Choate looked at Jin Lengxuan's vaccine, and then nodded to them, telling them that there was nothing wrong with them and they could eat with confidence.
Jin Duoer breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the words, and took the medicine to Jin Lengxuan.
After Jin Lengxuan had eaten it, not long after, Qiaot also checked his body, and found that there was no reaction, everyone was relieved.
After Gu Di died, not only Jin Duoer changed, but Jin Lengxuan also changed.
Jin Duoer blames herself, and Jin Lengxuan is the same. He thinks that if he is not obedient and goes to find the first master privately, he will not be caught by the first master and let the first master know about Gu Di's father and their plans, and go away. Catch your mother. If your mother is not arrested, Gu Di's father will not save his mother. Then Gu Di's father will not die.
This thought turned that arrogant little genius into a taciturn, autistic child. He ignored anyone who talked to him except Jin Yuting.
Jin Duoer was indulged in his grief and didn't realize that there was something wrong with him, but Lu Si Lin did. He looked at his increasingly silent son, and was unspeakably anxious. He found a psychologist and consulted. After learning about Jin Lengxuan, the psychologist told him to talk to him more and untie the knot in his heart.
After hearing this, Lu Si Lin found out that during this time, they were very busy, and they did not worry about Jin Lengxuan. He was on one side of Gu Di’s death, and on the other hand, he felt that he had done something wrong, and the people around him were not. Take care of him, and his natural arrogant temperament doesn’t know how to deal with such things, so he doesn’t take care of others. This forms a vicious circle.
Realizing this, he found Long Shang and Jin Yun to talk about this issue.
Long Shang and Jin Yun both said that they would cooperate, and at Jin Duo'er, Lu Si Lin found her after thinking about it, and talked to her about Jin Lengxuan.
"Duo'er, Gu Di's death is a pain for each of us, but we cannot stop living because of his death, but work hard for him to do what he has not done."
Looking at Jin Duoer's numb face, Lu Si Lin felt a pain in his heart, and suddenly pulled her into his arms.
"Duoer, I have never regretted Lu Silin, but this time I regret it, I really regret it. If I had a chance to choose, I would not choose to leave you, I will always be by your side!
Duoer, are you punishing yourself for being like this? No, you are punishing everyone who loves you, including Gu Di. If Gu Di is alive in the sky, he will definitely not rest in peace when he sees you now. "
Jin Duoer's eyes flickered slightly, and tears kept streaming down.
Lu Si Lin helped her up and wiped her tears away. After Gu Di died, she was like this. As long as anyone talked about Gu Di, she couldn't help crying. After the tears, she still looked stupid. .
"Duo'er, have you forgotten what Gu Di said? He told you that you are a mother and you have to be strong. Do you really want Xuan'er to become an autistic child? In that case, you still Do you have the face to see Gu Di? Gu Di loves Xuan'er and Tingting the most, don't you know?"
Jin Duoer shed more tears, but still did not respond to Lu Si Lin.
Seeing this, Lu Si Lin sighed helplessly, and left in a loss.
After watching him go, Jin Duoer turned back to the room and took out Gu Di's picture and looked at it.
"Big brother… "
"Duoer, you are now the mother of two children. Remember to be strong in the future. Don't forget that I will be by your side and guard you no matter what."
Jin Duoer's tears fell drop by drop on Gu Di's photo.
Sleepless all night, in the early morning, Jin Duoer left Jin's house and walked to the flower shop.
"Miss, do you have any needs?" The owner of the flower shop was a very young and beautiful girl, and asked with a smile when she saw her.
Jin Duo'er glanced at the various flowers in the flower shop, and her childhood sounded in her mind.
At that time, Gu Di was fifteen years old. He held a handful of gypsophila and handed it to her: "Little pink pig, you have to look at the gypsophila. They are just such ordinary white flowers, but they are It can form a beautiful meaning with any flower. When you are sad, I will send you a bunch of gypsophila to let you know that there are still beautiful things in this world. Just like your life, maybe you feel There will be dark clouds, but there will always be sunny days."
"The sky is full of stars." Jin Duoer said lightly.
Then watching the beauty shop manager wrapped a bunch of gypsophila for herself, she smiled at her, and then took the gypsophila and walked out of the flower shop slowly.
She walked a long time and came to Gu Di's cemetery.
There is a tall and handsome picture of Gu Di on the tombstone, looking at her with a smile.
"Big brother, I'm here, to see if I am very obedient. When I was sad, I bought myself Gypsophila paniculata. Big brother, if you do this, you have only left for a few days, and I want you to be crazy. How would I spend my life without you!"
Jin Duoer said here, tears kept falling, falling on the sky full of stars.
After crying for a long time, she opened her eyes, looked at Gu Di's photo, walked over, sat in front of his tombstone, opened her arms, and embraced it, as if she was hugging Gu Di before.
"Big brother, I am like you, like you, even if I see your gentle gaze again, and see your helpless pampering, but I will never see again. The world is so big, I will never find you. "
Jin Duoer closed his eyes and let the tears fall.
It was not until the sun went down that she stood up, looked at Gu Di's photo, and walked over to kiss her.
"Big brother, I'm going back! This is my last day to cry for you, I will remember what you said, I am a mother, I will be strong, big brother, in the future, you will only be in Do'er's heart."
Tears fell again. She stooped and slowly placed the sky-filled star in front of Gu Di's tombstone, bowed deeply, tears streaming down her face, she slowly backed away, and finally turned and walked away.
Big brother, Duo'er will be fine, and will take good care of Xuan'er and Tingting. Don't worry.
The sunset shining on Jin Duoer's shadow is getting longer and longer, and the person in the photo on the tombstone that was also taken is shining. His eyes on the photo are still gentle, smiling like an angel, staring at Jin Duoer until she His back disappeared.
Lu Si Lin walked out of the dark, came to Gu Di's tombstone, and smiled.
"You are happy, proud, even if you are dead, that stupid girl still can't let you go. These people, I am most jealous of you. You talk about how you can love her so much, and I feel ashamed. "
When he said this, Lu Si Lin raised a smile, bent over to pick up the sky full of stars, and said with a smile: "Gu Di, I really thank you for everything you have done for her. In the future, give her to me. I used to The mistakes made will definitely not be made again in the future."
After that, he placed the sky-filled star in front of the tombstone again, bowed to Gu Di as well, turned and walked away.
After Jin Duoer returned home, although she was still silent, her breath was no longer so sad. She first walked to the door of Jin Lengxuan's room, opened the door and walked in.
Jin Lengxuan sat in front of the window, a small person, full of thoughts, looking out, as if being abandoned by this world, Jin Duoer felt a pain in her heart. She was really not a good mother, and she must have not noticed her child. , Is it going well
"Xuan'er." Jin Duoer called out faintly.
Jin Lengxuan trembled all over, and slowly turned his head to look at her.
"Xuan'er, why are you sitting here, what are you thinking about." Jin Duoer walked to his side and said softly.
Jin Lengxuan looked at her, tears rolled around her eyes, Jin Duoer felt a pain in her heart, and she reached out and hugged him into her arms.
"Xuan'er, don't cry, mother is here and mother is here!"
Jin Duoer's comfort made Jin Lengxuan cry loudly.
"Woo, Mom, do you all hate me? I killed Gu Di's father. It's all my fault, so you don't want me anymore."
Jin Duoer was taken aback for a moment, and then the child kept hiding such things in her heart. She gently patted Jin Lengxuan's back to calm him down.
"Xuan'er, why do you think so, thinking that you killed Gu Di's father."
Jin Lengxuan wiped away her tears and said, "Mom, this is how things are."
Jin Lengxuan slowly told him how Lu Si Lin had been vaccinated, and then he refused to obey and found the first master privately. Because of his words, the first master knew of Jin Yun's plan, which killed Long Shang and harmed him. He caught Jin Duoer and indirectly killed Gu Di.
After Jin Lengxuan finished speaking, he cried again.
Jin Duoer hugged him again and sighed helplessly: "Xuan'er, you can think of this by yourself. Mom is very happy. It proves that you are not a thing, but you will only think of children with problems with others. You can still Considering the shortcomings of oneself, this is enough."
Jin Duoer wiped tears for him and said: "You did something wrong with this matter. You are still a minor, which means that you still cannot be independent in terms of Mo and need a guardian, and you rely on you. Smarter than other children, arrogant and arrogant, this is the first mistake. However, your mistake is not the murderer of your father Gu Di."
Jin Lengxuan stopped crying and looked up at Jin Duoer, very puzzled.
"Your father Gu Di died because of the hatred between the Jin family and the Sun family. He was the one who was involved in innocent people. As long as his mother is still the focus of the grievances between the Sun family and the Jin family, the grandpa will catch his mother sooner or later. Your father Gu will never leave your mother alone."
Jin Duoer said this for sure. Gu Di is kind to her. No one can doubt it. Even if it wasn't because of Jin Lengxuan's leaking, the master would not give up catching her, so Gu was really tired. The flute is not her son, but herself.
In this case, why does she still want his son to pay her back
"Mom, I still don't understand, you mean, didn't I kill Gu Di's father?" Jin Lengxuan really doesn't understand the grievances between adults!
"Well, it's not you!" And it was her Jin Duoer who really killed Gu Di.
"Who is that?" Jin Lengxuan said bitterly, "What kind of master is it? Mom, you wait for me to slaughter him sooner or later, and avenge my father Gu Di."
Jin Duoer's eyes widened when she heard the words, and she covered Jin Lengxuan's mouth: "Xuan'er, listen to what your mother said, you will never care about the grievances of adults, okay!"
Jin Lengxuan blinked her big eyes in confusion: "Mom, I just want to avenge my father."
Jin Duoer was a bit speechless, what did she say? Saying that the head master is actually his uncle, but even if it is of any use, the head master will not be merciful to Xuan'er's subordinates because of this relationship, and even because of this relationship, he is still going to die
"Xuan'er..." Jin Duoer was about to persuade Jin Lengxuan again, but her voice was interrupted.
"That's right, Xuan'er, your father Gu Di's grudge is to be avenged, and now it's okay for your father to take you to avenge his father Gu Di!"
Lu Si Lin walked in with a smile.