Living in the Last Days

Chapter 4: dream

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"Manman..." Qu Zhen picked up Xia Man and walked down the stairs.

Qu Zhen didn't look like that kind of strong female man, she was even a bit arrogant, but she didn't have any trouble picking her up.

Xia Man couldn't remember when Qu Zhen could easily pick her up.

"..." Qu Zhen knew that Xia Man's leg was a wound that she couldn't heal, as long as she touched it lightly with words, it would immediately bleed.

Qu Zhen swallowed what she wanted to teach Xia Man not to go downstairs like that.

Xia Man noticed this, she thought, she always felt that Qu Zhen was forcing her, forcing her to leave her and betray her, but why wasn't she forcing Qu Zhen

"Manman..." Qu Zhen noticed Xia Man's gloomy appearance, and couldn't help but said, "If he comes back to you, will you be happier?"

Xia Man looked up at Qu Zhen in surprise.

Half of what Xiang Yang said was true.

That is, it was indeed Qu Zhen who wanted him to leave her.

But he didn't say that he was close to him on purpose, and he was still with that person.

Qu Zhen thought that Xiang Yang just broke up with Xia Man peacefully as he promised, even when she saw Xia Man hugging her and crying bitterly, Qu Zhen never thought about it, in fact, she had been completely betrayed by Xiang Yang. Even framed.

"Xiangyang?" Xia Man raised her eyebrows, "Forget it, he said I'm stupid and ugly, have no breasts, no ass, and no background..."

Qu Zhen was stunned for a moment, apparently she didn't expect Xia Man to speak like this, nor did she think that Xiang Yang didn't do what she said, and said that about the person she had on top of her heart.

"Manman..." Qu Zhen was a little at a loss, and her hand holding Xia Man became tighter.

Xia Man didn't care at all about the pain Qu Zhen caused herself due to exertion.

She said this on purpose, she had a fire in her heart, why did Qu Zhen like herself like this, she was nothing, better than herself, prettier and gentler than herself, everywhere, why should it be herself? !

If it wasn't for herself, then Qu Zhen wouldn't die, nor would she lose everything!

Qu Zhen is like a cloud in the sky, she shouldn't fall into the dirty mud just for a speck of dust!

Qu Zhen patted Xia Man's head, "Don't say that about yourself, don't, in my mind, you are the best." Qu Zhen's voice was hoarse, as if she was holding back something.

This is the last sentence Xia Man can't listen to.

"..." But she couldn't say a word, because she felt big drops of warm liquid on her shoulders, which was clearly a warm touch, falling on her shoulders, but it made Xia Man's whole heart burn .

what is she doing now She vowed to make that group of people feel worse than death, and she vowed to let Qu Zhen always look down on other people from the clouds, but what? what is she doing now

She is doubting herself! In inferiority complex! Hurt Qu Zhen!

"Qu Zhen..." Xia Man turned her head and hugged Qu Zhen, "I'm fine, I'm just teasing, it's fine if he doesn't like me, it's not like the world can't survive without anyone."

Qu Zhen wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. Although she felt relieved when she heard this, there was still a dull pain somewhere. She was never in Xia Man's choice, she always knew it.

"Well, there are better things waiting for you in the future." Qu Zhen touched Xia Man's head, and when she saw Xia Man's feet, she couldn't help but twitched.

What Qu Zhen didn't know was that after experiencing the apocalypse, Xia Man didn't care about her right foot long ago. In her opinion, her heart was missing, and she didn't care about her feet anymore.

In the end, Qu Zhen carried Xia Man back to the bedroom. Qu Zhen never told Xia Man what the doctor said, and Xia Man didn't ask a word.

Qu Zhen turned off the light, "Good night, Manman."

"Good night." Xia Man turned sideways, with her back to Qu Zhen.

In the darkness, Qu Zhen looked at Xia Man's slender back, wondering what she was thinking.

"Do you think that I, who is stupid and stupid, don't deserve to have love at all?" The hysterical man yelled at the pained Qu Zhen.

"Listen to my explanation!" Qu Zhen pulled the girl who was about to leave, "I never thought about it that way, the one who doesn't deserve... love... is me, Manman... you..."

The already extreme woman turned her head and slapped her across the face, and looked at the stunned Qu Zhen word by word, "We are no longer friends!" Suddenly, she smiled, smiling sadly, "No, you can't say that, either. You didn't treat me as a friend from the beginning, didn't you? You are so high above me, and I... I'm just a stupid and stupid fool who doesn't understand anything, what qualifications do I have to be your friend! Goodbye?!" said Finished and left!

Xia Man watched the extreme self-abased woman run ridiculously far away with cadenced steps, Xia Man squatted down, touched Qu Zhen's painful face, "I'm sorry."

Even though she knew it was just a dream, even though she knew she couldn't touch the other person's face, Xia Man still stretched out her hand, tears kept streaming down, I'm sorry...

At that time, after knowing those things, I really lost my mind and did such a thing, Qu Zhen, I'm sorry.

It's obviously just a phantom, and it's clearly in a dream, but Xia Man feels her heart hurts so much that she can't breathe.

She was so inferior that she punished Qu Zhen with her inferiority complex.

"Manman! Wake up! Manman?" A familiar and anxious voice pulled Xia Man back. Xia Man opened her eyes, and the tears on her face were already cool, flowing down her cheeks.

And when she opened her eyes, she saw Qu Zhen's nervous face, "Manman, did you have a nightmare?"

Xia Man didn't dare to look into Qu Zhen's eyes, looked elsewhere, then nodded, "It's okay, it's just a dream, go to sleep."

Qu Zhen nodded dubiously, then hugged Xia Man in her arms, "Don't be afraid, I'm by your side, be good, go to sleep."

If it was the previous Xia Man, she would definitely break free, but now this Xia Man is not the previous Xia Man, she just closed her eyes.

When Xia Man fell into a deep sleep again, Qu Zhen opened her eyes. She always felt that it was not as simple as Xiang Yang.

She had already prepared various ways to comfort Xia Man, but she did not expect Xia Man's reaction to be many times stronger than she imagined.

From the very beginning, she couldn't understand Xiang Yang who was standing beside Xia Man. She found someone to investigate and found that there was nothing wrong with him. Qu Zhen only thought that her dislike was due to those unspeakable reasons.

When Xiang Yang was around, Qu Zhen seldom appeared, she didn't want to see the sweetness on Xia Man's face, it was like a knife, piercing into her heart fiercely, so that she could always understand Xia Man like that. The vine is something she will never have.

But when Xiang Yang found her, she realized that her intuition was not wrong!

Xiang Yang only said a number, "What we want is very simple. I want money, but you want people. If you give me the money, I will return the people to you intact." Xiang Yang's eyes were full of greed.

"By the way, if you do anything to me, I think Xia Man will be sad." Xiang Yang's shamelessness exceeded Qu Zhen's imagination.

Now that Qu Zhen thinks about it, she is actually selfish. At that moment, she was actually a little happy. She should be sad and wanted to kill this man, but she was a little excited. Maybe Xia Man will be her again in the future. Alone.

Qu Zhen put her arms around Xia Man's waist, listening to Xia Man's steady breathing, her heart ached, how far was she from this person? Could it be that he could never walk by her side for the rest of his life