The heartbeat is not only the responsibility at the beginning, but also the possessiveness of wanting to have Lin Yang.
Zhong Jizhi's hands were neither light nor heavy, but he accidentally cut the cake in half. Looking at the messed up cake, Zhong Jizhi went berserk. The old man threw the piping bag and knife to the side and kicked the countertop. The cake was shaky, and before it fell, Zhong Jizhi grabbed the tray and threw it on the ground. With the sound, the cake was smashed into pieces.
Lin Yang, Lin Yang, it's all Lin Yang, my mind is full of Lin Yang, I can't calm down what I do, Lin Yang is gone, I won't come back in the future, I'm useless, I can't keep Lin Yang, Lin Yang never told the truth to himself from the beginning to the end, is it even reluctant to go to bed
The old man was breathing heavily, his nose flaring, his brows furrowed, his lips pursed, and his heavy breathing was very clear in the glass room. After standing for a few minutes, Zhong Jizhi calmed down a little and squatted down slowly, trying to clean up the mess on the ground. Xiao Chen's voice suddenly came from the door, making Zhong Jiyi startled, "Lin Yang, why are you here?"
Lin Yang still didn't dare to change the card, and didn't dare to go back to find Zhong Jizhi, so he could only sneak into the West Point House to have a look. When I came here several times, the door was closed. When I came here today, I happened to see Zhong Jizhi opening the door. Zhong Jizhi's face was quite haggard, Lin Yang didn't know why the store was closed recently, and he also didn't know why Zhong Jizhi came to the store at this time, and even pulled down the shutter halfway, is he not planning to do business
After Zhong Jizhi entered, Lin Yang hesitantly walked to the door, but did not dare to enter, so he could only stand there dumbfounded. It had been quite quiet inside. After a while, there was a sudden sound of things crashing. Lin Yang didn't know what was going on inside. Why are you here
The sudden situation caught Lin Yang off guard. He almost didn't think about it, and ran away. He even heard the sound of the rolling shutter door being pulled behind him. He didn't dare to stop, and he didn't dare to look back.
Xiao Chen was also startled when he saw Zhong Jizhi who came out of the store, "Boss, didn't you say rest? Why are you here." Zhong Jizhi didn't even see Lin Yang's back, turned his head and grabbed Xiao Chen's shoulder, " Lin Yang?" "As soon as I called him, he ran away and ran over there. He didn't come with you." Xiao Chen asked again persistently, "Why are you here, boss?"
Zhong Jizhi didn't have time to answer Xiao Chen's words, so he chased out in the direction he pointed, and ran for a few streets without seeing Lin Yang. Lin Yang finally showed up, Zhong Jizhi just wanted to ask him to find out, but no one was caught. Running in a hurry, Zhong Jizhi stood on the street panting heavily. It was summer vacation. Even if they were not so hot, they were sweating profusely.
Lin Yang, what do you mean? Didn't he run away, why did he secretly come back, and he refused to meet him when he came back.
Lin Yang ran across Yujie and quickly got into the car. His heart was beating wildly. He leaned on the car window and peeked out, making sure that Zhong Jizhi didn't catch up with him, or maybe Zhong Jizhi didn't chase after him at all. Lin Yang was a little disappointed. He clearly wanted to take a sneak peek, but after taking a look, he greedily wanted to stand for a while, but it turned out that greed didn't end well, so he ran away.
Uneasy curled up in the seat, really don't know what he wants to do, whether to continue to avoid Zhong Jizhi, or to make it clear to him.
Qi Si didn't expect Lin Yang to come back so quickly, seeing him like this, he probably didn't see Uncle Lin, "Did you not see your father?" Lin Yang asked hesitantly, "Why did you say me Didn't see him?"
"If you see Uncle Lin, you will definitely not come back. Uncle Lin will definitely coax you home." Lin Yang opened his mouth, he didn't understand why Qi Si was so optimistic about Zhong Jizhi, "Yes, but I I ran away and didn't speak to him."
"If you think it's hard to talk about reconciliation with Uncle Lin, you can use your mobile phone to tell him that he doesn't even know where you are." After Qi Si finished speaking, he left Lin Yang alone to think about it.
After so many days, Lin Yang's cowardice has disappeared a lot, at least he has the courage to change cards. Back in the room, holding the phone card and playing with it repeatedly, Lin Yang was doing psychological construction, so he just glanced at it, whether it was breaking up or scolding, it was a one-time pleasure.
After inserting the card in the phone and turning it on again, Lin Yang was startled by the jingling text messages, and the phone got stuck because of too many messages. It was all Zhong Jizhi's missed calls and messages. Seeing such a reminder, Lin Yang's eyes turned red, and he opened it from the earliest day.
"Lin Yang, where are you? Why is the phone turned off?"
"Is it true that Mr. Zhao said that you were taken care of by him? Why did you never tell me, I don't seem to know anything about your past, can you talk to me?"
"Lin Yang, am I not worthy of your trust and reliance? Why do you lie about Mr. Zhao? Actually, I went to pick you up from school that day, and I saw you in his car."
Lin Yang clenched his fists tightly, his fingernails digging into the flesh, he felt pain before loosening, Lin Yang continued to turn in a muffled voice, the time was that night.
"Is your phone out of battery, is there something going on outside? Can you give me a message?"
"Lin Yang, I went out to find you. If you don't see anyone when you get home, call me."
"It's already one o'clock, don't you want to come back? Do you plan to never come back in the future? Do you also want to sneak away."
Seeing this word, it was the first time that Lin Yang felt that the guilt was so turbulent that he couldn't resist. The time for the text message was the day after he ran away.
"Even if you want to leave, you can tell me anyway, and let me know if I want to continue waiting for you."
"Where do you live? Do you have any money on you? You still go back with Mr. Zhao. Anyway, let me know you're all right."
"Lin Yang, have you eaten yet?"
Lin Yang was taken aback by this sentence, "Have you eaten? Why does Zhong Jizhi still care about whether he has eaten or not under such circumstances? Why is he so stupid? He lied to him, why doesn't he blame himself and not talk to him?" Talking about breaking up, why are there such gullible men in the world, why Zhong Jizhi is so good, and such a good Zhong Jizhi doesn't care to collect it himself.
Lin Yang left without saying hello to Qi Si, urging the taxi driver to hurry up. With a bright red heart, he wanted to ask Zhong Jizhi to forgive him, no matter what, he must explain to him well, he can still accept himself now, it doesn't matter if he doesn't accept it, he can chase him again.
The door of the West Point house was actually closed, so Lin Yang could only run towards Zhong Jizhi's house and hurriedly knocked on the door, but no one opened the door. Zhong Jizhi was not at home, and Lin Yang did not have the habit of carrying keys, so he could only sit on the stairs and wait. He is back.
Zhong Jizhi didn't catch up with Lin Yang, and when he returned, Xiao Chen was still standing at the door, "Boss, Lin Yang?" "Run." As if he couldn't lie to himself, he finally admitted that Lin Yang ran away.
After closing the store, he called Liu Wei, "Come out for a drink." It was rare for Zhong Jizhi to make an appointment for a drink. Liu Wei came out very soon. In the food stall on the street, he saw Zhong Ji one of them sitting there alone, already drinking. .
Liu Wei patted him behind his back, "It's strange, you don't need to accompany the children." Zhong Jizhi didn't speak, and then Liu Wei saw that Zhong Jizhi's face was haggard, he didn't even shave his beard, and he was disheveled like a homeless man.
"What's the matter with you?" Zhong Jizhi waved his hand, "It's alright." After opening another bottle of wine, Liu Wei looked at the ground, and Zhong Jizhi had already drank half a case by himself, "What are you doing, with Lin Yang? Have a quarrel?" Zhong Jizhi frowned when he heard Lin Yang's name, his Adam's apple rolled, and the wine flowed down his neck.
Can't ask why, Zhong Jizhi just kept pulling him to drink. In Liu Wei's impression, Zhong Jizhi was quite calm no matter what happened. Even if Li Hui ran away with money at that time, he never borrowed alcohol to relieve his worries. , I usually call him and he doesn't come.
It was more than ten o'clock between the two of them. Liu Wei had already vomited twice after drinking. Zhong Jizhi still looked like he was not drunk.
The voice-activated lights in the old building are also not very sensitive. They are always on and off. Sometimes they have to shout loudly to get light. Zhong Jizhi walked upstairs lightly, and it didn't matter to him whether there was a light or not.
Hearing someone's voice, the tungsten filament lamp flickered a few times, and then went out again, and it couldn't make any flowers. After so many bottles of beer, Zhong Jizhi was still very fresh, not even sleepy, inferior fake wine.
When I walked to the corner of the door, the lights started to flicker again. Can the junk work? If it can't be on, don't turn it on. It has to be so laborious. Zhong Jizhi went to take out the keys, and when he looked up, he was stunned, and someone was sitting at the door of the house.
It's Lin Yang! When Zhong Jizhi wanted to see clearly, the light suddenly turned off again, Zhong Jizhi shook his head, the alcohol started to make trouble, and his eyes were dizzy. It was too late for Lin Yang to hide from him.
"Zhong Jizhi, you're back." Lin Yang saw the building above Zhong Ji, and the lights were suddenly turned off. He was very fortunate. He was too afraid to see Zhong Jizhi's annoyed expression on his face.
The young man's voice suddenly made him stunned, it was really Lin Yang, these familiar words, when he just picked up Lin Yang, Lin Yang also said to him, even the tone did not change, he was cautious, his voice contained trembling.
But I don't know why, the person who is thinking about it day and night is right in front of me, shouldn't I rush up to hug him? Probably being carried away by grievance and fear, it came from the darkness