When Xia Man looked at the posters in the room, she was stunned for a moment. This was something she hadn't seen in her previous life.
Because she never came to Qu Zhen's bedroom in her previous life.
The people on the posters are standing, sitting, or even sleeping with their eyes closed. Without exception, there is a person standing next to them.
Qu Zhen turned her head away in embarrassment, she actually forgot.
Xia Man smiled, "Qu Zhen, I told you to make more friends, look, there is no one else in your room except my photo..."
That's what she said, but only she knows what Xia Man is thinking in her heart.
When Qu Zhen heard this, she looked at Xia Man with a complicated expression, both fortunate and regretful.
I don't know what to regret.
Qu Zhen hugged Xia Man to her own bed, "Lie here first, I'll be back in a while." Qu Zhen plucked Xia Man's bangs running wildly, and continued to say softly, "Call me if you need anything. Don't get up by yourself, you know?"
Xia Man stared blankly at Qu Zhen, and finally nodded.
In the end, Xia Man cried alone looking at the photos of herself in the room.
In her previous life, in her mind, Qu Zhen's affection for her was like charity, always superior, never equal.
Xia Man wanted to dig her head open, she really didn't know what she was thinking at that time.
Xia Man buried her head in the quilt slowly, her body retracted little by little, smelling the same smell as Qu Zhen's body, tears began to spread again.
She shed almost all the tears of her life in one day.
When Qu Zhen came in, what she saw was Xia Man nestled in the bed. Xia Man was still so thin, as if she could touch her own bones, causing her heart to ache.
She didn't know how to comfort Xia Man. She didn't know how to comfort Xia Man since she was a child. She couldn't do anything except stand behind her.
Qu Zhen walked to the bed, lay down under the quilt, and gently hugged Xia Man.
As soon as Xia Man felt Qu Zhen, she immediately raised her head and hugged her fiercely. The moment she raised her head, Qu Zhen saw tears on her face.
Qu Zhen's heart felt like being pricked by a needle, is that Xiangyang so important? She had never seen Xia Man cry, but she saw it three times a day today.
Qu Zhen frowned, was she wrong
Xia Man buried her head in Qu Zhen's arms, sobbing continuously, as if she wanted to use this method to let all her pain and regret flow out of her body.
Qu Zhen patted Xia Man's head, and finally asked in a hoarse voice, "Do you really love him that much?" Qu Zhen's voice trembled when he said this.
Xia Man shook her head, she has never loved anyone, the person she loves the most has always been herself, that's why Qu Zhen died...
Qu Zhen held Xia Man's face and gently wiped away her tears, "It's fine if you don't love, it's fine if you don't love, there will be better people in the future, we Xia Man deserve better people."
No, Xia Man is not worth it.
Xia Man has never hated herself so much. In her opinion, all tragedies are caused by herself.
Her inferiority complex, her suspiciousness, and her selfishness pushed Qu Zhen to pain and death. In her life, she will never let the group of people who use her to hurt Qu Zhen feel better.
"Qu Zhen..." Xia Man looked up at Qu Zhen with teary eyes.
"What's wrong?" Qu Zhen wiped away the tears from the corners of Xia Man's eyes, and asked softly, her eyes were full of distress.
Xia Man was a little dazed by such gazes.
Why did Qu Zhen love her
To Xia Man, Qu Zhen is a sun, always radiating light and warmth, she lacks nothing and has everything.
But I am just a small speck of dust, nothing.
Even... I am just a defective product.
Everyone didn't quite believe why Qu Zhen would be friends with her, and Xia Man didn't believe it either. In addition, Qu Zhen took away the boy she liked twice from her, Xia Man began to suspect that in Qu Zhen's heart , she didn't regard herself as a friend at all, just like the group of girls said, she was just a superior dog that Qu Zhen used to set off herself...
Qu Zhen hugged Xia Man, patted Xia Man's back lightly, "Go to sleep, tomorrow will be another beautiful day."
Maybe it's because she just came back from rebirth, her whole body is exhausted, or maybe it's because after hearing Qu Zhen's question, everything became quiet, and Xia Man slowly closed her eyes.
Qu Zhen looked at Xia Man's closed eyes, which were a little red and swollen because of crying too much.
Qu Zhen was stunned for a while, then lowered her head, tapped her pale lips, her eyes were filled with pain.
When Qu Zhen got up and left lightly, someone who was sleeping suddenly opened his eyes.
How could a person who came back from the last days fall asleep
When Qu Zhen kissed her lips, she was already awake.
Watching Qu Zhen turn off the light and go out, Xia Man touched her lips, where another warm lip was pressed a minute ago.
Xia Man's eyes are complicated, she doesn't want Qu Zhen to fall in love with her again in this life, she has nothing, without her, Qu Zhen will live well in the last days, she is just a drag.
Xia Man faintly heard a voice coming in, so she slowly got up, the floor was covered with a thick woolen blanket, Xia Man remembered that in the last days, the two lived together for a while, Qu Zhen's room The floor was also covered with a thick woolen blanket. At first, she only thought it was Qu Zhen's pursuit of quality of life, and later realized that it was for her feet...
When Xia Man walked to the door, just as she was about to open it, she heard Qu Zhen's furious voice, "It can't be cured?! How can it be cured?!"
Xia Man stopped opening the door, but stood behind it.
"I'm sorry, Ms. Qu, I said from the beginning that the hope is very slim." The doctor's voice came over.
Qu Zhen sighed, her voice was full of defeat, "Go down, I will be alone."
Xia Man leaned against the door, feeling pain in her heart, not because of her feet, but because of Qu Zhen.
She has always known that Qu Zhen has been looking for a way to cure her feet, and she has always regarded Qu Zhen as a charity, but she has never thought about how much Qu Zhen has spent for her.
When Xia Man pushed open the door, Qu Zhen sat on the sofa decadently, looking out the window without saying a word.
Xia Man lifted her injured foot, bouncing and preparing to go downstairs.
Qu Zhen, who heard the voice, turned around and saw Xia Man's movements, her heart racing with fright.
"Manman, stand still, I'll come right away." Qu Zhen immediately stood up and ran over.
Xia Man looked at the tense Qu Zhen in confusion, and suddenly realized that she was jumping downstairs like this, scaring Qu Zhen.
She had never done such an action before, she was such a low self-esteem and proud person, how could she do something that exposed her flaws.
But now, she is no longer that person, not the one that Qu Zhen treats as a princess.
The self who had unavoidable flaws but was extremely proud had long since died in the last days, and now she only wanted to live, and only wanted Qu Zhen to be well.