Wang Miunan took Jin Lengxuan back to the Jin's villa and saw Long Shang as soon as he got off the car.
The two men looked at each other and both stopped. Lu Si Lin placed Jin Lengxuan on the ground and let him go in by himself, while he and Long Shang walked to the changed lawn in tacit understanding.
"The girl who saved Wang Miaonan seemed to be an accident, so I didn't do it." Long Shang said lightly.
"Well, me too, it doesn't matter, Wang Miaonan's current situation does not make a difference between life and death." Lu Si Lin nodded.
Long Shang smiled lightly and was silent. For a long time, he said faintly: "I'm leaving, Wang Miunan has already received retribution, and the Lu Family is your business."
Lu Si Lin was taken aback for a moment, then turned to look at him: "Do you have to go? Will you be sad when you leave Duoer?"
Long Shang smiled bitterly when he heard the words: "If I don't go, she will be more sad."
She grew up when he was a child, and he knew her mind. She couldn't face what happened that day, because she knew it was not just about drugs. Maybe she couldn't face it, her uncle would have such nasty thoughts about her, yes, it is nasty.
"Take good care of her, Lu Si Lin, the person Gu Di and I are the most jealous of is you, because you still have the opportunity to be by her side, but because of our identity and body, we are destined to be only guards."
The helpless sadness in Long Shang's words made Lu Si Lin sigh in his heart.
Looking up, Long Shang has already gone far. For a long time, Lu Si Lin looked at his hand: Gu Di, Long Shang, you are right, I am a lot better than you, because I still have a chance to save it, even this time Is a lifetime.
Lu Si Lin walked into the Jin family villa. In the lobby, Jin Duoer was sitting on the sofa, talking to the two children, her gentle smile still could not conceal the sadness deep in her eyes.
Gu Di's death is probably an unforgettable pain in her life.
"Duo'er." Lu Si Lin stepped forward and cried faintly.
Jin Duoer's figure stopped, and the smile hidden on her face disappeared. She stood up and looked at Lu Si Lin.
"Duo'er, do you know about Wang Miaonan?" Lu Si Lin asked lightly.
"Well, thank you." Jin Duoer said lightly.
Thank you! Lu Si Lin smiled bitterly, the last sentence he needed.
"Duo'er, Long Shang... gone." Lu Si Lin said lightly.
Jin Duoer's eyes flashed and looked at him incredulously.
"He said, he couldn't face you, so he chose to leave." Lu Si Lin met her sad gaze, and said lightly.
Jin Duoer's eyes began to flicker, she lifted her foot to try to run out, but in the end she stopped, tears could not help falling.
Uncle is gone! Isn't she supposed to stop her being such a good uncle
She raised her foot, but it fell again. She knew that she and uncle could not go back. Why did everything change in a short period of time? She sat on the sofa and let the tears flow down.
Jin Lengxuan had already pulled Jin Yuting away. Only Lu Si Lin and him were left in the hall. Lu Si Lin just stood beside her quietly, watching her cry, just like this, one sitting and the other standing. Then, the time flickered all night.
Jin Duoer's eyes were already red, and her face was full of haggard.
She turned her head and saw Lu Si Lin who was standing behind her, her eyes flashed faintly, but she didn't speak, just staring at him faintly.
Lu Si Lin did not speak either, and let her watch. After a long time, Jin Duoer lifted her footsteps and slowly passed by Lu Si Lin.
Some things can no longer be guarded. There is a knot between her and Lu Si Lin that can never be untied. Now she can't tolerate her thinking about him a little bit, because then, she feels sorry for Gu Di, sorry for being single-minded.
Therefore, they are destined to become strangers.
Her figure slowly went upstairs, until she disappeared, Lu Si Lin slowly turned around, there was a trace of tears in his eyes, but stubbornly did not let it fall.
"Duoer, are you punishing yourself or punishing me again?"
Is it painful? Even if the waiting is painful, but because of you, he is as foolish as it is.
Jin Duoer washed herself. She stood in front of the mirror and looked at herself, who was refreshed but haggard. The sunlight between her brows and eyes turned into sadness, and her sweet face made her look pitiful because of the sadness.
Is she what the older brother wants to see now? Looking away from the starry sky, she raised a smile, as if seeing Gu Di's smiling face.
"Duoer, when you are sad, buy yourself a bunch of gypsophila, just like I've always been by your side."
"Duoer, you are now the mother of two children, you must be strong."
The tears fell again, but there was a smile on his face: "Big brother, I will not let you down."
She walked downstairs, there was no longer Lu Si Lin in the hall, her heart couldn't help but relieved, he was gone, she was really afraid of seeing him now.
She went to the hall and sat on the sofa. Now she really doesn't know what to do in the future!
"Jin Duoer!" A complaint made her feel faintly uneasy. She stood up, turned her head and saw Gu Xin running in angrily.
After seeing her, Gu Xin ran over in stride, raising her hand to face her with a mouth.
"Pop!" A red mark appeared on Jin Duoer's face.
Jin Yun, who was about to go downstairs, grabbed Jin Lengxuan who was about to rush up angrily, and stood there quietly watching.
Jin Duoer slowly raised her head and looked at Gu Xin: "If you are because of your elder brother, I will admit it."
Gu Xin looked at her angrily, then raised his hand and opened his mouth again, Snap! Jin Duo'er's face was swollen again.
"Jin Duoer, this slap is for my brother."
Jin Duoer raised her head again, her nose was bleeding, she raised her head and wiped it, but still looked at Gu Xin.
Gu Xin looked at her, and the sadness in her eyes became heavier and heavier: "Jin Duoer, don't look at me like this. What I hate the most is that you look so innocent. Yes, they are not you. It hurts, but they will not die without you. If you don’t kill them, they will all die because of you. What is wrong with you."
She walked to her, grabbed her shoulders, and shook her fiercely: "You know what, she left by accident, no one knows where she went, it is our Gu family and Mo family united , Can't find her either."
Jin Duoer was stunned, and took her hand: "Coincidentally, let's go."
"Yes, she's gone. We searched for a long time, but we couldn't find it. This is a letter she gave you from her room. Look for yourself, Jin Duoer, there has never been this moment that made me feel like you So disgusting! How can you hurt all the people around you who care about you so innocently."
After Gu Xin finished speaking, there was still a letter on Jin Duoer's face, but she squatted on the ground and started crying loudly.
Jin Duoer continued to write. She was a little trembling, but she still opened the envelope and took out the letter inside:
Doer:
When you read this letter, I have already left. I know that I can’t blame you, because I always know the love that flute has for you. I also know that flute’s death, and I can’t blame you, but I But I can't help but think that without you, Flute might live a little easier and happier in the last time.
Like me, he fell in love with someone who was destined to suffer for himself.
I know that the last wish of Flute must be that you can live well. Therefore, I can't go against his wish to harm you, but I can't forgive you. When I can't see you again, I can still be calm.
Therefore, I chose to leave, I don't want to do anything to make the flute die.
Jin Duoer, in order to retaliate against you, I will tell you one thing that will make you never feel at ease. On the night of the flute’s death, I took advantage of everyone’s carelessness and found a friend to steal his sperm, artificial insemination, I Is already pregnant with his child.
You know, at the beginning, Flute refused to touch you for your happiness, and even Aunt Gu asked him to let him have a child with you to continue his blood. He did not agree. In order to prevent others from resenting you, he treated everything. The man lied, he said it was because of his illness that he was unable to bear children.
Is it painful? Even if he is so stupid, he loves you so stupidly!
Jin Duoer, I can't avenge you, but I can't. Watching flute because of your death, but you live a carefree life.
Jin Duoer, when I have not forgotten the pain, I want you not to forget it. Did you hear me!
Mo Qiaoran?? Stay
After Jin Duoer finished watching, tears kept falling. She slumped on the ground, her heart muffled. Why is this happening.
"what… "
She shouted loudly, every cell of her pain was clamoring, but she was no one to blame, she couldn't even find an outlet for venting, and everyone was unfortunate because of her.
"Jin Duo'er, you have been suffering like this! Even if you are in such pain, you will not be able to change the happiness of coincidence, and you will not be able to change my brother's life!" Gu Xin stood up and looked at Jin Duo'er in pain. Look, said fiercely.
After speaking, she turned around as if she had no soul, and walked out.
She didn't tell Jin Duo'er, looking at her painful look, watching her tears, her heart was cut, she thought it was the same, so she chose to leave without saying goodbye, not seeing her heart hurt.
Gu Xin walked out of the villa and could still hear Jin Duoer's tearing cry. She closed her eyes, and for a long time, she couldn't help but squatted on the ground, crying in pain.
"Coincidentally, Doer! Why, our sisters have to reach this point, why, we have to hurt each other."
No one could answer her, because she couldn't answer it herself. She stood up, and if they walked like a puppet, the three sisters would really be over this time. Even if the memories of the past were gone, they would never be there again.
Jin Duoer cried for a long time, stood up lifelessly, went back to her room, read Mo Qiaoran's letter over and over again, crying every time she read it.
She didn't want to hurt anyone, but she hurt all the people closest to her. Long Shang went away for her, accidentally because she lost her love, and chose that way. Since she stole sperm and got pregnant artificially, she didn't know how to live alone Where, and Gu Di died because of her.
She killed everyone, but she was indeed not an executioner, but a victim. However, she, a victim, received condemnation from others, but was unable to condemn others.
Who should she condemn? The birth parents who denounced her were still the birth cousin who had suffered from childhood, or the grandfather who loved her like his life.
Maybe they all share her tragedy now, but even so, she still has no right to blame them, even if everything is to blame on them, she is also not right. Because of her blood, her life, everything she got.