has overturned their worldview. So far, I have metamorphosed 19 times, which is simply shocking.
I don't want other Zergs to know about this, but a year ago, my temporary metamorphosis on the battlefield caused a lot of noise, so I can't hide it even if I want to. I'm helpless! Oh, I hope I can survive the sixth metamorphosis safely this time."
The diary ended here. Lan Ze flipped through all the metal sheets but didn't find any new diaries.
What happened later? Why did the diary end here? Did my former self return to the abyss and reunite with Chu Ran
The curiosity about this matter has overwhelmed the anger of knowing that Chu Ran and Ran Chu are the same insect.
It was not until Lan Ze put away his diary and turned around that he saw Chu Ran, who had been sitting behind him for who knows how long.
The anger in his heart burned again.
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