Xiang Yu felt like he was back in his graduation year, walking around with luggage.
Later, I simply didn't pack the suitcase, so I left it open and put it on the next Friday. When Jin Fubai picked her up, he would pull the suitcase together and continue to travel on the weekend.
The suitcase is huge, occupying half of the trunk, and their electric toothbrushes in the wash bag are black and white, next to each other.
Xiang Yu was in the back seat, with his back to the driver's seat, Jin Fubai, like every Friday, checked her luggage and asked if he had brought her period painkillers.
Jin Fubai wouldn't let go of this opportunity, so he simply unbuckled his seat belt and sat in the back.
He patted her buttocks and said in an ambiguous tone: "Do you think I can stop thinking about you? I don't remember what happened to you?"
In such a busy day of travel, time flies by quickly.
When I have the opportunity to chat with Tang Yuchi again, it will be the midsummer of July.
They sat in a newly opened cafe, and after Xiang Yu ordered with a tablet computer, they handed the tablet back to the waiter.
He lifted his arm, revealing a purple bruise on his wrist.
Tang Yuchi almost spit out a mouthful of lemonade: "Why don't you put a plaster on your purple seal?"
"What kind of plaster?" Xiang Yu asked in confusion.
Tang Yuchi was recently forced into a friend's company by Tang's mother, wearing a white shirt.
Probably because he was not used to it, he pulled the hem of his clothes out of his trousers uncomfortably: "Your godmother may be in menopause recently, and everything is not pleasing to the eye. When I get up in the middle of the night to eat instant noodles, she will nag me for a long time."
"It's not that I got up in the middle of the night to eat instant noodles..."
"Anyway, you cover it up! If you let her see the traces of binding and binding on your wrist, you will be finished, and you may get a three-hour continuous lecturing spree."
Xiang Yu made a "squeak" and raised his wrist: "What are you holding in your head? I fell."
The last time I went out, Xiang Yu was too excited. At the airport, she was standing on the suitcase holding Jin Fubai and wanted to take a photo.
As a result, the wheel of the suitcase slipped and she fell down. Fortunately, Jin Fubai was protecting her, so she only injured her wrist.
Jin Fubai picked up the man distressedly: "Why are you standing so high?"
Xiang Yu clutched his wrist and grimaced in pain, and hummed, "I want to look like I'm on top!"
Jin Fubai looked helpless, and said that it's fine if you ride on my neck. What suitcase is standing on, that thing will run on wheels, but I can't run.
After talking for a long time, Xiang Yu suddenly screamed, Jin Fubai thought she was in pain, and frowned so nervously, but she said distressedly: "Jin Fubai! Hurry up! Pick up my phone and have a look, yes Isn't it broken?"
The phone was indeed broken, so Jin Fubai bought a new one.
After hearing this, Tang Yuchi glanced at her new mobile phone and said jokingly, "Oh, you are a blessing in disguise, or you are so stingy, when do you have to change your phone?"
Xiang Yuyi raised his hand: "Hello, we ordered two black forest cakes just now, can you refund one?"
"Xiang Yu! You can die without being stingy, right?"
"Yes~ ah~"
Xiang Yu's injured wrist was his right hand, and it was a little heavy to hold the coffee cup, and it hurt for a moment.
She carried painkiller spray in her bag, and when she took it out, she took out a bunch of cumbersome keychains and dropped them on the tiled floor.
Just slipping down to Tang Yuchi's feet, he hooked it over with his foot and helped her pick it up: "Your keychain seems to be used by people of my grandfather's age."
The sign of the little wood is also engraved with words. Tang Yuchi laughed while reading it, "Knowing each other and loving each other? Always happy? Are you crazy about Jin Fubai now? This keychain is more numb than your godmother?"
"It's not me crazy, it's him."
Recently, Jin Fubai is really "superstitious".
One time when he was wandering in the scenic spot, Xiang Yu went to the bathroom. When he came out, he was wearing his tens of thousands of shirts, standing in front of the tourist souvenir stall, carrying a bunch of wooden key chains, listening carefully to others Said, this is the love wood, and the object is one by one, guaranteed for a long time.
It's hard to believe that he actually had change in his pocket, but he actually bought it.
Xiang Yu thought that he thought it was not easy for the old man in front of the stall to talk for a long time, but he didn't want him to seriously change the keychains of both of them, saying that it was a long time.
"Afterwards, I went to climb the mountain. When I got to the top of the mountain, there was the kind of lock with the couple's name engraved on it. It was the one locked on the side of the plank road. He also bought it."
Xiang Yu took a sip of coffee and asked Tang Yuchi, "Jin Fubai is also 30 years old this year. Are all old men like this?"
Tang Yuchi: "..."
He didn't want to talk much, he felt that he was being shown a face of affection.
The sun shines into the cafe through the side window, and the rich chocolate and cherry jam flavors of the black forest cake make Xiang Tao squinted comfortably.
Tang Yuchi swallowed a mouthful of cake, but suddenly showed a strange smile, like a mockery.
"Why are you smiling like this?" Xiang Yu asked him.
"It's nothing, An Sui came to me during the Spring Festival."
Tang Yuchi put down the metal spoon and looked at the pedestrian street outside the window, "She said at the time that you were in a bad situation, so let me persuade you."
Hearing An Sui's name, Xiang Yu couldn't help frowning. She stared at Tang Yuchi nervously, for fear that the young master would say something about "resurrection of old love".
Knowing that An Sui couldn't see her well, she didn't have a good heart.
She could only use herself, change the subject, and charge herself: "Then why didn't you persuade me at that time?"
Tang Yuchi glanced at her, saw her vigilant face, and suddenly smiled: "Why are you looking at it like that? I have nothing to do with An Sui, but you, An Sui said that the Chu family intends to marry Jin Fubai? I didn't want to mention this. Yes, the two of you have such a good relationship, and you must have a sense of proportion. I can't help but gossip, what do you think... "
In fact, at that moment, Xiang Yu was really calm and peaceful.
She even breathed a sigh of relief when she heard Tang Yuchi say that he and An Sui did not get together again.
Xiang Yu took a bite of the black forest cake and put it in his mouth, his voice was a little vague: "Is it Chu Linlang, I know."
She wouldn't know.
Playing on the tennis court or on the court, and occasionally in the bathroom or locker room, the women talk about it.
She is really no stranger to the name "Chu Linlang".
Seeing Tang Yuchi's surprised face, Xiang Yu smiled and said easily: "I checked on the Internet, this woman is three years older than me, she feels like a strong woman, she has a special temperament, but she has a very milky face, Just like you, very small."
She sighed, "It's pretty good."
Tang Yuchi glared: "Isn't it Xiangyu, are you so broad-minded? Can you boast about your rival in love?"
Xiang Yu just smiled lightly, she thought soberly:
Chu Linlang is not a rival in love, she is just someone who may become Jin Fubai's wife.
Such a woman is not a rival in love. If Jin Fubai falls in love with Chu Linlang, she is a rival in love.
I met Chu Linlang in a jewelry store.
Those days were rainy and rainy in the imperial city, and the weather was really bad. Xiang Yu never thought that she would see Jin Fubai in such bad weather outside her home.
Because of the bad weather, she wore more clothes when she went out in the morning.
As a result, the mall was very caring, and some heating was turned on. Halfway through the shopping, she felt a little stuffy.
It was rare that Jin Fubai didn't follow her, Xiang Yu happily lined up in the mall, bought a bowl of ice cream, and ate it while walking.
After walking a few steps out of the mall, a drop of rain fell. Xiang Yu bit the wooden spoon, thought for half a second, and walked towards the jewelry store opposite.
The eaves of the jewelry store are big enough to shelter from the rain, and when she finishes eating the ice cream, she can go in and change the transparent fishing line for her ring.
She glanced at the ring on her hand, and had been wearing it for a year and a half in a flash.
When he looked up again, Xiang Yu saw Jin Fubai without warning.
He was standing in the jewelry store, wearing well-pressed trousers and a dark blue shirt with cuffs rolled up at his elbows, looking very casual.
Behind him was the clerk who was looking at him diligently. Jin Fubai leaned on the jewelry counter casually. The background was bright, but the jewelry was no more eye-catching than him.
It was also because of this that Xiang Yu watched for a while before he noticed that there was a woman standing one meter away from him.
If it weren't for the woman talking to him with a smile on her face, Xiang Yu would not have realized that she and Jin Fubai were traveling together.
After seeing it clearly, I realized that the woman in the royal blue dress was Chu Linlang.
Xiang Yu frowned when she saw it clearly, she thought like a mother with disgust:
Why is this Chu Linlang so short
Isn't her brother Chu Jue very tall
Indeed, it is not worthy of her family's Jin Fubai.
Jin Fubai was holding a blue diamond necklace in his hand, and the necklace was dangling in the air. He took it seriously.
Last night, Xiangyu pulled him to watch "Titanic" again, and then burst into tears again.
Men don't have as developed lacrimal glands as women. In order to coax her, Jin Fubai tried his best.
Later, he asked her, why did she love watching this movie so much, and wanted to watch it after seeing it? Are you still crying? Why bother
Xiang Yu guessed that he was angry that he didn't empathize with her and angered him: "I think that 'Heart of the Ocean' looks good! Can't you?"
So Jin Fubai came to the jewelry store today to see if there was a nice blue diamond necklace.
His girl said she liked it, so he had to buy one.
As for Miss Chu Linlang Chu beside him, it was a complete accident.
Jin Fubai said long before his grandmother died that the current development of the group is actually an endless cycle, unable to recover.
Those quarrels between conservatives and radicals, conservatives and conservatives, radicals and radicals, were a joke to him.
After the death of my grandmother, their faction was even more shaky in the group, and there were fewer and fewer people who could talk.
However, these people didn't give up, they always wanted to match him and the Chu family to get married and get more stock support.
Jin Fubai was also on his way to the jewelry store when he received a call saying that Miss Chu was already in the imperial city and wanted to meet him and talk about business affairs.
He sneered and asked, "Oh, about business? What kind of business needs to be discussed with someone like me who doesn't even have a specific position in the group?"
The old man on the phone said bitterly: "Fubai, don't be impatient, now we are struggling, you see Miss Chu, it's always good for us to be allies with the Chu family and his family. Don't you have the heart to watch the group go bankrupt ?"
Jin Fubai breathed a sigh of relief and casually reported the address of the jewelry store, saying that she would come if she liked it.
This Miss Chu didn't know what to think, but she really followed.
At this moment, Jin Fubai was carrying the blue diamond necklace and looked dissatisfied.
The clerk behind the shopping guide eagerly introduced: "Mr. Jin, this is the largest blue diamond in the store at present, and the shape and design of Radiant is simple and noble, and it is a good product, like the sapphire blue dress of the lady beside you, it is the best match. However."
Jin Fubai didn't seem to hear, and didn't lift his eyelids.
Perhaps it was because of the rumors in the circle that Jin Fubai had a very doted girl beside him.
Standing beside him, Chu Linlang unnaturally tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, and said, "I didn't expect you to be so interested in colored diamonds, and I didn't want to disturb you at first, but my brother asked me to come over and meet him. You talk about some things, you see there are so many people here, why don't we have dinner together and chat while eating?"
Jin Fubai didn't listen to what she said, and only looked critically at the blue diamond necklace in her hand.
The deep blue of the blue diamond in the movie is very beautiful. Why is this blue so light like a mint cocktail
He pondered in his heart that he still had to find a designer to make it, and he couldn't buy it in the store. This style was not worthy of his girl.
After thinking this way, he raised his eyes again, and he saw Xiang Yu standing outside the window.
When Jin Fubai saw her, Xiang Yu's face was calm.
It's just that those eyes that are always thorough, trembling like the leaves left on the branches in late autumn, crumbling.
He paused for a moment, saw Xiang Yu briefly smiled at him, and then walked away.
At that moment, Jin Fubai clearly felt that something was torn in his chest.
Holding her ice cream, Xiang Yu walked faster and faster, the light rain was pattering, she couldn't care to cover it, but she heard Jin Fubai's calling behind him getting more and more urgent.
She turned into the path behind the shopping mall, and just stood still, feeling her wrist being tightly grasped by a force.
"Xiangyu!"
Xiang Yu sighed, turned around slowly, and looked at Jin Fubai.
His brows were furrowed tightly, wrinkled into Sichuan characters, and he looked at Xiang Yu.
If you really love someone, you can't bear to force them.
Xiang Yu has checked the group, and the total number of companies in the world is 21, with nearly 40,000 employees.
It is also impossible for her to keep the man in front of her bound in love forever.
So she smiled softly: "How could I be so unlucky, I just ate a bowl of ice cream today, and you bumped into it before I finished it..."
Jin Fubai slammed her into his arms, but felt that the girl in his arms pinched the soft flesh on his waist, gritted his teeth and asked, "Miss Chu is so beautiful!"
"I didn't even see what she looked like," he said.
"You're also going to buy her a necklace!"
"That's for you, 'Heart of the Ocean', remember?"
"What's the 'Heart of the Ocean' to pick? Your family is going to go bankrupt, so don't worry, you son of a bitch."
Aside from what they can't solve in the future, Xiang Yu is jealous of him and pissed off with him, like any ordinary girl in a relationship.
That's what she loves Jin Fubai, all tenderness.
That anger was really short-lived, and only one hug time resolved everything.
In order to make her happy, Jin Fubai has been coaxing her for the past few days. Xiang Yu doesn't know if she accepts it or not. Anyway, it seems that she is very happy.
After that day, the days seemed to remain calm.
But they both knew each other that such a time would not be long.
When Xiang Yu is free, he often carries a small watering can to water the cacti and cactus at home.
The two pots of plants were placed next to each other by her, looking like a couple. She named them "handsome" and "beautiful".
Maybe it was because she cared too much for "handsome guys" and "beauties", and the two pots of plants finally rotted into a pool of muddy water under her watering.
Xiang Yu found out that day, very frustrated, lying on the windowsill sighed.
When Jin Fubai came over, he happened to hear her muttering to herself, look, why is it just like our relationship, saying that if you die prematurely, you will die prematurely
He paused in footsteps, suddenly remembering the scene he encountered the other night.
At that time, he had just come out of the shower, and overheard Xiang Yu on the phone in the living room. The living room was very quiet, and he could clearly hear the voice on the phone.
The person on the other side of the phone should be Tang Yuchi, who is chatting with Xiang Yu.
Tang Yuchi said, Xiang Yu, if you have a daughter or sister, do you want her to fall in love with a man like Jin Fubai
It was the first time for Jin Fubai to do such a "submissive" thing. He stood in the half-closed bedroom door behind her and didn't make a sound.
Therefore, she could clearly hear the silence of a certain seriousness in Xiang Yu's voice, she said, of course she didn't want it.
Based on these, Jin Fubai was extraordinarily energetic at night in those days. Several times, Xiang Yu was so tossed that he couldn't help falling asleep in the bathtub.
The imported nutritional products she had entrusted to buy for Jin Fubai ended up feeding herself, saying that she was afraid of being killed on the bed by him.
But every few days, small seedlings suddenly appeared in the two flower pots, and the green ones were very cute.
Jin Fubai said to Xiang Yu, "Look, our relationship is so good, how could we just die so easily?"
Xiang Yu was also very pleasantly surprised and took several pictures with his mobile phone.
After looking at it for a long time, she asked with some doubts: "Jin Fubai, these seedlings are wrong. Wasn't it a cactus cactus before? Why does this seedling look so tender?"
She raised her head and saw Jin Fubai's face full of smiles, with fine lines at the end of her eyes.
Xiang Yu's face was expressionless: "Tell me, what the hell is this?"
"I stuffed the orange seeds you ate a while ago, but I didn't expect them to sprout." Jin Fubai said and laughed, very happy.
The next second, Xiang Yu was like a swift little leopard, running until his slippers flew out.
She rushed over and pressed him on top of him, hitting him hard: "Jin Fubai! You liar!"
All the beautiful and peaceful lives are showing bad signs in another winter.
It was November 2014, and Li Hua was so drunk in the venue that he went crazy and smashed the crystal table next to the DJ booth.
Xiang Yu and Jin Fubai were both present that day, and Xiang Yu was shocked by that scene.
She looked at this man with rings all over his hands and dressed like a Christmas tree, his eyes were red, and he smashed a wine bottle on the table.
The raucous Diqu couldn't stop his roar, he said, fuck it, fuck it—
That day was the day when Li Hao got engaged.
The next day, Li Hao went to the company to find her, apologized in person, said that he had drunk too much, and asked her if she was scared.
He brought a cup of hot coffee to Taro and lay down on the railing of the roof on the top floor.
The wind blew her hair and her hair was flying, she turned back and smiled at Li Hao: "They are all old acquaintances, so there is no need to go around like this, right? The bottle of wine you smashed didn't spill a drop on me, so what kind of apology? ?"
Li Hao had 7 or 8 diamond rings on his hand, so he couldn't tell which one was the engagement ring.
He smiled: "You may not believe it when you say it. I actually just want to chat with you. You are one of the few people in the circle who is transparent and has no disputes of interests with me."
The wind of early winter passed by, and the white air on the coffee cup was blown to the side, like a woman dancing with long sleeves at the banquet of ancient emperors, she was slender and soft.
Xiang Yu asked Li Hao: "Being engaged is so painful, can't you do it if you don't?"
She seemed to be just asking casually, but she seemed to imply a lot of expectations.
Li Hao looked at her for a long time and said, "No way."
He said, if I don't marry other people in the family, I will marry, and whoever has the strongest power will have more followers.
Li Hao raised the coffee cup in his hand. The white paper cup was printed with the green mermaid logo. He smiled into the wind and said:
Am I just watching them crush me for a little freedom
Who can agree with people like us that we are so poor that we see other people's faces in life
Who dares to marry an ordinary girl at the price of losing power forever, go to the company with a shy face to seek a position without real power, and live on charity
Then every three or five, I look at people who were not as good as you before, and anyone will step on you, spit you, and ask you, yo, why not so awesome? Weren't you very arrogant before
This circle is very realistic, and it may be difficult for the rest of your life if you want to quit and then climb back.
All these Xiangyu knew, she just wanted to ask again.
Maybe, what if
"Also, there are some positions where you stand on top, even if you are willing to come down, others will not allow it, do you understand?"
Xiang Yu took a sip of coffee, nodded and said, "Understood."
It was the end of 2014, and it had been two and a half years since she graduated from college.
She may still stubbornly retain the thinking of the students on campus. For her, the slightly more important things are still like the review before the final exam, and she is conscientious and dare not neglect.
I always feel that there are many things, and hard work will definitely pay off.
But it's not long ago.
Between her and Jin Fubai, there was no way to continue.
If so, Jin Fubai wouldn't secretly be overwhelmed.
Li Hao drank half a cup of coffee with almost no residual temperature, turned around and leaned on the railing, and said to Xiang Yu, "You said that I just lost a little freedom, and I feel a lot more comfortable after drinking a drink and going crazy. If you can let go, what will Brother Jin do then?"
He sighed and was blown away by the wind, "I sometimes envy Brother Jin, and I think it's good for him to fall in love once. But at this time, I'm secretly glad that I didn't meet true love, and I didn't have to suffer so much."
Xiang Yu smiled: "Are you here to speak for him again? Afraid that I will make him sad?"
"A smart woman like you will leave sooner or later. Will you be the third child after he gets married? Even if you are willing, Brother Jin won't."
Li Lu said, "I'm afraid Brother Jin can't stand it when you leave."
"Why aren't you afraid that I can't stand it? I'm also very vulnerable." Xiang Yu said jokingly.
Li Haha laughed, and his index finger wearing two rings pointed to the two of them back and forth: "We are close and distant, I have known you for so many years, how long have I known you, and now I am worried about you in front of you. You, are you not fake?"
Xiang Yu lowered his eyelids and said nothing.
When she looked up again, her eyes were slightly red.
Li Hao was stunned: "No, don't you..."
She suddenly smiled: "the wind blows, why are you panicking? I won't sue Jin Fubai that you bullied me."
In the New Year of that year, Xiang Yu still lived with Jin Fubai.
They made dumplings together and chatted all night to welcome the arrival of 2015.
At 12 midnight, beaming cartoon sheep images appeared on the TV screen.
Every year is so festive, as if the new year's new atmosphere is real.
When the countdown to the New Year was over, Xiang Yu sat cross-legged by the window and suddenly sighed:
Living in a high-rise is actually not very good, standing high and looking far away, but I always feel that when this kind of windy weather comes, it seems like the building will collapse.
If the floor is lower, it may not fall to death. We live so high, it must be cold.
After she finished speaking, she suddenly felt that what she said was not good, as if she was referring to something.
When he wanted to explain, Jin Fubai had already embraced her, kissed her neck, and said with a smile, "Then I'll buy a yard for us in the future?"
Xiang Yu quickly retorted: "What kind of yard should I buy in the imperial city? A bungalow is more expensive than a building! Don't waste it."
That being said, warmth is only in that moment.
By the time of spring, Jin Fubai had to run on both sides of the country and abroad.
In March, the weeping willows in the imperial city have green shoots, and the streets are full of yellow flowers in spring.
Jin Fubai just got a call and wants to go abroad again.
Xiang Yu suddenly said, "I want to go too."
Jin Fubai looked at her deeply, and after a while, he smiled lightly: "Okay."
When they met in Changsha in 2012, they had a strange understanding.
After spending nearly three years together, the tacit understanding is deeper.
So Jin Fubai looked at Xiang Yu when he helped him pack his luggage, and he put all his things, and didn't ask aloud.
As for Xiang Yu, her mother-in-law reminded him rarely how to take care of his body, how to pay attention to rest, and how to fold his windbreaker to avoid wrinkles.
They sat in the first-class cabin of the plane and spent more than a dozen hours of sailing time together.
When he went abroad, it was early morning, and Xiang Yu looked at Jin Fubai in the sound of the airline's imminent landing.
She said: "When you get married, I will be the third child. I don't want that kind of relationship. I don't like it."
"I know you don't like it."
"I don't know how to say goodbye, but I hope you are always healthy and happy." Xiang Yu asked him.
She thought about being selfish and keeping him by her side.
But she can't stand it, he will become an ordinary person.
Unable to bear him, Jin Yiyu food is no longer, wearing cheap shirts for firewood, rice, oil and salt.
Unable to bear that he might become such an ordinary man, confined to the care of a piece of the vegetable market. Chatting with her, the price of pork ribs has risen again, or it is more convenient to ride a bicycle due to the recent increase in the gas price of the car.
He definitely didn't want to become that kind of person in front of her.
The plane landed, and there were some inconspicuous turbulence.
Jin Fubai smiled, just like when she first saw his appearance in Changsha, which was fascinating.
The cabin door opened, and the passengers began to prepare to get off the plane. The noise could not drown out her emotions. Xiang Yu sat by the window. She felt Jin Fubai get up and closed her eyes with a sour nose.
You can't cry, if you cry, he will coax him.
It's not like they haven't been separated before, how good is it to be separated as elegantly as before
Feeling the scent of agarwood approaching him, there was a warm touch on his forehead.
It was Jin Fubai who kissed her forehead, Xiangyu's eyelashes trembled, and he heard him ask her seriously: "Xiangyu, are you happy with me all these years?"
Xiang Yu closed his eyes and answered with heart: "Very, very happy."
The man who was in the Changsha hotel, in the rainstorm, tilted her head in a romantic way and asked her if she wanted to go to his suite.
In her answer, he left a tear on the back of her hand.
No matter how much preparation they have made, they still, will still cry for separation.