Lu Si Lin was speechless for Jin Duoer's accusation.
"Don't speak anymore? Lu Si-lin, all this started because of your selfishness! I was the one who was innocently involved in you, Lu Si-lin, I just want to live my life safely and securely. Day, why can't you let me go?"
Jin Duoer glared at Lu Si Lin and questioned loudly.
Lu Si Lin slowly sat back in his seat, lowered his head and was silent. He couldn't see his expression clearly. That made people feel even more uneasy.
"Lu Si Lin, don't keep talking. All I have been asking for is to live my life in peace, but I don't mess with others. People come to mess with me and calculate me. I don't understand what I did wrong. What's the matter! Must it be for the selfishness of others, their unfairness to pay every time
Lu Si Lin, if I beg you, you will let me go and let go of the child. You are the father of the child, and I will not stop you from meeting them, but I beg you not to take them away, they—yes The only hope I live in this world. "
After Jin Duoer finished speaking, a deep sadness flashed in his eyes.
"Haha." However, her sadness did not affect Lu Si Lin, he stood up and laughed, so sad in the laughter, he turned his head to look at Jin Duoer.
"Jin Duo'er, you said that the children are your only hope, but you know that you and the children are also the only hope and light in my life."
Lu Si Lin's tone of sadness to the point of burning jade and stone was far more shocking to Jin Duoer than the content of the words. She stood there blankly with a heart like a drum.
"I know, you don't believe what I said. In your heart, I am a big bad guy, a big bastard. I do everything with a purpose. I admit that I am such a person.
Good Lu Jinyun! He is sunny, he is handsome! Good Gu Di, he is gentle, he is an angel! But after they have experienced everything I have experienced, will they still be like this? Nobody knows. "
Lu Si Lin said here, he stood up again, came to Jin Duo'er, reached out and grabbed her shoulders, met her eyes, and then said: "Jin Duo'er, do you know? That year, I was still My child, I don’t understand anything. My biological mother hugged me and locked me and her in the bathroom. She held it down, just like that... ”
Lu Si Lin shook his wrist, then looked at Jin Duoer with a sorrowful smile and said: "With a spray, all is blood. She just raised her bleeding hand and stared at me with hatred. Tell me, Lu Si Lin, look, you remember, how I died, I was forced to death by the Lu family, you want revenge for me, if you want to recognize my mother, just do it for me Revenge... Haha, just like that, Jin Duoer, just like this, I saw her in front of me bit by bit, bleeding to death.
After her death, I and her body were in the bathroom and we were locked up all night! I can't forget the taste of that time, that is—the taste of not having any feelings, just feel black, everything is dark, why there is no light. "
Lu Si Lin let go of Jin Duo'er's shoulders, and his whole body exuded this sad smell.
And Jin Duoer covered her mouth in disbelief, my God! What kind of mother is that, how can she treat her children so much
"Jin Duoer, more ridiculous and sad things are still to come. Lu Changhong was afraid of Mo Tianqi and sent me to the orphanage. Mo Tianqi didn't want me to live and bought the dean of the orphanage. That dean thought Trying to torture me, I don’t have enough to eat or wear warmth, and every day I feel like I’m dying, I’m going to die soon.
Later, a person called my uncle appeared, and my life was a little easier, but two years ago, I learned that that uncle approached me just to take advantage of me. From him, I also know that the things my mother did to me before she died was to let me avenge her, but for my half-brother, what she kept was indeed: live well, don’t Lost yourself because of hatred! "
Jin Duoer suddenly raised her head when she heard this, she slowly stretched out her hand, trying to comfort the man in front of her. She never knew that he was still experiencing these things. She could feel so sad and suffocated when she listened. How did it survive
"I'm ridiculous, isn't it? My biological mother hates me and uses me! My biological father doesn't want me and discards me! There is no light in my life. I have been living in darkness until I see you, the first time I see A person smiles so innocently and so sunny."
Lu Si Lin turned around again. His eyes were a little red, and he seemed to be holding back tears. He looked at Jin Duo'er and said seriously and deeply: "Jin Duo'er, at that time I was thinking, if You want to laugh at me like this, let me die, I am willing! This obsession has always followed me, in those years, how I hope you can look back at me, but you only have Lu Jinyun in your eyes.
Jealousy, hatred, greed, these are driving me crazy, just because I knew the plans of He Xiaoyu and He Xiaofan, so I just calculated...
Jin Duoer, I just want to stay with you, stay in my life, the last ray of sunshine. "
Jin Duoer stared at him, she was shocked, the pain that shook him, his suffering, and the sincerity in his eyes.
"Jin Duo'er, you beg me to let you go and let you live a stable life, but I ask you not to go, not to leave, and don't let me never know what it's like to be exposed to the sun for the rest of my life, okay?"
Good... Jin Duoer almost blurted out the word, but she abruptly held back it.
After a long time, she shook off Lu Si Lin's hand, turned away from his eyes, and stabilized herself because of his words.
"Lu Si Lin, I admit that I can't remain indifferent after I listened to what you said, and I also admit that because of your words, I have recognized that you exist in my heart, but it's all too late. Five years late.
Five years ago, when I was helpless, you should tell me that five years ago when the mistake was just made, you should have said, but now it's too late...
Back then, I was stuck in the quagmire. I didn’t know the direction and couldn’t find the way out of hell. It was the big brother. He took me out. He guarded me, protected me, and loved me. He was kind to me. Jin Duoer can't repay her in this life.
We are now a husband and wife, which is something that our friends and relatives know. Now, if I betray him, I am not a human being. "
Lu Si Lin put down his hand and his eyes were full of sadness. After a long time, he thought of one thing and stepped forward to grab Jin Duoer: "Duoer, it's not like this. Your grandmother is Gu Di's grandmother. You didn't show up. Wufu, you are cousins, and your marriage is not protected."
Jin Duoer shook his hand and shook his head: "No, it's not like that. My grandma is the adopted daughter of the Gu family. She doesn't have Gu family blood on her body. Therefore, Gu Di and I are just nominal Cousin."
"This is not true." Lu Si Lin retorted excitedly.
"This is true. If it's not true, will my grandpa agree to our relationship? Will the old man of the Gu family agree? Lu Si Lin, we missed it, we missed it." Jin Duoer waved his hand and turned to leave.
After walking a few steps, she stopped again: "Lu Si Lin, my elder brother said, if we stage a fight for children, things will go off the rails. At that time, Xuan'er and Tingting will be really injured. I hope you can do well. Think about it, don’t let the grievances and grievances of our previous life implicate the next generation.
Lu Si Lin's whole body exuded this sadness, but he did not step forward to stop Jin Duoer!
Gu Di, haha, there is one more Gu Di among them!
Lu Si Lin closed his eyes and concealed his sadness, before turning to leave for a long time.
He will no longer fight for children, now, he will fight for his wife!
The two parted ways, and no one saw it. In the dark, Gu Di was always there.
The starry sky at night is very charming. Jin Duoer sits alone on the lawn in the courtyard, and the sentiment circulating in a pair of beautiful eyes is called sentimental sadness.
Gu Di appeared behind her, looking at her lonely figure, pain flashed in Gu Di's eyes.
"Little pink pig, are you looking at the stars?" Gu Di sat beside Jin Duoer and smiled at her.
"Big brother! Well, today's stars are very beautiful, aren't they?"
Gu Di smiled, looked up at the sky, and nodded: "Yes, this is better in country t than in our country. You know, in many big cities in our country, you can no longer see the stars."
"En!" Jin Duoer nodded gently, but did not speak any more.
And Gu Di was not looking for a topic, so he sat quietly beside her and looked up at the starry sky with her. Until sleepiness struck, he parted ways and went back to the house to rest.
"Duoer!"
When Jin Duoer was about to go up the stairs, Gu Di stopped her. She turned around and smiled at Gu Di: "What's the matter, big brother."
Gu Di smiled, did not speak but walked up to her and hugged her in his arms.
"It's okay, I just want to hug you, Doer!"
Gu Di lightly pressed her face, slowly raised his head, looked at her face by the moonlight, and there was an unprecedented fire in his eyes.
He suddenly lowered his head and kissed Jin Duoer’s lips...
"Ah..." Feeling the gentle touch on her lips, Jin Duoer was shocked subconsciously, pushed Gu Di away, yelled, and then ran upstairs panicked.
Gu Di backed up a few steps before standing still, tears welled up in his eyes.
"Do'er, what else do I need to say?"
After talking to himself, he smiled bitterly, like a doll who lost his soul, slowly walking towards his room.
Jin Duoer ran back to her room in a panic, closed the door and leaned against the door, panting in shock.
"Big brother, since he... he..."
Jin Duoer didn’t know how to describe her feelings now. Once, she sent herself into Gu Di’s room because of a few words from that girl, but she never thought that Gu Di would do this to her. Things.
Over the years, he has always been tolerant, gentle, and pampering to himself!
But tonight, he was like a fire to himself, as if to burn her to ashes.
"Jin Duo'er, what are you thinking about! Are you not a husband and wife with your elder brother? Why do you want to avoid it? Do you think of the feelings of elder brother when you do this?"
After another thought, Jin Duoer wanted to slap herself again. She turned around and opened the door to find Gu Di, but she hesitated again.
"I'm out now, what can I say? Don't say, big brother, I didn't mean that, you can treat me... Oh, it's really shameful, forget it, anyway, it's late, and something will be done tomorrow. "
After Jin Duoer finished speaking, she chose to escape like an ostrich, covered herself with a quilt, and let herself-sleep!