Delly's words were like a heavy hammer, hitting Li Hugo's heart so hard that his whole heart couldn't help but contract, and the pain made his palms sweat.
"If waiting can bring a miracle, then I am willing to wait forever, for a year, or for a lifetime." Delly looked at Li Hugo, and she slowly said, "I thought that no matter where you are, even if it is the end of the world, If I wait, there will be hope. I wait and keep waiting. I am here, waiting for you to return after a long journey... "
Delly coughed softly and tried her best to hide her sad expression: "But I was wrong. Waiting is easy to say, but too difficult to do. I will wait for you, but do you know that I have no hope at all, no hope?" Waiting for a long time, until the end, I was left with deep despair. It felt as if there was no fate between you and me from the beginning to the end. I was guarding an empty city alone, walking alone in a crowded place with people coming and going. On the street, I... have nothing to do with anyone. Do you know how painful I have been in the past eight years?"
"Where were you when I didn't have enough to eat? Where were you when I was sick? Where were you when I needed it most?" Delly's voice was already hoarse.
Many people on the old street came out to watch the excitement, but Li Hugo remained silent.
Delly punched Li Hugo one after another: "This world is too cruel, and I was too naive. I thought that no matter where I followed you, even to the end of the world... you would protect me, but I... but My life in the past few years has been like hell. My fever reached 39 degrees. In the end, my landlady carried me to the hospital. The doctor said that if I came half an hour later, I would become a fool. … Do you know in those days, how much I wished you could show up, that you could come over!”
Delly took out a tissue and wiped her eyes, but at this time her eye makeup was gone. The light smoky makeup and her tears were all flowing down, and she looked extremely sad...
"Later I couldn't take the blame anymore. In this society, I need to support myself. I thought the place where you once lived was paradise, but I was wrong... Look at you now, the clothes you are wearing... a pair of cheap foreign trade clothes, and This place is where you live, right?" Delly pointed to the old street and said, biting her lip, "Look at this place, a village in the city! The people living here are the lowest level of the people, and there are people who come from mountain cities. There are women who sell flesh and blood, laborers who do hard work, and people like you who have accomplished nothing... You were so prosperous in the Golden Hu Kingdom. Lord of the Moon City, I followed you like a rich man. Just like my wife..."
"Of course, I don't care about the city lord's wife, I just want to have my own house! My own home, my own car! But can you give me all this? I don't want to live in such a bad place with you, I just want to live well Live my own life..." Delly lowered her head, "I know I have changed, I have become very materialistic... But women in this world tell me a truth, women cannot rely on men, women must rely on themselves!"
"Are you done?" Li Yuguo raised his head and looked at her.
"No."
"Okay, then you continue talking. You talk and I listen." Li Hugo said calmly.
Maybe it's too painful. When the pain reaches the extreme, you will suddenly feel no pain at all.
"I can't go back. Even if my people go back, my heart can't go back. Really... I'm sorry for you. Director Zhang Xiaojie and I are now together. I was with him a year ago. Before I At the most critical moment, he appeared, and she was my life-saving straw. It's ironic... I made a vow to heaven twice, but I broke the oath myself. Maybe one day in the future, I will He will die miserably... But so what? I owe you this time, and I will pay it back." Delly said.
"No, you don't owe me." Li Huguo's tightly clenched fists gradually loosened, "Now if you want to leave, I will let you fly... From now on, you will walk your star path, and I will walk my single-plank bridge. You and I don't owe each other, I won't hate you... I will still bless you."
Delly suddenly smiled and said, "I thought you would lose your temper."
"Life is like a dream, and dreams are like life, girl... You are right. You said that we have all come to this era of spiritual energy exhaustion. A person's life span is only a hundred years at most. Waiting is the most wasteful thing in life. I If I ask you to wait for me, then I will be extremely selfish."
Li Yuguo smiled and said: "We have known each other for one year, but I asked you to wait for me for eight years. Obviously this is not realistic. Time flies by. How much time is left for us to waste? I hope you can cherish every moment in front of you and cherish it." Every relationship, every experience, every friendship around us, maybe it was fate that brought us together when we were in the Golden Amber Country, but there is no absolute in anything, joys and sorrows are the mortal world, and ups and downs are life."
In fact, Li Yuguo was able to say such words because Li Yuguo had already prepared in his heart. Eight years is such a long period of time. Eight springs and autumns alternate, ninety-six months, and two thousand nine hundred and twenty days. This has been endless. Yes, it's been a long time.
Time is a magical thing. It can make people forget things they thought they would never forget. It can alienate people who were once closest to them. It can change a person's world view and life values.
If Li Yuguo insists on asking Dai Li to wait eight years, is this right? In fact, this is very selfish, and Delly doesn't know when she will come. In Delly's opinion, maybe Li Huguo will never come back in this life.
Moreover, Li Huguo knew that waiting is a helpless choice and a painful torment. The road of waiting is a difficult, long, winding and endless road.
Maybe waiting is sometimes a kind of beauty, but more often it is a kind of cruelty.
"I won't wait for you." When Delly said this, Li Hugo didn't feel much anger, so he didn't criticize anything.
"Can I still... hug you?" Delly said looking at Li Hugo.
Li Yuguo shook his head: "You have your own life now. You have grown up... You are no longer the girl who likes to act coquettishly in my arms. You are no longer my girl... "
"Well..." Delly dropped her hands in front of her, tears falling down.
"Are you the only one?" Li Yuguo asked, because in Li Yuguo's view, the Prince of Hell at that time put two light balls into his side. One of them was Delly, so the other one must be her.
Delly shook her head: "I have never met Chu Chu. Maybe Chu Chu didn't come over... I have been looking for her in the past eight years."
"Is it… "