Outside the hospital operating room, Liu Mang was silent.
Yang Lihua was kicked in the stomach, and this kick finally defeated her uterus, which was as fragile as paper.
She was bleeding profusely, and her white pants were stained red.
When she was sent to the hospital, she was already in shock due to excessive blood loss. Now her parents and Liu Mang are waiting outside the operating room.
Father Yang ignored the hospital's no-smoking regulations and smoked cigarettes one after another in the corridor. The cigarette butts were already covered with the marble floor under his feet.
Suddenly, the light in the operating room turned green. The doctor came out of the operating room and frowned slightly when he saw Father Yang smoking: "Please don't smoke in the hospital."
"Yes, I'm sorry, how is my daughter?" Yang's father said with a cry.
The doctor took off her mask, revealing a tired look on her face. She shook her head and said, "The uterus was cut off..."
As soon as these words came out, Yang's parents and Liu Mang were shocked at the same time, as if they were struck by a thunderbolt from the clear sky. Liu Mang stepped forward and said, "Doctor, where is she? How is she now?"
"She's awake now, but I hope you won't stimulate her. She's very weak now," the doctor said.
Yang's parents wanted to go in immediately, but Yang Lihua murmured from inside: "Amang... Amang..."
Liu Mang squeezed through the crowd and immediately came to Yang Lihua's bedside. Yang Lihua was wearing a ventilator and an unknown instrument on her finger. She grabbed Liu Mang's hand with her needle-covered hand and said: "Amang... where are we... our children?"
Liu Mang's heart suddenly shrank, he gritted his teeth and was speechless for a moment.
Yang Lihua smiled, with tears falling from the corners of her eyes. She looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, and said, "This is good... Look, our daughter is in the sky. She has grown a pair of little wings. She Has turned into a little angel.”
"Why do you think it's your daughter?" Liu Mang was already in tears.
Yang Lihua's eyes were infinitely gentle: "Because I dreamed of her yesterday. She said to me: 'Mom, tell dad... I can't come. God said he couldn't bear to leave me and asked me to accompany him again... Mom, I love you... I love dad too... '"
"Ugh..." Liu Mang had cried like a fool, covering his mouth with tears falling continuously.
Yang Lihua stopped crying. She suddenly remembered something and said outside: "Mom and Dad, I want to eat wontons..."
"Okay, let's go buy it for you..." Yang's parents said.
At this time, Father Yang was blaming himself. Everyone present knew that for a woman to lose her son and palace, that would be a crueler thing than killing her.
Yang Lihua took out a piece of paper from the side. She held a pen with trembling hands: "I want to drink some water... Can you give me some?"
"The doctor said, you just had an operation, you can't..."
"Then just put a little bit on my lips..." Yang Lihua smiled softly, her smile was very pure, like the purest and flawless angel in the world.
"Well, then..." Liu Mang said and left the ward.
Yang Lihua looked at Liu Mang tenderly and smiled slightly: "My man is so handsome..."
After a while, she placed the banknotes on the table. She took a deep breath, suddenly pulled out the needle in her hand, and sat up immediately.
But she was not fully awake from the anesthesia. She was swaying like a drunk person. She staggered towards the window step by step. She looked into the distance and found that the floor she was on was very high, facing the sky. Looking at it, the blue sky and white clouds in the sky are mesmerizing.
The higher-ups didn't make her feel any fear of heights. She just felt like she wanted to turn into a bird at this moment, and then spread her wings and fly...
She closed her eyes and smiled an intoxicating smile...
The Yang family's parents came back from buying wontons with solemn faces and a lot of food in their hands.
Snapped…
At this moment, the roof of a car in the distance suddenly dented, followed by a woman's scream.
"No, someone jumped off the building..."
…
One day later, Liu Mang sat by the river. He looked at a piece of letter paper with crooked words. Every word seemed to have been written by Yang Lihua with all his strength.
"Amang, maybe the best gift God has given me in this humble life is that I met you."
"It's really ironic to say that I am not a believer in God, because in my eyes, God is already dead, from the moment I fell into the devil's cave... "
"Once upon a time, I also hoped that I would have a beautiful life and a beautiful love, but it seemed that the beautiful dream did not belong to me. My vision was dark, filled with sadness and sleepiness."
"Didn't you say last time that you asked me what medicine I have been taking? I dare not tell you that I have been suffering from depression for many years. Since I came to Laojie, I have slowly gotten better... because of you, My life is full of color again.”
"I... I hate myself, my filthy body, my lingering life, everything about myself. Sometimes, I want to tear myself into pieces right away, then mash myself into a ball and throw it into the fire. Let it turn to ashes."
"Our child, this is such a sacred word... Her new life is the continuation of my life... In fact, when I am with you, I suffer cynicism every day, which makes my heart twist like a knife. I have thought of committing suicide seven times... You are still young, you can still find someone better, and I am just a corrupt walking corpse..."
"If I compare my life to a burden, then my child may be the last straw that breaks my heart... You are so good to me, but I can't give you anything... "
"Every inch of my body has marks from other men's teeth. I am not clean, but you are as clean as a newborn lamb. There is no trace of dirt or filth in the world..."
"I polluted you, but you still loved me. I thought you were just playing around, and I also thought it was a lie. You only loved me for a while, but I would rather be buried in this lie. Revel in that moment of peace.”
"When I knew that it was not a lie, when I knew that you were serious, when I knew that you really wanted to marry me, I was panicked... I was scared... because my past is a haze that I can't get rid of... "
"I don't ask for your forgiveness, because I am sorry for you. My arrival... caused you great harm..."
"I… "
"I'm sorry for being a human being..."