◎Master Lu, are you angry? ◎
Pale golden sunlight came in from the window and shone on Shen Fuxue's skin.
Shen Fuxue's skin was extremely fair, without any blemishes.
Under the sunlight, the fair and tender skin almost glowed like broken gold.
Lu Shihan remembered a word—
White as curdled fat, plain like snow.
It could not be more appropriate to describe Shen Fuxue's skin.
Lu Shihan couldn't help rubbing Shen Fuxue's skin before letting go.
Lu Shihan began to dress Shen Fuxue.
The first thing to wear is of course a small jacket.
The water-red little gown hugged the undulating plumpness, Lu Shihan walked around the little lady's back, fastened the tie of the little gown on her thin and beautiful back, and tied a knot again.
After the small clothes, there are outer clothes and skirts.
Lu Shihan dressed Shen Fuxue meticulously one by one, and finally said in a low voice, "Nong Nong, it's done."
Shen Fuxue was obviously still a little confused.
She was as obedient as a porcelain doll, motionless the whole time.
It wasn't until Lu Shihan made a sound that Shen Fuxue came back to his senses.
Shen Fuxue lowered her head, her dress was complete and the laces were tied tightly, it was exactly the same as when she came here, everything seemed to have never happened.
But all this happened, those memories are still in her mind.
Shen Fuxue's eyelashes were long and curled up, she whispered: "Lord Lu, I want to go back."
The blush on Shen Fuxue's face did not subside even a bit.
She was so shy that she didn't dare to look at Lu Shihan anymore.
Even when he left, his voice was soft and obedient.
Lu Shihan regretted it a little, he couldn't control it again today, obviously he scared the little lady a little.
He should wait a little longer, and when the two get engaged, it will be fair and square.
Lu Shihan said: "Okay, you go back first."
"Um."
After Shen Fuxue finished speaking, she hurried back to the Jining Hou Mansion.
When she took a bath in the evening, Shen Fuxue couldn't help but blushed again when she saw the blushing spots on her body.
Lu Shihan went too far, I don't know how long it will take for this trace to fade away.
Shen Fuxue bit her lip, she will never see Lu Shihan again these few days!
Shen Fuxue suppressed her shyness and took a bath, she didn't want to make soup tonight, let alone go to another hospital tomorrow.
It's just that before Shen Fuxue implemented this idea, Mrs. Ji came over first.
Ji Shi looked at Shen Fuxue who just took a bath, and asked in doubt: "Nong Nong, why did you take a bath so early today?"
Shen Fuxue pursed her lips: "It just so happens that I have nothing to do today, so my daughter will take a bath first."
Ji: "By the way, Nong Nong, why didn't you cook soup today?"
It takes a lot of effort to make soup. These two days, Shen Fuxue started cooking the night before. Why didn't I go to make soup today and took a bath in advance
Shen Fuxue was a little embarrassed: "Mother, my daughter will not go after thinking about it. After all, Mr. Lu is very busy, and he has been dealing with official business when recuperating at home. My daughter doesn't want to disturb Mr. Lu."
Ji Shi didn't agree with Shen Fuxue's words: "Nong Nong, no matter how busy Mr. Lu is, why don't you even have the time to drink some soup?"
"Furthermore, you have been gone for two days, how can you give up halfway, he was injured to save you," Ji said again.
Shen Fuxue: "..."
Shen Fuxue had no choice but to say: "Okay, my daughter will go tomorrow."
The next morning, Shen Fuxue went to the study in the other courtyard as usual.
It's just that this time, Shen Fuxue sat neatly, gave Lu Shihan soup as soon as he got there, and didn't say a word.
Lu Shihan didn't say anything, he looked at Shen Fuxue calmly.
Well, the little lady should be a little angry.
After serving Lu Shihan the soup, Shen Fuxue said the first sentence: "Master Lu, drink the soup."
After Lu Shihan finished drinking the soup, she would leave, and she could no longer let Lu Shihan do those embarrassing things.
Lu Shihan didn't drink the soup, and took out a brocade box from the desk drawer.
The brocade box was opened, and inside was a pair of white magnolia earrings made of white jade.
Lu Shihan said to Shen Fuxue: "Come here."
Is this a gift for her
Shen Fuxue was used to listening to Lu Shihan's words.
After hearing Lu Shihan's words, Shen Fuxue moved obediently to Lu Shihan's side.
It happened that Shen Fuxue didn't wear earrings today, so Lu Shihan directly started to put earrings on Shen Fuxue.
Shen Fuxue's ears were white and lovely, the earlobes were even softer, and the ear holes were thin, but Lu Shihan managed to wear them in one go, and Shen Fuxue didn't feel uncomfortable at all.
After putting on the earrings, Lu Shihan looked at them for a moment and said, "Okay."
Shen Fuxue herself has that stunning appearance, which is enough to surprise people at first glance.
Maybe it's because she looks so good, whether it's heavy makeup or light makeup, Shen Fuxue is very beautiful, and there are two different types of beauty.
The earrings that Lu Shihan prepared today are made of white jade, extremely clean and simple, and the style is also very simple.
But when it is worn on Shen Fuxue's ears, it looks like a beautiful jade, extremely beautiful, it seems that Shen Fuxue's whole body is overflowing with aura.
Shen Fuxue took a mirror at the side and carefully looked at it.
Not to mention, Lu Shihan has really good eyesight, and these earrings are pretty pretty.
Shen Fuxue is a person who knows how to repay her kindness, she put down the mirror: "Thank you."
Lu Shihan laughed.
The little lady's temperament is really too soft, she was still "angry" with him just now, now she started to thank him after receiving a gift, obviously she forgot the point of anger just now.
Lu Shihan couldn't help thinking, with the limp temperament of the little lady, she wouldn't be angry even if others bullied her.
Lu Shihan said again: "Didn't you say before that you wanted to go out to play again? I will take a rest in a few days and take you out to play again."
Shen Fuxue instantly thought of that night when she sneaked out.
Shen Fuxue's eyes sparkled: "Really, Master Lu?"
Lu Shihan nodded: "Of course it's true."
He did go too far yesterday, and he should make up for the little lady.
Shen Fuxue's brows and eyes were curved with joy, but when she was happy, Shen Fuxue felt something was wrong.
"Master Lu, don't you want to recuperate at home, why did you say to rest for a few days?"
It stands to reason that Lu Shihan should also be at home to take care of himself in a few days.
Lu Shihan said: "I plan to go back to Dali Temple tomorrow, so you don't have to come to deliver the soup, just rest at home."
There were too many things to do in Dali Temple, Lu Shihan thought about going back early in the morning.
In fact, if Shen Fuxue hadn't been so nervous, he would have returned to Dali Temple the next day after he was injured to do business.
After all, this was indeed a small injury not worth mentioning to him.
It was because of Shen Fuxue that he stayed at home for a few more days.
Shen Fuxue was really worried, her beautiful eyebrows were all knit together: "Lord Lu, are you all right?"
"It's okay, it's already much better, you don't have to worry."
The injury didn't hurt the bones this time, it was just the skin and flesh, and it was enough to keep it for two days.
Since Lu Shihan said so, it should be no problem, Shen Fuxue nodded: "Well, then Master Lu, you should be more careful when you return to Dali Temple, so that the injury will heal faster."
Lu Shihan said: "Okay."
Lu Shihan said again: "After I recover from my injury, I will go to your house to propose marriage."
Just as Shen Fuxue was about to nod her head, she realized something was wrong—
Propose marriage
Lu Shihan wants to come to propose marriage
Lu Shihan frowned: "What's wrong?"
Why did the little lady look surprised when she mentioned the marriage proposal, instead of shy and joyful
Shen Fuxue's mind was in a mess, she subconsciously said: "I can't marry you..."
Lu Shihan may not know that she can live for four or five years at most.
If she married Lu Shihan, wouldn't she harm him.
Can't marry him
Why can't you marry him
Lu Shihan's voice was very low: "You don't like me?"
like
Shen Fuxue has lived for more than ten years, and no one has ever mentioned to her what she likes, and she doesn't know whether she likes Lu Shihan or not.
All she knew was that she was very dependent on Lu Shihan, and she couldn't do without Lu Shihan.
The moment Shen Fuxue was concentrating on thinking, in Lu Shihan's eyes, it was Shen Fuxue's silent answer.
Lu Shihan knew that the little lady didn't know much about emotions before, like a blank sheet of paper.
But during this period of time, the little lady often pestered him, and even hugged him to sleep because she was afraid of nightmares.
He could feel the little lady's dependence on him, and he always thought that the little lady gradually fell in love with him later.
But now, the little lady is silent in the face of his question...
Originally, Lu Shihan thought that it was a matter of course for both of them that he proposed marriage to Shen Fuxue, but now it seemed that it was different from what he thought.
In this room, Shen Fuxue just organized her words and wanted to explain to Lu Shihan.
As soon as he looked up, he found that Lu Shihan's face was as cold as ice.
It was the first time Shen Fuxue saw Lu Shihan like this, she said cautiously: "Lord Lu, are you angry?"
Lu Shihan didn't answer Shen Fuxue's words.
But his expression had answered Shen Fuxue's words, he was indeed angry.
Shen Fuxue wanted to explain to Lu Shihan, but at this moment, Cheng Zhou hurried in.
Cheng Zhou still held a dossier in his hand: "My lord, this is a new confidential letter."
The so-called confidential letter is naturally the most important thing, otherwise Cheng Zhou would not have barged in at this time.
After speaking, Cheng Zhou sensed something was wrong, the atmosphere in the room seemed to be very condensed...
Cheng Zhou was wondering when he heard Lu Shihan say, "Bring it here."
"Yes."
Shen Fuxue also knew the importance of the secret letter, and Lu Shihan might be busy next time, so she couldn't disturb Lu Shihan anymore.
And Lu Shihan is angry now, so wait a few days before explaining to Lu Shihan.
Shen Fuxue said: "Master Lu, then I will leave first."
Lu Shihan paused with his fingertips, "Yes."
…
After Shen Fuxue went back, she felt a little unhappy.
Her mind was full of Lu Shihan's words just now, she couldn't even think about eating, she only took a few bites and then put it down.
When I woke up the next morning, I was even more listless.
The whole person is wilted.
Both Yunzhi and Yunxiu felt something was wrong, why was their girl suddenly unhappy.
Yunzhi and Yunxiu were worried, when the concierge suddenly communicated that Jiang Lingyi had come.
Yunzhi hurried out to meet Jiang Lingyi.
The young lady of the Jiang family has always been the best with her own girls. When the young lady of the Jiang family comes, the girls of the Jiang family may be happy.
As soon as Jiang Lingyi saw Shen Fuxue, she said: "Nong Nong, we haven't seen each other for quite some time, do you miss me?"
Shen Fuxue raised her spirits: "Of course I miss you."
In fact, Jiang Lingyi wanted to come to Shen Fuxue early in the morning, but Jiang Lingyi knew Ji's temperament, and was afraid that Ji would be too nervous about Shen Fuxue's body, so she never dared to come here until today.
The two young ladies sat by the small table in front of the window, the maids all retreated, and the room was very quiet for a while.
Jiang Lingyi and Shen Fuxue grew up together, almost as soon as they met each other, they felt that Shen Fuxue seemed a little unhappy: "Nong Nong, what's wrong with you, are you in a bad mood?"
Shen Fuxue shook her head: "It's nothing."
While Shen Fuxue was talking, she suddenly said: "Ling Yi, do you know what liking is?"
Shen Fuxue's health has been poor since she was a child, and her family members thought that she would not live long, so they devoted all their attention to taking care of her body, so Shen Fuxue stayed in the boudoir all year round.
It can be said that Shen Fuxue doesn't know anything about the things between men and women that normal daughters should know.
But she didn't dare to ask Mrs. Ji, let alone the maids around her. As for the new ladies, they didn't get along well enough to ask this question.
After all the calculations, Jiang Lingyi was the only one who could ask.
Jiang Lingyi was puzzled: "Nongnong, why did you suddenly think of asking this?"
Shen Fuxue's voice was a little low: "I... I'm just curious."
Jiang Lingyi didn't think much about it. After all, this friend of hers was raised in a greenhouse since she was a child, and she had to get her mother's permission to even go out.
Besides, Shen Fuxue has reached her age this year, so it is perfectly normal to want to know this.
Jiang Lingyi said: "I like it..."
"Like should mean wanting to see a person all the time, wanting to tell him everything that happens around me, and wanting to stay by his side forever."
As Jiang Lingyi spoke, her face turned red.
Shen Fuxue didn't notice Jiang Lingyi's face, but was thinking, is this the feeling of liking someone
Then she seems to feel this way towards Lu Shihan, but not entirely.
Her feeling of dependence on Lu Shihan should be more inexplicable, and even she can't explain the reason.
Shen Fuxue lay on the small table and murmured: "What kind of people should those two people who like each other be like?"
Regarding this, Jiang Lingyi didn't know much about it, she could only follow Shen Fuxue's thinking: "Two people who like each other naturally want to get engaged and get married."
"Maybe we will care about each other, give each other gifts, and then kiss and hug..." Jiang Lingyi's face turned redder.
Shen Fuxue's face turned paler the more she listened.
She also gave Lu Shihan gifts and kissed Lu Shihan. From Lu Shihan's point of view, of course she liked him.
No wonder Lu Shihan said he would come to propose marriage.
But she refused...
Although she refused because she didn't live long, but from Lu Shihan's point of view, it was because she didn't like him that she rejected him.
Shen Fuxue tried to describe the problem, and asked Jiang Lingyi: "Lingyi, if you were the one who was rejected, what would you do?"
Jiang Lingyi really thought about it, and said: "Then I must think that this person is deliberately deceiving my feelings."
Jiang Lingyi became angry as she spoke: "If it were me, I would never see him again!"
Shen Fuxue's heart froze...
Will Lu Shihan be like Jiang Lingyi? Lu Shihan also doesn't want to see her anymore, doesn't he want to talk to her anymore
Thinking of this possibility, Shen Fuxue felt as if her heart was being grabbed by someone's hands, and the pain was severe.
Shen Fuxue's face became paler, as if she was sick.
Jiang Lingyi was taken aback: "Nongnong, what's wrong with you?"
Jiang Lingyi pursed her lips: "Nongnong, why did you suddenly think of asking me this?"
And the question was so specific, Shen Fuxue couldn't have experienced these things, right
Shen Fuxue shook her head: "No, I just feel a little uncomfortable all of a sudden."
"Really?" Jiang Lingyi didn't believe it.
Shen Fuxue had no choice but to find an excuse, "I saw it written in the storybook, and I asked you out of curiosity."
Jiang Lingyi breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out to be a script: "The scripts contain everything, don't take it too seriously."
Especially for my friend with a weak body, if he gets sick because of worrying about the script, it will be really worth the candle.
Shen Fuxue nodded: "Yes, I understand."
The two talked again before Jiang Lingyi left.
After Jiang Lingyi left, Shen Fuxue sat in front of the window in a daze.
Although she doesn't quite understand these feelings, she only knows one thing, she wants to be by Lu Shihan's side forever, and never leave.
But she is willing to do whatever Lu Shihan likes.
If she didn't have such a dilapidated body, she would be willing to marry Lu Shihan. After all, if she married Lu Shihan, she would be able to stay with him all the time.
But she can't be so selfish, she can't just care about her own feelings.
If she married Lu Shihan for her own pleasure, but passed away after four or five years, wouldn't it hurt Lu Shihan even more.
But no matter what, no matter what the final result is, she must explain it clearly to Lu Shihan.
After explaining clearly, let Lu Shihan choose not to forgive her.
At least, there can be no misunderstanding between them.
Although Shen Fuxue usually has a limp temperament, once she decides on something, she will do it immediately.
Shen Fuxue immediately got up and went to Lu Shihan's other courtyard.
But unfortunately, after Shen Fuxue arrived in the other courtyard, Lu Shihan was no longer in the other courtyard.
Nanny Song said that Lu Shihan was suddenly busy with important matters, and now he had left the capital and didn't know where he was going, and he didn't know when he would come back.
Shen Fuxue had no choice but to go back and wait for Lu Shihan to come back.
However, the days of waiting were extremely tormenting, and Shen Fuxue was thinking wildly every day.
Shen Fuxue's body was already poor, but she was constantly thinking about it every day, and her spirit became worse.
Shen Fuxue told herself that she couldn't think about it anymore.
Lu Shihan is a promise-heavy character, if you promise her, it will be done.
Just a few days later is the day he agreed to take her out to play.
Although Lu Shihan should have been away at that time and hadn't come back, he should have sent someone to deliver a message to her.
When the time comes, she will hand over the written explanation letter to the person who delivered the message, and ask him to forward it to Lu Shihan.
Thinking of this, Shen Fuxue's chaotic heart gradually calmed down.
…
Shen Fuxue began to count the days on her fingers.
After finally waiting for the appointed day, Shen Fuxue was restless all day long, and even went through the written letter back and forth to make sure everything was clearly stated and nothing was missed.
Everything is well prepared.
But until nightfall, no one came.
Shen Fuxue leaned against the bedpost for the whole night, but she didn't wait for Lu Shihan's person.
It was already daylight.
Shen Fuxue didn't sleep all night, her eyes were slightly blue.
What to do, is it true that Lu Shihan will not come again, does he not even want to hear her explanation, otherwise, how could he not send someone
This letter was also written in vain...
Shen Fuxue tightly squeezed the letter paper in her hand.
Outside, just as Yunzhi woke up, he heard small movements from inside the house.
Yun Zhi opened the door and saw that her daughter was sitting on the bed, the quilt beside her was neatly folded, as if it hadn't been opened.
Yun Zhi was taken aback: "Girl, did you not sleep last night?"
If Yunzhi knew, she would definitely tell Ji.
Once Ji knew about it, she would definitely be worried again and again, Shen Fuxue didn't want Ji to worry.
Shen Fuxue said: "No, I woke up too early today, so I folded the quilt first."
It turned out to be the case, Yunzhi heaved a sigh of relief.
Yun Zhi took out the dress from the closet at the side: "Girl, the servant will help you get dressed and washed."
"it is good."
Shen Fuxue wanted to stay on the bed, but as soon as she moved, Shen Fuxue felt a tightness in her chest.
After the chest is stuffy, there is an unstoppable itching in the throat.
Shen Fuxue coughed.
Shen Fuxue hadn't coughed so badly for a long time, she coughed for quite a while before it stopped.
In the plain white handkerchief was coughed up blood.
Yunzhi was taken aback, why did her girl suddenly cough up blood again
Didn't the doctor say before that the girl's body is getting better, if she is not sick, she won't cough up blood anymore
Yun Zhi hurriedly went to the table and poured a glass of water for Shen Fuxue: "Girl, drink some water to moisten yourself first."
"it is good."
Shen Fuxue drank some water, and although she didn't cough so badly afterwards, she still coughed from time to time.
Seeing this, Yun Zhi said: "Girl, I'd better tell Madam, let Madam call the doctor over here."
Shen Fuxue is helpless, originally she didn't want to make Ji Shi worry, but now it seems that she still has to make Ji Shi work hard.
When Ji learned about it, she brought the government doctor over as soon as possible.
Shen Fuxue lay on the couch, listening to the doctor's diagnosis and treatment.
But it was still the same old rhetoric, saying that she was too weak, and hadn't had a good rest recently, so she coughed up blood.
After diagnosing the pulse, the government doctor prescribed a prescription.
Soon, the medicine will be boiled and served.
There was a big bowl of pitch-black concoction, and Shen Fuxue felt bitter in his breath when he smelled it.
It was not easy to not take medicine during this period of time, and now it seems that I have to take medicine again.
Shen Fuxue had no choice but to drink a whole bowl of medicine.
Perhaps it was too bitter, Shen Fuxue vomited a lot after drinking the medicine.
Seeing this, Mrs. Ji became even more worried, but there was nothing she could do now, all she could do was make everyone retreat, so as not to disturb Shen Fuxue's rest.
In the evening, the new medicine was ready again.
As soon as Shen Fuxue smelled the medicine, she didn't want to drink it anymore, she said: "Yunzhi, put the medicine down first, I'll lie down for a while before drinking it."
"Yes."
Yunzhi put down the medicine and went out of the house.
Shen Fuxue lay down for a while before getting up.
The medicine was a little cold, and it smelled more bitter.
Shen Fuxue pursed her lips, she thought of Lu Shihan.
Lu Shihan would take her to eat delicious pastries, and before that, he brought her a piece of candy every day.
The taste of sugar seems to be still in the mouth, sweet and sour, delicious.
After Shen Fuxue thought of this, she didn't want to drink medicine anymore.
When will Lu Shihan come back, is he still willing to see her
Shen Fuxue suddenly had an idea in her heart.
Shen Fuxue picked up the medicine bowl, but she didn't drink the medicine, but walked to the flower pot beside her.
These flowers were brought by Mrs. Ji to her room, and she said that she would enjoy them for a while when she was free, and her mood would improve accordingly.
Shen Fuxue poured the medicine into the flower pot.
The concoction was submerged in the soil of the flowerpot, and soon disappeared.
Not a trace was left.
Shen Fuxue thought, if she was seriously ill, would Lu Shihan be willing to see her
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