"Sister, where are you? Something happened at home."
Su Jingyi on the stool is holding her mobile phone and talking to her eldest sister Su Qing. Su Jingyi has never left the hospital since she discovered that her sister Su Ting had taken sleeping pills in the morning. After being busy, it leads to burnout.
Su Jingyi complained to the eldest sister on the phone: "Sister, it’s not that I said you. Recently, you didn’t go to class and took a long vacation. What do you want to do? Now Tingting came back suddenly, but took sleeping pills. I’m the only one at home. People, come back soon."
"Jingyi, um... that eldest sister can't go away because of something...you see..."
"Is there anything more important than your sister's being at risk? Besides, you are not performing official duties at all. What can't you get away? The third sister has become a vegetable, and the fifth sister is like this now. Do you still care about it?"
"Jingyi, the eldest sister doesn't know what to tell you. Now you take good care of Tingting, and the eldest sister will be back in a while. That's it for now, bye."
"Hey, hello" Su Jingyi looked at the phone with a frown, and said to herself: "My younger sister is all like this, and I'm not coming back, what is the eldest sister doing?"
Su Jingyi, who was talking, looked at her sister who was lying down. With a light sigh, he stood up without saying anything, holding the jug next to him and pouring water. However, at this time, Su Ting, who was lying down, moved her eyebrows slightly.
Opening his heavy eyelids, he noticed the white ceiling at first glance. When he gently rolled his eyes, he was very confused for a while. Talking to myself: "Am I in Brother Yun's world?"
Su Jingyi, who poured boiling water, turned around immediately after listening to her sister's voice, and said excitedly: "Tingting, you are awake." As she was talking, she quickly put down the kettle and sat down on the bed holding her sister's hand. : "Smelly girl, you scared the second sister to death."
Su Ting looked at the second sister in front of her and said suspiciously: "Second sister, why are you here too?"
"What?" Su Jingyi didn't understand the meaning of what Su Ting said, and said angrily for a while: "Second sister is not here to accompany you, who will accompany you? Tell me, when did you come back, why did you commit suicide? "
Listening to what the second sister said, Su Ting felt her head a little messy, closed her eyes, raised her hand and rubbed her temples, thinking of what the second sister had just said in her mind. Suddenly, Su Ting suddenly opened her eyes, looked at the puzzled second sister, and asked: "I am not dead, am I?"
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Su Jingyi pushed her sister: "If the second sister came back and found that you took sleeping pills and sent you to the hospital, you would have died early."
"I really didn't die, I really didn't die..." Su Ting looked pained, and then stood up and snarled at the second sister: "Why do you want to save me? I don't want you to save... I'm going to find Brother Yun "
"What are you going crazy?" Su Jingyi grabbed Su Ting's arms and reprimanded: "I am your second sister. If I don't save you, do you see you die?"
Su Ting cried out: "I don't want you to save...I don't want you to save...I'm going to accompany Brother Yun..."
Seeing her emotionally unstable and nonsense sister, Su Jingyi frowned and tried to ask: "You said you want to accompany Brother Yun? What do you mean? Is it him?"
With a sad face, Su Ting looked at her second sister with tears, nodded and cried and said, "Brother Yun is dead, Brother Yun is dead...There is no more Brother Yun..."
Su Jingyi's heart froze for a moment, and looked at her sister: "What did you say?"
Tears kept slipping from Su Ting's face, without speaking, she knew weeping. Su Jingyi asked urgently: "Is he dead? You say...you say..." Su Jingyi's voice became trembling at the end.
Weeping Su Ting raised her eyes to look at the second sister, threw her trembling cheeks into Su Jingyi's arms, and shouted with a cracked lung: "Second sister..."
At this moment, Su Jingyi was stunned, her trembling hands hugged her sister, and her voice was a little unnatural: "When did you meet him? When did he die..."
City H under the curtain of night looks colorful against the backdrop of neon. However, with the advent of late night, the neon became scarce, the night wind became cold and bitter, but her heart was even colder.
Su Jingyi, who knew everything from her sister, left the hospital. Under the erosion of the night wind, she couldn't help but tremble in thinness. Walking alone in this familiar city and familiar street, tears are streaming down his eyes, and he feels lonely.
The dim yellow street lamp on the street stretched Su Jingyi's shadow very long. Her sore eyes flowed with unexplained tears, and she felt the tears that were so painful, and asked herself in her heart: "Why does my heart hurt? Is it because of him? Six months have passed, why can he still affect me? heart?"
Vague vehicles were driving on the road, but no one noticed the sad man walking under the street lights.
"Brother Yun is dead, Brother Yun is gone"
Su Ting's voice has been lingering in Su Jingyi's ears. With a smile, her sorrowful eyes could not contain the flood of tears.
I used to think that he was just a passer-by in his own life, as long as he was given time, he would definitely be forgotten. But now, I learned that he has gone and disappeared in this world. Why does my heart still hurt? It’s so painful, but also unforgettable...
Walking on a quiet road, looking at the neon lights flashing on the street, my heart is so gloomy. The colorfulness has gone away, and what is left is a monotonous gray.
Su Jingyi, who was exhausted physically and mentally, returned to the villa. She didn't change her shoes when she entered the house, did not wash her bath, or even took off her clothes. So she went back to the bedroom and collapsed, looking at the ceiling quietly with tearful eyes. There was a smile at the corner of his mouth, as if he had seen the familiar face on the ceiling, calling out in a low voice: "Nie Yun..."
After n seconds, Su Jingyi turned over and threw herself at her, burying her head and shrugging her shoulders, crying heartily. The sound makes the listeners unbearable.
It was late at night, but she hadn't slept yet, and the most beautiful once made her want to cry without tears. The cold wind blew by, swaying the leaves outside the wall, but she could no longer sway her cold heart. A man squatted by the swimming pool in the back garden and looked at the pictures of him in his hand with the help of the faint moonlight.
"It is said that time can bury everything, bury all the wounds and pains, but why can't you forget you? Why can you still affect my heart? Am I still in love with you..."
Unknowingly, the two lines of clear tears quietly overflowed from her eye sockets, and under the shining of the moonlight, they appeared crystal clear and translucent.
It turned out that half a year of ruthless time still couldn't erase her deep sorrow.
Under the moonlight, she squatted by the pool and didn't move. If it weren't for her body trembling, there was no doubt that she was a sculpture.
Her eyes sparkled, like temptation, like narration, like desire, like sneer...
"I obviously hate you, why I don't want to forget you... Am I stupid? Or I love you too deeply..."
The harsh winter wind blew her clothes. Once upon a time, she also squatted here alone in a daze, but he broke into her world here, sat with her in a daze, and looked at the moon in the sky together. It was here that he confessed to her...
Scenes from the past flashed in her mind like a movie. But now, she is the only one, a lonely and sad person. That he’s gone, gone forever...
Looking at the photo in my hand, looking at myself and him in the photo, the painful eyes were undoubted for a while, and he whispered to himself: "In my heart, you are a book with beautiful pictures and a long affection. I am. All I can do is look through it, wash your hands clean, and flip through it gently. This way, when I reach the end of my reading, you will still be as clean and complete as when I opened it. But you are a book that I can't bear to read. Book, because I'm afraid of misinterpreting your original intention, even if it's just a tiny place..."
Speaking of this, Su Jingyi's voice became choked, and tears fell uncontrollably: "I believe, I believe you are still in a certain corner of the world, but, it's just a pity that the person who accompanies you to the end is not me."
Missing is the moonlight rain in the city
Fluttering and hazy in the night of memories
The cold wind is so memorable and marrow, and the tears are so crystal clear and clear. Su Jingyi with a sad face, she couldn't help herself stroking him in the photo, sobbing: "You're still...you're still...I know...you must still be somewhere in this world...right..."
After half a month. Su Ting slowly gained a bit of courage to face life under the company, supervision, and enlightenment of her second sister. But the pain of losing Nie Yun still cannot be weakened, because it will not be healed in a moment, it will take time to heal a little bit. But not following in Nie Yun's footsteps after committing suicide, it is already very good.
In the past half month, Su Jingyi asked Su Ting to go to the hospital to work during the day, so that it would be a little lively in crowded places, and the busy work would make him forget to think of him. But even so, Su Jingyi would hear the cry of her sister's room every time it was quiet at night.
"Stop watching TV, go back to your room and sleep."
"Second sister." Su Ting looked at the second sister who got up from the sofa: "I can't sleep..."
Su Jingyi took a sigh of relief and returned to the sofa. She looked at her sister and said, "Tingting, you can't come back to life after death. Don't always think about him. This way you will live very tiredly."
As soon as Nie Yun was mentioned, Su Ting's voice became choked: "Second Sister, it's not that I always think about Brother Yun, it's because I can't control to think about him..."
Su Jingyi hugged her sister into her arms, and said softly: "I will forget, I will definitely forget."
After a while, Su Ting looked at her second sister and asked incomprehensibly: "Second sister, don't you also love Brother Yun? Why haven't I seen you sad these days?"
Su Jingyi was taken aback, and smiled reluctantly: "Really?!"
"Yeah." Su Ting nodded heavily, then looked at the second sister and asked puzzlingly: "I told you that Brother Yun was gone that night, but you didn't say anything, so you left the hospital without any tears in your eyes. Drop a drop, have you never liked Brother Yun? Or in half a year, you have forgotten him and don't love him anymore?"