Jin Yiyi turned off the video, her heart was really heavy.
She used to be an ordinary girl, a college student who came out of the countryside, she was simple, tough, hardworking and optimistic. Everything in the Jin family opened up a different world for her.
It makes her very fresh, but she is also very afraid. In the Jin family, she understood that the higher the ability, the heavier the responsibility means. Each of them lives at the top, and each of them is a dragon and a phoenix among people. Unfortunately, they The face is ten times that of ordinary people.
After walking out of the room, she returned to live with Jin Duoer.
Jin Duoer was sitting on the ground, talking gently to Jin Lengxuan and Jin Yuting. Seeing her back, Jin Duoer stood up and smiled at her.
"Yiyi, you are back."
"En." Jin Yiyi felt a little ashamed of Jin Duoer, because she trusted herself, but she was hiding the most important things from her.
"Yiyi, I have persuaded Xuan'er and Tingting, you take them away today, there are still 50,000 yuan in this card, you can take it all." Jin Duoer said with a smile.
"Duo'er, I still have money in my hand. I don't want the money. Keep it with you." Jin Yiyi said sincerely. She has what Lu Si Lin and Jin Yun left for her. Life style can never be spent in a lifetime.
"Observe, you take it away, otherwise I won't feel at ease." Jin Duoer returned the money to Jin Yiyi again.
"Duoer..." Jin Yiyi said anxiously.
"Okay, you help me bring the children, but I don’t give you much. If I fail, if you really can’t support them, send them to Lu Si-lin. I think Lu Si-lin’s scumbag , I won't care about his own flesh and blood." When Jin Duoer said Lu Si Lin, her heart still couldn't calm down.
"Duo'er, if, I mean if, one day, you know that Lu Si Lin regretted the marriage that day because of the last resort, would you forgive him?" Jin Yiyi asked cautiously.
"A last resort? Why do you ask? Do you know something?" Jin Duoer asked sensitively, turning his head to look at Jin Yiyi.
"No, Duo'er, I said it is if." Jin Yiyi said immediately.
Jin Duoer frowned, her brain suddenly confused, and after a long time, she smiled sarcastically: "There is no if."
"Huh?" Jin Yi looked at her puzzled.
"There is no if, never if there is no if. Two people who love each other need to trust each other, do you know? Lu Jinyun and I were childhood sweethearts, and we finally separated. There were other people's destructive factors, but the most important thing is that we are both self-righteous and unwilling. Trust each other.
From this, I learned a lesson that people who love each other are not afraid of any hardships and can face them together. The most feared is concealment and deception, and the other is not to believe. "
Jin Duoer's words made Jin Yiyi not know what to say. She understood what she was thinking, but she felt a little distressed for Lu Si Lin.
"What if it was in good faith?" She had to ask this sentence.
Jin Duoer was stunned again, and then smiled: "Goodwill? In this world, the saddest thing is not intentional sadness, but intentional kindness. Injuries from kindness are fatal."
Jin Yiyi was stunned, and an indescribable sadness flashed in his heart.
This pair of people who love each other really want to hurt each other like this? Maybe they didn't learn how to love others, how to get along.
At noon, Jin Duoer cooks the food for the two children by himself, smiling and watching the two children eat, then tearfully sends away Jin Yiyi and the two children.
Seeing the figure walking further and further away, she felt that her heart was severely cut off, and she cried silently.
"What if he has difficulties?"
Jin Duoer remembered what Jin Yiyi said.
Hardship? "Lu Si Lin, what difficulties do you have? What kind of hardship do you have to treat me like this, the pain of separation between mother and child, and the pain of separation between relatives?"
Jin Duoer closed her eyes and let the tears flow unscrupulously. After a long time, she calmed down. She packed a luggage bag and walked out of the room with the bag on her back.
She turned her head and looked at the place where she had lived for a day, she might not come back again in the future.
After walking for a long time, she walked to the street where people were busy, and she was confused again. Five years ago, she ran away from home because of her anger and went to a foreign country. At that time, she didn't understand anything. To Qiaoshan!
Bridge Mountain! I haven't contacted them for a long time, don't you know if they are OK
Do you want to find them
Jin Duoer immediately got rid of this idea. The Jin family is really complicated now, and she can no longer take off her friend. The elder brother already has Mo Qiaoran, and she won't go to him, and her mother can't contact him either.
She really was left with herself.
"Golden Duoer, come on, you can definitely do it." Jin Duoer secretly gave herself an air, and then continued walking.
Until the evening, Jin Duoer was a little hungry, and she stopped. At this moment, she clearly knew that what she wanted to do was secondary, and the most important thing now was to support herself.
Looking around, how can she support herself? All the money she gave to Yiyi, now she can be said to be penniless.
His gaze watched slowly, and finally fell on a wandering singer in the joint.
This singer is about twenty years old, with a cute baby face full of wind and frost and despair. He weakly sang "The Flying Bird", but unfortunately the people passing by had no intention of staying.
Jin Duoer's eyes flashed and walked over. Standing next to the boy, quietly listening to his singing.
After the boy finished singing, he looked at her and raised a big smile.
After Jin Duoer smiled at him, her face blushed. She had no money and couldn't give him a reward.
The boy seemed to see her embarrassment, smiled indifferently, put away the guitar in his hand, and turned to leave.
"Hey!" Jin Duoer hurriedly stopped him.
The boy stopped and turned to look at her, with questions in his eyes.
"Me!" Jin Duoer was a little hard to speak, but the call from her stomach made her cheeky once: "Can I borrow your guitar for a while?"
The boy looked stiff and looked at her questioningly.
"I, I don't use it in vain. I will earn money in a while and share it equally with you, okay?" Jin Duoer felt blushing after she finished speaking, and she lowered her head and dared not look at the boy.
For a long time, she was ashamed, and when she wanted to leave, the boy gently spit out a word: "Okay."
it is good? He agreed? Jin Duoer raised her head in ecstasy and looked at the boy: "Thank you!"
"However, people nowadays don't like to sing like this. You have to be mentally prepared." The boy's voice is very nice, with a husky low tone.
Jin Duoer was grateful for his kindness and nodded to him: "Thank you."
"No." The boy finished, and handed over the installed guitar to Jin Duoer.
Jin Duoer took the guitar and nodded again to thank the boy, then took out the guitar and sat in the place where the boy was originally sitting, flicking the strings lightly, making a crisp sound.
Jin Duoer smiled faintly, she looked at the boy, and then said softly: "I will give this song to you."
After that, Jin Duoer's hand strummed the strings. The first notes were unruly and out of tune. The boy couldn't help but frowned. Can this girl play
But, slowly, the note changed. It seemed to follow Feng'er's beat, which made people feel refreshed, and the feeling of freedom made people feel outward.
I walked alone on the street, and the shuttle crowd made me lonely and helpless. Here, I met this boy...
The lyrics are very simple, just what Jin Duoer has just experienced. The music is not so gorgeous, but it is so simple and direct to people's hearts that many people stop and look at Jin Duoer.
"Live rap!" the boy said lightly.
Live rap is just a singer who composes and sings at random because of an occasion. He has only heard of it before and didn't expect to meet today, and she is still such a young and beautiful girl.
A smile hung on the boy's face, and the girl who played and sang was gradually printed in his black eyes.
Jin Duoer finished singing and paused, and there was warm applause all around.
"Little girl, you can sing well." An aunt came up to praise, then took out a ten yuan piece and placed it in front of Jin Duo'er.
The aunt left after letting it go, and the others also put one yuan to ten yuan in Jinduoer. Jinduoer looked at the more and more money in front of him, and she was happy, and immediately played and sang again. A song, a song that I used to make when I was joking.
After singing, she bowed and thanked everyone around her, and then handed Ji She to the boy. After she picked up the money on the ground, she thanked everyone and then pulled the boy away.
When he came to a corner, Jin Duoer checked the money, and it was only over one hundred and fifty yuan, if it was before. Jin Duoer really doesn't like it, but now, she is full of money by pointing to the money.
She counted out eighty yuan and gave it to the boy.
"We split evenly, thank you for borrowing my guitar." Jin Duoer said with a smile.
The boy took it unceremoniously: "Okay, I'm not polite." After speaking, he put away the money and turned to leave.
Seeing him walking so free and easy, Jin Duoer wanted to stop him, but thinking that she had no reason to stop him, she sighed helplessly, turned and walked in the opposite direction.
"Hey!" After a few steps, the boy stopped her.
Jin Duoer stopped and turned to look at him.
"You haven't eaten, I know there is a place that is cheap and full, do you want to go?" the boy asked lightly.
"Go!" Jin Duoer said excitedly immediately.
Then he followed the man happily, and after walking for a long time, the boy took her to a snack bar.
"That's it, let's go in." After the boy said to her, he strode in.