The matter of Lu Jinyun being hospitalized again, Jin Duoer knew from Mo Qiaoran's mouth the next day.
At this moment, Jin Duoer didn't know what to say, and what kind of expression she should have. She put down her phone and sat quietly at the window in a daze.
Now she feels really calm for Lu Jinyun. There is no deep love or hatred. Even on the day of the engagement, he was so cruel and ruthless to harm her, but she could no longer hate him.
Because she knew that he was the same victim as her in the whole thing, and they were all calculated.
"Lu Jinyun, all I can do now is to bless you. No matter how deep our previous love is, we still can’t stand the pressure of people’s hearts and life. Now that we have reached this point, I hope you can also be relieved and find yourself. Your happiness."
After Jin Duoer murmured, she sat on the sofa in a daze, until Lu Si Lin appeared.
Lu Si Lin saw where she was sitting blankly, his eyes flashed slightly, then walked over, sat next to her, and gently patted her hand: "Little princess, what are you thinking about?"
Jin Duoer came back to her senses, looked at him and shook her head: "No!" Then, after thinking about it, she asked, "Lu Si Lin, did you return to the Lu family yesterday?"
Lu Silin darkened his eyes when he heard the words and nodded: "Yes, and there were some conflicts with them. I heard that Lu Jinyun was hospitalized again this morning. Why, did you get the news? Feel distressed?"
Jin Duoer was taken aback, and then shook his head: "No, Lu Si Lin will not provoke them in the future, okay?"
"Why?" Lu Si Lin's voice became cold.
Jin Duoer fell silent and said for a long time: "Although Lu Jinyun and I can't be together anymore, I also hope that he will be well. Besides, it is because of my relationship that his body is ruined like this. No matter what, I will feel uneasy in my heart."
When Lu Si Lin heard the words, he laughed ironically: "Jin Duoer, you don't have to think like this. You are really hypocritical. Lu Jinyun has nothing to do with anyone. It is his own problem. I don't want to. Let go, and still can't let go of the negative effects of those things. If you refuse to face the solution, you will only shrink back.
Because of this, he made a mistake, but he refused to reflect on his own mistakes. He blindly thought of others' mistakes and made himself useless. Who could be blamed like this
A man should have a man's responsibility. If it weren't for his shrinking and swinging, it wouldn't be like this today.
So what he is suffering today is his own problem. "
After hearing this, Jin Duoer sighed helplessly: "Maybe, but maybe this is also an expression of his empathy."
"Emotional? Maybe! It's just that Lu Jinyun expresses his emotions, but he yells, desiring to live and ruining his body. But he refuses to figure out what he wants.
He refuses to come forward to make plans for his future, and he refuses to come forward to build a home for his lover. This kind of character weighs feelings and is only a burden for him and others, because he is unable to maintain his feelings. "Lu Si Lin said with disdain.
But I was thinking: Isn't that the case? He and others calculated him and Jin Duoer, but if he is strong enough, will Lu Jinyun be calculated
After he made a big mistake, he came forward to solve everything like a man. Decisively make a decision, either let it go, or die without letting it go. If that happens, no matter if it is facing Jin Duoer or separating quickly, neither of them will suffer such harm.
But he did sway around. When he got it, he took into account the criticism he had endured, and he felt that he was bitter. Lost, I feel that the other party is sorry for him, betrayed him, and feels bitter, all the time, all I see is the hurt I have suffered.
These are the reasons why Jin Duoer feels so cool to Lu Jinyun
"Forget it, I don't want to say anything, Lu Si Lin, why don't we talk about our affairs?" Jin Duoer turned to look at him and said.
Our business? This topic is very good, Lu Si Lin raised the corner of his mouth: "Okay." Then he turned his head to look at Jin Duoer, waiting for her to continue.
Jin Duoer ignored his gaze, but looked at other places, because she was afraid of meeting his eyes, she would not dare to speak. After brewing for a long time, he spoke slowly and said softly:
"Lu Si Lin, since I have promised us to get married, I won't regret it. Therefore, I hope we can get along better in the future. I want to make some things clear to you first."
Seriously! A smile flashed in Lu Si Lin's eyes and nodded: "Okay, you say."
"The first thing I'm talking about is between me and Lu Jinyun. As you know, we grew up as childhood sweethearts. I can't just say and forget about our feelings for him. To be honest with you, I have deep feelings for him.
Otherwise, not after that incident, I would choose to be with him again, wanting to face him together. "
Jin Duoer said this, sadness appeared in his eyes, and there was a haze in Lu Si Lin's eyes. He regretted hearing Jin Duoer say this. Is this girl in front of him, saying how much she loves Lu Jinyun
"However, I didn't expect this to happen later. I know that there are many misunderstandings in the whole thing, and I can't blame him. However, if he insists on it a little bit, trust me a little bit and give me a chance to explain. , Things will not happen to this place.
Since he once again chose to escape, chose to act as a victim, and once again let go of my hand, I had already let go of him.
Besides, there is still Gu Xin between us, so he and I will never be possible, maybe, this is fate, he is with another woman, and I am pregnant with another man’s child, right. , This is fate!
Lu Si Lin, I told you this just to tell you clearly that it is impossible for me and him. Will you give me time to let me forget my feelings for him? Maybe this time will be very long? "
Lu Si-lin looked at Jin Duoer’s expectant gaze. The haze just now disappeared, and she felt like she wanted to fly. She started to forget Lu Jinyun. The purpose of this was to be his wife. .
This feeling is very good and very happy. How could he not agree
Raising his hand, gently touching her face, raising a smile that made Jin Duoer fall: "I promise you, I will wait with you, and wait for the day when you completely forget him. After a while, we Your child will be born. At that time, the three of us will wait with you."
Intoxicating voice, intoxicating eyes, intoxicating pictures, Jin Duoer admitted that she was really drunk, she almost greedily looked at Lu Si Lin, why, this man who had been looking at such a cold man from childhood gave her a warm feeling .
Uncontrollably, she raised her head and slowly pressed her lips to Lu Si Lin's lips. They kissed many times. This was the first time she felt his lips with heart, just like his people. , Clear and cold, with a light mint taste.
When the light kiss ceased, she slowly left.
Lu Si Lin was stunned. The touch of his lips and lips shocked his heart. Every cell on his body was full of throbbing, and the next moment he blushed like a hairy boy.
The hot face and fast beating heart made Lu Si Lin not know what to do. This was the first time he experienced this kind of feeling. Then the next second, the cold and domineering Lu Si Lin did something to make everyone big. Strikingly, he stood up and turned and ran, and along the way, his eyes and brain became decorations, and he kept hugging with all kinds of things intimately.
And the result of this is the sound of soldiers and soldiers, which lasted until he walked out of the villa. Jin Yun and the three heard the sound, and quickly ran down to see the scene, which was the scene where small objects and broken porcelain were knocked over. .
By the way, there is another Jin Duoer in a daze.
"Duo'er, what's wrong?" Jin Yang asked strangely when he came down.
Jin Duoer turned her head and looked at her faintly. After regaining her senses, she did not answer Jin Yang's words, but laughed, and finally smiled and stretched out her hand, falling on the sofa and couldn't get up.
What she saw just now was Lu Si Lin! It must be him.
Since he is cold, since he is shy.
What she didn't expect was that Lu Si Lin looked shy, since she was so cute, she really laughed at her. At the same time, she was secretly proud, let him molested her before, this time she molested him away, but all revenge was taken.
Jin Yang and the three of them looked at Jin Duo'er who was laughing, they all knew everything, and they didn't understand where they were singing again
At this moment, Lu Si Lin, who ran out of Jin Yang, plunged into the car and quickly started the car. Jin Duoer kissed him, and took the initiative to kiss him.
The excitement in my heart grew stronger and stronger, he unconsciously increased the throttle, drove a long way, and then suddenly hit the steering wheel, the car turned quickly, such a stimulating action made Lu Si Lin excited. The heart calmed a lot. Then he kept driving on this section of the highway to do this action.
Although this road is not the main route, it is a villa area and there are a lot of private cars. He drives here for excitement like crazy, but the cars passing by are unlucky, and he doesn't want to provoke the lunatic and parks on the side.
When Lu Si Lin had enough vent and recovered his calmness, after stopping the car, someone came over and knocked on his car window.
The visitor was a man about his age. After seeing him, the man raised a stubborn smile: "I said, buddy, have you played enough? If you have enough fun, step aside and let us pass."
Hearing that, when he turned his head and saw the cars parked on both sides, Lu Si Lin felt embarrassed for the first time. He nodded embarrassedly at the man, and then started the car and left here quickly. He really didn't want to see him. When I get to these people, I'm so embarrassed today, but because of her loss. How do I feel so happy.
The feeling of blushing and heartbeat rose again, and Lu Si Lin cursed secretly, he was really sick.
This may be what people often say about love. It turns out to be this kind of taste, like a cup of coffee, with bitterness and sweetness.