Old street.
"From today on, you are the sales director."
This sentence lingered in Wang Qian's ears like a curse. She came to the rental house drunk.
She lived with her classmate, whose name was Yu Ting. Now Yu Ting was in a daze on the balcony. She asked about the smell of Wang Qian's body and frowned slightly: "You went to work again? Didn't you say you resigned? "
"This job is very important to me." Wang Qian said, she was very desperate. Now Wang Qian did not dare to close her eyes, because as soon as she closed her eyes, the first person in front of her eyes was a man as fat as a ball, and then in She was panting in front of her eyes.
Wang Qian didn't hate obese people. On the contrary, she found obese people good-looking, round, and comfortable to hold. But today, they made her feel disgusting. She couldn't wait to take a bath.
Yuting glanced at her and said: "You make me disgusted by this... You told me yesterday that you don't want to do this job anymore, that company is too disgusting, and now you have become the most disgusting person in your mouth, do you know?"
"Yes, I'm disgusting." Wang Qian hung her clothes on the hook behind the door. After thinking about it, she took the clothes off again and planned to wash them overnight.
"Do you smell very strong?"
"Taste? What smell?" Wang Qian looked at her.
Yu Ting said with disgust: "Huh... the smell of middle-aged men's saliva, the smell of fingers, the smell of underwear, the smell of safety condoms, and... the smell of men."
"You are cruel." Wang Qian's eyes turned red.
Yuting stood up and put her phone on the table: "Why are you so cruel? I think you are dirty."
"Of course you think I'm dirty. Your boyfriend is a native of Longjing and introduced you to a bank job. You will move next week to your boyfriend's luxurious courtyard house. But what about me? ? I have nothing! I have to rely on myself for everything, you are so cruel... Do you know that I don’t want to do such a thing at all, but I have no choice! Do you know that you have no choice? "
"When I saw that man's lewd look, when I saw him applying moisturizing water on his fingers, when I felt him coming in, do you know how I felt like this? I was going to die, If possible, I am willing to die immediately! I just stood on the bridge for ten minutes... For a few moments, I suddenly wanted to jump off the bridge, because... this world is too dirty, this old street is too dirty, And I... too dirty." Wang Qian said, and an imperceptible black air appeared on her head...
"If you are in a hurry for money, you can tell me. I will ask my boyfriend to lend you money. He is very rich!" Yu Ting said.
Wang Qian smiled: "Do you love him?"
"I..." Yuting was choked for a moment and couldn't answer.
"I'm going to take a shower." Wang Qian said, her back was very lonely, as if she was the only one on the road in front of her. In the shower room, she rinsed herself desperately, and I rubbed hard, and then It's like he wants to rub all his skin off.
She didn't stop until the skin all over her body was red and painful. She turned the shower head to the maximum, then squatted down and buried her head in her knees, and started crying hard, trying to cover up her crying with water.
She felt dirty, and suddenly thought that she had been touched somewhere by someone she didn't like, and then was penetrated. She suddenly felt like vomiting, she retched, and then she started to arch her body and pick at it. It was as if he wanted to dig out all the dirtiest parts of his body.
She took a bath for an hour this time. She usually took a bath for half an hour, but this time after finishing the bath, she suddenly saw Liu Mang outside the house.
Liu Mang moved a small bench and sat at the entrance of the alley. Liu Mang was looking at the printing shop opposite. The printing shop was currently being renovated and was rented by a couple selling aquatic products.
"They will change the store tomorrow." Wang Qian came to Liu Mang's side and said.
Liu Mang glanced at her: "Yes, but they don't want the things inside, so I brought them all back."
"Today is the seventh day. I heard that you have been at home..." Wang Qian said.
Liu Mang gave her the small bench, while he stood and took out a cigarette and smoked one: "Well, it's the seventh day..."
"It's great to write novels. You can write the most beautiful pictures. Reality is always so cruel and imperfect." Wang Qian said, but she did not sit down.
"I hate writing novels." Liu Mang still looked at the print shop, "Novel is a kind of deception, using beautiful fantasies to deceive people. The real world is just like what you said, it is so realistic and so cruel... Destiny, Haha... In my writing, the villains in the books all live so happily. The bad guys will eventually be punished, the good guys will be rewarded, and then they will be reunited... Isn't reunion the biggest lie? These words , all cover people's eyes, making people only see the front side of the world, but ignore the back side of the world. In fact, I would rather not write a novel at the beginning, at least I don't have to struggle back and forth in this strong contrast."
"I envy Sister Lihua very much." Suddenly Wang Qian said.
She looked tired: "And... she is the cleanest woman in the world. A woman who has suffered so much unfair treatment can still accept feelings with her original intention and is willing to believe in them. This is amazing... "
"Do you believe it?"
"At least I don't believe it now."
"Ha..." Liu Mang showed a bitter smile, "Yes, she is the cleanest and most beautiful woman..."
Liu Mang took off the cigarette from his lips, and then burned the paper money one by one, but there was a notebook in it. Wang Qian was puzzled: "Why did you burn these?"
"Lihua said that she is not good at reading novels, but she likes to read the poems I wrote for her... These are my thoughts about her." Liu Mang said that he found it difficult to tear open the cover because it had a cowhide back cover. So he simply peeled off the cowhide cover and burned the inner pages one by one.
I'm afraid no one knows what poems he wrote, and maybe no one can know anymore...
Liu Mang suddenly raised his head and looked at the stars in the sky. He didn't know what was going on with Brother Li now. Did Li Huguo find a girlfriend and then give up on these friends in the old street
It’s no wonder that the old streets are just a group of people at the bottom, lingering in the most difficult situation, struggling, living, and then lingering...
But even if Li Hugo doesn't come, Liu Mang doesn't blame him, or... Liu Mang will feel happy for Li Hugo. At least Li Hugo has someone he loves around him, and this person happens to love him too...