He opened the door and walked in. Nie Yun, who had just walked in, was attracted by the peculiar scent in the room, and could not help closing his eyes, breathing with her scent. 【. !
The room is not big, but the decor is very warm. On the white walls are photos of Su Jingyi dancing. Nie Yun stared at the photos of Su Jingyi, with a smile on his lips, and whispered to himself: "It's so beautiful!"
Nie Yun, who withdrew his gaze from the photo, walked to Su Jingyi’s bed and sat down, stroked the pillow on which Su Jingyi had lay, and finally put it in front of her nose and smelled the fragrance of her hair, before putting it on after a while. Put the pillow back in place. Then I came to the dressing table aside, and found that besides some cosmetics, there was a computer, and there was a black diary beside the computer.
Nie Yun sat in a chair holding a diary and said to himself: "Should I take a peek? If Jingyi knows about it, wouldn't I say I was peeping at her sex?"
Nie Yun, who is struggling with his thoughts, doesn't know what to watch? Should I watch it, or should I watch it? !
Carefully opened the notebook, for fear of damaging the integrity of the diary, and then it was discovered that he would definitely not be able to eat. When I opened the first page, Nie Yun was deeply attracted by the content inside, because this is Su Jingyi's mood diary, which records her happiness and unhappiness over the years.
"On the evening of xx, xx, xx, tonight, he confessed to me, saying that the person he likes is me, not the third sister Xiaoxue, my heart is very confused, I obviously like him but rejected him, I use my pain to make it happen Am I stupid after Xiaoxue? Or I am Xiaoxue’s second sister, so I should let her... But, watching him sitting in the living room alone and drinking, why does my heart hurt? I hate myself, why? Don't be brave..."
"On xx, xx, xx, I finally came to the coveted Xishuangbanna, watched the peacock dance that represents love, and also learned the peacock dance. I think one day I will dance the one that represents love alone for the one I like. Peacock Dance, believe me, he will tell me that I love you after understanding..."
"On xx, xx, xx, this morning, we climbed to the golden summit of Mount Emei to watch the sunrise together, and saw the legendary Buddha's light. Fortunately, the Buddha's light fell on me and that guy. Is this a Buddha? The Lord is blessing us? Hehe, I am dreaming, he and Xiaoxue are a couple, I should bless them..."
"On xx, xx, xx, why did our four sisters fall in love with him? Xiaoxue suggested that our four sisters stay with him for three days every day to cultivate relationships and let him choose who to be with. I agreed, but I should It’s right to reject this absurd proposal. Why did I agree? Do I still have a glimmer of hope? Or..."
"On xx, xx, xx, last night, he did a peacock dance for him, but unfortunately he didn’t tell me that I love you as I expected. Maybe he knows, but he just doesn’t want to tell me. This feeling is buried in my heart... Even if I don’t choose me in the end, I wish them..."
"On xx, xx, xx, he will return to city h soon. When he returns home, he will announce the result. Why is my heart beating so much that I obviously don’t expect the result? Do I want him to choose me? Don’t be stupid. Jingyi, he is not yours..."
"On xx, xx, xx, the past few days have been in grief. He didn't choose anyone. My sister Xiaoxue has become a vegetable because of him, and even he has left our sight... Why is this? If we are very I have long since quit this emotional entanglement and fulfilled Xiaoxue and him. Perhaps none of this will happen, and Xiaoxue will not become a vegetable... Sorry, my third sister, Xiaoxue..."
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"Xx year xx month xx, half a year, Tingting came back safely because of kidnapping, but she committed suicide by taking sleeping pills, and brought back a bad news. The one in her heart is gone forever... He said that time can forget everything, but listen. When the news of his death came, why would I be so painful that I couldn’t breathe? Did I still pretend to be him in my heart and love him?... Nie Yun, in my heart, you are actually a book, a book that I don’t want to read. Because I'm afraid of misinterpreting your original intention, the only thing I can do is to quietly remember you... I believe, believe that you are still alive, hiding in a corner and guarding us silently... It's just that we can't see or touch... Why accompany The person at the end of your walk is not me..."
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"On the night of xx, xx, xx, this is a sad night, because I saw him tonight, he is still alive, in the cold night we hugged and wept, I can see that he has not had a good life in the past six months , There are still injuries on his body... Until the early morning, I succeeded him and told him to leave without any burden, because I knew that he stole home and covered me with a quilt while I was asleep, but he didn’t see me, so he just had to leave, since In this way, why should I keep him... At the same time endure the pain of the knife and close his door, because I can't afford to hurt, and I can't wait...
I am an ordinary girl. I just want simple love. Being together is enough. Even if he is the one I love, but he can’t give it. Let’s go. Life will inevitably experience pain. Maybe this is the price of love. …"
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"On xx, xx, xx, he came back after one and a half years of absence, and went to my school to see me secretly. He thought I didn’t know, but in fact, I found him a long time ago, but just pretended not to know how to face it. I didn’t see... At night, he was standing in the living room with his face covered in blood and found that he still cared about me. My heart felt warm, but I found that my eldest sister was crying and Tingting was crying. After my heart, I wanted to completely break with him, so I gave him the bell he gave me... I really like that bell. Since the day she gave it to me, I have been wearing it and taking care of it. Really I was so reluctant to return it to him... In the end, I returned it to him decisively..."
"On xx, xx, xx, the city h, which has lived for more than ten years, turned me into a lonely shadow. Today, I bid farewell to that sad city. All the past will pass away with the wind, and everything will be , Will start again. H city has my home, where I get a lot of happiness, but I also get sad and helpless. To be honest, I don’t want to leave H city, but if I don’t leave, I am afraid that the pain in my heart will never heal...
He said goodbye to me when the plane took off. When he said that I was the person he loved the most, I couldn't help but shed tears... I remembered the bit by bit with him, how many times the sad tears broke the embankment, only to find it hard to let go. It’s not easy to see him again... I really want to tell him aloud that you are also my favorite person, but I can only say it softly...
What is forever? It may be a lifetime, or it may be a moment. Love is not wrong, what is wrong is time and helplessness...bye, my love, I wish you happiness. "
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"On xx, xx, xx, I came to an unfamiliar city. I first lived in a hotel and then in a group. Today I finally have my own home. Although it is much smaller than my home in H city, I am very happy... "
"On xx, xx, xx, xx, a strange city, strange relationships, one person eating, one person shopping, one person watching a movie, one person is so lonely, I really want to find someone to rely on... The moon is good tonight Yuan, looking at the same moon, did the quiet thoughts reach you?"
“On xx, xx, xx, today’s performance ended. I went to a class reunion. At the party, I met old classmates who hadn’t seen each other for many years. Some of them had children and married others, some of them were promoted to make a fortune, and a little bit in front of the North Piao. Some have just lost their relationship, and some have become moms and dads... Each has changed, but I am still alone..."
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"On xx, xx, xx, the third sister, Xiaoxue, who became a vegetable, woke up. I was very excited. I went home and lived for a few days. I thought I could see him, but in the end I didn’t see him. Even though the third sister was awake I came here, but there was a sequelae, my mouth was crooked and my feet were lame. I felt very uncomfortable... But in general, it's good for the third sister to wake up..."
"On the night of xx, xx, xx, now my heart is in a mess. The one in my heart just called me. This is the first time he called me in more than two years. I don’t know him. I asked for my number... At first I didn’t know it was him. When he asked me how I was doing, the first thought in my heart was him. Then we were silent and didn’t know what to say. Actually, I had a lot of words. I wanted to talk to him, but when I got to the point of my lips, I just couldn’t say it. Finally I hung up... I really wanted to call again, but I didn’t have the courage, because he belongs to Xiaoxue, I can’t bother... let him go. It’s good to be in the deepest position in my heart..."
"On xx, xx, xx, xx year, Chen Wenguang specially flew over every weekend, took me to play, took me to dinner, and was very happy with him, but I just regarded him as a classmate and a good friend, and today he confessed to me I didn’t know what to do at the time, my mind was confused... He saw that I didn’t agree, so he told me that he would pursue me until the day I promised... Maybe I should really forget him and greet myself. Love life… "
"On xx month xx, year xx, I was detained in the detention center for nearly ten days, and today I was finally released without guilt and regained my freedom. To be honest, from the moment I was detained, I knew I was going to jail, but I never thought of me. I was acquitted and released, thanks to the lawyer Zhang, who was my benefactor. At the same time, I also thank Wen Guang for the lawyer Zhang he invited. Even if he doesn’t admit it, I know it myself... Wen Guang, I'm sorry, let me think about it, and when I think about it, I promise to be your girlfriend...
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After reading this thick mood diary, Nie Yun was already in tears, trembling hands carefully closed the diary, put it back in the distance, and left Su Jingyi's room silently.
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