Tang Qi has stayed in the Silence for a long time, complete as new, broken, decayed, or exploding, all kinds of spaceships have him as a transparent person.
Of course, the concept of time is invalid here.
Tang Qi wouldn't be surprised when he got out of the state and only a few seconds had passed in real time.
He is still a calm and transparent person at the moment, but the light in his eyes is showing that he has developed a strong interest in his book "Please Don't Save Me".
The book, strictly speaking, exists only in two vivid characters.
Captain of the Silence, Richard Parker.
And the "nameless god" who hides in the shadows and tortures Richard Parker constantly, trying to make him commit suicide.
What makes Tang Qi interested is that this book has reached the final stage.
But Tang Qi still did not see any information related to the "We are the Light" family. There are nine members of the family who are in charge of authority, Oneprora, Karen Trill, Thom, Moya... none of them name appears in this book
Obviously you can't go wrong with Alice Five, and the book must be about the family.
Tang Qi continued with strong interest.
To some extent, Tang Qi is also watching "Richard Parker" undergoing all kinds of unimaginable punishments and unimaginable tortures.
If it's just an illusion, it's not scary.
However, those are not false illusions, they really exist and have actually happened.
Richard Parker really felt his own death countless times, and he also really saw the death of his wife, children, parents, and sisters again and again, and at the same time, the entire Lomanus planet, the hundreds of millions of similar causes He died... all the pain was real.
If not, he wouldn't be twisted into a monster at this point.
At this moment, Richard Parker is no longer human, he has become some kind of out-of-control monster.
His body, mind and soul have all been twisted and crazy.
But even so, the torture never stopped.
That nameless evil has parasitized Richard Parker many times, causing him to degenerate continuously, and each reincarnation is also very real. Even if these punishments and pains are endured by a "true god", I am afraid it will be difficult to guarantee that he will not lose control and collapse. Depraved, will not choose to commit suicide.
But Richard Parker, he took it.
When reincarnation restarted countless times, he sat on that chair again, holding a pen with muddy fingers, and continued to write:
"Are these the only means you have? Tragedy, death, disaster, torture... trying to create a world of despair?"
"My crew members were led to commit suicide by you, right? This is your way of eating? It is the root of your pleasure. Are you afraid of losing these one day?"
"To be honest, you are so boring. Every time you parasitize me, you make me crazy and desperate, but you don't know, this also makes me feel you again and again."
"Now let's talk, what the hell are you?"
"Well, a piece of shit with supernatural power? My description is very accurate. After all, my literary skills are not bad. If I don't become an astronaut, maybe I will be a family, the kind that can win awards."
"I know what you're going to say, you have no body, right? You are too pathetic, wandering in the starry sky, right? Because you are ugly and have no sense of existence, you parasitize those lives, torture them, and destroy them."
"But what does that change? You're still an obnoxious, non-existent, messy piece of shit."
"Now you have encountered a difficult problem. This damned human being, why has he refused to commit suicide? This has touched your bottom line, and you must resort to the last resort."
"Totally parasitize me... We will become one, and you will be able to fulfill your wish."
"So, do you want to try?"
Tang Qi translated the messy handwriting, which looked like ghostly symbols, with a blink of an eye.
This is not a suspense story, nor is it a detective to solve a case, it is just a diary.
He had already guessed the ending, and naturally he also saw why Richard Parker wrote these provocative and ironic words at this moment.
Countless times of reincarnation and torture made Richard Parker almost completely twisted and crazy.
But he has always maintained a little sanity, and he has been parasitized many times, which also let him know what monsters everyone on the Silence encountered. "
The Silence may still be sailing, but encountered a terrible "divine entity" on the way, it is invisible and terrifying, and it will make all the lives that encounter it commit suicide in despair.
Originally, the Silence would only let it stay for a moment, and the Lomanu star behind the spaceship was its real goal.
But it encountered an accident on the Silence, and Richard Parker, a taciturn and melancholy middle-aged man, never succumbed to it, never committed suicide in despair, no matter how many times he was tortured.
Due to certain rules, it couldn't leave Richard Parker and enter Lomanu Star, it had to deal with this human being first.
"What Richard Parker has to do is to prevent this 'monster' from entering Lomanu."
"His method is to stimulate it, provoke it, and let it fully merge with himself. The invisible abomination will thus obtain a real body, and then it will also have weaknesses?"
"However, facing the crazy and chaotic divine entity, how will Richard Parker maintain his ultimate sanity?"
When this thought flashed through Tang Qi's mind, the scene in front of him accelerated again.
A stop-motion animation-like picture flickered page by page.
Tang Qi saw it, just as Richard Parker wrote the last interrogative sentence.
The real "reality" came, it was a starry sky that seemed to be still.
It's just that the starry sky is being polluted, and the incomparably rich divine aura distorts everything that can be distorted, like a giant web woven by stench and rotting spiders, filled with screams and laughter, despair, sadness and confusion.
But at this moment, the Silence fell into the net.
The muddy Richard Parker looked at everything outside the spaceship, and suddenly smiled.
The edge of this giant net was already about to touch that incomparably beautiful planet, which was where he came from, his hometown, the planet Lomanu.
But now the invisible giant net began to shrink, rushing towards the interior of the Silence, and drilling into Richard Parker's body.
This process has infinite pain.
"ah ah"
"Hahaha... hahaha..."
Richard started laughing wildly, and he succeeded.
However, he also felt 100 million times more intense and countless times more pain than when he was parasitized in the past. He saw the memories of hundreds of millions of other beings who had committed suicide after being tortured by this evil, and his soul was overwhelmed.
That amount of information, that level of pain and despair, even an existence like Tang Qi, couldn't bear it without feeling it.
What about Richard Parker
You know, he's just a mortal.
"Richard Parker's soul was overloaded...he was obliterated."
When this information surfaced, Richard Parker's slimy body was completely wiped.
But Tang Qi seemed to have noticed something, and his eyes suddenly looked at the dark starry sky.
There, there is a faint light.
It appeared flickering, like a candle that was about to be blown out at any moment.
It jumped and began to reflect a large number of figures: all the members of the Silence, his wife, children, parents, sisters... all the human beings he had ever seen and never seen on Lomanu.
Tang Qi didn't know what to use to describe this "light". It could be the light of the heart, the light of the soul, or it could be hope, life, love, or something else.
Tang Qi's previous doubts were answered because of this light.
Why Richard Parker could withstand the torment of the "Unknown God", even though he was out of control and crazy, he still insisted on not committing suicide.
In the process of entanglement with the gods, Richard Parker did not pray to any gods, nor did he seem to believe in a certain god.
But just like that, he used his mortal body to confront the terrifying and powerful divine entity.
It should be noted that his partners and subordinates lost control and committed suicide in despair at the first sight.
Why did Richard Parker do it
The answer is right in front of you.
The "light" that is jumping and flickering has an extremely wonderful aura, even more wonderful than divinity.
The light and shadow it burst out in the jump made Tang Qi seem to see all the members of the family. He saw Oneprora who was in charge of dreams and hearts, and Persephone who was in charge of death and love. Vinadelle who rules life and beauty... .
No, it cannot be called "in charge".
They are dreams and hearts, death and love, life and beauty, hope and freedom, soul and way... They are the embodiment of these divinities.
At this moment, Tang Qi also seemed to understand the mystery of why the "We are the Light" family will never fade away.
"Because light is in everything."
The moment Tang Qi spit out these words, the jumping brilliance finally turned into something wonderful.
A dilapidated, filthy, bloodstained, overused diary.
"Richard Parker is resurrected, and he merges with the nameless evil."
"Richard Parker dead...Richard Parker alive...the two are inseparable."
"Richard Parker was reborn... he gained a long lifespan, he gained some divine power, he returned these powers to the gods, and he began to insult the other party's mother."
"Richard Parker will exist in another form... He and the unknown god together form a diary called "Please Don't Save Me"...The battle between the two will continue...Richard Parker insults the other's mother again , and call it shit."
…
When this information flashed through Tang Qi's mind, the diary was still quietly floating in the starry sky, but the pages began to turn automatically, reaching the last blank space.
There, as if a pair of firm and powerful hands were holding the pen, they began to write gently:
"I love myself, and I love you all, yes, all of you."
"But remember, don't come near the Silence, don't come to save me."
"It's all over, I'm dead, but I'm also victorious."
ps: There is one more update, ask the chapter to talk about Huo.